Pretend to be straight

The first time I took a serious look at Shi Jinghe's photos, she was enchanting and sexy, as if the word "charming" was engraved on her face.

The first time I saw Shi Jing and Zhenren, she was allergic to mangoes, so she wore a mask on her face, only revealing a pair of eyes, but those bright eyes also left a deep impression on me.

I thought she would belong to a woman like a "fairy" high above, but after getting in touch with her, I found out that she was not—she was a fairy descended from the world.

And at this very moment, her appearance was so cute that it exploded, making me almost laugh out loud.

There is a saying that is right, when is the time when you feel the most secure?

That's when a lover shows that they are insecure.

If the other party expresses insecurity, then it means caring.

Caring about this matter, or this person, anyway, no matter what kind of caring, will give myself enough comfort.

There is no doubt that this is the case now.

Qiu Yu returned home suddenly and asked Shi Jinghe for my contact information, which made Shi Jinghe jealous, and even took me to "escape" from Qicheng ahead of time.

Just to stay away from Qiu Yu, to prevent all possible chance encounters.

I am also very satisfied with her appearance of not paying any attention to Zhong Nian.

I couldn't stop laughing, Shi Jinghe snorted: "Are you that happy?"

"Ang." I put away my expression and replied seriously, "Because you called yourself a pig."

Shi Jinghe was extremely surprised: "...your focus?"

I hurriedly made amends: "No, it's because your behavior is too suitable for my liking." I said, "I have to stay away from some scumbag ex, Jing told you, right?"

Shi Jinghe slightly bent his lips: "Don't think I can't hear you insinuating that I didn't keep a distance from Zhong Nian."

I immediately said innocently: "You said this yourself, I didn't say that."

A hum was my answer.

I took a bottle of water from the back seat and unscrewed it, took a sip to moisten my throat, and then asked her with a straight face: "But...how did Qiu Yu ask you? I haven't had any contact with you before, have I? "Rey said it." Shi Jinghe glanced at me after saying the name, with questioning eyes, "Rey knows, right? My best friend in Liucheng who just gave birth."

I nodded and shook my head again: "I know my girlfriend, but it's the first time I heard her name, didn't she always have no name when it appeared on your Weibo?" I smiled, "I'm 'friend Z', now it's 'Z' .”

"And I... mentioned you in Reina before, roughly meaning that I met a new kid. It's a bit of a coincidence. It's the girlfriend that Zhong Nian's sister talked about before going abroad."

"Rey has a good relationship with Zhong Nian, maybe he just told Zhong Nian casually, and Zhong Nian might just tell Qiu Yu like this."

I nodded: "Well, that's not surprising."

Shi Jinghe didn't drive slowly, and the scenery outside the window quickly passed by.

She drove with peace of mind, I thought about it and asked her: "Then Zhong Nian and Qiu Yu are on good terms now?"

"Well, after Uncle Zhong died, Qiu Yu left the country. Maybe distance creates beauty. Although the two of them don't communicate often, the relationship is a little more relaxed than before."

I sighed: "I think the two of us are a bit like cannon fodder."

Shi Jinghe disagreed: "I don't think so." She said the reason, "The main character is getting better and better, and the rest are passers-by."

She smiled: "Zhizhi, we must live a better life."

"Okay." I couldn't agree more, I was always sad before, but now my sky is much brighter, and I can't be like before.

Shi Jinghe added with a smile: "Let's start with my cold getting better."

"..."

It was a bit late when we arrived at Yuncheng, but when passing by the brightly lit mobile business hall, Shi Jinghe parked his car on the side of the road.

She put on the mask again, followed me to re-apply for Yuncheng's card, then went to eat again, and sent me outside my community.

I dragged my suitcase in front of me and said goodbye to her: "Remember to send me a message when you arrive."

"it is good."

After she finished speaking, I turned around and dragged my suitcase to the community, but after a few steps, I dropped the suitcase and walked back.

Shi Jinghe hadn't gotten into the car yet, she was still standing there watching my back as I left.

I turned back to surprise her eyes, and when I hugged her, she rubbed my hair with her chin and asked me, "Can't bear me?"

"Correct."

It's already eight o'clock in the evening, and the cold wind is still blowing. There is a ginkgo tree outside our community, and the golden or withered leaves on the ground make a "rustling" sound with the wind.

Residents passed by us, but I didn't see their eyes, only heard their footsteps.

After a while, I let go of Shi Jinghe, and slowly lifted her hand up until it touched my neck.

