The Blaze of Xueba

Boyhood (Twenty)

The so-called love comes from the heart, and actions come from love. Li Lie eagerly took advantage of the "hooligan" step to kiss Zhou Yan's face. However, he immediately tasted the truth that if you don't work, you won't die.

Zhou Yan didn't say a word to him for the next month, and the two engaged in a protracted tug-of-war comparable to the Cold War between the United States and the Soviet Union. Lie said that Li Lie's slobbering tactics completely failed. He had never encountered such a cold face before. He was so angry that he exploded and then became sad again.

The mid-term exam class has to arrange the exam room, and Lao Cai entrusts Li Lie with full authority to arrange it.Li Lie walked up to the podium and said briefly, "Now put down your pens and start setting up the examination room. The boys help the girls move the books."

Exams have been tested since childhood, and the examination room has been sitting in this place since childhood. After many battles, they are familiar with the road. The students in class 17 began to clean up the books on the table in an orderly manner.

After the class bell rang, everyone in the class quickly picked up their jobs and sprinted to the cafeteria at a speed of [-] meters, displaying the spirit of "the food in the cafeteria tortured me physically and mentally a thousand times, and I still treat the cafeteria like first love". I still have a good attitude towards the cafeteria: if you go early, you may not have delicious food, but if you go late, the rest will definitely be harder to swallow than pig food.

Zhou Yan transferred the books to the window sill and piled them neatly. Looking up, he found that the desks in the class changed from small hills to bare plains in seconds.

Holding his job bowl, he was going to pass by Li Lie.Li Lie was bending over to stuff the extra books into the cardboard box under the desk, and the exercise books and papers were scattered by him like colorful flowers blooming in disorder.

Li Lie cut the mess with a big sword, and the desk was cleaned up immediately after the wind blew up.It's really the first time Zhou Yan has seen someone clean up things like this. Oh, it shouldn't be called "cleaning", it should be called "□□."

Seeing that Li Lie didn't intend to get out of the way, Zhou Yan endured it and wanted to just go to the window and forget it.But when I looked back, I realized that I was really self-inflicted and I couldn't live. The window was already blocked by a high mountain of books.

He was a little bit annoyed, but he ignored Li Lie for a month, and he really couldn't open his mouth to talk rashly at this moment, otherwise, forget about eating, and go to the supermarket to buy something to satisfy his hunger later.

As soon as Zhou Yan put down the bowl, Li Lie turned around. Instead of showing a laughing face in front of Zhou Yan as usual, his head was lowered. His face seemed to be covered with a layer of shadow, making it difficult to tell who he was. Angry or sad.

Before Zhou Yan could react, Li Lie had already pushed him against the wall.Zhou Yan was used to Li Lie's usual unruly appearance. Now his temperament has changed drastically, and he felt a little flustered, but he also knew that the reason probably came from him, so he asked in a low voice, "Li Lie, you..."

Li Lie still lowered his head, like a child who has done something wrong, he said in a muffled voice, "Zhou Yan, why did I, Li Lie, make you unhappy, and you treat me like this?! I feel very sorry for you ignoring me every day. Suffering, do you know? Do you still remember the last time I kissed you, you, you, you—I was so mad at me, at worst, I will let you kiss me too, anyway, I am also a handsome guy who everyone loves, so you don’t suffer. "Although he said so, Li Lie didn't come over.

Zhou Yan silently looked at this dejected bastard with his head down, and blamed himself in his heart. He didn't want to treat him like this, but he couldn't speak out and do it like him. Let him speak out to express the truth in his heart How does he feel and how embarrassed he is.

Zhou Yan turned around and took a notebook from the window sill, tore a page quickly, stood up, put the paper on the high pile of books, and began to write.

Writing quickly, he handed the paper to Li Lie.Li Lie took it, and the content on it was:

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snub you, it's just my own reasons. I have been alone since I was a child, I don't know how to get along with others, and I don't have the concept of friends.

I still have many shortcomings that you don't know about. If you get closer to me and cling to me like this, I will think more and feel more perverted.

Li Lie's hand holding the paper trembled violently. It was obvious that he was provoking too much and didn't know how to measure it, but Zhou Yan blamed it all on himself. How much of these wild thoughts did he suffer in silence? He pretended to be indifferent Didn't see it.

What an asshole I am!Li Lie cursed himself secretly.He tidied himself up, looked at Zhou Yan who was blushing with a smile, and said with a smile, "Well, your handwriting is really beautiful. Well, since you don't blame me, then we are still at the same table, so don't ignore me anymore. Me, you know?"

Zhou Yan nodded, he couldn't say the difficult words in his heart, so he wrote them out, as if he had only revealed his heart in front of this guy so far.For some reason, my heart seems to be more comfortable.

Li Lie crushed the paper, stuffed it into his mouth without hesitation, and swallowed it without chewing.Zhou Yan looked at him in surprise, wondering if he was possessed by Wu Pang, Li Lie stared at Zhou Yan seriously, and said, "Zhou Yan, I will swallow the words you wrote to me and chew them into my heart and lungs. Let you remember, if I provoke you somewhere in the future and make you unhappy, you have to tell me, write it out if you don’t want to say it, just don’t leave me alone, even if you really can’t stand me one day, you have to Sentence me to death cleanly and squarely, so that I can die knowing that I deserve it. Do you understand?"

When Li Lie said these words, Zhou Yan restrained himself from looking at him. He couldn't stand the words that were too sincere. Once he accepted them, he would definitely become a believer in these words. He would die in these water moon mirrors. floating in words.

