Kidney loss

Perhaps it was a relationship between first time and second time acquaintance, the discomfort when waking up the next day was not as strong as last time, Shen Yan was lying on the bed, looking at the huge chandelier above his head, feeling a little suspicious of life.

Last time, he was able to blame the red wine, but this time, the sperm got into his head again out of nowhere, and he was passed out, not to mention, and...he thought of this, and became a little annoyed. He beat the bed, but it was undeniable that , he was really happy.

...and it's a little too cool.

Shen Yan thought about it, and suddenly shuddered, thinking that he would not just make a zero, right?But... If he fantasizes that someone else is pressing on him, Shen Yan will definitely kick him out of the bed. Only Su Jianian can tolerate it. As for the reason, he didn't dare to think about it.

Anyway, the person is lost, and it's cool. Isn't he contracting the other party just to do this kind of thing?Although the position is somewhat different from the one I imagined at the beginning, but... it seems that it is not unacceptable.

...That is, next time he will definitely not be allowed to play around. Recalling the messy experience last night, Shen Yan shivered, and staggered out of bed.

It was noon now, Su Jianian went back in the morning, but he didn't forget to prepare the meal before leaving, and left a note to remind him to remember to eat.Shen Yan opened the refrigerator and saw a pot of porridge with preserved egg and lean meat and stewed beef brisket with tomato. The beef brisket was so soft that it almost melted in the mouth. In the broth, one bite down, there is a taste of home.

Shen Yan eats big fish and meat, but there are basically no such home-cooked dishes.When his mother was alive, he never cooked. Since the dormitory in junior high school, he has been with the school cafeteria. Occasionally, he goes over the wall with his classmates to get some tooth offerings, and most of them are street stalls that are not very clean... Warm rice porridge enters There was still the unique aroma of preserved eggs in his stomach and mouth, Shen Yan almost scraped off the bottom of the pot, his stomach bulged slightly after eating, he collapsed on the sofa, and let out a breath of satisfaction.

After resting enough, he got up again and entered into a new busy day. There were a lot of messy things in the company, and he was also in charge of the family business. Shen Yan immersed himself in his work. He took a shower with his tired body, and when he lay down on the bed, he suddenly felt that the bed seemed bigger.

Without the extra warmth from the pillow, it seemed like something was missing... He laughed at his sentimentality, wrapped himself in the quilt and turned over.

Go to sleep, Shen Yan thought, she won't feel lonely after falling asleep.

……

Everything went well after that.

The tutor brought by Jiang Ran was initially shocked by Su Jianian's singing, but because of his professionalism, he still tried to guide him. Although the result was not a one-step success, there was a relative improvement...Su Jia After years of practicing songs day and night, the Golden Throat and Houbao practiced several times, and finally at the end of the month, I was able to barely finish singing a song that was not so out of tune.

He was so happy that he couldn't wait to show it to Shen Yan, but he was told that the other party was on a business trip and would not be able to return until at least next week.

Su Jianian was a little disappointed, but he didn't complain too much, he just sent a lot of messages to Shen Yan, telling him not to get tired.

Jiang Ran gave Shen Yan's WeChat ID to him early in the morning. After the two passed the friendship, they didn't chat often, mainly because Mr. Shen was too busy. Has he posted a new circle of friends? If so, he will like and comment.

Su Jianian's previous WeChat account has been put on hold due to running away from home, and the newly created one has only two contacts, Shen Yan and Jiang Ran, so after opening the circle of friends, there are basically those things, so there is no need to deliberately search for them.

It's just that Shen Yan never replied to his comments, as if deliberately keeping a distance, Su Jianian noticed it, but didn't say anything.

In fact, he could understand the purpose of the other party's move - from a relationship point of view, they were purely trading for benefits, and Shen Yan was his benefactor, but he was a little too nice to him.Knowing that he has no talent for singing, he is still willing to spend a lot of money on this short one-year contract. Su Jianian doesn't care what the other party sees in him, he only knows that he has the opportunity to sing formally, and That opportunity was given by Shen Yan.

The family will allow him to indulge for a while, but it is impossible to let him stay outside for too long, so their relationship can only go so far. He can't repay Shen Yan's dedication, so he can only treat him as good as possible...

Until the day the relationship ends.

