Pretend to be straight

After she finished saying this, I froze in place, my hands were naturally hanging down, I grabbed the hem of my own clothes, and moved my lips to say something.

But in the end, he didn't say anything, and walked forward with her until he got into the car.

She has fallen silent, and I have not spoken again.

It was my car, she fastened the seat belt on the co-pilot, I pursed my lips and asked her, "Where are you going?"

Shi Jinghe still didn't speak, she typed on the mobile phone, and then showed me what was written in the memo.

I looked at her mobile phone interface and nodded: "OK."

I know that the atmosphere has changed, because I didn't answer, because I didn't follow Shi Jinghe's words and say that I like her.

I sighed straight in my heart, and began to regret it. If I didn't have so much thought, and simply said that I like her, wouldn't it be the current situation and atmosphere?

Obviously it was fine before, it was the air that made me nervous and I liked the feeling, but it changed because of me.

Xie Ying is right, it is romantic enough to just say that she likes it, but I am still thinking about other thoughts.

But what's the use?I didn't think about it and didn't say it, which made Shi Jinghe unhappy.

Yes, she was unhappy, very obviously unhappy.

I was driving the car, and she just looked down at the phone without saying a word, which was quite different from when we met yesterday.

The place Shi Jinghe typed was not a restaurant or the like, but a shopping mall. I didn't understand why she was going there now, but after thinking about it, I thought maybe she wanted to go shopping before eating.

It's only past five o'clock now, so it's really early for dinner.

I'm quite familiar with Yuncheng, at least when I drive to that mall from here, I don't even need navigation.

The car drove for about half an hour. During this period, I actively opened my mouth to find topics, but Shi Jinghe ignored me. After one or two times, I just shut up and stopped talking.

I parked the car and said, "Here we are."

Shi Jinghe just nodded, unbuckled his seat belt in silence and got out of the car. I walked beside her, pursed my lips, and entered the mall quietly with her.

It has been half an hour, and I have been sad and regretful for half an hour. When facing such a "cold" Shi Jinghe, I will only follow in silence.

After entering the shopping mall, Shi Jinghe went up the front escalator. She stood on the ladder in front of me and put her hand on the handrail.

Behind her, I can only see her back. She is wearing a short denim jacket today, her hair is loosely scattered behind her head, and she is very casual.

I licked my lips and slowly moved my own hand on the armrest forward, but just as I was about to touch it, she took it away.

This scene seemed familiar, and reminded me that Shi Jinghe was also like this at Bai Qian's meeting before.

What is more acquainted is that I couldn't bear the sore nose and felt wronged again, but it was more because of the huge psychological gap that I couldn't accept for a while.

Admittedly, it was all my fault, I shouldn't have hesitated, I shouldn't have said nothing, and it was expected that she would leave me alone like this.

But I still feel bad, much worse than yesterday when I was slandered by Cheng Siyi.

Soon the escalator went up to the second floor, and I also put my hand back into a fist and quietly cheered myself up.

Nothing.

Shi Jinghe will not ignore me.

She won't dislike me either.

The second floor is for women's clothing, and all the shops sell women's clothing. It's Monday, and it's almost closing time, so it seems that the business is not very good.

I no longer stood shoulder to shoulder with Shi Jinghe, but behind her, keeping a distance of about one meter from her.

Not long after walking, she stopped at the door of a store. I was walking with my head slightly lowered, when I was caught off guard and hit the back of her head with my forehead.

I looked up: "I'm sorry."

Shi Jinghe glanced at me, she opened her mouth, and finally said, "Stupid."

After saying this, she lifted her foot and walked into the store. I came to my senses and went in with her.

This is also a women's clothing store. There are seasonal clothes and pants hanging on the shelves inside. The lights are fully turned on, and the floor of the store is glowing.

The clerk saw us and didn't come up to ask us if we wanted to buy clothes, but greeted Shi Jinghe and said that we hadn't seen each other for a long time.

Okay, I understand, Shi Jinghe is a regular customer of this store.

But she didn't come to buy things, but walked to the cash register, she patted the counter lightly, finally with a smile on her face, she said, "Xiao Luo, I'm here."

There was a girl at the counter who was playing with her mobile phone with her head down. When she heard the voice, she raised her head and said to Shi Jinghe, "Come on, come on, and you will pay for the broken cabinet."

This girl named Xiao Luo looks familiar to me. She has exquisite makeup, airy bangs, big eyes and wears colored contact lenses immediately. She looks very cute and cute.

The style is a lot like...an internet celebrity.

When I thought about it this way, I remembered that this was a friend who appeared frequently on Shi Jinghe's Weibo when I was watching her Weibo.

She is also an Internet celebrity, with about 100 million fans, and her Weibo account seems to be called "Xiao Luo has taken medicine", I don't remember it very clearly.

I don't know what Shi Jinghe brought me here for, because she didn't talk to me at all.

Xiao Luo moved her eyes to my face, she stood up, came out from the cash register, took two steps to me, stretched out her hand, and said, "ZZ Hello, I'm Xiao Luo, and I'm also Shimei's." friend."

I glanced at Shi Jinghe, she was also looking at me, I held Xiao Luo's hand back: "Just call me Zhizhi."

