Pretend to be straight

It was almost seven o'clock when the show ended, and I fell asleep during this period.

Because the meeting was too boring, and because Shi Jinghe was by my side made me feel at ease.

Her hair smells good, but I dare not get too close to her, and clasping her ten fingers bravely has exhausted a lot of my energy.

So I sat on the back of the seat and gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already the end of the face-to-face meeting, and I was woken up or even frightened by the host's scream.

I couldn't help shivering, and when I opened my eyes, I still hadn't recovered.

"Did you get quarreled?" Shi Jinghe's voice came from beside me. Her voice was soft and soft, which made me feel at ease again for a moment.

I nodded, only to realize that at some point I had already leaned on her shoulder.

And I don't know when my fingers that were intertwined with her before going to bed will no longer be like this. My hand is encircled by her in the palm of my hand, as if protecting me.

Of course, after I woke up, Shi Jinghe let go of my hand.

I tried to act as normal as I could, shifting my head over her shoulders and straightening my body.

The back of my hand seems to still have residual warmth from her hand, although her hand is really a bit cold.

Shi Jinghe didn't speak anymore, but focused on looking at the stage, and even took out his mobile phone to pat the stage for a while.

Um?Is it that exciting?I'm a little confused.

However, when I followed her gaze, I understood, because there was another artist on the stage, that is... Xiao Zhou.

I knew why and asked, "Is your cousin?"

"Well, it's Xiao Zhou." Shi Jinghe tilted his head and smiled at me, "Have you never heard of his name?"

"No." I lied to her.

if not?I've heard his name and met him and made eye contact?

What I have to admit is that although my cooperation with Dai Sheng and the others has ended, the things I have done before still have potential threats.

Shi Jinghe nodded and turned off the phone's camera: "It's normal if you haven't heard of it."

Her expression was very natural, which also made me break the previous doubt, that is, did Shi Jinghe know that Xiao Zhou and the others had arranged for me.

From Shi Jinghe's point of view, she doesn't know.

I don't know whether to feel light or heavy, and the feeling in my heart is a bit indescribable.

We can only try our best to reduce this threat slowly until there is no more.

I asked Shi Jinghe curiously: "Why does your cousin want to become an actor?"

From the videos I've seen about Xiao Zhou, he doesn't have the talent for acting.

"He...is free." Shi Jinghe sighed, "The barriers to entry in the entertainment industry are getting lower and lower, so he just wanted to make a breakthrough, but he hasn't made any splashes yet."

I nodded knowingly: "Understood." I said, "'Red' is a metaphysics, some people are not good-looking and can be popular even if they are weak, and some people are strong and good-looking but they can't live or die. Your cousin...what if?"

Shi Jinghe glanced at me, she raised the corners of her lips: "Then what do you think of me?"

I didn't respond: "Huh?"

"Is what I'm doing now also metaphysics?"

She was referring to the fact that she is now an Internet celebrity.

I shook my head: "You must."

On the stage, Xiao Zhou and Bai Qian are singing a song together, and Xiao Zhou is a guest invited by Bai Qian.

Both of them are not popular, and the popularity is low, but the debut meeting this time is still very good.

The singing skills of the two are average, but the atmosphere is not bad now. When I came out, my mind was full of the melody of the song they sang together.

The crowd was a bit crowded, Shi Jinghe took out a mask from his bag and put it on.

I whispered beside her and asked her, "Are you afraid of being recognized?"

She nodded: "A little bit."

"Then be careful."

"Huh?" There was doubt in her eyes.

I moved my head closer to her ear, pursed my lips, and said, "You may be recognized even if you show your eyes."

I paused: "That's how I recognized you from the dessert shop."

Shi Jinghe didn't speak anymore, but his eyes were bent.

There was a lot of noise all around, and it was only when I finally went out that my ears felt a little cleaner.

Shi Jinghe's cell phone rang, and she said, "I'll answer the call."

"it is good."

It's not very quiet outside the venue now, because this is a square, and there are already square dancing aunts warming up.

Shi Jinghe was talking on the phone, and I stood beside her.

I didn't listen to what she said, but focused on the belt of her trench coat.

She was a tunic again, brown in color, and I tried to see if I could hold it up if I wore it.

But the answer is obvious: no.

Because I'm not as tall as Shi Jinghe, and her body condition is too good, I can't compare her at all.

Thinking of this, I feel a little discouraged, I think Shi Jinghe is so good, the distance between me and her is not very far, but it is not to the point where I can ignore it.

She was still answering the phone, I licked my lower lip, and quietly put my hand on the belt behind her, but my movements were very light, and on the surface I was still pretending that I hadn't done anything.

I did it purely out of boredom and out of reluctance.

I can confirm that Shi Jinghe also likes me, if I still don't understand after this, how stupid am I?

Although I haven't fallen in love with a girl for several years, I still have summed up my experience before I got together with those ex-boyfriends.

But at that time, I was calm and watched what they were doing quietly.

But it is different now, I like Shi Jinghe, there is no doubt about it.

Because I like her, I care so much about her and Zhong Nian.

