Pretend to be straight

The last time I came to the playground seemed to be when I was in college, or to be more precise, it was the time when I was with Qiu Yu.

There is also a big playground in Liucheng. She likes some exciting items in it the most. I don’t like it, and I’m even a little scared, but I will go with her in order to accompany her.

The jumping machine, the pirate ship, and the roller coaster have been blocked by me for a long time. I played it twice during that time, and every time I got down, my eyes were red, and I wanted to cry.

Qiu Yu will comfort me at this time, and then lead me to line up to play the next project she likes. If I don't join her, she will be angry and say that I don't like her anymore.

At that time, I was blinded by love, and felt that she was wronged by her being with me, so I quickly apologized and said to stay with her.

In fact, I should have understood a long time ago that she never liked me, otherwise she would not feel sorry for me, otherwise she would not turn a blind eye to my fear.

After queuing up and buying the tickets, our group checked the tickets one by one and entered the venue.

Shi Jinglan was between Jin Lin and Cen Xuan, leading one on the other. The three of them were talking and laughing. The distance between Shi Jinghe and me was about ten meters.

Shi Jinghe's cell phone rang after he finished speaking those few words. It seemed to be a business matter, and the call hadn't stopped since he entered the door.

While I was digesting my emotions, I was quietly listening to Shi Jinghe's words.

It's not that I want to hear the content clearly and be a working spy, but I want to hear more of her voice.

Shi Jinghe's voice is still the same, a little nasal, which inexplicably makes me feel at ease.

Yes, peace of mind, but it may be more because she is by my side, which is the most important thing.

Because today is Saturday, the students finally have time to come out to play, so now there are many young faces in the playground.

At least many of them look much younger than me, and I am deeply moved.

After a while, we had slowly reached the first item in the playground, Shi Jinghe finally hung up the phone.

She put the phone in her bag, sighed, and said, "It's so annoying."

"What's bothering you?"

"Before I contacted a merchant to produce new sugar, but he didn't accept it temporarily."

I looked at her sideways and asked, "Is there a contract? If it is considered a breach of contract, can the other party be required to pay liquidated damages?"

"I haven't signed yet." Shi Jinghe stroked his long hair, "So that's what bothers me."

I pursed my lips, trying to comfort her, but my mind was empty, and I felt like I couldn't say anything.

Maybe it's because I'm nervous. I've been nervous since I woke up. You know, when I was acting on various occasions, I could go on without changing my face, but now I'm just standing side by side with Shi Jinghe. Clenched hands tightly.

But it is impossible to be quiet, Shi Jinghe is next to me, she saw it, and smiled softly: "Why are you holding your hand?"

Why isn't it time to wear a scarf, so that I can bury most of my face in it, so Shi Jinghe won't see my blushing face no matter what.

I opened my mouth, looked into her bright eyes and then looked away: "I'm cold, can't I?"

Shi Jinghe gave a low laugh, and I understood the meaning of her smile: she didn't believe it.

Sure enough, as soon as I stopped holding my hand, I heard her voice: "Can you be as cold as me?"

She spread her left hand in front of me: "I don't believe you Bibi."

Her behavior reminded me of the first time I went to her office, she was still warming her hands with a cup, touched mine after warming up, and said I was a stove.

Her invisible left hand beside mine was about to move. Shi Jinghe's fingers were long and slender, and the lines on the palm were clear, which seemed to feel good in the hand.

I already felt the touch of her hand during the short contact before, but that time was too short, and my mind was not on it, and now I can't recall the specific feeling even if I think about it.

At this moment, her hand was spread out in front of me, and it had been several seconds, and she still hadn't moved away.

After another two seconds, I put on a relaxed look and said, "OK."

I raised my hand and covered her palm. I wanted to hold it with my fingers, but I didn't dare, so I had to honestly feel the temperature of her hand.

Seeing my action, Shi Jinghe raised her eyebrows, she laughed and said, "It's true that you are a furnace."

After she finished speaking, she put down her hand, and I also hung down.

I quietly clenched my fists again, using my fingertips to remember the warmth of Shi Jinghe that I left just now.

Her hands are really cold, at least from the palms I touched. I found a topic and asked her, "Do you wear gloves in winter?" I said, "I will."

In fact, I know she wears it, because she posted on Weibo last winter, saying that she bought several pairs of gloves, which are very effective in keeping warm.

Ever since I knew I liked her, I took out the Weibo notes I made at the beginning and read them several times, and I have already engraved the contents in my heart.

Xiao Xu is right, the details are the most important, and I want to show my care in the little details.

But I don't even have the chance to express myself now, what can I do?

Shi Jinghe's answer was beyond my expectation. She said, "It depends on the situation." She said, "Maybe I won't wear it this year."

I didn't get it: "Why?"

Shi Jing and Li Woqian said: "Don't you understand? If you don't understand, you will understand after watching."

"Okay." I didn't force her to tell me.

At this time, Shi Jinglan walked up to the two of us from the front. Cen Xuan and Jin Lin asked her to come because they were going to play with the big pendulum.

Shi Jinglan is still very young, so naturally she can't play, so she has to come back and find us two real big sisters.

