Kidney loss

The newly added dishes were brought to the table continuously, the corners of Qi Bing's mouth twitched briefly, but soon, he finally stopped his chopsticks, the two of them looked at each other from a distance with a large pile of food in between, and finally smiled in unison stand up.

That smile was so hypocritical that Shen Yan didn't even pretend to be lazy, and put a spoonful of slightly cold chicken soup into his mouth.On the contrary, Qi Bing looked nostalgic. He watched the other party stick out his tongue to lick the soup from his lips, and his throat rolled unconsciously.

"Do you still remember the first time we met?" He asked, "You skipped class and jumped over the wall and were caught by the dean, and I was caught by me who happened to deliver materials..."

It was late autumn at that time, but Shen Yan was only wearing a thin school uniform shirt, the sleeves were rolled up to the elbows indiscriminately, and the coat was tied with two sleeves tied to his thin waist, looking from the back, it looked flimsy and thin. to like a piece of paper.

Qi Bing was still young at that time, and his awakening was not as thorough as it is now, but he was also attracted by the first sight when he saw his back, so that he approached him frequently in different ways...

At that time, Shen Yan was rebellious and rebellious, but he valued love and righteousness, and could easily get along with others, but he was like a lone wolf, always wandering away from the crowd.

No one can really walk into his heart, and Qi Bing is the only one who dares to knock on the door.

Shen Yan sneered, and threw the spoon back into the bowl, making a jingling sound.

"President Qi has a pretty good memory, much better than mine." He said casually, his eyelashes drooping and he couldn't see clearly: "It's a pity that after you went abroad, I almost forgot about it."

Qi Bing's hand holding the wine glass trembled slightly, and even the smile on his face froze for a moment. At the end, he sighed: "Do you still remember what I said to you last?"

"Oh?" Shen Yan raised her eyebrows, "You mean the sentence "We are still young, we shouldn't have settled down so early. "Or "Let's play separately for a few years. When we are 30 years old, if neither of us has a partner, let's be together." "?" He couldn't help laughing at the end: "Don't be so impatient, I still remember not because of anything else, but because I can forget everything, just hold grudges."

His smile gradually turned cold, and his eyes were full of emotions, but there was not much hatred. "It's all over——Qi Bing, I'm not stupid, and I'm not a scumbag, so I won't be foolishly waiting in place after being bumped into a bloody head."

"And now that I think about it, what you said is not completely unreasonable. We are still young, and Huahua World has never seen it. How could we be in a hurry to hang ourselves on a tree?" Shen Yan raised his glass at this point. Yuan Yao respectfully said, "I ask you to give me some advice, I lived a happy life in the next few years, even happier than when we were together... Oh, sorry." He took a sip of his wine, "We have never been together Pass."

The slightly astringent red wine blooms on the tip of the tongue, sour and bitter, and the refreshing fruity aroma overflows the mouth at the end of the aftertaste, but compared to the previous stimulation, it seems to be nothing - just like Shen Yan didn't say that it was for Qi What a price he paid for Bing’s ambiguous "I like you", the furious eyes and scolding of his father are vivid, and he was broken with a golf club-even though he gave it to his father birthday present.

A large part of the reason why Shen Yan likes men may come from the chaotic relationship between men and women of his parents, and the most important thing is that he met Qi Bing in the grade that was most impulsive and ignorant.

How the two met and became acquainted, Shen Yan has indeed forgotten almost, but he still remembers why he was moved - now it seems that it is just an ambiguity that is more than friendship but not enough for lovers, but for him who lacks affection, it is already Enticing enough...

But in the end it turned out that he was blind.

However, the scene of coming out will happen sooner or later. Qi Bing's appearance just speeds up the development of the plot, so Shen Yan is relieved and has become the invulnerable Shen Yan now. No one in this world can hurt him. , No one can walk into his world anymore.

As the last drop of wine slipped into his mouth, Shen Yan supported his head and put the empty wine glass back to its original place.

"Jia Guanyun's matter, how Mr. Qi wants to solve it, let's make a condition."

Qi Bing blinked, and for a moment he didn't even remember what the other party was talking about. His thoughts had already drifted away when Shen Yan said "We have never been together", and drifted to that clichéd rainy night more than ten years ago , Drunken, he came out of the bar with someone in his arms, and met Shen Yan at the door who didn't hold an umbrella.

