Coincidentally

The steam from the coffee rose slightly, and the sound of light music was too loud. The older Li Subaru felt that there was something wrong with his hearing.

"I said, let's get back together!" Lu Xuening repeated without expression.Looking at his expression, Li Subaru felt that what he said was not very sincere.

"Don't be intimidated by a bear, there is a whole forest behind the bear." I thought I was joking, but unfortunately Lu Xuening didn't buy it, and looked straight at him with an unbelievable stubbornness in his eyes.

"You...are you serious?" Li Subaru asked back in disbelief, and then his face straightened, "Don't say such things casually."

"Did I just say it casually?" Lu Xuening didn't flinch, and still looked at him straight, "It's been four years, if others have long since had nothing to do with a fleeing person, what about you? Why are you still willing to continue to be friends? "

"That's...that's because I have only one friend..." Finally realizing the seriousness of the matter, Li Subaru frowned and looked at the ceiling. The glass lamp strings reflect the brilliance of the lights, faintly clustered.

"I admit, I didn't think twice about confessing to you that time, so I can't..." Can't you expose this fatal mistake?My heart sinks, I'm afraid I can't, even he... can't expose it.

"Heh." Seeing that he had lost his voice, Lu Xuening laughed at himself, "Can you expose my fault?"

"I never blamed you." Li Subaru turned his head away, not knowing what to say.

"Do you not want to or don't dare?" Lu Xuening's voice rose, her emotions a little out of control, "Are you sincerely not blaming me, or are you just afraid that you don't even have a friend to talk to?"

"I……"

"Li Subaru, you are always like this, immersed in self-impression, thinking that you have done so much for others, and thinking that you have little expectation of return..."

"Stop talking!" Every sentence was like a knife, peeling away the deepest secret in his heart, and the one who was embarrassed had no choice but to flee, "I won't look for you again."

"Li Subaru!"

The words calling his name were so painful that even he felt the pain in his heart, but he didn't dare to look back, what was stolen was stolen, he couldn't complain, he couldn't wait.

"If someone exposes your secret, how will you deal with yourself?" Li Subaru returned to a person's home after a busy day, and flicked his cell phone. At this moment, he and He Lan's minds were surprisingly in sync.

"You..." He Lan's call came very fast, no, very fast, about a second after his message was sent, Li Subaru suddenly felt warmed by the hesitant tone.

"I thought about one thing today." Through the phone, it might really relax people, He Lan didn't intend to let Li Subaru talk, and just said it on his own.

"I think, I don't like girls." Yes, he said that he wanted to go to the movies with someone, and he suggested it himself, to have a meal and chat.

"Then you like men?" He couldn't help asking out loud, and had no time to take care of his depression.

"I'm not sure yet... Maybe I like it..." He Lan's voice was small, and he thought, his face should be rosy again.

"Have the girls been scared away?" Noah jokingly asked, Li Subaru thought of how crazy he was when he came out.

"She was shocked... the same expression I had when you told me you liked men."

"That was wonderful."

"But we also went to the movies, like friends..."

"I kind of like having friends..."

Chattering, He Lan described their day's itinerary in great detail, he wanted Li Subaru to know, and wanted to share it with him.

"I just lost a friend today." After he said he was happy, Li Subaru said with emotion, "It's very lucky to have a friend."

"Well, it's like I met you." Yes, maybe from the bottom of my heart, I feel that Li Subaru is the one who understands him, and the fate is so wonderful.

"Shall we go to West Lake next week?" It was the first time that He Lan took the initiative to send out an invitation. He Lan thought that he wanted to accompany him to see the scenery. Life is such a long road, so lonely alone.

"Okay." It's good to go out for a walk, so that you can let go.

It was already very late at night, and before he knew it, He Lan on the other end of the phone had stopped talking, breathing steadily through the radio waves, reminding him that he needed to rest early to cope with the criticism at home tomorrow.

However, I can't fall asleep all the time, and I can't fall asleep because of tossing and turning.How did it get to where it is today?He wants to be with people, wants to be with people, and always seems to be disrupted by himself.

My life is like this, so is Lu Xuening, and now there is another Helan...

What kind of thoughts do you have for him?After thinking about it, I just recalled that it was at that moment, at that place, my heart skipped a beat, and when I came back to my senses, I had already put all my thoughts into it.

Or maybe I am really lonely... Silently draw a line in my heart, if...then go on.

"Xiao'er is back?" As soon as the door opened, his mother greeted him graciously. Li Subaru's overly enthusiastic attitude made Li Subaru uncomfortable. He inadvertently moved faster than he thought, and took half a step back to avoid his mother's approaching hand. .

"mom……"

"Come in, your sister will be back in a while." Seeing his alienation, Mother Li's smiling face froze for a moment, and moved away embarrassingly.

"Ah."

There is nothing to say, Li Subaru entered the door, obviously returning to his own home, but he looked like a guest.

His father didn't know what to do in the room and didn't come out to see him, so he sat alone in the living room, embarrassed and bored.

Apart from watching TV, he didn't know what to do, maybe he should also play with his mobile phone.

Mother went into the kitchen again, and he thought he should help.However, after entering the kitchen, he didn't even know where to put the sauce and vinegar bottle, which was just a waste of help.

The time passed minute by minute like this, and when it was close to twelve o'clock, Li Mei arrived slowly, bringing her husband with her, looking like a happy little woman.

She was dressed very delicately, and the weather in early spring was still chilly. She actually only wore a thin cashmere sweater and a plaid-style skirt. A pair of knee-length riding boots.

From his aesthetic point of view, fashion is very fashionable, but it feels very strange, especially when standing with her husband, the height is inappropriate, and the thickness is different.