He smiled and said, "Don't live like this all day long, whoever wants to sentence you to death, you should die as well as Lei Feng did for the people, I don't deserve you, you are not allowed to say such poison in front of me in the future Swear, OK?"

Li Lie saw that Zhou Yan's brows were bright, and he understood that he was no longer angry with him. He said with a smile, "As long as you are willing to talk to me, everything is fine."

"Then can you let me go to eat now?" Zhou Yan picked up his job again.

"Uh..." Li Lie realized that get out of class was already over.With a flash of his body, he took out his rice bowl from the doghouse-like desk, and said to Zhou Yan, "Same table, let's go together."

After this incident, Li Lie felt sorry for Zhou Yan even more. He suddenly understood that Zhou Yan's so-called indifference on the outside was just his inner loneliness. He longed to be understood, but he was afraid that he would hurt others.There has always been only those who are afraid of being hurt, not those who are afraid of hurting others.

Zhou Yan is different. Is he abnormal? He has said that he is abnormal several times. Could it be because of the pressure of studying, or because his parents put pressure on him, or because he was traumatized when he was young...

After thinking about it, Li Lie's heart full of pity was full of doubts about Zhou Yan's world, and then he realized that he was also a pervert with Qu Zi's tragic appearance.

He thought he should restrain himself a little bit in the future, and if he tried to do anything to Zhou Yan, he might drive this cold and perverted young master crazy.

Unknowingly, the mid-term exam came and ended, and the nine major joint exams took three days, and the papers were corrected and the rankings were also very fast. It is said that just after the Chinese test, the Chinese scores came out immediately, including the average scores of each class in the Chinese scores. points and the like.

No. [-] Middle School is indeed a fabled bullish school. It is outrageously awesome. The students received their own scores and rankings before they had time to take a breath after exhausting the exams.

万年第一时间讲卷子解析错题当然是战后最让人提心吊胆的数学。16班和17班平时考试成绩不相上下，17班略高一点，但这次期中考试17班却逆转性地差16班十几分。

The reason is mathematical.The average scores of the two classes in other subjects were almost the same, but this math pulled class 17 down a notch.

This time, the choice of filling in the blanks in mathematics, including the setting of the big questions, is a bit of a twist. It is not a direct proof and requires a little clever calculation. Zhou Yan in class 17 scored 137 points alone (also the highest score in the grade), Li Lie scored 123 points, a few top students around 118 points, and the rest were all hovering around the passing line. Exactly the same score of 87, the error is exactly the same with a sense of joy.

The mathematics teacher has been teaching hard for decades, and has always exchanged hard work for grades and word of mouth. She has been secretly competing with the mathematics teacher of class 16. This sudden failure made the usually stern-faced woman purple with anger, and even My liver hurts, and I was rushed to the hospital for intravenous drip.

Zhou Yan distributed the math answer sheets according to the math teacher's instructions, and explained some multiple-choice questions and fill-in-the-blank questions on her behalf.The first and second classes in the morning are mathematics. In the first class, everyone consciously corrected mistakes by referring to the answers. In the second class, Zhou Yan walked to the podium, picked up chalk and wrote multiple-choice questions on the blackboard.

The class was noisy, chatting with each other at the same table, everyone seemed to be on a stimulant, laughing and laughing at the absence of a teacher, and didn't even look at the problem-solving ideas written on Zhou Yan's blackboard.

Zhou Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and began to speak step by step, but there were still a lot of whispers below, and almost no one listened to him.He took a breath, began to write down the idea of ​​solving the next problem on the blackboard, turned around and briefly stated why he solved the problem in this way.

Li Lie just woke up lying on the table, when he opened his eyes, he saw Zhou Yan standing on the podium looking a little embarrassed, and looked again, shit!This group of people are doing their own things, chattering, so they don't pay attention to Zhou Yan.

He got up decisively, opened his school uniform, walked steadily to the podium, slapped it hard, and chalk dust flew around, and the students in the first three rows were immediately wiped out.

"Shut up the fuck! Why are you arguing! Zhou Yan sacrificed his time to give you a lecture. If you don't listen carefully, can you give others a little respect? Some of you know how to do this question , but there must be some people who don’t understand, the math teacher won’t talk about these questions anymore, if you don’t listen to the free class, you have to argue here, did you get as high as Zhou Yan in the exam?!” After finishing speaking angrily, Li The fire was extinguished, the tone slowed down, and he continued to say earnestly, "Okay, those who don't want to listen can do their own thing, even if they are sleeping, those who want to listen carefully, and those who don't understand can just raise their hands and ask, me and Zhou Yan will patiently explain it until you understand it.”

Zhou Yan was writing the steps to solve the problem on the blackboard just now. Li Lie's eardrums vibrated as Li Lie said some very reasonable words. Unknowingly, his brain seemed to be short-circuited, and he got stuck. He didn't know what to write next.Li Lie leaned over, looked at the question seriously, and then Zhou Yan was awakened by his thoughts, Zhou Yan reacted, and immediately wrote down.

Then Zhou Yan and Li Lie took turns to give lectures, and no one was arguing in the class. It was a magnificent learning paradise. A teacher would nod when he saw it. Unfortunately, Lao Cai happened to be outside, and he was afraid of such things in the class without a teacher. The monkey wants to rebel, so let's take a look.Just in time, he saw Li Lie blushing and harshly scolding his classmates with kind words in spite of evil. He nodded, handed over the class to Li Lie and left with confidence.