The cold temperature on my hands made me tremble, and I opened my tearful eyes, and confessed to Shi Jinghe: "I went to Liucheng for a trip in early October just to relax. I met a man before. He was mentally ill. Think of me as his dead girlfriend." I closed my eyes and let out a breath, "Perhaps you should have seen Weibo about this incident on the day of the incident. Outside the gate of Yuncheng University, a girl was almost raped by a The man strangled to death."

"I am her."

"I almost died."

People on the Internet may have forgotten this incident, or sighed when they saw it again.

But I am not them, I am the client, I am the victim.

My life was so close to being confessed that day that I will never forget it.

When I opened my eyes, two lines of tears had already flowed down, and Shi Jinghe was wiping them away bit by bit with his fingers.

Her voice trembled a little: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked yesterday."

"It's ok."

"I can say it, which means that this matter will become less and less important in my heart in the future."

"But sometimes I still can't help having nightmares, dreaming that I am going to die, and I have difficulty breathing, and I will feel better when I open my eyes."

After I finished speaking, I easily raised the corner of my mouth to her, leaned close to her and kissed her on the face, then turned around and dragged the suitcase into the community.

When they got home, Jin Lin and Xie Ying were playing games in the living room again.

I have packed up my emotions, and when I see them, there are smiles on my face.

Xie Ying didn't look at me, she stared at the game screen and said out loud, "Zhizhi, I thought you were going to live at Shi Jinghe's place."

Jin Lin didn't even look up at me, she said, "Sister, have Jing and sister gone back yet?"

I poured myself a glass of water, nodded and replied, "Well, I should be on my way back."

I'm a little tired after sitting in the car for a long time, so I quickly took my pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

I don't know if it's because I told about Qin Yiwen today, I feel relaxed and heavy at the same time.

As soon as it became heavy, I had a little headache. After taking the medicine, I didn't chat with Shi Jinghe much, and I fell asleep after saying good night.

When I woke up, the sky was bright, and my first reaction was that it finally stopped raining in Yuncheng today, maybe I won a fight with other cities.

I rubbed my head, got up and took a shower.

It wasn't long before the middle school students had their final exams, and Jin Lin finally came back with books in her schoolbag this time.

When I came out of the shower, she was doing homework in the living room, oh no, she should be playing with her mobile phone and wearing headphones.

But when I got closer, I realized that she was indeed doing her homework, and she was videoing Cen Xuan on her phone.

I took a look at her homework, it was a math paper, and she only had the last two big questions left.

She and Cen Xuan's video was not for fun, but for learning, because Cen Xuan was explaining the method of the problem to her.

Impressed.

When I was in high school, why didn't I find someone to be a top student, so I might not want to use my brain to solve problems.

Maybe it was because I stayed for too long, Jin Lin blushed and couldn't stand it any longer: "Sister, why don't you go to Jing and date your sister?"

Her words instantly brought back her thoughts, she turned around and went to the bedroom to get a mobile phone to send a message to Shi Jinghe.

However, to be precise, it was a reply to the message. Shi Jinghe had already sent me a message.

Not long after, I dressed myself up and went out.

Xie Ying had already gone out to work early, and she followed her previous plan to take orders for herself with almost no gaps.

This reminds me of Cheng Siyi, I don't know how her business is doing now, I haven't looked at my work phone for another day or two.

To be honest, I was still affected by her white lotus incident, so I am a little negative at work now.

I was already lazy enough because of Qin Yiwen before, but now because of Cheng Siyi, I have no enthusiasm for work at all.

But I still plan to start taking orders tomorrow, because I've been really busy recently, and I like to think wildly when I'm free...so it's better to be busy.

I don't drive because Shi Jinghe will come to pick me up. She said that since she came back early, she would give herself a day off today.

Take this time for a date with me.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but want to sing happily, but in front of Shi Jinghe, I showed a little restraint.

But Shi Jinghe could still tell, her tone was gentle: "Are you so happy?"

I leaned my elbow against the car door, propped my right cheek with my palm, looked at her, and nodded slowly: "Yes, happy." I grinned, "I will be very happy when I am with you."

"But I'm not very happy." Shi Jinghe let out a sigh of relief, "I haven't recovered from the cold yet, I was still coughing when I woke up this morning."

I comforted her and said, "... let it be, don't rush."

"I'm in a hurry."

"I haven't taken a bite of my juicy Chinese cabbage yet. I'm in a hurry, thank you."

I raised my eyebrows and said with a smile, "Good boy, bear with it."

"..."