Pretend to be straight

I put down the water glass and turned to look at her. I stared into her eyes, wanting to see if what she said was true or not.

Cheng Siyi looked at me firmly, and after a few seconds, I twitched the corners of my mouth: "What kind of drama is going on now? Black eat black or dog eat dog?"

Xie Ying's eyes signaled me to be less angry, and I picked up the water glass to drink water again. I still wanted to drink, but I held back. I have been drinking water for so many days.

Cheng Siyi looked a little angry, she frowned, and walked up to me a few steps, she pointed to herself: "Yes, I don't like you, because when I first met you, you didn't saw me..."

I didn't wait for her to continue: "Well, now it's okay to blame me again and say that I have a bad attitude?" I hissed, "Meeting for the first time? Why don't I remember that I did this gone?"

Xie Ying followed me and said, "That's right, Cheng Siyi, although I agree with you to come in, but you don't have to continue to confuse white and black, right? Zhizhi is known in the circle, she will not look down on a newcomer .”

I put the cup down with a "bang" and looked at Cheng Siyi: "So you hold a grudge against me like this? Just because you misunderstood me?"

I'm not sure if Cheng Siyi has any recordings, so I still pay attention to what I say. Although I don't stay in the circle anymore, I want a clean life.

Cheng Siyi was startled by the sound of my putting the water glass on, her eyelashes trembled, and she swallowed before she said, "The point is not this, but the set of pictures and the account are not mine."

"Okay." I said these two words calmly.

Maybe my attitude was too cold, Cheng Siyi took out her mobile phone, and turned to the chat records with Wu Zhen: "I just don't want you to misunderstand me, so I come to prove my innocence."

I rolled my eyelids and looked at her, and smiled again in the next second: "Innocent? What is your innocence? Aren't you the one who slandered me in the car? This matter has nothing to do with you, but you can't be cleared with me." .” I rubbed the space between my eyebrows, “I’m tired, so I won’t send it off.”

I'm really tired. I thought Xiao Zhou was here to give me good news, but it turned out not to be.

I was already hollowed out by Shi Jinghe's departure, and Cheng Siyi came out to point out the person behind it, and I felt like I started to have a headache again.

Seeing my painful expression, Xie Ying immediately came over and took my shoulders, helped me sit on the sofa, and went to my bedroom to get me the medicine.

Cheng Siyi still stood there and did not leave, I covered my head and heard her say again: "I'm sorry."

Her tone is quite sincere, at least I can hear it.

I didn't answer, and I didn't want to answer, I waited quietly for Xie Ying to help me take out the medicine.

I feel that I have also grown up. If it was in the past, I would have been depressed to the point of autism, but I didn't.

Because Shi Jinghe said that we need to get better and better. I remember a lot of what she said.

I miss her so much, miss her so much.

After taking the medicine, I slowed down for a while, rubbed my head, and then said to Cheng Si who was still standing there, "Thank you."

Thank you for letting me know who is behind it, although I didn't understand the reason, I don't know where I offended Wu Zhen, so that she doesn't like me so much, she finds someone to shoot me for so many orders.

Although I know quite a few colleagues, the only ones I can really chat with are Xiao Xu and the others. I have no contact with Wu Zhen at all. will meet.

Ah... This reminds me of the time she stepped on me on the bus. I was a little surprised at the time, because I never expected her to say that.

Now all doubts have been answered - because Wu Zhen hates me very much.

I took Cheng Siyi's cell phone and carefully looked through the chat records between her and Wu Zhen. At the end of the page, I was speechless.

On the day when the video about me in the coffee shop became popular, Wu Zhen came to send a message to Cheng Siyi, asking if Cheng Siyi still hated me, and she said that they could take the opportunity to make me worse.

Cheng Siyi refused a little because she knew that I had quit the circle, but Wu Zhen sent a message to brainwash me, saying that I would always go back again. The salary of this job is not low and there is no pressure. I will definitely go back. Just make my reputation a little more rotten before I go back.

Cheng Siyi disagreed, and it wasn't until the Weibo account of "recording marinade" that Cheng Siyi realized that Wu Zhen hadn't given up messing with me. She went to question Wu Zhen, but Wu Zhen didn't hide anything and even threatened me. Cheng Siyi: "If you tell Lu Zhi, I will also tell you about the white lotus before you."

Xie Ying was watching it with me, and after seeing it, she had already yelled: "Fuck, where is my knife? What a bitch!"

