Do not ask Qingping

I am the only child of the youngest son in the family, and my father is very much loved, so am I.

In other words, I am more favored than my father, because I am a premature baby, weak and sick. They are afraid that I will not live to grow up, and they are afraid that a disease will kill me.

For as long as I can remember, I have been taking medicine regularly.

I heard from my cousins, when I was a child!It’s especially annoying. When the rice in the bowl is not full, I don’t eat and lose my temper. Once a cousin made fried rice with eggs and didn’t fill my bowl with rice. I cried and cried, and the cousin was also disappointed!I snatched my bowl and fell to the ground with a "snap". The bowl was bought for me by my grandfather when he went to the market. The pink plastic bowl is resistant to falling. After rolling a few times, the egg fried rice inside was scattered all over the floor. Seeing my precious rice bowl being treated like this, I cried even louder.

This angered the cousin even more, she picked up the bowl again, threw it hard, but it still didn't break, she also got into a fight with that bowl!Lifted my foot and crushed my bowl!I didn't stop, raised the small wooden bench and hammered hard, until the bowl was smashed into pieces, accompanied by my ghostly crying and wolf howling.

The adults came, and the cousin was severely preached and beaten!Later, my grandfather bought me a pink plastic bowl. I clearly remember that I took the bowl happily at that time, but for this new bowl, I only remember the moment when my grandfather handed it to me. The one that was smashed by my cousin has a deep memory, and I hold it to eat every day, but it still left me after all.

My cousins ​​are big kids, I always like to run behind them, but my older sisters don’t like me following them, they think I’m troublesome, they can’t beat me, let alone scold me, they will strictly stop me from following her, I’m afraid of them , I didn't dare to follow too closely, a group of them went out to play and threw me away!

I walked carelessly, broke my face, bleed a lot of red blood, and went home crying. That night, my cousins ​​were beaten again!One of them got a nosebleed. She stared at me hatefully, like a ghost. It was scary. The reason they were beaten was that they didn’t take me well. That night, my cousins ​​coaxed me to sleep and pinched my arm many times. , I am not allowed to cry.

Another time, my grandpa gave each of my cousins ​​a biscuit and gave me three. One of them was in my purse, and I was holding one in my hand. One of the cousins ​​took me out to play, eating the biscuits in his hand Halfway through, my cousin said she was hungry!Take half a biscuit and eat it yourself!When I went to get the biscuits in my purse, I found that the biscuits were gone!

Crying and telling my cousin that the biscuits are missing?My cousin told me that the biscuit was lost!Grandpa will beat you, I believe it!Then I searched with my cousin for a long time under the pomegranate tree where the biscuit was missing... for a long time, but I couldn't find it.

My cousins ​​often bully me without the adults knowing, so I have always had a dream, that is, I hope my mother will have another child, so that I can bully him!The strong can bully the weak and it will not change.

……

I was in the first grade that year, and I was only six years old. Because of my young age, my cousins ​​were in junior high school and couldn't take me with me, so I went to and from school with my two cousins ​​who were in the sixth grade.

They have been staying on the road, but I want to go home quickly, hungry!Still have to do homework.

A little boy came across the road, much taller than me, without a schoolbag on his back, and I had never seen him in school.

When the cousins ​​saw him, they broke off the tree trunk on the side of the road. Lian Yue took the tree trunk and pointed at the little boy's forehead, and said arrogantly, "Hey! What's your name?"

The little boy was very arrogant and didn't say a word. He stared at Lian Yue with an angry frown, contacted him to look at it, and quickly fanned the wind to encourage him: "Look at Lian Yue, what kind of eyes do he have? Don't be convinced! Beat him up."

Lian Yue raised his chin and hit the little boy's arm with a tree trunk. I heard the crisp sound of the tree trunk hitting the bone. It must be very painful!I frowned.

The little boy gritted his teeth, but didn't speak. The two cousins ​​have bullied people enough!The second cousin contacted me and encouraged me: "Go and punch him."

I shook my head quickly.

After walking a few steps with my cousins, I looked back, and the boy was still standing there, hating us! Maybe he thought, I’m as bad as them, even if I didn’t hit him, but because I was with them, so he put We hated it together!Probably my inaction annoyed him.

On Children's Day, our school was going to perform at the central school in the small town. I didn't have a program, and it happened to be the weekend again, so I went with my cousin and the others!

My cousin and the others were performing. I stood on tiptoe excitedly to see it, but I didn’t see it. After turning around several places, I finally saw a corner. There were too many people!

At this time, someone stepped on me. I went to see the person who stepped on my foot. It was the boy who was bullied. He looked at me and didn't mean to apologize?I am angry!I went to step on him, and he stepped on me again. I was even more angry, and I raised my foot to step on him again. A woman ran over, pulled the boy aside, and said angrily, "Why are you stepping on me?" my student?"

I pursed my lips and looked at her, and replied truthfully: "He stepped on my foot first!"

"What are you doing? Lian Huaiyu." Teacher Wang's voice came from behind.

"Your students bullied my students." said the female teacher.

I couldn't bear this breath, and my eyes were wet all at once. It was the first time I realized that tears didn't work. I looked at Teacher Wang pitifully: "He stepped on my foot first."

"Apologize, Lian Huaiyu, quickly apologize and say I'm sorry." Teacher Wang said solemnly.

My eyes turned around Mr. Wang, the little boy and his teacher a few times. They were all waiting for me to say sorry. I had no choice but to choke up and say, "I'm sorry!"

