The difference between cloud and mud

With the candle burning at both ends, Xiao Fengtai put all his energy at home and inevitably ignored Jiang Tong's movements.When Jiang Tong put the teak box in front of his eyes, he was still puzzled.

"What is this?" Xiao Fengtai asked Jiang Tong, pointing to the beautifully packaged box.

"Surprise." Jiang Tong laughed so hard that his heart beat, he urged: "Open it and have a look."

Xiao Fengtai was puzzled, and unpacked according to Jiang Tong's instructions.A black pen came into view, but he still couldn't figure it out: "It's a good pen, who should I give it to?"

Jiang Tong burst out laughing: "What did you say?"

"Tomorrow is your birthday. I can't spend it with you, so I have to wish you a happy birthday in advance."

The boy's face was lit up by surprise, and then quickly dimmed.

"The gift is too expensive." Xiao Fengtai said hesitantly, "I can't accept it."

Jiang Tong held down his hand that was about to close the wooden box: "I have already torn up the receipt. The left and right can't be sold. If you don't accept it, you can only put it in my house to collect dust."

Xiao Fengtai refused to let go: "It's fine to accept the pen, I will transfer the equal amount to your account."

"If I say no, I don't need it." Jiang Tong's rebuttal was gentle but unquestionable: "I earned this money from my part-time job. It's useless for your tuition fees, and I didn't give less money to my family."

"You only need to teach me Chinese as a part-time job." Xiao Fengtai said aggrievedly: "It's not that I don't like your presents...I will cherish whatever you give me."

"Don't you want to know why I gave you this pen?" Jiang Tong asked back.

Xiao Fengtai was momentarily at a loss for words.

"After you get the offer from an American school, you have to sign and confirm your acceptance." Jiang Tong replied: "When the school starts, you have to rent a house, apply for a bank card, buy a car, and sign an internship contract. When you graduate and start working—— Regardless of whether you are a home-based business or a self-employed business, there will only be more occasions where you need to sign."

"An autograph is a choice. I hope that I can be by your side on every occasion like this."

"If things go well." He felt embarrassed and couldn't continue. He lowered his head and smiled: "I hope you can use this pen for a lifetime."

Jiang Tong didn't continue talking, the moment he met Xiao Fengtai's eyes, he knew that the other party had understood the subtext he hadn't put into words.

This is his promise, an expensive resolution, a promise that everything is just beginning, a promise that he will no longer be timid and hesitant.They still have a future ahead that is too long to see the end.

Xiao Fengtai stretched out his hand and caressed Jiang Tong's arm.Both of them were out of breath.

"I'll be an adult in less than twenty hours," he said.

He thought that Jiang Tong would quickly pull his hand off, like he had done countless times before.

However, Jiang Tong just stood beside him motionless, lowering his eyes, like a silent wax figure.

He did not refuse.

"Teacher Jiang..." Xiao Fengtai heard his voice trembling: "Is it okay?"

The light in front of him suddenly dimmed, and his whole body was enveloped by Jiang Tong.

"I should ask this question." Jiang Tong laughed lowly, his chest trembled, and Xiao Fengtai's heartbeat also went out of rhythm.

"is it okay?"

He bent down slowly, and gave his obedient and diligent student a very gentle and lingering deep kiss.The scent of lemon mint shampoo was overwhelming, Xiao Fengtai lost the ability to think and act, he just closed his eyes, and was guided by Jiang Tong, letting him attack the city until his lips were slightly numb from the sucking.The breath of an adult man was next to his ears, his moist and undulating breath, like listening to the waves through the cabin, and people were also bumping up and down in the waves, unable to control themselves.

"is it okay?"

Jiang Tong's voice was closer than expected, too close.Xiao Fengtai was dizzy due to lack of oxygen, and fell limply on the chair, thinking in a daze.In the haze, there was a warm and cool touch on his chest. It was Jiang Tong's slender and strong fingers with thin calluses on his chest, carefully unbuttoning him.

His body suddenly flew into the air, and he hurriedly opened his eyes, only seeing a little blue stubble on Jiang Tong's chin.Aware of his sight, Jiang Tong looked down at him without smiling, his eyes suppressed emotions that Xiao Fengtai couldn't understand, and he was suddenly a little scared.

Jiang Tong put him firmly on the bed, and took off his shirt.He lay on the bed, embracing Xiao Fengtai with a gentle and appropriate force deliberately controlled.They were very close, too close, so close that Xiao Fengtai could see his own reflection in Jiang Tong's eyes.

Jiang Tong's voice seemed to come from Xiao Fengtai's heart.

"Kenneth, can you?"

Xiao Fengtai suddenly calmed down, he stretched out his hand and hugged Jiang Tong back.The man's broad shoulders, smooth and tight muscle lines, his breathing, whispering, gazing, stroking, his desire and his pain, are all his and his alone.

Xiao Fengtai is willing to pay any price for this.

"Teacher Jiang" he opened his mouth, only to realize that his voice was choking: "You can do whatever you want."

The initial penetration was painful, Xiao Fengtai was prepared in his heart, but he still cried out in pain.The pain, as clear and severe as if his body was being split by a sharp knife, made all thoughts and thoughts go to zero, making him almost jump up from the bed.However, Jiang Tong intertwined his fingers, pinned him firmly on the bed, and gently kissed the fine cold sweat off his forehead.Encouraged, he endured the foreign body sensation in his body and gritted his teeth to match Jiang Tong's rhythm.

I can't tell when, the pain gradually subsided, and the pleasure was replaced like a tide, and the numbness spread from the tailbone like an electric shock.The small apartment disappeared, no, not only the cubicle they lived in, the sunlight outside the window, the sound of cars, the chirping of cicadas, everything in the physical world was melting and diluting.A dark universe with only him and Jiang Tong.He is levitating, falling, drifting in the waves of desire, he can only hug Jiang Tong tighter and tighter, like a drowning person hugging a driftwood.

But where is he from driftwood? Jiang Tong is the ocean itself.The externally calm sea hides the dark and turbulent sea, and finally set off dark and hot waves, engulfing thousands of troops, and smoothing out his boring and depressing life in one fell swoop.

Xiao Fengtai stared at the ceiling absent-mindedly, he heard himself panting in a different tone, in the shaking blurred vision, only Jiang Tong was clear.The corners of his eyes were flushed with lust, and the sweat on his forehead showed a look of joy and pain.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Tong kissed him and murmured in his ear: "Kenneth, I'm sorry."

Xiao Fengtai's heart suddenly became ruthless, he leaned over and bit Jiang Tong's lips, as if he wanted to swallow the man's unspoken apology, a faint smell of blood spread between their lips and tongues.

Everything has changed.When he closed his eyes and devoted himself to this kiss, only one thought was clear in Xiao Fengtai's mind.

He will never fall in love with anyone except Jiang Tong again.