Old man, what are you looking at?

Lu An quietly opened his eyes to see the person squatting there motionless, and quickly closed his eyes again when he saw that the person was looking up.Li Qi sat on the bed and hugged Lu An through the quilt, but he didn't dare to push too hard for fear of waking him up.Unexpectedly, Lu An swiped open his eyes at this moment, "Let go." Li Qi took his hand away stiffly, and smiled awkwardly, "Wake up...wake up." Lu Anbai rolled his eyes Leaving the back of my head for him, Li Qi wanted to say something later, but I didn't say anything for a long time.Lu An got impatient and said back to him, "Put your farts away, and get the hell out of here."

Li Qi quickly said, "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, but I never knew how to tell you." Lu An still didn't speak, and Li Qi continued to murmur, "Really, I I have seriously considered our future, I think we will go abroad together, study together, and then get married, if you want, we can adopt a child." "Stop." Lu An said and sat up, "I What are you talking about?" Li Qi thought that Lu An didn't believe it and quickly defended, "What I said is true, I have been seriously thinking about our future." "Who told you to say this? "Ang?" Li Qi was confused by his question, "Ang, your sister, Aang? You kept it from me for so long, will you apologize?" Li Qi happily grabbed Lu An's hand, "This This is the first and last time, except for this, I will never hide anything from you again, I should not disbelieve you. Forgive me, please?" After speaking, he looked at Lu An sincerely.

Lu An ungratefully withdrew his hand, "Do you think I won't let you go? Are you afraid that I will stop you?" Li Qi quickly shook his head like a rattle, and Lu An spoke to him peacefully. Said, "Li Qi, you have to trust me, I will not stop you, especially this kind of thing that will make you better. Why should I stop you? There must be full trust between us, and the road ahead is yet to come. It’s been a long time, I want to spend my whole life with you, and if possible, I want to be with you for every life in the future. I love you, Li Qi.” This is the first time Li Qi heard Lu An say that he loves him, and almost cried out , I heard applause at the door.Turning around, I realized that there were two people standing at the door at some point. Perhaps what Lu An said just now was too sensational, and the two clapped in cooperation, which made the two people in the room very embarrassed.

Lu An and Li Qi had a very serious conversation with each other.The two agreed that after graduation, Lu An would return to their home, and Li Qi would go to study in Canada. After three years, they would return to China to find Lu An and then settle down in Lu An's hometown. On the one hand, Lu An felt that doing so was unfair to Li Qi's mother.Li Qi said that it was his mother who proposed it. She knew the situation of Lu An's family, and said that she was still young and had re-established a family, so Li Qi didn't need to worry about anything, so she let him feel at ease to be with Lu An, Lu An My heart is very grateful to Li Qi's mother.

The two made a decision like this, and after everything was said, the two realized that the upcoming separation is actually not terrible, what is terrible is the lack of trust in each other's lives after the separation.They are convinced that they love each other deeply, so the separation is not so terrible.Although the future is full of unknowns, they can be sure that the one who will accompany them to the end will be that person.

Time is like a white horse, from summer to winter, and then from winter to summer, the leaves turn yellow and wither, spring is warm and flowers bloom, and everything is revived again.Going round and round, never slowing down even a little bit for any reason.Life is also methodical step by step, experiments, writing papers, numerous revisions, and then defense, followed by graduation photos.

In a blink of an eye, every corner of the campus was full of figures in academic uniforms posing in various shapes.It seems that it has only been a few days for everyone to go from school uniform to bachelor uniform, from freshman to graduate.Li Qi dragged Lu An along to start taking pictures several days in advance, not letting go of every corner of the campus.Memory is unreliable, they want to freeze these on negatives and keep them, this is their youth and the beginning of their common life.Li Qi was about to leave in two days, but the two of them kept silent about this matter and entangled each other every day.

Breaking up meals is a pain that every class must go through.When parting, everyone is reluctant.The meaning is different from every dinner together before.The parting after this reunion may be a parting for a lifetime, and everyone gets drunk if they don't get drunk.Pretending to be adults and toasting each other, everyone poured wine into their mouths with the aim of not getting drunk or returning home.Bitterness chokes the throat, but it just washes away the sadness of parting.

Lu An drank a lot of wine and felt dizzy all over. Under the table, he held Li Qi's hand tightly.Lu An smiled and watched the people around him laughing, crying and shouting, as if they were separated from this space, just watching quietly.It was late at night, and everyone hooked their shoulders and supported each other, stumbling around, and instead of going back to the dormitory, they just cried and laughed loudly on the road, and finally vented their little remaining youth.

It was almost dawn, Lu An and Li Qi bid farewell to everyone and returned to their home.Lu An kept smiling all night, didn't talk much, and kept a glass of toast.Lu An didn't know how much he drank, his mind was clear, but he felt light under his feet, which should be the feeling of stepping on clouds.

When the two returned home, Lu An threw himself on Li Qi with a blushing face.Li Qi wanted to change his position, but was pushed back by Lu An, who did not know where Lu An pulled out a strap, pressed him down and tied his wrist.It was the first time that Li Qi realized that he was so strong that he couldn't escape.Perhaps it was the effect of drinking, Lu An was very different tonight.

Lu An carefully kissed every inch of Li Qi's skin, and Li Qi gasped comfortably.From the top to the bottom, along the skin a little bit down, connecting all the excitement of Li Qi together, and finally stopped in the central area.Li Qi felt that there was no movement, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Lu An kneeling on his lap, his face was flushed, as if he was about to bleed, and he slowly lifted his waist.

