Pretend to be straight

Now I'm starting to wonder if the area occupied by Yuncheng is a false report. Is it a provincial capital city?But why is it so small, so small that I met Shi Jinghe twice in a row when I was doing tasks.

And isn't she going to eat a small cake?Why did it appear here again?I'm a bit devastated.

It's fine once, but the second time, I was already prepared to be Jiji after appearing in front of her, but now it's good, I guess I have become a straight girl in her eyes.

Difficulty plus one star.

The handkerchief is a solid color, the fabric is soft and comfortable to hold, and I think it may be very absorbent.

I quickly turned all kinds of information in my mind, and finally decided to wipe my tears with her handkerchief, and then said that I would return it to her after washing.

It's a very normal plot, and it's also done in TV dramas, one back and forth, and love develops over time.

My voice is a little hoarse from crying just now, and the tears are still hanging on my eyelashes. I didn't look in the mirror but I also know how embarrassing I am now.

I clenched the handkerchief tightly and thanked her softly: "Thank you." I pursed my lips and said, "There is still yesterday's matter, thank you."

The table is a table for two, a little small, and the lamp is just above the top of the table, very close, and the people who illuminate it look very bright.

After Zheng Qiqi left, his seat became vacant. Shi Jinghe sat down opposite me without seeing anything. She was wearing a shirt today, which looked more formal.

Her hair is slightly curly and freely draped behind her head. The shape of her eyebrows is very beautiful. She has given a thrush tutorial before. Her eyes are still the same as in the picture, even a little more attractive.

I raised my hand and wiped my tears with her handkerchief, watching her quietly while wiping.

She just sat quietly and looked at the watch on her hand from time to time, as if she was waiting for someone.

After hearing my thanks, she bent her eyes slightly and said, "You're welcome."

I squeezed the handkerchief in my hand tightly, and lowered my head a little more. I thought for two seconds, and then I spoke for myself: "I'm not young." I looked at her, "I'm 24."

"24..." She parted her flat tongue, her voice was a little low when she spoke, and there was a little smile at the end of her eyes, "It's so small."

"..." You are only 26 years old!

She looked at her watch again and asked me, "Have you wiped it?"

"Huh?" I was taken aback for a moment, then realized that I touched my clean face, nodded and said, "It's finished."

I said, "I'll wash your handkerchief before..."

Shi Jinghe shook his head: "No need." She said, "This is Ranran's handkerchief, she went to the bathroom."

However, that baby-faced girl yesterday gave me a wink.

I nodded ignorantly, thought for two seconds, and said, "Thank you." I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand again, "I didn't expect Archie to be like this."

I gave up, I mean on the road of being regarded as a straight girl, a straight girl should be a straight girl.

There is still a long way to go before the half-year deadline, and now is just the beginning.

I can't panic.

Shi Jinghe put her hands on the mask and coughed lightly, and said, "Remember to keep your eyes open next time." She put her hands down, raised her eyebrows again, "Of course it's out, let's go first."

As soon as she finished speaking, I heard a crisp and delicate voice.

However, she has a baby face and a baby voice. She walked over in her uniform and smiled when she saw me. She said, "Oh, young lady, don't meet scumbags again."

The three "ah" words gave me goosebumps all over my body, and it reminded me of Xiao Xu. Xiao Xu was fake, but she was real.

I sniffed and said, "Well, I see." I still held the handkerchief in my hand, "I'll return your handkerchief after I wash it."

"Huh?" Ranran seemed to be stunned for a moment, glanced at Shi Jinghe who was still sitting, the corners of her mouth curled up, and then she looked at me again, and the tone of her words was a little longer, "Okay, then Miss Sister, I ...add your WeChat?"

Shi Jinghe stood up, pulled off her mask and put it on again, then she scanned my QR code and said to her, "Sister Shi, can you take off your mask tomorrow?" She was puzzled for a while , "Did the doctor say that the acne will disappear tomorrow?"

Acne?Is it because of acne?

My ears perked up quietly, and I heard Shi Jinghe reply to her in a flat tone: "Well, it will be fine tomorrow." She then said, "Don't call me Sister Shi."

Ran Ran sent me a friend request, and asked her again: "Fuck me, you call her Miss Sister 'Little Sister', why can't I call you Sister Shi? I'm still two years older than you."

I thought Ranran was just an adult, maybe 23 or 28 at most, but I didn't expect to be [-] years old.