He was drenched from head to toe in the heavy rain, and his hair, which had always been carefully groomed, stuck to his scalp in strands, and the tips of his hair were still dripping with water.Qi Bing saw his waist outlined by the shirt, it was so thin, it moved his heart, and it was only his heart.

They were still too young, and they still had too much experience in the future. He didn't want to settle down so quickly—a couple who had been married for many years could still turn against each other, let alone two teenagers who had just grown up?So he smiled and waved at him, ignoring the broken water in the other's eyes, "Senior, are you coming to play too?"

He saw Shen Yan's chest rise and fall a few times, like someone who is short of oxygen trying to breathe, he seemed to want to say something, but in the end he just asked: "Do you still count what you said that day?"

He drank too much that day, leaned on Shen Yan's shoulder, looked at the colorful lyrics on the big karaoke screen, and said four words that he thought he might never be able to say in his lifetime.

Up to now, Qi Bing even has some regrets—he is a person who takes pleasure in time, because the future is too far away, he doesn't want to think about it, and he doesn't want to think about it, including the act of pursuing Shen Yan at that time, it was just to pass the time after school time.He really likes him, even very much - but this liking is only in the present, there is no future.

So he said: "We are still too young, senior, don't you think it's a pity to settle down now? We still have too many things we haven't seen or touched... What if we meet someone we like more in the future? When he said this, the water in the other party's eyes became even brighter, a drop of water dripped down the wet bangs, and across the corner of the eye, like a tear.

The heart seemed to miss a beat, Qi Bing stared intently at the drop of water, watched it slide down Shen Yan's cheek, pass by the corner of his lips that collapsed into a line, and finally disappeared into the collar of his neck.

Maybe I really like him?

Thinking of this, Qi Bing seemed unable to control his mouth—he said again: "If we haven't met anyone else at the age of 30, let's be together."

Actually, it wasn't like him, not at all.

He is someone who won't make promises, let alone more than ten years in the distant future, but Shen Yan's expression at that time was like a piece of red-hot iron, which landed on his heart, emitting the smell of burning skin and flesh. As for the pain in my heart every time I think about it, and this pain has lasted for more than ten years.

No matter how much wine and beauties, no matter how glamorous the colorful world is, it can't compare to that young kiss that smelled of wine in the karaoke that day.

But now, looking at the cold and indifferent eyes of the other party, Qi Bing finally knows what this kind of pain is called - it is regret, it is when he was young and ignorant, he missed the treasure and smashed it.

It was he who turned Shen Yan into a person like him, but Qi Bing was not happy.

Because he knew that the heart of this stubborn man like a lone wolf had closed the door forever.

Taking a deep breath, Qi Bing finally understood that he was too impatient—it took more than ten years for Shen Yan to change from a prey to an experienced hunter. The gun has the upper hand from the start.

So Qi Bing relaxed, and followed the other party's words to return the topic to the business: "About this, I have an investment plan here, and I would like to ask Mr. Shen to go over it first..." He took out the breakfast from the briefcase he carried with him. Just prepare the folder and push it in front of the other party.Shen Yan opened it for a few glances, raised her eyebrows, "You want me to invest in this real estate?"

Shen's family is in the real estate business, and Beauty Entertainment is his independent business, so in this related field, Shen Yan still has certain vision and experience.He read the introduction book in his hand verbatim, and felt that this project was worth a try, but he really had to wait to see it with his own eyes before making a decision.

He told Qi Bing about this idea, and both parties were businessmen, so they immediately set the time for the next meeting.

Investing in this kind of thing was originally based on the desire for a win-win situation, and it also solved the cheap brother's mess by the way.Shen Yan was in a good mood, and Qi Bing was more polite. The past in his heart was the past. As long as the other party didn't keep mentioning it, he didn't bother to recall it.

So they called each other very hypocritically, and drank a few more glasses of wine. Both of them were veterans in the wine market, and after a bottle of red wine was drained, they were still blushing and out of breath.At this moment, Shen Yan asked someone to open another bottle, and while waiting to sober up, the two of them stared across the table, feeling in their hearts that if nothing happened later, they must pour him down to relieve their anger.

But Qi Bing suddenly remembered something, and asked Shen Yan with a smile: "When I came in earlier, I saw you smiling so happily while holding your phone, what were you looking at?"

