After living together with the actor

Shen Li's great-grandfather was a master of calligraphy and painting, and his landscape paintings were romantic and heroic, and were sought after by all.Shen Li's grandfather failed to inherit the romantic implication of his great-grandfather, but he had a lot of experience in oil painting.

Influenced by the environment since childhood, Shen Li is quite talented in painting, whether it is traditional Chinese painting or oil painting and sketching.

He loves drawing and designing. When other boys are watching martial arts, comics, and suspense, Shen Li's table hole is full of fashion magazines. Shen Li speaks clearly about the grotesque world in the magazines.

But even though Shen Li was fascinated by it, he didn't regard it as the direction of his future career development.Grandpa Shen has taught and researched at Peking University all his life, and has an unusual affection for that school.Grandpa Shen has always had expectations for him, hoping that Shen Li can inherit his career and get into Peking University, which happens to have no design department.

As the number one university in the country, Peking University has a high threshold that makes countless students admire and daunt at the same time.

But for Shen Li, who has excellent grades and Grandpa Shen's connections, this is a natural and smooth road.

Gu Yi has never been a master of hard work, but since he was a child, he is smart and has good resources. Coupled with his local household registration in the capital, he is also very sure of being admitted to Beijing University.

When he graduated from the third year of junior high school, Shen Li thought that Gu Yi would be taken back to the capital by his family to go to high school. When everyone else was immersed in the joy of graduation, he was in a panic about losing something important.

He still remembers that feeling to this day, like a person who fell off a cliff by the edge of a cliff, holding on to the vines with his hands, trying to make a final struggle, but witnessing the vines breaking one by one with his own eyes.

Shen Li was never surprised why he had such a big reaction to Gu Yi's departure. Back then, he didn't understand anything, only thought that people are so devastated and sad when facing parting.

It was only later that he realized that even though parting from his friends was sad, but he was so lost, it was only because he entrusted his heart early.

Gu Yi did return to the capital as he expected. On the day he left, Shen Li sat blankly under the cherry blossom tree for a whole day, until a heavy rain woke him up, and he walked home in a daze, and fell ill with a fever that night. played a game.

After recovering from his illness, he seemed to have forgotten the friend who had left, and he still read books and paintings and helped grandma do some housework, but Shen Li didn't show a smile for a whole summer vacation.

It wasn't until he saw Gu Yi again in the classroom of the freshman class that he was like a flower full of energy, blooming his first smile in three months.

Shen Li still clearly remembers that when Gu Yi, who had grown a lot taller during the summer vacation in the classroom, saw him, he showed a proud and flamboyant smile, the height of his chin, the arch of his eyebrows and eyes, and the corners of his mouth raised The angle is engraved in his mind like a photo.

Gu Yi held Shen Li's shoulders and took him to the seat beside him, and ruthlessly messed up Shen Li's newly repaired hairstyle, "Are you surprised? Are you surprised?"

Shen Li still blinked in disbelief, "Why are you here?"

Gu Yi flicked his head unhappily: "Why don't you want to see me?"

Shen Li said: "No, why did your parents agree with you to study in high school here?"

Gu Yi said: "Leave it alone."

Shen Li smiled, he didn't want to talk, so he didn't ask.

Gu Yidao: "If I leave, you won't be able to find me, and I'm afraid you'll cry."

Shen Li smiled: "No, I'll go to Beijing University to find you."

Gu Yi: "How do you know I'm in Peking University, what if I fail the exam?"

Shen Li said: "No, because you know that I'm going to Beijing University, you will definitely be in Beijing University."

Gu Yi didn't speak, and the two smiled tacitly.

Beijing University is their tacit understanding all the time.

The tacit understanding has always been there, but some things have quietly changed their quality.

So Shen Li struggled for a long time with his humble and shady mind, thought carefully, and made a decision, he wanted to enter the Academy of Fine Arts.

Saying it is a hobby or pursuing an ideal is nothing but a high-sounding excuse.He loves design and the soul that designers put into line fabrics, but he also loves the extensive and profound Chinese studies that his grandfather devoted his life to research.

The reason why she chose the Academy of Fine Arts was because it was the only excuse Shen Li could use to distance herself from Gu Yi.

Gu Yi is very talented, but he can learn everything thoroughly, whether it is mathematics, calligraphy, or even musical instruments, he can learn it very quickly.

But when God gives you a door, he will close a window for you.

Painting is a skill that Gu Yi has been unable to light up, and it is a bug on his road to omnipotence.

Gu Yi has zero talent in painting, and his serious copying is like kindergarten graffiti. Gu Yi refuses to accept it, but he has learned from Shen Li for a long time, and he has been defeated repeatedly.

