Pretend to be straight

Simply put, it has only been three months since Shi Jinghe and I officially got to know each other.

If there were no previous coincidences, I mean... Shi Jinghe knew that Qiu Yu was my first girlfriend, and she also knew about the things I had been with Yu Mo.

It may be because of these, coupled with the previous "sympathy for each other", that made me feel that I fit her very well.

At least, I don't think the beginning of this relationship was abrupt.

I didn't go home, I slept here for one night in Shi Jinghe, and I didn't sleep on the sofa, but on her bed, and I slept in her arms until I woke up the next day.

Because I cried a little hard last night and my eyes were still swollen before going to bed, I thought I would wake up a lot better today, but it didn't.

My eyes are still a little swollen, especially the right eye, and I still feel a little pain. When I look in the mirror, I almost collapse.

"I can't see people anymore." I turned my head and said to Shi Jing who was still lying in bed.

It is already ten o'clock in the morning. According to the previous time, she should have gone to work by this time.

But she didn't.

When her alarm clock rang, she just pressed it off, hugged me a little tighter, and murmured: "I can go whenever I want, and go to sleep now."

After she finished speaking, she continued to sleep, and didn't wake up until now, but she went to wash and lay down again.

It was raining again in Yuncheng today, and it was a little heavier than yesterday's rain. The raindrops splashed on the window, and it looked like the window was shedding tears.

Shi Jinghe looked at me with vacant eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched: "Who made you cry like that yesterday."

"..." I turned my head to ignore her and continued to look in the mirror.

I found something was wrong, my right eye seemed to be much more swollen than my left eye, I raised my hand to put it on the upper eyelid, and the pain was very clear.

I let out a breath, and turned to look at her again: "I might have to buy medicine."

Shi Jinghe sat up, she was wearing silk pajamas and pajamas, her eyes were still slightly tired, she looked lazy and beautiful.

The neckline of her pajamas was not too high, or a little low, and now she was wearing it a little crookedly, exposing her collarbone on one side.

But I don't care about that because my eyes hurt.

She quickly asked me with concern: "What's wrong? Can't the swelling go away?"

I approached her, knelt by the bed, leaned in front of her, and turned up the upper lid of my right eye to show her: "I have a needle eye."

The eye of a needle is a Chinese name, and another scientific name is a stye. This is the first time I have a sty, and I don't know why.

When I looked in the mirror, I felt that my eyes looked like a picture on the Internet. After a dog was stung by a bee, the eyelids were swollen until there was only a slit.

I'm not exaggerating that much, but it's true that the right eye looks a little smaller than the left.

What is this?On the first day we were together, I got a sty. Is it because God is jealous that I fell in love on purpose?

It was so exasperating, and so uncomfortable.

Shi Jinghe's face darkened, and she also got closer to me. After carefully looking at my rolled up eyelids, she said, "Get up, go to the hospital to prescribe medicine first."

I raised my hand to rub my eyes, because it was very itchy, but Shi Jinghe grabbed my wrist, and she said, "Don't rub it, be careful of getting worse."

"But it's very itchy and a little painful." I blinked, feeling really helpless.

Shi Jinghe said, "I'll show you off."

Like coaxing a child, she said, "Blow it and it won't hurt."

After she finished speaking, she got closer to me, asked me to close my eyes, and blew a few breaths into my right eye.

It may be a psychological effect, or it may be that blowing it is really helpful. When I open my eyes again, I don’t feel so uncomfortable, and it’s even quite comfortable.

I looked at her and closed my eyes on purpose again: "Can I blow a few more times? I can add more money."

She smiled lightly, did not refuse my words, and leaned closer to me to blow to me a few times.

When I was about to open my eyes again, she said, "Wait a minute, don't open them yet."

"Huh?" I didn't understand, "Why?"

"possible......"

She didn't say anything, because I already felt the warm soft touch from my eyes.

I knew what she was doing, she was kissing my closed eyes.

One second, two seconds and three seconds passed, and my throat moved, and I said, "I-Isn't it alright?"

Her breath also sprinkled around my eyebrows, making me feel tense and bewildered again.

The air seemed to be frozen, and after a few seconds, Shi Jinghe withdrew, and when I opened my eyes, I saw her smiling, and the dimple I kissed last night was on her lips again: "Is this better?" a little?"

When she asked, my face flushed again, and I immediately put on my slippers, picked up my clothes, and went to the bathroom to change.

Shi Jinghe's voice continued, with a deep smile inside: "Zhizhi, don't be shy."

I yelled out the door: "I want to."

I'm just shy, can't I?I haven't dated a girl for several years, and I feel like I've completely failed in front of Shi Jinghe.

She is the king, and I am bronze, how do I fight?I was rubbed against the ground by her.

