After living together with the actor

Shen Li took another gulp of wine, and the spicy liquid burned all the way to his stomach like fire.Gu Yi's question echoed in his mind, but what did he say?Said that you regard me as a brother, but I want to sleep with you. At that time, I was so young and ignorant that I was afraid and ran away?

Shen Li has never confessed his sexual orientation to anyone, even he himself doesn't know whether he is gay or bisexual, since Gu Yi, he has never had a good impression or impulse towards any man or woman.Regarding his sexual orientation, he had never said it before, nor would he plan to say it in the future.

In the final analysis, my current relationship with Gu Yi is nothing more than an "old classmate" or an unfamiliar friend. They have completely different lives. Internet celebrity, there was a relationship due to a chance meeting, but to put it bluntly, Gu Yi was just a passerby who came to hide from the snow, and if he came in a hurry, he would definitely leave in a hurry. At that time, the two of them will be in two worlds with clear boundaries. It's unknown if you can't continue to contact.

Their present closeness was nothing more than the nostalgia for the old days triggered by the first sight of an old friend.

That being the case, why did he tell him the truth, shaking out the unbearable thoughts of the past and dirtying his ears?

So Shen Li smiled, and said: "Who didn't do some stupid things when they were young and frivolous. They wanted to be a scholar today, and a painter tomorrow. They went on the rampage without knowing the heights of the sky and the earth. They really failed a lot."

Gu Yi smiled sarcastically upon hearing this, "Is this your explanation for your sudden departure?"

Gu Yi's dark eyes looked at Shen Li with a sense of probing. The sharp feeling that seemed to have penetrated his soul made Shen Li almost hang his head in embarrassment, "It was just a little bit ten years ago. Little things..."

Gu Yi sneered, "Ah, yes, it was just a trivial matter ten years ago, and I can't forget it even now, and I still want to ask for an explanation for myself like a fool, it's ridiculous~"

Shen Li closed her eyes and shook her head, "Can I stop talking!"

Gu Yi seemed to have been slapped in the face. There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were piercingly cold.

Look at it, Gu Yi, the things you have been thinking about for ten years are nothing to others, and you are rushing forward to ask for an explanation, but you are just something that others will inevitably let down when they are young and frivolous. Just one of them.Look, he doesn't even want to mention it, what's your face and your heart, and he doesn't even want to take a look at it with both hands...

Gu Yi's heart cooled down inch by inch. He was angry at this person's ruthlessness and at his own lowliness. He had anger and sourness stuck in his chest. Maybe he shouldn't be here, like a stray dog ​​begging for mercy.

When Gu Yi was full of anger and had nowhere to vent, he was suddenly discouraged when he saw Shen Li's wet peach eyes full of pleading.

There was drunkenness in Shen Li's beautiful eyes, the wet pupils were as clean as a spring, and the red corners of his eyes added a touch of beauty to him. He was wronged and sad, and the corners of his mouth muttered to stop, and his eyes were full of pleadings.

Gu Yi's heart softened, he didn't notice when this man got himself drunk.Gu Yi took the wine bottle in his hand, sure enough, he didn't know when he changed the beer to white wine, and he didn't know how much he drank.

Forget it, forget it, he is not happy...

While Gu Yi was clearing away the wine bottle, Shen Li passed out drunk when he tilted his head.

Gu Yi picked him up by the waist and sent him to the bed in the master bedroom.

The waist is thinner than expected, and he is not short but so light. He is so good at cooking, why can't he keep himself fat?

As soon as Shen Li touched the bed, she rolled over comfortably, curled up with the quilt in her arms, and with this movement, her clothes were torn off, revealing a large snow-white waist.

Gu Yi stood beside Shen Li's bed and watched his sleeping face quietly, couldn't help reaching out to brush his forehead, bridge of nose, eye sockets, cheeks, lips, and finally pinched his chin with his hand, and gently pressed his thumb on it. The corners of Shen Li's lips were crushed, "This is the second time I found you, Shen Li."

It was already night when Shen Li woke up, he slept in the dark, and when he woke up, he saw that it was still dark, and wanted to go back to sleep, but suddenly remembered that he was drunk and had been sleeping since noon until now.Shen Li's head hurt and his lips were chapped. He struggled to sit up, reached out his hand to find a glass of water on the bedside table, it was still warm, and took a few sips.Remembering that it was so late that Gu Yi hadn't eaten yet, he resisted the idea of ​​going back to sleep and planned to get out of bed to cook for Gu Yi.

Shen Li turned on the bedside lamp but was startled. He saw a black figure lying on the small bar next to the bedside where the books were placed. Looking closely, it was Gu Yi who was asleep.

Presumably Gu Yi wanted to guard him when he was drunk, but ended up guarding him to sleep.

Shen Li couldn't help but smiled, her heart was sour and warm. Although Gu Yi looked arrogant and unapproachable on the surface, his heart was soft and warm. He was still willing to stay when he said such hurtful things to him. After he was drunk, he guarded him every step of the way.

