Pretend to be straight

I still washed the handkerchiefs and ironed them after drying them. I also went to buy a small gift box and put the handkerchiefs neatly folded in it.

But I can't pay it back for the time being, because Ranran sent me a message two days ago saying that they left Yuncheng and went to work elsewhere.

Because Ranran knew Shi Jinghe, then I couldn't use my work WeChat to add her as friends. The world is so small, if one day my identity is lost, then I will be finished.

Therefore, the life WeChat I use is full of people who have intersections in their lives, and there are no transactions.

Ranran's full name is Pei Keran, she sent me a WeChat message to introduce herself, and I have already found the Weibo ID, because she is related to Shi Jinghe.

Her ID is [flammable items are easy to blow up], and her fans are far behind the millions of Shi Jinghe. She only has more than 1000 fans. She doesn't post photos or videos, and there are no advertisements. It's a private blog. And she always complains about some things, and she is like ID, who is easy to explode, as if she is on fire, she is a grumpy girl on Weibo.

No one knows how old she is or what she looks like. If it weren't for seeing her, then if I just look at her Weibo, I can't connect her with the baby face and baby voice in reality.

I actually have a lot of private Weibo fans, more than 2000, but 90.00% of them are the sailors bought by God and the others. As a sailor, at least the Weibo data can’t look too bad. It looks a bit face-to-face.

What is the logic?I'm not an online troll, I'm offline!

Although in fact, I have not never been an online troll, such as commenting on celebrity microblogs with "true feelings", or going to Douban to give a high score to a movie or a drama, but the money given is too little. A score is only five yuan, which is still the highest price, and some are even only a few cents.

So in terms of navy, I still prefer to do my offline work, the work is not difficult, and the fees have doubled many times.

Now that Pei Keran and Shi Jinghe are not in Yuncheng, I feel more comfortable, because since I met Shi Jinghe twice, I have been afraid of her.

I'm afraid that she will appear again when I am doing the task, and cause some misunderstanding to me.

Thinking of this, I really want to ask: When will my label of "I am a straight girl" be removed from Shi Jinghe's cognition?

This identity is simply a big obstacle for me to pursue her. Anyway, if it were me in another way, I would not believe that a straight girl suddenly became a Ji guy and liked to pursue herself.

But it may also be divided into people, maybe Shi Jinghe's charm is too great, is it enough to make people bend?

And I can't do it anymore, let alone breaking up, since I broke up with my first love, I have never met a girl who likes me again, and the opposite sex has always confessed to me.

This reminded me of Zheng Qiqi from the previous two nights, and I felt extremely headache again.

Xie Ying used to always say that I am a peach blossom, let me share with her, even if the truth is that she is joking, after all, she has liked plums for a long time.

But it’s true that I’m prosperous, not to mention my student days, since I entered the industry, I’ve met several customers who have confessed their love to me.

Zheng Qiqi was not the first, and probably won't be the last.

But after these customers were rejected by me, they basically deleted me and stopped asking me to do tasks, as if they would not feel upset if they no longer saw me and would not remember the picture when I refused.

I sighed softly, regretting the loss of customers, even though they were only a few and insignificant people.

Meng Yisheng asked from the side: "Zhizhi, why doesn't my daughter kick me?"

"Wait a little longer, how long have you been pregnant now, don't worry."

I went shopping with Meng Yisheng again, her pregnancy was too boring, and I needed to relax, although it feels really good to lie at home.

At the moment we are feeding the fish in the park, I bought two bags of fish feed and gave her one.

The greening of this park is very good, and the sanitation is also very clean. Today is Saturday, the weather is not bad, and there are many people who come. I protect Meng Yisheng all the way, for fear that something will happen to her.

There is a small pond surrounded by several pavilions, in which there are many carps of different sizes and colors.

When someone feeds the fish, they swim quickly, their slippery bodies colliding with each other, and splashes of water are splashed.

Just like now, some fish are still wagging their tails, and the water splashes very high. I can't help but hide back a little, and by the way, I take Meng Yisheng's arm and pull her back gently, fearing that the water in this pool will splash. on our faces.

After feeding all the fish feed, I took the garbage bag in Meng Yisheng's hand and threw the garbage into the trash can together.

"You don't even want me to throw out the trash." Meng Yisheng shook his head, "Zhizhi, you dote on me too much."

I laughed out loud, "I'm doing something for my goddaughter, but it has nothing to do with you."

Meng Yisheng wanted a daughter, and even though she didn't know whether the child in her womb was a boy or a girl, she had already started to call her "girl" and "you goddaughter".

I also asked her if she would be disappointed if she was born a boy, and she said no, there was no other way, and she couldn't throw it away.

I:……?

I don't like children very much, and I don't plan to get married and have children in the future.

My plan is to be in love until I grow old, that is to say, I will always be in love for the rest of my life, and I will never talk about marriage.

Me, I'd better not delay other people's lives, falling in love with me is enough to suffer, wouldn't it be more pitiful to be married?

But I am not a good person, I still want to fall in love to enrich my emotional life, but the time with others will be shorter, so that I will feel less guilty.

"By the way, Yisheng." I pursed my lips, frowned, and said, "Don't be surprised if you see that I have a girlfriend later."

Meng Yisheng knew me earlier, and knew me much better than Xie Ying and the others. Naturally, he knew that my first love was a girl.

When I was broken up by that girl, Meng Yisheng almost wanted to find someone to stop her and ask her to apologize to me.

I said forget it, let her let me go.

We walked slowly in the park. After hearing my words, Meng Yisheng was silent for a while, and then asked me with a serious and worried expression: "Zhizhi, do you like her?"

"Huh?" I was stunned for two seconds, then smiled and said, "Don't get me wrong, it's one of my tasks. I want to pursue her, but I don't know if I can succeed, because you are my best friend, so I will give it to you." Just say it, so that you won't be able to close your mouth when the time comes."

Will you fall in love with Shi Jinghe?I don't know, but subconsciously I don't think so.

My emotional faculties seemed to be broken, rusted and rotted beyond repair.

"Okay." She nodded, but her eyes were still worried.

I know what she's worried about, worrying that I still haven't forgotten my first love, or worrying that I'll be hurt again.

I still don't have a clue about the pursuit of Shi Jinghe, but since I have accepted this task, I will naturally try my best.

for money.

So now I have to find ways to get closer to Shi Jinghe, I don't have any hope of her falling in love with me at first sight, so I'm the only one who took the initiative.

Two days later, I sent a message to Pei Keran, asking if she was back, and I had to return the handkerchief to her.

I pretended not to know that this handkerchief belonged to Shi Jinghe, and I actually didn't know why Shi Jinghe lied to me that this handkerchief belonged to Pei Keran.

Pei Keran messaged me back: [I'll be back tomorrow~]

I asked her: [Then... where do we meet? 】

She said back to me that there is no rush, and that the handkerchief can be kept with me for a few more days.

I:……

Generally speaking, if you want to develop a relationship with someone, it is a good choice to start with friends to get to know each other, and Pei Keran may be the breakthrough point, the breakthrough point for my relationship with Shi Jinghe.

Within a few seconds, Pei Keran sent me another message: [Miss Zhizhi, my sister Shi has something to tell you, so I'll give her the phone first. 】

I was stunned, and replied: [Well, okay. 】

Not long after, the other party sent me a voice message. I was lying on the bed in the bedroom. Seeing the voice for a few seconds, I instantly regained my energy.

"Lu Zhi, why don't you ask me for my WeChat ID? I've been waiting for you for several days."

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