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After going to the hospital to prescribe the medicine, I sent Shi Jinghe to "Selling Love". She was going to work, and I had to go home and change clothes.

Before leaving, Shi Jinghe asked me, "Are you still coming tonight?"

I shook my head: "No, I have to visit a friend. She is about to give birth in two months. I haven't visited her since I came back from my trip."

"Okay." Shi Jinghe replied, raised his hand and rubbed it on my hair, "Then I'm going to work, you remember to eat and take medicine on time."

"Ang, yes."

I watched her back until I couldn't see her, then I drove back home first, changed my clothes and went to her house with the things I bought for Meng Yisheng.

When I went this time, only her parents were at home, and the strict parents went shopping.

Uncle Meng and Aunt Meng were very happy to see me, and said that I was too polite, and came as soon as I came, and actually bought something again.

On the way here, I bought a basket of fruit at the fruit shop, and now that I don't carry it in my hand, I feel a lot more relaxed.

I called them both politely and asked, "Where's Yisheng?"

Aunt Meng sighed and said, "I'm in the bedroom now, I don't know if I'm sleeping."

I pointed to the door of Meng Yisheng's bedroom and said, "Then I'll go over and have a look. I'll be gentle so I won't disturb her."

"Okay, let's go, Lu."

I moved really lightly, and I was very careful when I turned the doorknob, because we contacted last night, and I hadn't sent her a message when I came today.

When I opened the door, I saw Meng Yisheng lying on the bed. She was facing me with her eyes closed, probably sleeping.

I was even more careful, and tiptoedly put aside the bag of clothes and trousers I bought for the baby, and approached her to see her complexion, but just two steps away, I heard her voice: "Huh, you know return."

She didn't sleep, she pretended.

After she finished speaking, she opened her eyes, looked at me with a smile, then slowly got up and leaned against the head of the bed, and asked me, "What did you buy for my baby?"

I went back and picked up the bag that was on the side, sat by her bed, and opened the bag: "The two sets of clothes are worn by newborn children. I bought them when I saw them when I was shopping in Yuncheng. "

Meng Yisheng glared at me: "What about mine?"

"Your is in the dream, and there is everything in the dream."

"If you're blacklisted, don't even think about being my baby's godmother."

She's put on some weight recently, her double chin is more pronounced than before, and her hands have sensuality.

I smiled and said, "Don't, don't, how can I forget you."

Not far from the counter where I bought perfume for Shi Jinghe was a place where jewelry was sold. I bought a bracelet for Meng Yisheng, and the teller said that the one I bought symbolized good luck.

I took the box out of the bag I was carrying, and before I opened it, I heard Meng Yisheng ask, "Zhizhi, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"The eye of the needle is long."

I have already taken anti-inflammatory drugs, but the effect is not so fast, and my eyes still look the same. Aunt Meng also asked me when I was in the living room.

I said again: "Don't worry, I have already taken the medicine, and the swelling may subside tomorrow."

"Why is it long?"

I took out the bracelet while answering: "The doctor said it was caused by a fire."

Meng Yisheng put this exquisite bracelet on her wrist, and she asked: "Why did I get angry? Is it because I eat too much spicy food or..."

I interrupted her: "No, how could I see something I shouldn't see."

"I didn't say anything. Besides, haven't you read it?" Meng Yisheng tortured my soul.

I laughed: "Hey, shut up, okay, I turned that movie off after a few seconds, OK?"

She raised her eyebrows and touched the bracelet: "I'm satisfied with this gift." After she finished speaking, she lowered her eyes, "Hey, why haven't you given birth yet."

I touched her swollen belly: "There are still about two months, if you persist, I will come to see you often in the future."

"Okay." Meng Yisheng rolled his eyes.

Neither of us mentioned harsh things. After a while, I pursed my lips and said to Meng Yisheng: "Yisheng, I have something to tell you."

"Don't tell me, let me guess."

"Ok?"

She really understood me: "Have you been with that girl?"

Without hesitation, I nodded: "Yes."

Meng Yisheng showed a gentle smile: "That's great."

I thought about it, took out my phone, and turned to Shi Jinghe's Weibo to show her: "It's her."

Regarding the fact that I like girls, I didn’t worry about it before. I didn’t have the scruples that many people have. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have told my parents that I had a girlfriend, or I wouldn’t have. Hui also brought Qiu Yu to meet them.

Thinking about this now, I feel again, if only my parents were still here, then I can see their daughter is loving and being loved.

I am alive and I will live better.

When we left Meng Yisheng's house, the rain had stopped, but the sky was still gray and gloomy.

My right eye started to itch again, but I held back and didn't rub it. Instead, I closed my eyes to relax, and then called Shi Jinghe.

I said, "Sister, my eyes hurt."

"Come here." Shi Jinghe laughed, "I'll just blow it off."