……

Shen Yan's business trip this time was actually to deal with personal matters - his father's third aunt's illegitimate son had a car accident and injured someone, and the other party had some influence in the local area, so if the compensation was not enough, he must be let into the situation.The third aunt cried so much that she almost knocked down the ceiling. Mr. Shen felt annoyed, so he simply dumped the mess on Shen Yan.And Shen Yan, the eldest son of Mrs. Zhengfang of the Shen family, was forced to take over the hot potato, and ran to Linshi with Feidi to wipe his brother's ass for the idiot.

In fact, he could completely refuse, but the old man exchanged the shares in his hand, and when he got the shares, Shen's family would be his - in fact, Shen Yan didn't care about this, but his mother who was in charge of birth and care, came Before he died, he grabbed his arm and made a heart-rending request, saying that the Shen family must not fall into the hands of others.

Even if she was outside, there were people, but unlike the old man, he made the aunt's belly bigger and made a bunch of cheap brothers for Shen Yan.

Anyway, this relationship is complicated, and if we go back, it wasn’t when we were desperately in love, or even got pregnant out of wedlock—it’s just that we quarreled again and again since we got married, and then I don’t know who took the first step. One step, then one wrong step, one wrong step, the happy and kissing young couple in the wedding photo drifted away, they forgot the vows they made back then, and turned into this ugly picture.

And Shen Yan is the witness of the breakup of this relationship. He has seen their gluey past. Although it was too far away, it really existed. Looking back now, there is only irony.

Shen Yan still remembers one day, when his father brought someone home for the first time, his mother got angry and had a big fight with him—three days later, he was brought in front of a young brother, and his mother leaned against his brother Her shoulders trembled with laughter, and she jokingly said to him: "Yanyan, come, call me little daddy."

From that moment on, Shen Yan's view of feelings collapsed.

The parents whose relationship has broken down still maintain a false marriage to the outside world, playing their own things in private, wishing to hold their lover's hand and demonstrate in front of each other. It seems like a naive and boring rivalry, and it seems like an unforgettable hatred.

They didn't want each other to get along well, and the frivolous news was flying all over the sky, turning into heavy ridicule and ridicule, and pressing on the young Shen Yan.

"Shen Yan, I saw your mother in the shopping mall again. Is it your brother who accompanied her shopping?"

"Shen Yan, your father came to my aunt's wedding banquet last night and brought a very beautiful sister..."

"Shen Yan, do your parents have a bad relationship?"

"Shen Yan, you have so many brothers and sisters, I'm really envious..."

The innocence of youth always carried a bit of unknowing cruelty, Shen Yan slowly packed her schoolbag amidst the condolences without knowing why.In order to escape from that suffocating family, he even purposely wandered around the supermarket until the school closed, and then reluctantly walked back slowly... In this way, he survived until junior high school, when he was thrown into a boarding school.

The memories came to an abrupt end here. The 28-year-old Shen Yan opened his eyes from his sleep, and what he saw was a luxuriously decorated room in a high-end hotel. He couldn't feel the warmth.

After getting up and wiping his face, Shen Yan climbed down from the bed, dragged his body into the bathroom, tidied himself up, and became that dignified and confident Mr. Shen again.

In order to wipe his cheap younger brother's ass, he ran around without sleep for three days, and finally the other party agreed to come out for dinner and agreed to discuss the matter face to face. Shen Yan secretly heaved a sigh of relief. The VIP box of the city's most famous hotel is waiting for the other party to visit.

As the owner, he arrived at the place an hour earlier than the agreed time, checked the serving process first, and then sat down on the sofa, watching his phone while waiting.

He has been so busy the past few days that he has no time to open WeChat. After logging in, his screen is flooded with messages.

He answered a few in order, and saw that Su Jianian's chat box jumped to the top, and when he clicked on it, it was full of nagging little things in life, mixed with concern and condolences, and when he pulled it up, he pulled it up for a while. Not to the head.

"Today my instructor praised me again, saying that I have improved...Although it is still not satisfactory, at least the part that was out of tune yesterday is not out of tune today!"

"Sister Jiang said she prepared a song for me, and I'm starting to learn it now. It's so difficult, but I like the lyrics very much, and I will try my best to sing it well."

