Old man, what are you looking at?

Lu An stumbled to the side of the ambulance, and saw a familiar figure sitting at the back door of the car with his arms raised to be bandaged by the medical staff. Lu An stopped there all of a sudden, looking straight at him, it wasn't that he didn't want to go there , because the moment he saw that person, all the strength in his body was sucked out, and it became very difficult to even move.

Li Qi felt a line of sight pinned on his body, and looked back along the line of sight, and saw that there was a person standing there in the crowd, as if he had been petrified.Sitting there like an idiot, he smirked at Lu An. Seeing him like this, Lu An felt sad for a while, tears could no longer be held back, and burst out of his eyes, and then he regained some strength and walked over slowly.

Walking in front of him, Li Qi had finished bandaging and stood up.Li Qi wiped away his tears with distress, but just as he wiped them off, they flowed out again. "Why are you crying? Isn't it all right? Don't cry, be good." Hearing what he said, Lu An cried even harder, gradually crying loudly, causing people around to look sideways.Li Qi touched his head with his uninjured arm at a loss, and said in a low voice, "I said, why are you talking more and more loudly? If you cry again, I won't care about you?" Lu An snotted when he heard his words With tears in his eyes, he punched him hard, "Li Qi, you bastard, I thought you were dead!" Crying and cursing, Li Qi saw that he still didn't want to stop for a long time, " I said, I was injured and I didn’t cry, why are you crying like a dam collapsed?” Lu An sobbed and said, “I’m so happy, do you want me to take care of you?” “I don’t care if you cry again Go down and you will be the headline tomorrow." After venting, Lu An gradually stopped.

Li Qi looked at his red eye sockets, and his eyelids were a little red and swollen, and kissed his forehead lightly, "It's okay, don't worry." Lu An wiped his eyes and broke free from his arms, "Let me see your arm " Li Qi stretched out obediently, the bandage was wrapped from the elbow down, and the whole hand was also wrapped, so it was impossible to see the extent of the injury, and the exposed skin was rubbed with black everywhere. .Lu An asked the nurse next to him if the condition was serious, and he learned that he was slightly burned, and the medicine was applied, and the dressing was changed on time.

The two were about to go home when they were stopped by a girl.The girl stood timidly in front of the two of them, with tears in her eyes, and she looked pitiful, "Li Qi, thank you for saving me just now, if it weren't for you, I would have been burned and disfigured." Li Qi replied carelessly, "It's okay, it's okay, if it's another boy, it will definitely be like this. Go back and take a good shower, change your clothes, let's treat it as a nightmare." After speaking, he limped away with Lu An in his arms.Lu An supported him and walked ahead, walked a little distance, looked back and found that the girl was still standing there. "Li Qi, you who save lives won't come to promise you with your body." Li Qi looked at him with strange eyes, "Did you watch too many modern romantic movies? Make a promise with your body." Lu An's intuition is correct, the girl's eyes are full of admiration and admiration, he is very familiar with the eyes, and he sees Li Qi with the same eyes.

When he got home, Lu An sat Li Qi down on the bed, carefully took off his shirt, and then went to the bathroom to wet the towel, ready to wipe off the stains on Li Qi's body.Li Qi hugged Lu An's waist and let him sit on his lap. Lu An was used to it and sat on it, holding Li Qi's face seriously and trying to wipe him.Li Qi only had one good arm left, but he was still dishonest, and stretched it in from under his clothes, Lu An made him feel goosebumps all over his body.He wiped his hands more vigorously, "Why are you disabled and not honest?" Hearing the man's stern voice, "Isn't there another one?" "Don't move, be careful I will give this one too You are broken." Li Qi took out his hand honestly, "Can't you be gentle?" "My gentleness is reserved for the dead."

Lu An finished wiping his upper body, and was about to get up and leave, but Li Qi still circled him and didn't let go, "What else do you want?" "Lu An, let me ask you." Li Qi put away his usual hippie smile and put on a very rare He said in a serious tone, "Today, why are you crying?" Lu An felt a little embarrassed when he remembered how he looked in the afternoon, "It's okay, I just saw that you were hurt, and I'm sad." "Did you think something happened to me before?" Lu An He lowered his head and fiddled with the towel in his hand, "Well, I thought you were seriously injured." "Lu An, look at me." Hearing this, Lu An raised his head and looked into his eyes, which were full of his own reflection.

"Lu An, to be honest, at the moment of the explosion, the first thing I thought of was you. I thought, what would you do if I really died? Would you feel sorry for me? Would you be there? Forget me after a long time? Will you start a new life again? I am conflicted, I found my selfishness, I hope you will always only remember me, I don't want you to forget me, I don't want you to be with others , I even hope that you can die alone and don't start over with anyone. You say I am selfish, I hate myself like this, but I still can't control these thoughts." Listening to him, Lu An moved his fingers slowly In his hair, help him smooth some messy hair, and say, "If it were me, I would do the same. You see, we are all selfish, so it's evened out."

