Do not ask Qingping

The autumn wind blows away the fallen leaves, and the ground is golden. I stand here, and he stops there. The distance between us is neither far nor close.

The rustling leaves rolled by the wind rolled on the ground.

Subconsciously walking in his direction, I looked at him and smiled: "I've been waiting for you for a long time!"

He came to me, as usual: "What do you want to eat? Hot pot or barbecue?"

"I want to eat you."

"Okay!"

At that moment, it was as if the rain had passed and the sky cleared up, after the catastrophe, we hugged each other tightly, before I could smell his scent, my face turned into Yi Tibi's face.

But I was floating in the air, like a ghost, turned into a bystander, terrible!

In a panic, I immediately yelled Gu Moliao's name, but when I shouted loudly with all my strength, it was so weak, so pale and terrifying, that I couldn't hear it, like the last words of a dying person.

The pain and desperate struggle are of no avail!

They kissed in front of my eyes, it hurt my eyes, my heart hurts, the feeling of heartache, such heart palpitations, like a needle, when you are caught off guard, it stabs you fiercely.

Unprepared pain!

Consciousness led me to struggle out of the dream, I woke up suddenly, picked up the mobile phone under the pillow to check the time, it was only about six o'clock, and it was not until seven o'clock when the alarm clock rang, I remembered that I didn't go to sleep until about three o'clock last night So, I closed my eyes again, let's squint for a while!If this continues, I will definitely get depressed.

I had a dream, and when I woke up, I forgot I had a dream!

My head went blank, and I knew it, and I couldn't fall back asleep!I got up quickly, after washing up, taking a cup of warm water and taking medicine, I knocked on the door of my second cousin’s boyfriend Zhu Tao, and said, “Zhu Tao, it’s seven o’clock.” My health was not good, When it comes to winter, I will catch a cold, and I must take medicine, otherwise I will feel dizzy and dizzy...etc.

Hearing a promise from inside, I sat in the living room and waited for him. The second cousin, Lian Ming, came out of her room wrapped in a big coat. She stroked my head and said, "Xiao Yuyu, see you in Chinese New Year!"

"Okay! Sister Xiaoming." I said.

In fact, I used to be quite the same person. I didn’t call her sister Xiao Ming, but Xiao Mingming. The refrain was always so friendly and rude.

For example, I want to shout at this moment: Hi!

Then she tilted her head and smiled: Little Gu Gu... Xiao Momo... Xiao Moliao!

After finishing speaking, the second cousin went back to her room to sleep!After all, it was only seven o'clock, and sitting in the huge living room gave me an indescribable feeling, no sense of belonging, wanting to leave, it should be said that I wanted to leave this place quickly, and my heart felt sour, I faced the bathroom. Zhu Tao, who was washing up over there, said, "Zhu Tao, I'll wait for you downstairs."

I don't have much luggage. I carry a black schoolbag with some cold medicine in it! A suitcase with several sets of clothes in it.

Standing next to where Zhu Tao parked his car, I looked up at the sky. I had seen the weather forecast yesterday, and said it would be sunny today.It's still a bit cold at this stage, I saw Zhu Tao coming downstairs.

I only met Zhu Tao yesterday, so we are not familiar with each other. I just heard that he and his second cousin plan to get engaged when they return home this year.

On the way, because we were not familiar with each other, we didn't talk, and we were quiet. The direction to the airport was the direction of the sun. It had just risen at that time, so full of vigor and prosperity!

Later, the position of the sun changed to be on my right. I couldn't help but reach out to touch the light shining into the car, and looked up again. Except for the sun, the tree with leaves falling out of the car window, the house... ...Everything is running backwards quickly, for fear that my eyes will catch them, ha ha!So cute.

When I saw the airport, I got on the airport expressway, and even the sun... stayed behind me. I felt a coldness behind me. The coldness almost killed me. When I arrived, I got out of the car first. , took out the suitcase from the trunk, and then tried to elicit a smile: "Zhu Tao, drive slowly, I will go in first! Goodbye!"

