how many boogie i used to like you

From December to January of the next year, one night is also one year.

Lin Ci and Zhao Fengshi spent the New Year's Eve in the hospital. The TV in the single ward was playing a certain channel's New Year's Eve party. Lin Ci leaned against the bedside and listened to the song for a while, feeling a little noisy. He asked Zhao Fengshi to change the channel , the singing and dancing in their ears was replaced by a soft English song, which was the West Side Boys they used to listen to in high school.

After that, he stopped talking and listened to the music quietly. After consuming all the songs of Westlife-□□ile, Lin Ci heard Zhao Fengshi's voice very close to him, and he said: "Happy New Year, Lin Ci, in the New Year, I want ...healthy and happy."

Lin Ci smiled, and he said, "You too."

"The operation will be successful."

"En." Lin Ci found the direction of the voice, raised his head and smiled at him, and said to Zhao Fengshi, "I... believe you."

Suddenly there was light flickering outside the window, and the light flickered, Zhao Fengshi looked at the flickering light source, the corners of his mouth raised, "Lin Ci, there are fireworks outside."

As soon as Lin Ci frowned, she heard Zhao Fengshi babbled about the colors of the fireworks for him.

Throughout the New Year's Eve night, he leaned on Zhao Fengshi's shoulder, and in Zhao Fengshi's voice, he seemed to see fireworks blooming in the silent darkness.

Years later, Zhao Fengshi went back to Zhao's house, and his cousin Zhao Si'an followed him when he heard that he was coming. As soon as he came, he saw the solemn atmosphere in Zhao Fengshi's house.

Zhao Fengshi's father and stepmother were both there. Zhao's father nodded when he saw Zhao Si'an, then glanced at Zhao Fengshi who was standing beside him, and said in a low and serious voice, "You came here because you want me to perform surgery on your friend?"

Zhao Fengshi responded, and a teacup made of celadon was thrown towards him. It was Zhao Sian who reacted in time and pushed him away. "Is this a friend? I don't know which wall they hooked up from."

Zhao Fengshi frowned, and his stepmother was beside him comforting her husband.Zhao Fengshi had revealed to his family that he liked men in the early years, and there was chaos after that.

But now he came with a request, even though he was full of anger, he still forcibly endured it.

Zhao's father's achievements in medicine are among the top in the country, and even other countries often discuss with him. If Lin Ci's surgery can be performed by him, the success rate will be higher.It is a pity that he has not come in person for a long time since he planned to pursue another path.

The room was silent, Zhao Si'an was taken out by the stepmother, only Zhao Fengshi was left in the room facing his father silently, originally no one would compromise easily, Zhao Fengshi looked at his father, but lowered his head first.

"Please, he's the one I care about..."

Before he finished speaking, his body shook, his forehead was smashed by the oncoming ashtray, and blood spilled from the open wound. Zhao Fengshi lowered his head and picked up the shards of glass that rolled down at his feet .

After a few seconds of silence, he continued, "I don't want to watch him die."

Another slap on the face, Zhao Fengshi pursed his lips, listening to Zhao's father say, "It's best to die."

Zhao Fengshi shuddered, and suddenly knelt on the ground, his knees made a dull sound, tears fell one by one, and fell to the ground.

He cried, so quietly, even the sound of sobbing was silenced, silent and delayed, it was the hot tears in the cold snow in winter.

"Dad, I beg you, go and see him..."

It's been a long time since I heard that claim. Father Zhao's expression was complicated after he was stunned. He looked down at his son who was kneeling on the ground in front of him.

In the past, he also looked forward to Zhao Fengshi. He planned the future for Zhao Fengshi, let him study abroad, and hoped that he could inherit everything he had, but he never thought that he would drop out of school, secretly take another school, and then all derailed.

Zhao Fengshi became a bird without a cage and grew wantonly abroad. He cut off his economy, and Zhao Fengshi never bowed his head.He stumbled and lived alone, and the savage growth left out the complexities in his personality and became what he is today.

Until graduation, he went home once on New Year's Eve that year, and that was the only time in the past few years.

At that time, Zhao's father already had many titles on him, and he and his son sat on the same table, and they both disliked each other. Zhao Fengshi became a stranger to him.

When the stepmother asked about the situation, Zhao Fengshi said the word "investor", and then he heard Zhao's father snort coldly.

Then he asked him about his relationship status. With his appearance, there were many people on the table who wanted to introduce him to marriage, but Zhao Fengshi tilted his head and chuckled in the eyes of everyone. He said, I like men.

Those five words were like a thunderbolt, which exploded with a loud sound and scattered sparks.Father Zhao was stunned and shocked at first, but after a few seconds, he was furious. He pointed at Zhao Fengshi's face, his eyes were full of anger in disbelief.

The Zhao family was messed up by him, and he left the mess and patted his butt and returned to the country in style.Until now, when he returned to Father Zhao, he dropped all his dignity and knelt on the ground. He yelled out his father for the first time after many years, but it was for another person.

Father Zhao didn't know what kind of person it was that could make Zhao Fengshi like this.

He fell silent, took a deep breath, and looked at Zhao Fengshi's bleeding forehead.He has always been unwilling to admit that his son likes men. After that New Year's Eve, Zhao's father never participated in such family gatherings again. He couldn't afford to lose this man.

Zhao Fengshi had been away from the Zhao family for too long, Zhao's father breathed a sigh of relief, and changed into a slightly more gentle tone. He said to Zhao Fengshi, "I can help you, but there are conditions."

Zhao Fengshi opened his eyelids and looked up at his father, his pupils narrowed slightly, his eye sockets dilated with surprise, his heartbeat became slow, and his body was like a withered tree.

When he heard that sentence, Zhao's father said: "Do you remember Secretary Zhang's daughter? She is two years younger than you. She came to our house as a guest some time ago. I saw her too, and she mentioned you to me.

When you live in this society, you must surrender. Children and wives are the most basic and normal, and you should take care of yourself. "

"This is your condition?" Zhao Fengshi put his hands on the ground, and the glass shards were embedded in his palms, piercing the skin and piercing the soft flesh. There were bursts of pain, but Zhao Fengshi didn't seem to feel it.

He looked at his father and nodded, he was a little lost.

"Isn't that the person you care about the most?" Father Zhao seemed to be able to see through him, and he said, "I want to see how far you can back down for this person, what can you give me?"

Zhao Fengshi's back felt cold, he shivered, and said with difficulty: "I can..."

Father Zhao was surprised, Zhao Fengshi suddenly smiled, his face was stained with blood, and the corners of his mouth parted in a miserable arc, he smiled and said again, "I can... I promise you, you can take whatever you want, I just want him to... live well."

It was Zhao Fengshi who made such a promise, and it was Zhao Fengshi who had his wings cut off. He stood in front of Zhao's father and said word by word: "I will get married."

The eagle soaring in the sky returns to the cage, and the sparrow in prison is nothing more than that.