After nearly a month of careful care, Li Qi was finally almost healed, and the bandage on his arm was taken off. Lu An was afraid that he would leave a scar, and wished to soak his arm in scar removal cream every day. Li Qi was pressed by him every day. Carefully apply layer by layer. "Oh, man, it looks hard to leave a little scar." "No, be honest with me, I don't want that little girl to see your scar and cry and make a promise, so from the root This kind of thing must be suppressed." Li Qi let him eat this kind of nameless jealousy, and he was still secretly happy in all kinds of ways.

Why is Lu An like this?It wasn't Li Qi's heroic rescue of the beauty that aroused the girl's heart.Li Qi didn't know, it wasn't Lu An's random speculation.In the past month, that girl has approached him several times with various excuses. At first, it was nothing more than beating around the bush to inquire about Li Qi's preferences. Later, when she found out that they were a couple, she tried to persuade him in various ways, saying that they would not have good results. , it would be better to separate now, and finally seeing Lu An indifferent, he began to sneer and attack personally, and even said that Lu An gave Li Qi a lowered head.Bai Ke watched Lu An do experiments with a cold face every day, and the low pressure that was almost substantive was shrouded in a radius of ten miles, and finally couldn't help it, "Shall I help you solve it?" Lu An looked at him, "It's not necessary , she’s a girl, she’ll be fine in a few days.” “It’s only a few days, I’m not sure what will happen in a few more days.” “Let her make trouble, just ignore it.” Bai Ke looked With his laissez-faire attitude, he didn't bother to say anything, "Okay, just ask when you need brother." Lu An nodded to show that he understood.But until Bai Ke graduated, Lu An didn't give him a chance to help.

Time always flies by so fast, Lu An is almost every day in the laboratory, classroom, and home.Before Bai Ke left, he suddenly asked him whether he was preparing for postgraduate entrance examination or employment, and it was only then that Lu An realized that his time in college was coming to an end.Lu An thought about it for a long time, and decided not to take the postgraduate entrance examination. At the same time, he also rejected the opportunity to study in the institute introduced by Teacher Yi. The teacher felt very sorry and asked him to think about it again.But Lu An had already made up his mind.He felt that the two elderly people in the family were getting old, and the last illness had already sounded the alarm for Lu An, and Lu An would never allow a similar situation to happen again.

Thinking about it this way, Lu An suddenly discovered that many problems that he had deliberately avoided before gradually surfaced and forced him to face them, the most important of which was the relationship with Li Qi. go down.

At night, Lu An lay on Li Qi's chest, listening to his strong and steady heartbeat in a daze.Li Qi realized that Lu An had something on his mind recently, but he didn't say anything when asked.Looking at his appearance today, I was still a little worried, "An An, what's wrong with you?" Lu An was silent. "If you have something to say, let's solve it together. Did something happen at home?" Lu An shook his head and denied. "Hey, Li Qi, have you...have you ever thought about what to do after graduation?" Li Qi didn't expect him to ask this question suddenly, and he was speechless for the first time.

After a while, he hugged Lu An and sat up, "What are your plans?" Lu An lowered his head, "I want to go home, grandma and grandpa are getting old, I really don't feel relieved, I want to guard them." Li Qi It was very complicated to hear him say that. When his grandma was ill last time, he already had a premonition that Lu An would choose this way. He could understand, but he was still a little disappointed. "What about you?" Hearing the person in his arms ask him, Li Qi said with difficulty, "My mother asked me to go abroad, to Canada." Lu An's body froze when he heard this, and he sat up suddenly, "What did you say?" Li Qi knew that he heard clearly, so he didn't speak, just looked at him like that.He heard the man ask him in a trembling voice, "When was it decided?" "My mother has always had this plan." "So, are you just playing with me?" "It's not Lu An, listen to me, I I really love you, I told my mother that we would go abroad together, and she agreed." Li Qi explained anxiously. "What about me?" Lu An stared at him as if trying to penetrate his soul.Turning around and getting out of bed, he opened the door and was about to go out, Li Qi rushed over and pulled him, "It's midnight, why are you going?" "I want to be quiet." Lu An replied calmly without turning his head. Slowly parting the hand that was holding onto his wrist, he turned and left.

After Lu An left, Li Qi sat down on the bed, it was over.Lu An didn't return all night, Li Qi sat in the same posture almost until dawn, without sleep all night, his eyes were bloodshot.He wanted to talk to Lu An about going abroad before, but he didn't know how to say it, so he had to procrastinate until now he had to face it, but this confrontation didn't matter, he went straight to the edge.

When it was time to go to class, Li Qi still didn't see Lu An. When he asked Li Jifan and the others, everyone looked incomprehensible and said they hadn't seen him.Li Qi was so flustered that he couldn't finish his class and just sneaked out, making phone calls all the time, but everyone said they didn't see him.Huangfu scolded him even more on the phone, and Li Qi followed suit without a word of rebuttal.

After making a round of phone calls, I searched all the places Lu An frequented, but there was no sign of him. Li Qi dragged his body and went home in a daze. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Xiao Qi winking at him and pointing to his face. Li Qi dashed into the room, and stood firmly at the door.Seeing the quilt on the bed protruding, a fluffy head was exposed. Li Qi rubbed his eyes and suspected that he was hallucinating.Walking in lightly, leaning over to touch the sleeping face of that person, it was warm and soft, Li Qi let out a long breath, covered his face with his hands and knelt down.