Pretend to be straight

I haven't fallen in love with Shi Jinghe yet, but I actually understand that liking her is the prelude to falling in love, instead of me finding reasons for myself to say that liking her is not the same as falling in love.

It's not exactly equal, but it's about equal, isn't it?

I rubbed between my brows, feeling tired from the sudden confession of my affection, and I have been thinking about this issue for the past few days.

What hurt my eyes was not "predecessor", but "my predecessor", that is, Shi Jinghe's predecessor.

Ever since I knew she was not a solo mother, I have always been curious about her ex. I used to think that she was a breakthrough in my mission, and that she was a big rock blocking my mission.

But now it has changed again, and it has become the key to whether Shi Jinghe will like me.

A few days ago, I tried my best to find an excuse for myself, thinking that I was envious of Shi Jinghe being able to see his ex, but I couldn't see Qiu Yu.

It's really an excuse. What I envy is that this ex can see Shi Jinghe, but when I want to watch a movie with Shi Jinghe, she "occupies" Shi Jinghe, which makes me feel uncomfortable.

And this person is married, isn't he?why?Why did you still come to see Shi Jinghe?

Wouldn't it be nice to learn from me and Qiu Yu?Why are you still dating after breaking up?

Well, I'm just pissed off.

Because she came to look for Shi Jinghe.

Because Shi Jinghe didn't see me.

Because Shi Jinghe hasn't contacted me these days.

Thinking of it gave me a headache, and I couldn't help but raise my hand and rub the center of my brow.

Yuan Xinrui asked me with concern: "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"

I closed my eyes and frowned and shook my head: "Fortunately, the headache started again."

"Have you brought any medicine?"

"In the bag."

"I'll go to the canteen over there to buy water for you, just wait."

"Thank you."

My headache is really an old problem. I have been taking medicine for a long time. When it is not painful, I feel good. When it hurts, I want to stuff my brain into the ground.

I am now bent over, resting my forehead on my knees, waiting for Yuan Xinrui to come back.

She came back within a few minutes. After I took the medicine, I leaned my head on the back of the chair and felt much better.

After a while, Yuan Xinrui glanced at her watch and said, "Thank you for sharing your story with me."

"Huh?" I smiled, "You're welcome."

Yuan Xinrui pursed her lips, and said about herself again: "He has a very strong medicinal effect on me, and I feel like I have taken medicine." She glanced at me who was still resting, "But I decided to follow Like you, you will find someone new to like, at least the sexual orientation is a girl."

She took a deep breath: "I know it's difficult, and I don't know when it will be successful, but I will take my attention away from him first."

Inexplicably feeling relieved, I nodded: "Come on."

When I hit the south wall, I didn't look back at first because I didn't feel any pain, and I even enjoyed it, but after a long time, I felt uncomfortable and wanted to breathe fresh air.

We are all of the same kind, and we all need fresh air to live.

It's just that it will take time, and my time has long passed, and I can already evacuate.

It was much better to go out for a trip than to think wildly by myself when I was at home. After I left, I specially returned the deposit that Yuan Xinrui had made for me, and told her that the bill would be waived.

Because she's like someone I paid for, she listens to my story a lot more, and it's not fair that I get paid.

Although my company is the reason for the fee for her, whether I speak or not, it is the same.

Since when?I seem to be a little different again, I have unnecessary involvement with customers.

For example, Jin Lin, she is young but calm-minded, but also has a lot of girlish cuteness, I like her very much.

For example, Yuan Xinrui, she is also young and always likes to keep things in her heart, but she is also a lovely person, and I don't feel any loss from knowing her.

When I was still on my way home, Xie Ying was a little surprised. She called me to ask if I was out, because she just got home and wanted to ask me what to eat as usual, but found that I was not in the bedroom.

For a moment, she thought I was going to do something bad, and she breathed a sigh of relief after getting the answer: "Then do you eat out?"

"Well, I'm going to find Pu Xin for dinner, and I'll be back after eating."

Pu Xin was also really busy. After comforting Meng Yisheng that day, she devoted herself to work again.

Everyone has their own rhythm of work or life, but what about me?I kind of can't find my rhythm.

It feels like when you open your eyes and close your eyes, it will be dark. If you are not careful, it will disappear within 24 hours.

Time is worthless to me, I don't feel oppressed by poverty, and I don't have family to push me what to do.

I may live as I wish and feel comfortable, but sometimes it is inevitable that I feel too boring.

Working in this industry is fun, rich and free, but now I don’t take many orders, so it’s no fun.

But what I can't forget is that I'm still doing the task of pursuing Shi Jinghe.

But if I really like Shi Jinghe, this task may change, it is not just a simple task.

I'm sure I haven't fallen in love with Shi Jinghe yet, because I haven't had a special moment of heartbeat. I'm the same as the beginning. a little nervous.

But this is far from enough. A good impression is roughly equal to a heartbeat, but there is still a little distance from the heartbeat.

And I don't know if I can like her.

She said that it took her a long time, which represents the weight of this ex in her heart. If she has not completely forgotten or still likes and loves, then I am probably out of the game. I will stop the loss in time and get out as soon as possible. It is the best, that is, to do tasks mechanized, and only get money in the end.

