The Blaze of Xueba

Boyhood ([-])

In the past two weeks, Zhou Yan's ears have been particularly clean. Li Lie seems to have changed overnight, from a raging fire to a normal tablemate, no longer smiling at him every day, no longer hooking shoulders with him Put your back on your back, lie on your stomach during class, and go out after class.

Because the gap was too big, Zhou Yan felt that this guy was deliberately ignoring him.

But isn't such a clean life just what he longs for?Zhou Yan thought in a dull voice.

friend?

He thought that many of the things Li Lie said were just to fool him. He estimated that he had said this to others no less than a thousand times, or said it more beautifully than this.

Anyway, there are always many people around him, people come and go, crowds of people, what is he, maybe after three years, they will go their separate ways and never know each other again, or they will not be in the same class after the second year of high school and become a passerby.More recently, they may not necessarily sit together in the next monthly exam.

The world changes, who can keep whom?

His early exit from his barren life also saved a lot of entanglement and hypocrisy in the future.

But Li Lie seemed like a drop of water mixed into the frozen lake in his heart. It seemed that it was just a small spin on the lake surface, but in fact it had already set off quite a few waves. Although it was not too rough, it was not a good taste after all.

If you have too much self-esteem, you will feel inferior, and if you have too much self-esteem, you will be inferior.

Zhou Yan was disturbed by the ups and downs in his heart. On the surface, he looked exactly the same as the usually withdrawn and unrealistic him, but he would be distracted during class, and often stared at the sky outside the window in a daze when get out of class was over.

No one noticed his change, even Li Lie who was closest to him didn't know what he was thinking.

Fucking life.Zhou Yan thought sourly, he seemed to be a little angry with Li Lie, he was still clinging so tightly before, and he wouldn't roll if he was told to roll, why did he suddenly ignore him when he said nothing, there was no room for buffering.

good.Break up, break up!If you don't speak, then we will not speak for the rest of our lives!The more Zhou Yan thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more wronged he became. Even though he forced himself to look like a robot, he was still a human after all.

Fate is always a thing that can easily destroy the oath made by people holding four fingers.After the fire in this young master's heart was suppressed by the oath of breaking off friendship, fate began to play a demon on him.

Zhou Yan worked on the paper with a sullen head. After finishing it, he had to use a red pen to correct it. Who knew that the damn red pen had disappeared after searching for a long time. He usually had obsessive-compulsive disorder when doing questions, so he had to use a black pen to make corrections with a red pen.

Since it was not on the table, it must have fallen on the floor. Zhou Yan lowered his head and began to search on the ground. After making a fuss for a while, he saw that his red pen was on Li Lie's side, still in a particularly awkward position.

Li Lie was sleeping on the table, with his long legs propped forward, and the red pen lay dead under his thighs.

There are only two ways for Zhou Yan to get back the red pen. The first is to bear the humiliation and imitate Han Xin’s humiliation and get the red pen back. The second is to wake up Li Lie and let him get up so that he can get the red pen back.

Zhou Yan frowned and thought for a while, then took a deep breath, thinking that the humiliation of rape is absolutely unbearable, so he can only feel wronged and talk to Li Lie first.

Zhou Yan put on a friendly face, patted Li Lie's body with his hand, and said, "Sorry, I left my pen in your place, can you get up and let me pick it up?"

In fact, Li Lie didn't sleep, how could he be able to sleep, since the last incident, he has been worried, like a gun is tied in his heart, if he is not careful, he may be bombed beyond recognition.

If it weren't for Zhou Yan's willful teasing, how could he not be able to hold back, so he thought there was a wall between him and him, and this thick wall allowed him to tease him unscrupulously, but now this wall The wall was ground into a thin layer of paper by him. If he was a little more impulsive and couldn't help it in front of him, then he and Zhou Yan would not even be able to do it as classmates.

So these days he forced himself not to think about it, calm down and calm down, and he couldn't let things develop into a worse place.

Li Lie skipped his usual grin, looked at Zhou Yan with a normal deskmate look, and asked, "What's wrong?"

In the past, even if Zhou Yan dropped an eraser, Li Lie wished he could become Li Lianying, so he immediately picked it up and presented it to Lafayette Zhou Yan in an extremely pious manner.

In contrast, Zhou Yan inexplicably felt some unspeakable sourness, he held back, and said calmly, "My red pen fell in your place, can you let me pick it up?"

Good official courtesy.

But this is the first time they've spoken in two weeks.Li Lie sighed in his heart, and he said, "Let me pick it up." After he finished speaking, he slapped his long hands on the ground, but the pen seemed to have grown legs, and rolled to Zhou Yan's stool with a gurgle , Li Lie’s sharp-eyed left hand was about to pick it up, but Zhou Yan also bent down to pick up the pen, his hand covered Li Lie’s hand, Li Lie seemed to be burned, and hurriedly threw away the pen, Zhou Yan was surprised. Looking at him, Li Lie hastily covered up, "I accidentally slept on this hand just now, and my hand has a little cramp."

Zhou Yan picked up the pen, looked at Li Lie who was blushing, and asked, "Are you okay, why is your face so red?"