After the two finished, Lu An fell asleep in an instant.Li Qi put his arms around him, looked at his sleeping face with the reflection of the bedside lamp, and stretched out his hand to brush up the sweat-soaked hair on his forehead to make him sleep more comfortably.Li Qi didn't feel sleepy at all, Lu An like this was crazy and sexy, but it made Li Qi's heart ache.He was reluctant to part with him, but he would never say it out loud, but he knew it all and kept it in his heart.

It was already bright outside, and Li Qi had to leave.Slowly pulled himself out of the quilt, without disturbing the people sleeping beside him.After getting dressed and washing up, I pulled the suitcase that I had already packed, stood at the door, looked at the person lying on the bed, and looked at the familiar home.Finally, he opened the door and walked out.

Lu An lay motionless on the bed, not daring to open his eyes, he was afraid that once he opened his eyes, he would be unable to restrain himself and keep him.Tears flowed down the corners of the eyes, everything was silent, and the parting was completed so quietly.

Li Qi went abroad and Lu An returned home. There was a [-]-hour time difference between the two of them. It was day and night on one side, and the two had to time their videos every time.Lu An passed the public security system in the second year and became a criminal police officer. Li Qi was very distressed but had no choice but to tell him to pay attention to safety, pay attention to rest and eat well. The two of them would hang up when they couldn't talk on the phone occasionally. broken.Li Qi can't wait to graduate and go back to China to find Lu An.

Li Qi will return to China in one month.Lu An wore a smile every day, and all the colleagues who saw him were terrified, for fear that he would do something that everyone would hate.Although Lu An was young, many prisoners were afraid of him.Especially during the interrogation, sitting there without talking can drive people crazy.If one day they saw Lu An while talking with Li Qi, they would be so shocked that their eyeballs would pop out.When Lu An thought that he would see Li Qi soon, he felt happy from the bottom of his heart, and he would giggle silly every day after eating and staring blankly.

What Li Qi didn't tell him was that in fact, he had already completed everything and graduated successfully. There were only three days left, and there were only three days left.Lu An couldn't get in touch with Li Qi no matter what, he thought it might be because he was about to graduate, and he was busy with a lot of things, so he didn't take it to heart.So I sent him some messages, told him a few words and went to work on my own affairs.

However, for several days in a row, Lu An did not receive any news from Li Qi. Lu An was very upset, but he was no match for more worries.Lu An sat on the seat and turned his phone round and round, with a gloomy face as if he could wring out water.People around him hid far away, and they didn't dare to come forward to talk to them if they had nothing to do.The entire office was full of people coming and going, and everyone was so busy that their feet didn't touch the ground. Only Lu An was the center, and there was no one around, and no one caught up to criticize him if he didn't work. "Lu An, Team Chen asked if there was anyone who finished the closing report of the case the day before yesterday." A small voice came, Lu An pointed to the bookshelf next to him, and motioned for her to find it by herself. Who knew, the little girl stood far away. There was no way to go there, so Lu An had to rummage through it by himself and handed it over. The man took the folder and almost sprinted at a speed of [-] meters.Lu An didn't care too much about it.

Not far away, some colleagues who usually walked very close to Lu An murmured, "Look, Xiao Zhao is so scared that he ran without a leg." "That's right, Lu An doesn't know what's going on these days, It's cloudy and sunny. The joy was almost blooming a few days ago, but my face is stinky these two days." Lu An listened to them talking, turned to look at them, and the few people immediately fell silent, wishing they could become invisible.

I raised my hand and saw that it was past six o'clock and it was time to get off work.Without saying a word, Lu An picked up his coat and walked out. As soon as he disappeared at the door, he heard the voice that was suppressed just now suddenly rose up.Lu Jian pretended not to hear and continued walking outside.Walking out of the gate, as soon as he lit a cigarette, he saw a sneaky figure not far away.Lu An walked over with a cigarette in his mouth, raised his foot and kicked the man's ass, "Why are you sneaking here?" The man almost knelt on the ground, stood up and turned around, Lu An directly Frozen in place, the cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground and flicked.

"When will you be able to correct this problem of yours? Sooner or later, my two legs will be folded in your hands." The man rubbed his buttocks while talking.Lu An looked at him calmly, "Why are you back?" "Nonsense, where am I going if I don't come back?" Lu An pinched his face in disbelief, "Damn it, you're alive." Li Qi Wrap your hands around your face. "Well, it's alive and it can still move."

The two were talking, when they heard screams from behind, Lu An frowned and turned his head, feeling a person hit his back, followed by a sharp pain, he opened his mouth to say something , A ball of hot liquid gushed out as soon as he opened his mouth.Looking down, I saw a large dark red flower blooming on the chest of my light blue shirt, constantly blooming and expanding.There were voices all around his ears, "Lu An!" "Call an ambulance quickly." "Hold him." Only Li Qi's voice could not be heard, and he really wanted to tell them to shut up.But there was no strength, and the voices were far away from him, and he still didn't hear the voice he wanted to hear.

Li Qi panicked and supported the fallen body in front of him, his bright red hands constantly stimulated his visual nerves, "Lu An, Lu An, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me." He patted the person in his arms with trembling hands. Face, mess up the man's face.Li Qi didn't know who took over Lu An's body.He stood there empty-handed, as if he had lost his mind in a daze, only felt that the most important piece of flesh in his heart had been gouged out, and it hurt.