Pretend to be straight

"Ah rate! I love you!"

"Ah, ah, you are the most handsome!"

"When will brother shoot a new movie?"

In the airport lobby, the voices of the girls next to me made me a little uncomfortable.

Too enthusiastic, maybe this is a real fan.

After more than two months, I came to the airport to pick up the plane again. This time it was still a male celebrity named Chen Shou, who was not outside the [-]th line, but if it had to be counted, it would be the third line.

I have heard the name Chen Rate before. In the early years, there was an talent show in China, and both men and women could participate. At that time, the popularity of the show was quite high, and there were classmates watching it, so I watched it once or twice.Now this show has not been continued for a long time, and some of those who entered the finals at that time are still in the entertainment circle, and Chen Shou is one of them.

He is about 9 years old. When he debuted, he was ranked No.[-], neither high nor low. According to my point of view, his strength is very average, and his singing is still out of tune. Zhang Junqiao's face attracted some female fans, and later he switched to filming.

There is no big fire, and it is not very popular, so after so many years, he still has a fan base, so he doesn't need a lot of sailors.

I'm here just to join in the fun, I don't even have any money for this event, I'm just looking for something to do for myself.

I searched for the flight online out of boredom, and he was the only one who came to Yuncheng recently, so I came here.

I was wearing a mask, and I was too quiet among a group of girls, and I didn't have any joy in meeting idols.

Chen Shi's team took him to avoid being forcibly taken advantage of by the infatuated female fans, but Chen Shi's attitude was warmer, and he was taking over the pen to write the autograph.

I was a little far away, and a girl wearing glasses next to me glanced at me and asked me: "I haven't seen you before, are you a loose powder?"

Fans who didn't have a camera all took wristbands and wore ribbons on their wrists that symbolized being Chen Shui's fans, but I didn't have anything.

I nodded: "Yes, loose powder." I said, "I have liked Ah Shui for several years."

I was flustered without blushing, but the girl had no doubts, and shared a hand banner for me to hold. Under the noisy voice, I heard her say: "I was still studying when I liked him, and now the children are No matter how old he is, I still like him."

My mouth moved under the mask, and I uttered a saying that has been passed down for a long time: "Companionship is the longest confession of love."

"Yeah." The girl with glasses nodded frantically.

There were really too many people here, and I didn't want to leave when I stood at the back.

Because I'm so tired, physically tired and mentally tired.

Obviously, work is what makes me concentrate on other things, but I don’t know if it’s because I don’t have any money for this trip. I’m not as enthusiastic as I used to be, even like an indifferent passerby.

So the team was slowly moving forward. I put the banner in the hands of the girl with glasses, and after thanking her, I turned around and left against the crowd. If I took this picture at this moment, it might be an emoji: lively It's theirs, I have nothing.JPG

I made it all the way to the parking lot, got into the car, and finally broke down uncontrollably.

Work doesn't do anything to make me feel any better.

I cried for a while, wiped my face clean, and looked at my phone. Now in the parking lot, there is no signal at all, and I can't make a call at all.

After I fastened my seat belt, I drove the car out and parked the car again on a curb not far from the airport.

I flipped through the list and called Xiao Xu, hoping that he is fine now, otherwise I don't know who to call.

I asked, "Xiao Xu, are you busy now?"

"Ah? Not busy, no work today." Xiaoxu asked me, "Zhizhi, what's the matter?"

"Come out for a drink?" I raised my head and looked ahead, and then lowered my head against the steering wheel the next second.

My voice is a bit muffled, and the nasal sound is very obvious at the moment, after all, I just cried.

Xiao Xu heard something wrong with my voice, and he immediately answered me: "Okay." He said, "I'm at the Internet cafe now, I'm getting off the plane now."

"it is good......"

He asked, "Where are you now? Where do we drink?"

"You decide."

About four or ten minutes later, Xiao Xu and I met outside a bar.

I haven't seen Xiao Xu for a while, he is still very delicate, but in contrast to me, my dark circles are obvious, my eyes are still a little swollen, and my expression is also very tired, without any energy.

Seeing this, Xiaoxu frowned: "Zhizhi, what's the matter with you these days?"

I waved my hand: "Go ahead."

He ordered a bar, which was in an alley, and the name was "I don't drink bars".

There were not only the two of us walking in the alley, but some people came out of the bar and passed by us. I could smell the wine.

The decoration of this bar looks very low-key, it is still afternoon, there are not many people inside, and it is not as lively as in the evening.

Xiaoxu and I sat down on the high chair at the bar, I supported my face with my hands, and Xiaoxu took the order skillfully at the side.

Soon, two glasses of wine were placed in front of us.