Zhu Tao said: "Okay, when you arrive, remember to call your sister Xiaoming to report that she is safe."

"Yes." I walked into the airport and thought to myself, in fact, the meaning of goodbye can also be understood as... never seeing each other again! I always feel that I won't live long!

The ticket was booked on the Ctrip app on my mobile phone, so my seat was selected earlier! 21A, near the plane window, I especially want to see the clouds.

After layers of strict checks, I waited in the waiting room to board the plane. Fortunately, the plane failed for some reason!Departure time to be determined.

At this moment, if Gu Moliao can rush to the airport and take me home as written in the novel, then I will definitely follow him home, but unfortunately, Gu Moliao will not come, my There is no if in the world, there has never been, only a pity, this is my last pride!!!

The broadcast announcing the delay of the plane was said many times, at this time, I received a WeChat message.

Yi Tibi: I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

After staring at the phone for a long time, I closed my eyes, opened them again, and saw a long queue at the boarding gate.

In fact, there is nothing to be sorry for. I should be the one who should apologize, but I am so arrogant, how can I bow my head and act like nothing happened.Silently put the phone in airplane mode.

The person Gu Moliao likes is Yi Tibi, and I'm just a friend!Friend, it feels so cheap to be just a friend.

I was the third last passenger on the plane because I was waiting, thinking what else was left behind!It turned out that it was Gu Moliao's heart that I missed, but just overnight, I began to miss him again.

My heart was a little dark, and I thought, what if the plane breaks down midway! Then I thought again, this thought is really horrible, I live in such pain alone, why should I let other people suffer as much as me, I should pray for peace!

I found the seat at 21A, but found a middle-aged man sitting in my seat, sighed in my heart, and I said: "Hello, you are sitting in my seat, please move over."

The middle-aged and old man reluctantly unfastened his seat belt and moved his body. He said, "Aren't they all the same?"

I didn't speak, just sat quietly and put on my seat belt.

It's different, I am a person who only accepts death. When I was young, my cousin ate my spicy strips. He only ate a little bit. I found out and made a big fuss. The adults came to solve it. My cousin promised to give it to me again. I bought a new pack, but I just wanted the complete pack, and I didn’t give in. In the end, I still asked for the eaten spicy strips. Looking at it, I was very sad. Mo Liao went to the mountains to eat together, what should we do now?I ate the spicy strips alone in tears!

When the plane flew high into the sky and passed through the clouds, I realized that the clouds are not like watching Journey to the West when I was a child, they can carry people on them.In reality, you can't stop on the clouds, you will fall down.

I know all this, since more than ten years ago!I still remember that Gu Moliao was sitting next to me at that time, I pointed to the clouds above the sky, and asked him foolishly: "People can be planted on the clouds in Journey to the West, but what about the clouds now?"

At this moment, I clearly remember the words he said at that time: "It's all staged, it's fake."

You can't even lie to me!

I feel my eye sockets are a little wet, and now I feel that I can think of a lot when I look at an insignificant thing, and I will feel sad because of a little thing.

Through the window of the plane, I see that the sun is so close to me...so big, yet so far away. In this world, there is nothing that cannot be discarded. My story is not perfect, but it is a person embracing flaws. Perfect! This is so good!There is unwillingness and helplessness, but there is no him.

I closed my eyes and turned my head to the side, for fear that others would see the tears I shed inadvertently... I couldn't help but think of the phrase "A man doesn't flick his tears easily, but it doesn't reach the sad place." I was so sad that I felt that my breathing was tingling. After the plane stabilized, I put on the earphones and listened to a piece of pure music quietly.

——Anhe Bridge

I forced myself to fall asleep, don't think about it, in my vague consciousness, I seemed to dream of Gu Moliao again, when did that happen? !