He is so good, and after so many years in the entertainment industry, he still hasn't changed his essence.

Shen Li wanted to go up to wake Gu Yi up, but the bar was too small, and it was easy to get a stiff neck after sleeping for a long time, but when standing beside Gu Yi, Shen Li hesitated.What if Gu Yi sees that he wakes up and still refuses to forgive him?Do you really want to tell the truth?

If he didn't tell the truth, he would have to hurt Gu Yi again and again. Did he want to hurt Gu Yi again and again for his own selfish desire?

Forget it, if Gu Yi still refuses to give up, then he should tell the truth, anyway...after Gu Yi leaves, they will almost never contact each other again. In this case, it doesn't matter if they hate it or not, right?

After making up her mind, Shen Li stepped forward to wake Gu Yi up.

Gu Yi was sleepy and staring, got up and stretched, looked at the sky outside, "What time is it? I'm hungry."

Shen Li said: "It's past 7 o'clock, let's cook now, what do you want to eat?"

Gu Yi said: "Whatever you want, you can do it."

The two went downstairs together, but Gu Yi didn't intend to mention the previous incident at all.

Shen Li didn't know whether to be grateful or disappointed.

It was getting late, and Shen Li was afraid that he would not be able to digest it, so he only ordered two bowls of noodles to pad his stomach.

After Shen Li fed the egg tart, he took the egg tart for a walk in the yard as usual.

Gu Yi also followed behind Shen Li silently. He seemed to be less hostile to egg tarts recently. Shen Li wondered if he would have a chance to see the two get along peacefully.

After a conversation between the two in the afternoon, something seemed to be different.

The behavior of the two of them is not as close as before, but the atmosphere is unexpectedly harmonious. The two seem to have a tacit understanding, and the expressions when they raise their hands and eyes meet, it seems that the distance between the two is actually getting closer.

Egg Tart ran ahead by himself, Sa Huan, Shen Li and Gu Yi walked behind side by side. The two did not speak, but the atmosphere was harmonious.

Egg Tart ran to a pool, wagging its tail excitedly, and turning its head from time to time to give Shen Li barking twice, as if calling for the owner to come over soon.

Shen Li smiled and pulled Gu Yi closer.

This is a fairly large pond in the yard, irregular in shape, surrounded by pebbles, and there seems to be something in it.

Gu Yidao: "Is there any fish in it?"

Shen Li nodded, and said: "The egg tart is very strange. As a dog, he likes fish very much, but he can't eat fish, so he likes to run over to play with these fish. The fish here are originally raised to eat , but seeing that I like Egg Tart so much, I have never had the heart to say it.”

Gu Yi asked, "What kind of fish is raised in it?"

"Carp, crucian carp, and grass carp are edible and easy to raise." Shen Li said.

Gu Yi raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, and snorted softly: "As expected of a food blogger, others raise koi, but you raise grass carp."

Shen Li said: "How well I raise myself, the ingredients are fresh and safe, and if you want to fish, you don't have to go far, you can just sit in the yard, how convenient. There are also lotus flowers planted in this pond, and when the pond is opened in summer, It's very beautiful, and there are lotus roots to eat in autumn, how about it is very good."

Gu Yidao: "You don't grow vegetables in your yard, do you?"

Shen Li said: "Of course, I have achieved self-sufficiency in most of the ingredients. Come and show you."

Shen Li pointed to a piece buried in the snow and said: "I grow green onions, ginger and garlic on this one, radishes on that side, you should be able to see that the bulging one is cabbage, and there, that kind of potatoes .”

Gu Yidao: "Why don't you buy it?"

Shen Li said: "Actually, I quite like this kind of farming life. Watching the seeds you sow grow up little by little, then blossom and bear fruit, and finally harvest, this kind of happiness cannot be given by other things."

Gu Yi said: "Aren't you tired?"

Shen Li smiled: "Don't be joking, I'm just planting for fun. How much do I plant? All of these don't even have an acre of land. Every one in the village that has land is not several acres. What am I? Besides , I’ll be alone, if I don’t find something to do, how will I live?”

Gu Yi said: "It's up to you."

Shen Li said: "Shall I cook fish for you tomorrow? The big grass carp raised in the pond are plump and must taste good."

Gu Yidao: "Isn't it because that silly dog ​​is not willing to eat?"

Shen Li said: "I am not allowed to eat egg tarts, but since there are guests in the house, egg tarts should agree if you want to eat, right egg tarts."

The egg tarts were happily spinning by the pond, and had no time to talk to the owner.

Gu Yi snorted coldly: "You want to eat it yourself?"

Shen Li pretended not to hear and went to the pond to communicate with Egg Tart. To be honest, he had been coveting those fishes for a long time, but Egg Tart, the little bastard, took strict precautions against him and refused to follow him when he approached the pond. Taking advantage of Gu Yi's momentum, Egg Tart couldn't let him get so close.

To let Gu Yi get close to his favorite pond and little fat fish, Egg Tart, a stupid boy, actually likes Gu Yi.