"President Shen Jiang said that you are on a business trip, when will you come back? I want to sing for you."

"The throat lozenges I used to eat have a new flavor. I ate one, and now my throat feels cold when I speak."

"Mr. Shen, do you like small animals? I saw a puppy downstairs in the dormitory today. It looked like someone's lost Teddy. I asked around and no one knew, and the dormitory didn't allow it. I I put it in a nearby pet store..."

"That dog is so well-behaved, it looks like it's only a few months old, but it looks very cute [with picture]"

"...if you hate dogs, pretend I didn't ask!"

"I made Dapanji today! It's the first time I made it, and it was more successful than expected [picture attached], but it's a bit lonely to eat alone."

"Today is sweet and sour pork [with picture], it's a special meal, I'll make it for you when you come back."

"There is braised pork in the cafeteria today! Hey, the aunt who cooks the rice scooped up a big spoonful for me. [with picture]"

... There are many similar contents, Shen Yan slowly looked over one by one, and the corner of his mouth curved up unconsciously.In fact, he has been deliberately ignoring the other party recently, and he is too busy to contact him, but Su Jianian still sends some small things in life regularly every day, like a puppy circling around him, wagging its tail, Shen Yan can even He imagined the sparkling eyes when he looked at him - after so many years of scrambling in the business circle, he can still tell whether a person is true or false.

It was as if a warm current was pouring into his chest, Shen Yan closed his eyes, as if he could hear the sound of gurgling water, it was not as turbulent as ocean waves, nor as impulsive as torrents, it was just a small and silent spring, endless day and night Moisturizing the heart river that has dried up for too many years.

Just as he was moving his fingers and preparing to reply to the other party, a voice suddenly sounded above his head.

"What is Mr. Shen looking at? So happy?"

Shen Yan was startled, she suddenly raised her head, and met Qi Bing's half-smile face.

He narrowed his eyes almost guardedly, and turned off the phone screen: "Why are you here?"

"Boss Shen put all his heart and soul into preparing a table of dishes, but he didn't even know who he invited..." Qi Bing leaned on the back of the sofa with one hand, and he moved closer. Shen Yan smelled the faint smell on his body. The smell of cologne, musk mixed with incense, no matter how it smells, it is like a scumbag.

"...What is your relationship with Jia Guanyun?" Jia Guanyun was the unlucky victim who was hit and was hospitalized with a plaster cast.

"Guanyun is my cousin," Qi Bing said, "When I was young, I used to hold him and change diapers...why, my younger brother was bumped, and I, an older brother, is not allowed to stand out for him?" The words were sarcasm The meaning is not obvious, the corners of Shen Yan's eyes twitched, and he twitched the corners of his mouth with a smirk: "How could it be, Mr. Qi is here, I have no time to welcome..." He glanced at the side of his neck Arm, hinting: "It's just that since it's a meal, let's talk while eating. Otherwise, when the food is cold, won't I, the host, be remiss in my duty?"

When Qi Bing heard this, he didn't bother anymore. He withdrew his hand in a very gentlemanly manner, and made an invitation gesture: "Then, Mr. Shen, please?"

"President Qi is very polite..." Shen Yan tightened her fingers on the phone, got up and took her seat.

This matter was embarrassing in the first place, after all, I didn't take it for granted - now it's good, and with the addition of Qi Bing, who just got dumped by me, Shen Yan was so depressed that she wanted to quit, but why? Now riding a tiger is hard to get off, no matter how much you scold in your heart, you still have to show a decent smile on your face.Shen Yan personally poured the wine for the other party, waited for the two glasses of red wine to touch lightly in the air, took a sip each, and then said: "President Qi, if you have any thoughts, you might as well just say it."

He didn't want to talk too much nonsense with Qi Bing, but obviously the other party didn't think so, he slowly put down the cup in his hand, and hit Tai Chi back: "Boss Shen, don't be in such a hurry, to tell you the truth, I'm staying abroad After a long time, I have forgotten what authentic Chinese food tastes like..."

Shen Yan just watched him eat with chopsticks here and there, and made some pretentious comments every time he ate. It's worth the wait.So Mr. Shen waved his hand—he ordered the menu from the beginning to the end very generously, thinking that you can say it?I tell you enough!