The latter didn't expect that he still remembered this, "What else is there, it's just a small joke in the circle of friends, just to pass the time."

Shen Yan was just fooling around, but Qi Bing took advantage of the slope to get off the donkey and said, "Oh? Speaking of which, I don't have Mr. Shen's contact information yet. For the convenience of contacting in the future, it's not too much to ask for a WeChat ID." ?”

"...Of course, of course, I was negligent." He cursed in his heart, but still smiled and called out the QR code. After passing through the friend, Shen Yan looked at the other party's artistic photo with a headshot In a fit of rage, he directly filled in two words in the remarks column: stupid——.

When it was over, he said hypocritically: "Mr. Qi is really a good-looking talent."

Qi Bing also laughed: "Where is it, Mr. Shen is..."

After a while of ignorance, the second bottle was bottomed out. Seeing that it was too late, Shen Yan began to find excuses to slip away.

But Qi Bing didn't want to let him go so early, so he said with a smile: "It's too early to go back now, Mr. Shen doesn't have a sister-in-law, who else can check the work? In this way, I know there is a good bar nearby. Tonight I will As the host, let's go and have fun, brother?"

When Shen Yan heard this, she thought that it would be a ghost if she could come out after going here, so she quickly shied away: "No, no, I will fly back to City A early tomorrow morning, and there will be a meeting at noon. How about this, we will finish watching later The real estate is ready, it's not too late to make an appointment..."

Just at this time, the phone rang, and he didn't see who was calling, so he used the ringtone as a cover to bid farewell in a hurry, but when he was out the door, as soon as the phone was connected, Su Jianian came out of the microphone with a pleasantly surprised voice. Pass it out.

"Mr. Shen, you actually answered the phone!" The other party sounded extremely happy, and Shen Yan could even imagine his smirk. Most of the annoyance of arguing with Qi Bing earlier disappeared in an instant, and he changed to a more comfortable one. Position the microphone to your ear. "Why can't I answer the phone?" He glanced at the time: "It's you, it's almost twelve o'clock, and you're still awake?"

Su Jianian chuckled: "Isn't this trying to try my luck before going to bed? I know you're busy. I originally planned to ring three times and hang up when no one answered. I didn't expect..."

"You're quite sensible, kid..." Shen Yan praised him, "But when I'm in a meeting, my mobile phone is usually turned off, and you can't get through even if you want to, just send a WeChat..." Speaking of which, he thought of his recent He was left in the cold, his heart softened, and he said, "I'm flying back to city A tomorrow morning. After the meeting at noon, I'll take you to eat delicious food, okay? I've been too busy these days, so I didn't have time to contact you..."

"Ah, are you coming back tomorrow? That's great!" Su Jianian didn't notice the second half of the sentence at all, and realized that his voice was too loud when he yelled out, so he quickly lowered the volume and stammered: "Then, I can Shall I pick you up at the airport?"

Shen Yan laughed: "I'll be there at seven or eight o'clock, what are you doing at the airport so early? Get some sleep, I remember Jiang Ran has a lot of work to do, right?"

"No, nothing, I got up early, and Mr. Shen..." Su Jianian sat on the edge of the bed with a soft pillow behind him, he hung his head and played with his fingertips, his eyes were full of tenderness that he didn't even notice.

"I miss you."

Although he hadn't seen him for nearly half a month, he really missed him, his hot and enthusiastic body, his helpless appearance when he pampered him, his defenseless sleeping face when he was asleep... This is still Su Jianian I want to see someone so desperately, I want to share my experience these days with him, even if it's just an ordinary day, if I can get a few compliments or a hug... that's enough.

Because he can only share with him. In China, he has no relatives or friends, and it is even more impossible for him to take the initiative to contact his family. Therefore, Shen Yan has become the only bridge to export his feelings. Su Jianian doesn't hate this state. The person will be Shen Yan.

Perhaps it was the first time he said this kind of nasty words, the young man only felt his face burn so badly, almost like a penguin, he retracted his chin into his neck.On the other end of the phone, Shen Yan was silent for a long time, the sizzling electric current confused the deep and hoarse voice of the other party, like a spring thunder, it exploded in Su Jianian's ears, making the deer in his heart thump. Bang against the wall.

Shen Yan said: "Don't call me Mr. Shen from now on, call me Brother."