Li Lie became more nervous after hearing this, waved his hands, and said, "What can I do with your brother, I guess it's because I slept too much and lacked oxygen, I'll go outside to get some air."

With his school uniform on, Li Lie ran out to the corridor with a guilty conscience, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he was sure Zhou Yan couldn't see him.

He touched the back of his left hand, which was still hot, and thought of a poem by Li Yu: "The cutting is constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic. It is the sorrow of separation, not the general feeling in my heart."

There is still a thread entangled in his heart. He thought that liking is a very simple and innocent thing, but he would have to bear so many ups and downs and emotional entanglement.

But that's all, who told him to take a fancy to that young master at a glance?Self-made is also willing to suffer.

Zhou Yan looked at Li Lie's fleeing back with doubts, wondering what happened to this guy, did he provoke him? Wasn't he unable to drive him away before, why is he now a little bit afraid of avoiding him? ?

The last time he was late for chemistry class, he and Li Lie were punished to stand outside. His rebellious nature had just emerged, so he wanted to tease him in front of Li Lie, but when Li Lie got closer, even his lips couldn't help but move towards him. As he got closer, his mind went blank for a moment, and he was at a loss. Fortunately, the chemistry teacher was so kind that he couldn't bear the punishment for the two of them standing outside, and called them in, who were blushing and bewildered, in time, otherwise the consequences would be serious...

Thinking about the way Li Lie looked at him affectionately last time, it didn't seem like a joke, it seemed real, could it be that he...!Zhou Yan shook his head violently subconsciously. Besides, they were two boys. He had been sitting behind him for a long time and knew that some boys who played well often had these bantering actions. Others would just say that Wu Fat and Yang Wei sitting behind him were not A slut is just the random yelling of a friend, and Li Lie is of the same nature as them, so it's not like that.

Must be too sensitive.Zhou Yan wondered why he was so perverted, he took a little favor from others as a big thing, did he have no self-esteem...

Depend on!He scolded himself in his heart.After scolding, continue to immerse yourself in the questions.

Zhou Yan and Li Lie lived in such a tepid way for another week. Zhou Yan's endurance was strong. Although his heart was not clear, he was in a mess, but the papers he should do, the classes he should take, the meals he should eat were all normal. Go ahead, it looks like nothing has changed at all.

But Li Lie can't, he is just a broken bellows, he can only bear it for a while, sooner or later he will explode, especially when faced with unclear situations, he is estimated to go crazy in a week, and directly become a severe mental illness patient.

Zhou Yan was his oxygen, he had been deprived of oxygen for too long, and was on the verge of death.Even if he can't show his sincerity to him, it's okay to laugh and play like friends like before, even if Zhou Yan scolds him and tells him to go away, he still feels happy and at ease.

God immediately gave Li Lie a chance to survive in PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds.The fourth class in the morning of this Friday is physical education, and the word "physical education" is clearly marked on the timetable, but every physical education class, the physics teacher does not blink or give a reason and starts to pick up the physics textbook for class.

Is it that overbearing?Is it that capricious?Originally, in the schedule, the three subjects of physics and chemistry were the only ones, and of course the number one was mathematics.However, this middle-aged woman who is petite and has a childish temper in the classroom has always upheld the professional ethics of being reserved and professional, and devoted all her hard-earned spare time to the great teaching career of educating people, and devoted herself to watering Flowers of the motherland.

If there is too much water, the flowers will be kept alive, and if they are too domineering, they will easily arouse public anger.After the third class, Yang Wei looked at Li Lie bitterly, and staged the cry of the May Fourth youth, "Squad leader, you have to lead us to rebel, you have to take our physical education class back!"

Wu Fat is simply a copy of Yang Wei, and he also looked sad, and urged Li Lie to say, "Brother Lie, it's hard to have a physical education class once a week, and you are forced to study. You are the monitor and you have to avenge us! Hard-working student I really can't afford to hurt."

Li Lie was in a bad mood these days, but after hearing this, he became very angry, and sparks almost popped out of his eyes.He bent down, looked tenderly at Zhou Yan who was still working on the problem, and asked, "Do you want to take physical education class?"

Zhou Yan was taken aback for a moment, startled by Li Lie's sudden gentleness, and looked again to find that Wu Fatty and Yang Wei were all looking at him earnestly, as if he could decide the world with just one word.

He regained his composure and said, "Physical education was originally ours, but it was taken over by the physics teacher. I just want to take it. What can you do?"

"Okay! Look at your brother, I beg for the people to help you regain your physical education class." Li Lie pounded his fist on the desk, which was quite tragic. His resolute look was a bit like Lin Chong who was forced to Liangshan, or actually more Lin Chong is more handsome.

Yang Wei had already roused most of the boys in the class, and it seemed that it was written on their faces: Give me back my PE class, fuck off with physics!

The noisy voices were louder and louder, and the same hatred and hatred were not as good as this. Yang Wei's failure to be a military adviser really buried his talent in pyramid selling.

Li Lie was like Zhao Kuangyin at the moment, his class mutinied, and he couldn't get off the tiger, but with Zhou Yan's affirmation just now, he smiled confidently, and walked up to the podium with the generosity of many people who have fought in ancient times, holding Jun Moxiao, who is drunk on the battlefield.