Well, although such a result may just be a consolation prize.

If she really forgot, then I can try to really like her, maybe this way I can complete the task more efficiently.

Just like the saying "Interest is the best teacher", liking is the driving force for everything.

I understand what my mind is like now, what I have to do is to clarify Shi Jinghe's mind, at least start with temptation.

I think she treats me very well, especially when I scum her good friend, but she still calls me "Friend Z" and even let me appear on Weibo.

The point is, in front of so many fans, she even praised me, saying I'm cute.

The last time I sent a message was on Sunday, and the time I contacted again was on Thursday. I haven't contacted for four days. I feel a little complicated.

I am because of mourning, what about her?Because busy?

Too busy chatting and shopping with your married ex or working too hard?

I really want to know, but I don't want to ask her directly, I plan to ask Pei Keran sideways.

I haven't seen Pei Keran for quite a while. I've read her Weibo, but the painting style still doesn't match her face.

Thinking of this, I thought of Shi Jinghe, who seemed to have evaporated from the world. She used to post on Weibo much less frequently except when she was working or when she had a cold, but it's not like she didn't post.

And after she posted the Weibo about me, she never sent another Weibo.

In the comments, many fans are talking about their own thoughts, and some exaggerated rainbow farts say that Shi Jinghe and the others will not be able to continue their lives if they don't post on Weibo.

So why did Shi Jinghe go?

Pei Keran is posting on Moments every day, but Shi Jinghe has long since disappeared.

After taking a shower, I stared at the chat box with Pei Keran, and after thinking about what to say, I sent Pei Keran a message.

I first asked her if she was busy, and Pei Keran replied to me in seconds: 【Fortunately, everything is almost done now. 】

Pei Keran is an invisible rich man, and the ramen restaurant with a good business in Yong'an Lane is actually her shop, and she is the second boss in "Selling Love".

Before I replied to her, she sent me another message: [Miss Zhizhi, when will you come to the store again? 】

[You can come tomorrow. 】

【But Jinghe is going to Liucheng again, if you come, you can only see me~】

Okay, Shi Jinghe has been mentioned, so I can follow her words and start asking, right?

[Did she go alone again? 】

At the beginning of the month, Shi Jinghe went to Liucheng alone. I asked this on purpose, hoping that Pei Keran could fall into my trap.

Sure enough, Pei Keran replied to me: 【No, I'm with someone else. 】

Immediately afterwards, she sent another voice, and I clicked on to listen to her baby voice: "Zhizhi, I can't vomit some words quickly. Although I say bad things about others behind my back, I really don't want to hold back."

She sent another one: "I wanted to complain on Weibo, but because of Jing He's face, I didn't post it."

I can understand her entanglement too well, because although it is immoral to complain behind her back, it is really cool.

I typed it for her, pretending to be stupid: [So it's about Jing and senior sister? 】

She spoke back to me again: "Yes, didn't she go to Liucheng again? There is a friend of hers who just gave birth to a baby a while ago. If you have seen her Weibo post, you should know it. Then go with her this time The people in Liucheng are good friends of Qicheng, I especially hate this woman, but Jinghe...]

Her voice stopped abruptly, and the speech ended here.

When I read Shi Jing and Weibo before, I did my homework, so I also remember it clearly.

Shi Jinghe has two girlfriends, one in Liucheng and the other in Qicheng.

According to Pei Keran's "reveal" just now... this best friend in Qicheng is Shi Jinghe's ex.

I really didn't expect that after the couple broke up, not only did they never see each other again, on the contrary, they were still best friends? !

The relationship that makes people faint when they hear it.

I bit my lip, and wanted to get something out of Pei Keran: 【Of course, I have a question. Is the ex of Jing He senior sister this Qi Cheng's best friend? 】

I'm like a star chasing girl with a lot of gossip attributes, and I can't wait to know what's next.

Pei Keran sent me three exclamation points, followed by another voice, I clicked on it.

"Yes, it's this woman. I really hate her. Now that you already know, I might as well just say it. As Jing He's friend, I really feel sorry for her. I really feel so fucking annoying about this woman. When Jinghe was in college, she was with her for more than a year. This woman claimed that they were good friends, but internally she used Jinghe's liking for her, and said that if others knew about their relationship, She was done, and she lied to Jinghe to cooperate with her, the two of them seemed to have the same relationship as girlfriends on the surface, and asked if anyone had a boyfriend to introduce to Jinghe."

Pei Keran was extremely angry: "Introduce your mother, now that you're married, you still don't let Jing He go, and you get angry with your husband, and then come to Hua Jinghe for the money you earned, and you call it a long time no see, who gave birth to you?" She didn't even go to see the child, so she dragged Jinghe together."

"How can there be such a shameless woman in the world? Shame on me." Pei Keran's anger almost rushed out of the screen.

When I heard the end, the shock in my heart was like a tsunami coming.

Seeing that I didn't reply to her, Pei Keran typed: 【Shi Jinghe, Sand Sculpture spokesperson.Zhizhi, don’t you think so? 】