Near the third year of high school, even if Gu Yi has lightened up his painting talent in a short period of time, it will be too late to learn it from scratch.

The door of the Academy of Fine Arts will hardly be opened for Gu Yi.

Gu Yi also knew it well, so when Shen Li told Gu Yi for the first time that he was going to be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts, Gu Yi only thought he was joking.

Seeing that Gu Yi didn't care about it at all, Shen Li felt inexplicably sour. Why was he so sure that he would not leave him?

Although he thought so in his heart, the courage that Shen Li had accumulated for a long time was dispelled by Gu Yi in such an understatement.

He was both lucky and disappointed, he carefully hid his little thoughts, he just wanted to stay by Gu Yi's side one more day.

Shen Li's beating heart and greedy thoughts did not stop for a day.

Shen Li grasped enough courage for the second time, and it took a long time.This time he learned to be smart and didn't give Gu Yi a chance to speak, otherwise he would lose completely.

It was snowing that day, Gu Yi was born with a hot body, only wearing a long overcoat, the tall young man was the most dazzling scenery in the snow.

Shen Li's footsteps were so heavy that he could hardly walk, each footprint was deeply imprinted on the snow, as if he was trying to crush something with such force.

Gu Yi was still smiling and beckoning to him, Shen Li felt a blunt pain in his heart, he pursed his lips, stepped forward and stood one meter away from Gu Yi.

Shen Li didn't dare to look at him. He stared at the pine tree whose branches were bent by the snow, and said softly, "I want to be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts, and I want to be a designer. I'm serious."

After speaking, Shen Li turned around and was about to leave.

Gu Yi was stunned, he reached out to grab Shen Li's arm, but Shen Li raised his hand to avoid it.

Gu Yi stared blankly at his empty hand, feeling empty in his heart. His throat was swollen and blocked all his words. He wanted to ask Shen Li for clarification, but when he looked up, he found that Shen Li had already left. After standing on the ground for a long time, a thick layer of snow accumulated on the shoulders.

Shen Li left as if fleeing, not daring to stop.

Shen Li followed the painting club to other places to study for a month, and within a month, he thought about Gu Yi countless times.

At first he thought, if he just left like this, Gu Yi must be so angry that he would go crazy, he would keep looking for himself, and get angry again and again, he would throw stones by the lake angrily, and then sit next to him cursing. Waiting for him on the seat, but he won't go back... After waiting for so long, he will gradually lose patience, and Gu Yi probably doesn't want to talk to him by the time he goes back, so... that's the best.

Later, it gradually became, what if he was no longer by Gu Yi's side, what would he do if he overslept, what would he do if he was hungry and forgot to bring snacks?Who does he have lunch with?What to do when he is lonely, what to do when he is sad?

He began to question his choice, was his choice really right? 'It's better to leave before Gu Yi finds out than to be hated after being discovered', is that true?But maybe Gu Yi never found out...

After one month, if, if Gu Yi is not angry with him, will he just not leave?

After that, Shen Li only thought about the end every day, he just wanted to go back and take a look at Gu Yi.

Shen Li had been looking forward to it for a long time, but when the one-month period was about to end, another accident happened, and the meeting time was delayed by another week.

Shen Li lived like a year, wishing he could grow his wings and fly back immediately.

After finally returning to school, Shen Li received a bad news. Two days ago, Gu Yi transferred to another school and left.

Shen Li only felt a thunderbolt from the blue sky, only two days away.

Shen Li asked hoarsely, "Did he say anything?"

The man said: "He has been looking for you for a long time, but you have never been here. He is very sad. He has never seen him so lost. Later, he had something to do with his family and kept urging him to go back. He waited for a week and you didn't come back. just go."

Shen Li was heartbroken when he heard the words, his face was pale, his lips trembled twice, and he said thank you in a voice like a mosquito gnat, not knowing if the other party heard it, he left in a daze.

Shen Li thought, well, since it was his own choice, since it was a foregone conclusion.

Now that ten years have passed, Shen Li still seems to feel the loss and pain in his heart when he mentions this matter again, as if his heart has been gouged out.

The snow outside is getting bigger and bigger, and it doesn't mean to stop at all.

Shen Li took a sip of wine, a bunch of words were stuck in his mouth but he didn't know how to speak.

Gu Yi didn't make a sound, but the more oppressive and silent air seemed to be his pressing question.

Shen Li swallowed the wine in his mouth, bitter and spicy: "It's been so long, I don't remember."

Gu Yi laughed lightly when he heard the words, and repeated it lightly: "I don't remember. But what should I do, I still can't forget it."

Gu Yi heard the words and looked at Shen Li, but the dark light in his eyes had a scorching temperature, making Shen Li turn his head away from looking at him.

Gu Yi paused, "But, I must know, what should I do?"