Xiaoxu showed a bright smile to the waiter, then turned his head to look at me, with distressed eyes, and said to me: "Zhizhi, did you get hurt by that young lady?" He raised his hand and pulled my hair away. Behind the ear, "Why don't you really stop chasing?"

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Xiao Xu sighed, and changed the subject: "Your antler earrings are pretty, where did you buy them?"

Me: "...Miss gave it to me."

Xiaoxu: "..."

He raised his eyebrows, and asked tentatively, "Since you've all worn the earrings she gave you, then...does it have nothing to do with her now?"

"Forgot to take it."

After I finished speaking, I raised my hand, unhurriedly took off the two earrings, and put them on the bar.

Xiao Xu touched his nose, and he said, "I can't do anything to comfort you like this."

His life is more comfortable now, because his parents have not urged him to find a girlfriend for the time being, and the relationship with his boyfriend has become more and more stable.

I shook my head slowly, picked up the wine glass in front of me, touched the glass in front of him, and then slightly raised my head and took a sip.

I feel wrong after drinking it. Where is this wine?It's simply a drink.

Xiao Xu had an embarrassing expression, and he explained to me: "Fruit wine...I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable if you drink too much."

I waved my hand and called the waiter to order another drink.

Xiaoxu didn't stop me, watching me swallow after bite.

There is now a small stage in the innermost part of the bar, with pianos and drums on it, but no one is on the stage now, and the music played in the store is also soothing songs.

"Xiaoxu." After listening to another song, I called Xiaoxu.

"Ok?"

"How would you react if you were kept secret for a long time about something important to you?"

"Look at the nature."

"The girl I pursued, I thought I was a stranger to her, but no, she is the senior sister of one of my ex-boyfriends, and she has a good relationship."

"I thought that was the end of it. She knows about my past. OK, I don't think it's ok. Anyway, I broke up with the boy a long time ago, and he's married. We haven't had any involvement or ambiguity in the past few years."

"But...she still knows my first love girlfriend, and they still know each other." I paused, "For several years."

Xiao Xu looked surprised: "Fuck... what kind of devil plot are you talking about?"

"Really." I looked at him and twitched the corners of my mouth, "Mid-September or early October? She already knew about my past. When she was honest with me for the first time, she said that it was my ex-boyfriend who told her of."

"She lied to me."

The alcohol content of my new order is a bit high, I only drank half a glass, and the energy came up.

I closed my eyes, and my mind was filled with the scene of Shi Jinghe telling me that she knew Qiu Yu on Sunday night.

I frowned and thought about it carefully. What did she say at that time?

"You... When you commented on my circle of friends, and Yu Mo told me about the past, I also confirmed a piece of information, you are the girlfriend Qiu Yu talked about before."

So you ask me what do I believe or not do?Obviously she even said Qiu Yu's name.

Does my answer still make sense?Does it make sense?

I originally thought that Shi Jinghe and I were involved enough, but I didn't expect another layer to come.

Qiu Yu is Zhong Nian's half-sister. When Qiu Yu was a freshman, Zhong Nian was a senior. When Qiu Yu and I were together, they were almost graduating.

Because of the same father and half mother, the relationship between the sisters is not close, even a little bit close, and they will choke when they meet.

It was a requirement of the family that two people go to the same school, and the family also hoped that Zhong Nian could take care of Qiu Yu's younger sister when he was in school.

But the two of them had never met in school, and I never heard Qiu Yu mention that she had an older sister.

Zhong Nian hid her lover relationship with Shi Jinghe from everyone in the school, but she didn't hide it from her younger sister. She even bragged that she found a girlfriend who treated her very well, and Qiu Yu was Xiaosan's daughter, and she would never hide it from her sister. There will never be such a time.

Zhong Nian's father cheated on Qiu Yu when he was young, so Zhong Nian has always disliked this younger sister who ruined his family, and she knew that Qiu Yu would not tell her father if she said this.

After graduating, Zhong Nian sent Shi Jinghe a message one day, saying that Qiu Yu had sent her several photos, all of which were selfies with another girl.

These selfies are not particularly intimate, like two good friends, but Qiu Yu said that this girl is his girlfriend, named Lu Zhi, who likes himself very much, and hopes that the unloved sister will not be jealous of her.

When Shi Jinghe said this, she didn't look at me at all, she looked out of the car window on her side, her tone was neither serious nor serious.

"I have been to Zhong Nian's house, and met Qiu Yu several times, but it was several years ago, and Qiu Yu is still abroad."

"I didn't remember it very clearly either, but it wasn't until I met you and with the information later that I was able to confirm it."

When Shi Jinghe said this, she turned her head to look at me, her lips parted: "I'm sorry, I only told you now."