"ZZ? Zhizhi?" Xiao Luo nodded, "Okay."

She turned her head to look at Shi Jinghe again, and said, "Wait for me for 2 minutes, I'll pack up and get off work right away."

"Row."

When we finally left the mall, it wasn't just me and Shi Jinghe, but Ronaldinho was also on the list. During this period, I had already introduced myself to her.

"My full name is Luo Mimi, looking for Mimi."

"Lu Zhi, the branch of the branch."

Shi Jinghe smiled slightly after hearing what I said, and she said: "The word next to the wood is really right, it's really the same as wood."

Luo Mimi laughed "giggle" a few times, but I couldn't laugh.

Only when I realized that I liked Shi Jinghe did I realize that what I thought was a damaged emotional function was wrong, and I can still like others.

But what followed was troubles, because I was always the one who was favored in the first few relationships, so that many of my skills were deprived.

Well, to sum it up, I'm just a piece of wood now, Shi Jinghe is not wrong to make fun of me.

Luo Mimi didn't take my car, she drove her own car, and then we drove to the same restaurant.

On the way, I thought about it and asked Shi Jinghe: "Should I take you home directly after dinner? Will auntie send you to work tomorrow morning?"

She looked out the window and replied lightly: "After dinner, you go home first, I will go for a walk with Xiao Luo."

"Oh...okay." After I finished speaking, I pursed my lips and stopped talking.

Shi Jinghe's attitude has returned to what it was before meeting Luo Mimi, she may still not forgive me for my cowardice and cowardice.

In her eyes, I should be like this, right?I didn't even say that I liked it. Isn't that cowardly? What is this?

But apart from that, what I'm more afraid of is that she misunderstands me and thinks I don't like her.

I feel like I have aphasia, I want to speak and tell her loudly that I like her, but in the end I can't say anything, I just hold back in my heart.

And in this way, I feel like I'm about to get sick. Shi Jinghe doesn't talk to me very much when eating, Luo Mimi will talk to me, but she chats with Shi Jinghe more happily, after all, the two of them Also friends.

After I ate, I went to pay the bill silently. When I came back, Luo Mimi said to me: "Zhizhi, tell me your Alipay account number, and I will transfer the meal money to you."

I shook my head: "No, just treat this meal as my invitation."

Luo Mimi didn't refuse: "Well, I'll come to the next meal, anyway, we will meet again in the future."

In the past, I thought that I could show my acting skills to face others at any time, but now I can't even smile, I can only show a bitter smile.

When they left the restaurant, Luo Mimi stood in the middle, and Shi Jinghe talked and laughed with her.

The two of them have known each other for a long time. Since Shi Jinghe became an Internet celebrity, the first two-dimensional friend she met was Luo Mimi.

Therefore, the relationship is very deep, so Luo Mimi has a high rate of appearance on Shi Jinghe's Weibo.

When I arrived at the parking lot, I took out the keys from my bag, and said to Shi Jinghe and Luo Mimi, "Then...see you later."

"Ah?" Luo Mimi nodded with a smile, "Okay, goodbye Zhizhi."

She said to Shi Jinghe again: "Bye bye, sister Shi, I'm going to find my boyfriend later."

When Luo Mimi's car drove away, Shi Jinghe looked at my face, she didn't speak, she didn't explain why she was lying to me by going for a walk with Luo Mimi.

She opened my car door and sat in again.

After I fastened my seat belt, I said, "Then I'll take you home." I asked her, "Was it there yesterday or..."

My question was interrupted by her, Shi Jing and she turned their heads to look at me and called me: "Lu Zhi."

I tried to maintain my composure, and replied with a nasal voice: "Huh?"

Shi Jinghe turned his head again, with a calm tone: "It's okay, you can send me to the apartment."

"Okay." I took a deep breath and started the car.

I know the address of her apartment, I remembered it when I left last night.

After another half an hour of silence, I parked the car under a tree outside the apartment complex and said, "Here we are."

It was already dark now, only the street lamps were shining on everything.

Shi Jinghe opened his eyes and looked out the window: "Drive to the underground parking lot, I'll go directly to the elevator, I don't want to take this part of the road."

"Okay." I started the car again.

After 2 minutes, I parked the car in the dark parking lot, and repeated what I just said: "Here we are."

When Shi Jinghe opened the car door, I said, "Then I'll go back later."

She opened the car door for a moment, and then stepped off the car the next second. She didn't say anything, and she didn't say goodbye.

My mood just fell to the bottom, I put my head on the steering wheel and held back my tears.

How can my illness be cured?If you fall in love with someone like me, it must be very tiring, right?

Accidentally, I started to mourn again, but since I had to drive later, I kept taking deep breaths, suppressing the emotion of wanting to cry little by little.

I don't know how long this action lasted. Anyway, the car window on my side was knocked twice. I raised my head and looked sideways, and the car door had been opened.

The person who opened the door was none other than Shi Jinghe who had just left.

She bent down to look at me, called my name, and didn't say the rest.

Because I had already unbuckled the seat belt, I hugged her again when I got out of the car, and she was silent for a while.

What tears am I holding back?I buried my face in her shoulder and wept bitterly.

But with what was left of me, I told her what I should have said hours ago.

"Sorry……"