"Xiaomei, come here, today I made your favorite braised octopus and steamed eggs. I also prepared a hot pot soup base, bought two catties of mutton rolls, and side dishes. You can make it yourself..." Seeing her There are endless things to say, Mother Li's face is full of smiles, and the joy revealed from the bottom of her heart belongs to a mother's care for her beloved daughter, without any falsehood.

"Mom, you cook so much again, how can you finish eating!" She complained coquettishly, but happily dropped the bag, went into the kitchen and started preparing according to her own preferences, leaving her husband and her brother alone. looked at each other.

That's right, they are outsiders, oh no, maybe this brother-in-law who has only met once is more familiar than him, spontaneously finds the most comfortable place on the sofa to sit down, and eats the washed fruit , the channels that originally broadcast the party began to be transferred one by one, just like returning home.

See, that's it, he feels like an invisible man, nobody sees, nobody cares.

Father Li came out of the room in a hurry, and was just about to call his daughter, but bumped into Li Subaru who was standing or sitting, the smile on his face disappeared immediately, and even his eyes became sharper.

"Dad." He called politely, and Li Subaru felt that if he could disappear out of thin air now, everyone would like him very much.

"I'm back." He replied in a neutral voice, as if the phone call that asked him to come back yesterday was a delusion, and he really shouldn't have any expectations.

The two men stopped talking and sat down next to the dining table. Six or seven dishes had already been served on the table. Li Subaru even had the food served, and he just wanted to finish eating quickly so that he could leave early.

By the time everyone was seated, the food was almost half cold.

Watching the family talking and laughing at Yan Yan, Li Subaru stopped the bowl and chopsticks, sat and waited for the main topic to start.

"Xiao'er, are you still alone now?" Waited and waited until the father and brother-in-law's wine had gone half a catty, and then Mother Li slowly remembered that she had a son sitting opposite.

"Ah."

"Mom met several sisters outside, and they all have daughters who are about the same age as you. See, it's impossible to be alone." She was talking about a normal mother's caring words, and then who was her face facing, Li Subaru was inexplicably irritable.

"No need, I've said it before, I don't like women." Once a person gets irritable, his temper can't stop rising, and as soon as he finished speaking, bang!An explosion scared Li Mei, who was happily eating hot pot, and screamed immediately. The sharp voice combined with the scattered glass and tiles on the ground, making people's scalp numb. Just such a voice, and then the whole dinner table became strangely quiet, as if nothing happened, and everyone was still for a moment.

Li Subaru sat without even moving his brows.

"Get out." Li's father said with a cold face, but Li Subaru didn't seem to hear him, ignored him, and didn't look at him.

"What are you doing? It's rare for the child to come back." Look, this is the beginning of the business. Mother Li complained to her husband, then turned to Li Subaru with a worried expression, "If you don't like women, there must be someone Children, right? Who will take care of you when you are old?"

"Mom, do you and Dad want me to die in retirement?"

"You've lived too long, do you want to die early?" Father Li couldn't help but choked, and cast a sideways glance at him, wishing he had never seen him before.

"That's it. My baby doesn't have a grandparent's allowance. It's better not to have a baby." Hurting others and hurting myself, one sentence poked the hearts of three people.

Several people looked at each other, but it was Li Mei who had special immunity, and the others were about to be annoyed by the atmosphere, but she was still having fun, and when Li's mother was blocked, she said coolly, " My brother can raise my child..."

A stone stirred up waves, and Li's mother immediately burst into joy. She quickly poured her a glass of milk and said in a stacked voice: "Are you pregnant? Oh, mothers still have to eat hot pot. If I had known, I would have made light food for you." It's..."

The father, who had been sullen all this time, also relieved his expression, looked at her, and peeked at her stomach with suspicion.

On the contrary, the husband who should be excited didn't know whether he knew it in advance or what, but he didn't move at all. He ate silently, served food silently, and sipped wine silently.

"Not yet, soon, Mom, raising a child costs a lot of money. If you don't plan ahead, the child will suffer." Li Mei waved her hand indifferently, and Li Mei didn't blush at the news that she was shocked. .

"Money is not a trivial matter. Your father and your mother still have a pension of several thousand a month. Isn't raising a child the same as playing?" He sighed, and Li's mother slapped her angrily. hand, "Take the chopsticks."

"That's different, Mom, let me do the math for you. When our baby is born, we don't ask too much. Do you want milk powder and diapers? Do you want a small car and a small bed? The prices are so high now, no one is five or sixty thousand I can't raise them well at all, plus early education classes, interest classes, Tan Hua and I have discussed it. Now public elementary schools are so bad, teachers like to go to class without lectures, and after-school tutoring, so we go to private schools, 3 years a year Ten thousand in tuition fees, middle school children are in their adolescence, they need to be well educated, and sent abroad to get exercise..." He kept breathing, as if he was full of energy, Li Subaru couldn't hear it.

"...It looks like it needs a lot of money...You and Tan Hua have to work hard..." Mother Li hesitated to speak, not wanting to discourage her daughter's enthusiasm, so she swallowed the unpleasant words back.

"So, isn't it normal that my brother doesn't want to raise a child?" The last sentence stunned everyone, and Li Subaru began to doubt his character.

In fact, they were all ready to ask him for money, but he didn't expect that he didn't ask for money, so he just excused him, and the gap naturally made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

"I still have something to do in the store, so I'm leaving first." Embarrassed by this, Li Subaru couldn't stay any longer, and proposed to leave.

Almost got up and left, neither father nor mother had time to react, but there was a high probability that there would be no reaction, Li Subaru ignored them, Li Mei stopped him when he opened the door, "Brother, you will help me, yes Bar?"

There is no trace of a similar face, and there is pride hidden in the eyes painted with brown-red eyeshadow. She is really a lucky girl, so lucky that she makes people jealous.