Teacher Wang said again: "Go back and clean you up!"

I'm short of breath, miserable...

After they were all gone, I ran to find my cousin and the others!When we got home together, I was always afraid. When I went to study on Monday, would Teacher Wang hit my palm? It was very painful, and my little hand would be very swollen.

I was so worried until Monday, but Teacher Wang didn’t mention that matter, not even after many days. I guess, Teacher Wang must have forgotten!?

……

There are always so many helplessness in life. Summer passed, autumn came, and the two cousins ​​went to the town to study in junior high school.

So the threesome when I was studying became me alone. Surprisingly, the boy who stepped on my foot became my deskmate. I saw his name written in the textbook——Gu Moliao

At that time, I didn't know his name, and I only knew how to read his name when the teacher rolled his name, Gu Moliao... Gu Moliao, it sounds so nice.

For me, it’s the same with anyone at the same table, I didn’t care about his stepping on my foot, and I wanted to establish a good relationship with him at the same table, so I said something first: "I know your name is Gu Moliao, My name is Lian Huaiyu." As I spoke, I pulled out a red string from the neckline, touched a warm hard object, took it out, and explained: "Lian Huaiyu means having jade in my arms, My mother told me, my father said the same, grandpa and grandma..." I almost said it to my relatives in the family.

Gu Moliao ignored me, and Gu Zi scribbled with a pencil. I am a sensitive person, and I can feel that he doesn't like me, but it doesn't matter. I like him quite a lot. He is taller than me. Pencil It's also longer than mine, and its head is bigger than mine.

As soon as the class started, Gu Moliao would grab my clothes. I went to see him, but he stopped looking at me. I continued to listen to the class, and he patted my shoulder again... After a while, he grabbed my book again ...Poke my armpit with the tip of a pen... After one class, I was so angry that I was tortured by him, and I couldn't do anything about him.

After finally surviving school, I rushed home with my schoolbag on my back, but Gu Moliao caught up with me from behind. He held a very long stick in his hand, raised his chin pamperingly, and deliberately lowered his voice: "Even Huaiyu, I haven't forgotten that your brothers beat me, now I want to beat you back."

"Why?" I was afraid and angry: "I never hit you, I only stepped on your feet on Children's Day. You stepped on me first, and then I stepped on you."

Gu Moliao poked my chest with a stick, and said, "There's a lot of bullshit. In order to bully you, I kept a grade and ran from a small town to this remote place to go to school."

What am I doing wrong?Gu Moliao wants to miss me so much.

After he finished speaking, his eyes were wide open, as if his eyes were wide open, he would look very fierce.

Grasping the back of the shoulder bag tightly, I gritted my teeth, turned around and ran, Gu Moliao chased me with a stick, like a vicious dog.

I looked back while running, Gu Moliao was getting closer to me, I ran faster, I didn't dare to turn back, for fear that he would catch me.

too tired!I stopped to catch my breath, and when I looked back, Gu Moliao was gone!Relieved, I walked back resentfully.

Who knew, Gu Moliao rushed out of that corner halfway and knocked me down in one fell swoop!

I don't have time to react at all?Gu Moliao's fist hit my face, and I was stunned by his punch!I don't know how to resist.

"It's bleeding!" Gu Moliao got up from me, his eyes were a little flustered, probably because he thought, how could I be so fragile.

I subconsciously touched my nose, and when I saw it, Mom, it was really blood, and I was so anxious that I cried!

Turning up and running home, Gu Moliao grabbed my collar from behind and said nervously: "Don't run, come with me."

He held my left hand, and I covered my nose with my right hand to prevent more blood flow. Following his pace, I felt damn relieved.

Gu Moliao asked me to bend down, and he went to the stream to fetch water, patted it on the back of my head, and said solemnly: "The adults say that patting the back of the head with water can stop nosebleeds."

I nodded in agreement, but it didn't seem to be of much use, my nosebleed was still bleeding, and Gu Moliao panicked!I grabbed the weeds on the side of the road, crumpled them up and stuffed them into my nose. This time, the blood finally stopped.

Looking at Gu Moliao again, I felt a little bit of fear in my heart. He was really afraid of people. I was almost beaten to death by him. My childhood cognition is that bleeding means death.

When someone dies, there will be many horrible canvases hanging in the mourning hall of their home, depicting the paintings of people going up the knife mountain and down the oil pan, hanged, burned, cut in half, beheaded... bloody people...

I'm afraid this will happen after I die!

There was blood all over the clothes, and I couldn't wipe it off. My nose and face were so painful. I was thinking, go home, and the adults asked me, am I telling the truth?Or a lie?

Gu Moliao spoke first, although he was very awkward: "Hey! Lian Huaiyu, do you want to tell your lord!" I didn't speak, but he said bitterly: "If you tell your lord, I will interrupt you legs." He clenched his fists and looked at me threateningly.

I went straight forward, the little spot in the distance was my home!Gu Moliao didn't follow me anymore, he stopped on the side of the road, far away from me, and shouted: "Don't tell your lord, I will beat you."

I turned around and shouted: "Repeaters, don't pay attention to hygiene."

This is what the elementary school scolds the students who repeat the grade.

"Lian Huaiyu, wait for me. Don't run!" Gu Moliao chased after her.

The ghost was waiting for him, so I ran quickly. When I got home, my mother, grandparents kept asking me if I was being bullied!I shook my head and said that I was walking carelessly and bumped my nose!

Grandpa went to get rock candy for me to eat, I tilted my head and smiled, my cousin poked me and asked me to give her some.