"Who would believe that you are older than me? With a baby face and a baby voice, it's embarrassing to be asked if you're a primary school student while playing games."

"...Go away, can I decide the voice and appearance?"

I lowered my head and looked at the phone interface the whole time, until I saw [You have added combustibles, you can start chatting now] before I breathed a sigh of relief.

I thought for a few seconds, thinking about my current position?In Shi Jinghe's eyes, what am I like now?

If she wasn't straight, I might be a "weak straight girl" or "poor straight girl" in her eyes... right?

If she was straight, I might only be "weak" and "poor" in her eyes.

Thinking of this, I pretended to be more innocent and pure in my eyes, raised my head and said to Ranran, "It's done."

Shi Jinghe stood up, nodded to me, and said, "Then let's go first."

"Goodbye."

After they left, I finally felt a little more relaxed. I rubbed my face, looked around, and found that Zheng Qiqi’s colleagues were still there, and some of them were watching me secretly. I caught their eyes, and then He turned his eyes away from looking at me again.

I:……

Well, I have to continue to act until I go out. I pretended not to see, and started to play weak again. If I had long ears, they would definitely be drooping now.

It was only when I left the restaurant that I really felt free, and I no longer had to put on a show in front of strangers.

I came by car, the car was parked in the parking space outside the store, and now there was a man standing beside the car.

It's Zheng Qiqi, he hasn't left yet.

I let out a sigh of relief, took out the car keys from my bag, and said as I walked, "Remember to call me for the final payment, I'll go home first."

Zheng Qiqi put his hand on the car door and refused to let me open the door. I couldn't see his eyes clearly under the dim light, but I heard him say in a slightly begging tone: "Lu Zhi, can you be my girlfriend? I'm very happy." I like you." He said, "I support you, you can lose my property at will, and I won't frown when I spend it all."

"..." I stroked my hair and smiled softly, "Mr. Zheng, don't get into the show, okay?"

After I finished speaking, I didn't care about him anymore, pulled his arm aside, opened the car door and sat down, and drove away, leaving him stunned in place.

Most people who work in this industry wear masks, especially when facing different customers.

As for me, I'm almost becoming the queen of masks, when will I be the real me?

I do not know.

Sometimes I also feel helpless, my body is covered with a soul like me, a soul that is so decadent that it just wants to eat and die without any vitality.

But I still have to keep making money, and I still have to live my life, even though my life is not that happy.

When I got home, Xie Ying had just come back not long ago.

She was sitting on the carpet, and when she saw me coming in, she waved to me: "Zhi Zhi, have you eaten yet?"

"No."

The mission ended without taking a bite of the restaurant's food, but I didn't lose money, anyway, I didn't pay the bill.

She pointed to the dishes on the coffee table with a smile on her face: "I knew it, so I bought several dishes and waited for you to come back."

I dragged my exhausted body and sat down on the carpet, leaning back on the sofa, I don't know what happened, I felt my back was sore.

"I went to act as a girlfriend today, and I still want to be broken up." I closed my eyes and questioned, "Why do you say that some people are obsessed with being 'scum'?"

Xie Ying took apart the chopsticks, "hmm" for a few seconds, and said, "They don't want to be scumbags, they just want to express that they are actually liked by others, and they can even trample on other people's feelings at will, in order to show Show off your..." She thought of a word, "Outstanding?"

"Really..." I rubbed my head, and I asked her again, "Where did you go last night?"

"Going to drink." She put the chopsticks in front of me, patted my shoulder and signaled me to eat.

"With plum?" I asked knowingly.

Xie Ying nodded, and took the food: "Don't talk about this, eat, I'm starving to death."

Work is tiring and I slept fast tonight, no more pills to keep me asleep.

When I woke up the next day, Xie Ying had gone out again. She had work today, and she didn't tell me the details last night, so I didn't ask.

My hair is messy at the moment, and when I rubbed my eyes and was about to go to the bathroom to wash up, I saw the bag hanging on the wall.

Suddenly remembered that there was still Ranran's handkerchief in it, and I forgot to wash it last night, since I remembered it now, I will wash it off later.

I just used it to wipe my tears last night and didn't blow my nose, so this solid color handkerchief is still clean and there are no traces.

What's different from last night is that there is a small logo printed on a corner of this boxy handkerchief, probably because I didn't see it last night because I wiped my tears in a daze.

The logo is two words: [Jinghe].