Because I like her, I am afraid of interrupting even if I want to chat with her.

Because I like her, I will take the trouble to bring her meals again and again.

Because I like her...

Hey, what's the matter with me?

I imagined that I would fall in love with Shi Jinghe in the future, but I didn't expect it to be so fast. There are only a few days before the signing of the contract will be three months away. Three months of experience.

My fingers just touched her belt, I swear I didn't touch her clothes, let alone her body.

But Shi Jinghe's other hand came around accurately from behind and grabbed me.

She was still on the phone, but she tilted her head, glanced at me, and whispered, "Hey, just wait for me for a minute."

I rely on.

My face is on fire again, and I feel like I'm a real furnace now.

She didn't let go of my hand, and I felt the familiar temperature again.

The heartbeat was still accelerating, beating in my heart one after another, and the sound was amplified again until I could hear it with my eyes open and closed.

Nervousness and shyness have covered my whole body, and I feel that I am already stiff.

I don't know what happened to the outside world, but now my eyes and ears are full of Shi Jinghe.

But when I recalled her tone and content, I felt even more at a loss.

Was she misunderstood?Get me wrong, but I'm just bored.

Not long after, Shi Jinghe finally finished calling, and she let go of my hand.

I immediately put my hands in my pockets, pretended to be calm and looked into her eyes, and took the initiative to find other topics: "Are you still busy tomorrow?"

"will not."

"Oh..." I didn't know what to say again.

Shi Jinghe walked side by side to the parking lot with me, and she asked, "Are you hungry?"

"A bit."

There was no difficulty in this job, and I fell asleep during the period, but the time passed was real.

I ordered takeaway at twelve o'clock at noon, but it wasn't very tasty, I didn't eat much, and now it's here.

"When to set off?"

"Huh? What?"

"Traveling." She asked me carefully, "Are you going with friends?"

"Yes, but they are also considered colleagues. There are ten people in total." I didn't hide this from her.

Shi Jinghe sighed: "Is it true that you can only come back on Sunday?"

"Yes... this is already planned and cannot be changed temporarily."

She immediately looked pitiful like a deflated balloon.

Hey, what's going on?Obviously, she and I haven't officially started being together yet, but now it feels as if we are already together.

Maybe... this is ambiguity?I'm a little unsure.

I thought Shi Jinghe would take me to dinner, but in the end he took me to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and then drove to the parking lot in Yong'an Lane.

When I was shopping for vegetables, I knew that she wanted to cook by herself.

When I got out of the elevator, she was carrying a bag and I was also carrying one. I asked her, "Is Ran Ran here?"

"No." Shi Jinghe replied decisively, "She's busy."

"That's it." That's really great, but I can't be too happy, I have to press the corners of my lips that want to rise.

Shi Jinghe laughed and asked me a question: "Do you hope she's here?"

"..." I turned my head aside, "I don't want this time."

"But you will be away for five days. If you don't see me now, it will be five days later."

I stopped and looked at her playful eyes: "Shi Jinghe, just be yourself."

"Good good."

After walking for a while, I arrived at Pei Keran's shop. The shop assistants basically knew Shi Jinghe's feelings. Even if she came to the private kitchen, no one stopped her to ask.

Shi Jinghe had the key, she opened the door neatly, and then turned on the lights in the room.

I closed the door and she took the bag from my hand and headed to the kitchen.

The dining room is still the same, with tables, chairs and bar counters, not much different from the last time I came here.

I came to the kitchen door and stood there, looking at Shi Jinghe who was sorting the dishes, and asked, "Sister, how often do you usually come here?"

I often change the name of her, but there are only a few changes.

Shi Jinghe bent over slightly, she had already started to wash the vegetables, she thought for two seconds: "I forgot too, anyway, it's not frequent, I usually eat at home or outside, and rarely cook by myself Sometimes, this kitchen can be regarded as a place for people to relax." She said, "Sometimes I just cook to relieve stress."

"I don't choose to cook when I decompress." I said, "I'm a kitchen killer."

Shi Jinghe let out a long "Oh~", with a half-smile expression: "Photograph killer, kitchen killer, what else?" She looked into my eyes, "There are many identities, little sister."

"……excuse me."

Shi Jinghe started to talk about other things: "When I was in college, I went out to rent a house for a while, and I learned how to cook at that time."

I leaned against the wall and asked her aloud, "Does it have something to do with her?"

This "she" only refers to Zhong Nian.

Shi Jinghe shook his head: "No, we were not together at that time." She explained to me, "Because my parents wanted to have a second child, I was a little bit resistant, so I didn't want to contact them. I rented a house outside , do some part-time jobs when you are not in class."

"Got it," I said, "sounds a little tough."

"Fortunately, I had savings at that time, so I didn't feel sorry for myself."

"..." Well, think about it too.

"Later, I felt that it was nice to have a younger brother and sister, and I stopped resisting."

I agree: "Yes."

Jin Lin is pretty good, I like it from the bottom of my heart.

Shi Jinghe is still choosing dishes, I just said I can help if I don't mind, Shi Jinghe has already spoken.

"I'll pick you up when you come back? Huh?"