I closed my eyes and calmed down my emotions.

I don't understand, I don't understand why Wu Zhen hates me, I have nothing to do with her, don't I?

Cheng Siyi seemed to see my doubts, she pinched her mobile phone, and said nervously: "Lu Zhi, I have to admit that you are very powerful in this industry." She seemed to recall, "I When I first entered the circle, the first person I met told me that you are the one with the highest fees and the highest popularity among us. You have a lot of customers. In front of you, you still have to be brushed off."

"Some of them will be asked to hug and kiss on the bed/bed, and they have no qualifications to refuse, but what about you? You are high above, you don't have to do anything, standing there, someone will run to you with money and promise you any request."

As soon as Cheng Si let out a breath, dimples appeared on her cheeks: "I am not the only one who is jealous of you, you have to know this." She added, "I am not the only one who wants to pull you down from the altar." One, but I didn't expect you to quit, and so early."

Xie Ying looked at her from the side: "I'm trying my best to get information about Zhizhi from Xiaoxu and me, just to bring Zhizhi down one day. Cheng Siyi, you and Wu Zhen are just the same... ...or did you realize that you were afraid of running into a ghost while walking at night, so you came to expose Wu Zhen's crimes?"

"That's all I said. Anyway, I don't plan to stay in this industry any longer. If this continues, I'm afraid I will really become the next Lu Zhi." Cheng Si paused, "The current Lu Zhi."

"Why do you say I'm a straight girl?" I questioned at this moment.

"I was just probing, but I didn't expect it to be true. After all, Wu Zhen told me that none of your boyfriends and you have been more than two months old." I really saw you hugging a woman."

I:"......"

Cheng Si stood up as soon as she finished speaking, she looked down at me and Xie Ying, just when we thought she was going to do something, she bent down and bowed to me: "I'm sorry." She straightened up within two seconds Body, looking at me, "Leave jealousy aside, I really adore you and like you."

As soon as Cheng Si left, this might be the last time we saw her, because not long after that, Xiao Xu called and said that Cheng Si had posted in Moments that he had withdrawn from the circle, and that he would never see her again, and he asked Do we know.

How could you not know?The thing that is being said right in front of us.

I don't have the extra energy to go to Wu Zhen to question him now, the workplace is dangerous, and Shi Jinghe told me not to have a next time.

It turned out that the next time came so quickly, and it turned out to be a pain I couldn't bear.

I counted the time, and two more days passed, and it was already Christmas. If one more day passed, it would be the anniversary of Shi Jinghe and I being together for a month.

I packed up and went out. Although I didn't want to celebrate this festival, I also wanted to go out for a walk.

At the same time, I was also dreaming, hoping to meet Shi Jinghe at the next corner.

And I also know that this is indeed just a dream. I went to "selling love" again, but the result was no longer as expected.

Fortunately, fortunately, I didn't hold much expectation, otherwise I might be sad when I came out.

I spend every day in confession, and I can't help but think, if I told Shi Jinghe that I had a showdown from the beginning, I approached her for the 1000 million, and I would send her a private message "Miss Sister Online Dating" It is also to get close to her, so will she not like me, and will not suffer from these pains?

I can't forget her crying that day, and I even imagined her crying.

Shi Jinghe never cried in front of me, it was always because of my red eyes and tears in front of her, she always looked strong in front of me.

Except for the night when I lost my mobile phone, because she couldn't contact me, her eyes and nose were red in front of me.

The streets and alleys are filled with the atmosphere of Christmas, and it just so happens that it is not raining today, so many Christmas trees have been put out.

I walked to the dessert shop that Shi Jinghe met for the first time, sat where she used to sit, and ordered the dessert she ate from memory.

I don't like sweets, but this time I ate up all the little cakes. I couldn't help but shed tears at the end. A clerk came and gave me a Christmas gift box, wishing me a little happier.

I thanked him with tears in my eyes, and lowered my head to let the tears drip on my clothes on the back of my hands.

I still miss her very much, thinking of the pain in my heart, and thinking of the auditory hallucinations in my ears again, these are the two words she said to me at the beginning.

——"You live forever, don't wrong yourself?"

——"Little sister."

The voice was so real, and her nasal accent, I couldn't forget it the first time I heard it.

I wiped away my tears and raised my head. There was still no sign of Shi Jinghe in the bright and warm shop, only chatting and laughing customers and busy shop assistants.

It really is an auditory hallucination.