She tied her ponytail today, looked up at me, and said, "Sister Zhizhi, I'm hungry."

I bent slightly and asked her, "Didn't you have breakfast?"

Before going out in the morning, Jin Lin and I had breakfast, and Xie Ying ordered takeaway at just the right time.

"I ate." Shi Jinghe replied on the side, she stretched out her hand to hold her younger sister, "but she is very hungry."

"Take you to buy it."

From time to time, screams echoed in the playground, shaking the sky.

Shi Jinglan walked between Shi Jinghe and me, I took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Jin Lin, saying that we went to buy breakfast for Maomao.

It's not eleven o'clock yet, but some shops are already open for lunch.

The three of us entered a Chinese restaurant that looked very clean. Shi Jinghe looked at the menu and said to Shi Jinglan: "You have been suffering from diarrhea for the past two days. You can't eat spicy or cold food, so I'll order it for you." A pumpkin porridge, any comments?"

She was seriously communicating with her sister, with a very gentle expression.

Shi Jinglan felt aggrieved: "But it's porridge in the morning..." She called Shi Jinghe in a small voice, "Sister, can I have something tasty?"

"Pumpkin porridge is sweet." Shi Jinghe became a little more serious.

Shi Jinglan cast his eyes on me, begging for my help, I slowly shook my head to express my helplessness.

Tears soon welled up in her eyes, but her eyelashes were blocked and hung from them, making her look very pitiful.

Shi Jinghe had already ordered porridge for her. Seeing her sister's appearance, she took out a handkerchief from her bag and covered her sister's eyes: "If you are still crying when you count to one, I won't take you with you next time." Come out to see sister Zhizhi."

Shi Jinglan sniffed silently, Shi Jinghe opened his mouth and started to count down: "Ten, eight, five, two, one."

I was stunned on the side: "..."

But it seemed to be very useful. When the handkerchief was removed, Shi Jinglan started laughing again.

The pumpkin porridge was served soon, Shi Jinghe stirred it for her and placed it in front of her.

Shi Jinglan started to eat quietly by himself, it seemed that he was really hungry, he took one bite after another, and his appetite was very good.

Jin Lin and Cen Xuan have already returned from playing, and sat down on the stool after finding us.

"The weightlessness of the big pendulum almost killed me." Cen Xuan patted her heart, "I won't sit next time."

Jin Lin echoed: "I don't want to sit anymore either."

"Didn't you think about the result before sitting?" I couldn't help asking.

Cen Xuan grinned and said: "Oh, sister Zhizhi, we are so stubborn, we say this every time we finish playing, but we will play again when we come next time."

I nodded: "Understood."

Shi Jinghe stood up: "Let's go, Zhizhi, we're not here to go shopping." She looked at Cen Xuan and instructed, "When I find out that you bought other snacks for Maomao, you just wait for your mother's call Bar."

Cen Xuan puffed her mouth: "Understood."

I also stood up: "Don't get lost, pay attention to safety."

"Yes, I see." Jin Lin glanced at me, "Contact me anytime."

"Ok."

Shi Jinghe and I left the restaurant just like that. I was beside her and asked, "I think your sister is a little afraid of you."

"20 years older than her, what can she do if she is not afraid of me?" Shi Jinghe stopped and looked at me, "My parents didn't think about getting another one, but because I don't like men, so they decided Make another one."

"Didn't I tell you about Zhong Nian yet? Even Ranran was very confused and felt that I was controlled by Zhong Nian. Otherwise, why Zhong Nian treated me like this and kept in touch with her, and even responded to her requests."

I blinked my eyes and nodded: "Yes, you haven't told me yet, I..." I paused, "I've been waiting."

Shi Jing and Meifeng raised their eyebrows: "Just waiting for me to speak?"

"...No, I didn't find the right opportunity."

"Zhong Nian and I are college classmates, but apart from that, I also have other ties to her. Her father knows my father, and the relationship is still very strong."

"But her father passed away not long after she graduated. At that time, we were no longer in the same city. My father was not very happy about the fact that I liked her, but because of this, he softened his heart and asked me Don't worry about the past anymore, and ask me to take good care of Zhong Nian, at least don't refuse when the other party is in need."

I frowned slightly: "But her behavior towards you was really too much..." After I finished speaking, I felt bad, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."

Shi Jinghe is the person involved, and I am just an outsider. Only Shi Jinghe can judge whether it is too much or not, and I am not qualified.

Shi Jinghe looked in the direction of the merry-go-round horse, and she said: "The truth is not like that, but it's a little bit different from what you said. It's true that I liked Zhong Nian before, but I didn't like it that much, especially since she didn't want to Tell me that my relationship with her started, and my liking faded little by little."

She turned her head to look at me again: "When she introduced me to other people in order to maintain her image, I had already given up. I didn't say the breakup because I was waiting for her to mention it, but she never said, I'm waiting for you." After waiting and waiting, I finally said to break up."

"But you also said it took you a long time to forget..." I was getting more and more confused.

"This..." Shi Jinghe said, "It was to apologize to you at the time, so it was nonsense."

I smiled slightly and called her: "Shi Jinghe."

"Ok?"

"Your uncle's."