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Put it down, and come back to your senses: "...Excuse me, what did you just say?"

"Yanyan, are you okay?" Lu Qingguang asked worriedly.

"Me? What can I do..."

Since Li Kai entered the room, Gao Yan has recently received some harassing calls, and every time he answered, he didn't speak.He uninstalled the software blocking, but instead of sending text messages and WeChat messages...it was unbearably disturbing.Gao Yan just received another harassing text message.He has no other suspects at the moment, so he can only judge that it is Li Kai's malicious revenge.

"Are you all right?" Lu Qingguang frowned, not quite believing it.

Although Lu Qingguang can't see, he is extremely sensitive in other aspects. Gao Yan sometimes suspects that this person has superpowers or mind reading skills.

He glanced at the Christmas decorations by the window, and quickly changed the subject, "Do you have any plans for Christmas?"

Lu Qingguang was stirring the coffee with a spoon, he stopped, and smiled with his chin on his hands: "What? You want to ask me out?"

Gao Yan was burned by his smile, he didn't look away, pretending to be calm: "Just remember to ask."

Lu Qingguang thought about it seriously, squeezed his chin and said: "Actually, I also want to live with you, but I have an appointment with someone else first... so I'm sorry..."

The corners of Gao Yan's mouth were stiff, and he smiled wryly, "Yes, you want to live with your girlfriend, it's not the same as our singles!"

They never brought up the topic of "girlfriend". Gao Yan really couldn't hold back his jealousy. Whether it was probing or admitting, he had to face the fact that Lu Qingguang might have something in his heart.

Lu Qingguang "stared" at him, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely awkward.

"Who did you hear it from? Or did you see it?" Lu Qingguang asked slowly.

Gao Yan felt guilty when he was asked, as if he had pierced his secret mind, he whispered: "...I think you should have it."

Lu Qingguang tilted his head in doubt, moved the chair to his side, and asked in his ear: "Are you afraid that if I have a girlfriend, I won't have time to play with you? Then... I will be lonely." ?”

Gao Yan was startled, and felt that the distance was too dangerous, so he shrank back and denied Sanlian: "I don't have it, I don't, I can't!"

Lu Qingguang was confused and waved his arms to the side, catching only air, "Yanyan, why are you hiding from me?"

They made too much noise, and people around them cast strange glances. Gao Yan instantly sank his face, grabbed Lu Qingguang's arm that was still waving wildly in the air, and said in a low voice, "Let's go, don't you still want to watch a movie?"

Gao Yan watched movies, and Lu Qingguang listened to movies.

They chose a domestic comedy film, and the two enjoyed watching it with popcorn and Coke.

Going down to the underground parking lot, Gao Yan led Lu Qingguang and walked to the side of the car, talking and laughing. Gao Yan paused, staring blankly at a big-character poster on the windshield, which was written in red pen shockingly— -murderer.

Those three characters were scarlet, and they rushed towards Gao Yan with claws and claws, fixed his whole body, and then tore it apart bit by bit, exposing the most chaotic and filthy soul in the depths of his body.

It was his indelible past, and it was part of him.He was angry, but helpless.

"What's the matter, Yanyan, why don't you get in the car? Did you go the wrong way?"

Lu Qingguang's voice brought him back to reality, Gao Yan tore off the paper, crumpled it up and stuffed it into his coat.Then he looked around vigilantly, opened the car door, and helped Lu Qingguang into the co-pilot.

He buckled Lu Qingguang's seat belt. Lu Qingguang suddenly grabbed his wrist and asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter? Why are you so nervous?"

Often at such times, Gao Yan particularly dislikes Lu Qingguang's sensitivity.

"It's alright."

"It's okay again. Don't be perfunctory to me."

"Are you suspicious? Why do you look like a woman?"

Lu Qingguang kept quiet, he was always gentle and courteous, and he didn't like to talk back, so he turned his head, visibly angry.

Gao Yan has a clumsy mouth and never knows how to coax others.He could only scratch his hair irritably, and compromised: "Don't be angry, I... just had a bad tone, I apologize."

Lu Qingguang shook his shoulders behind his back, as if holding back something.

Gao Yan suddenly realized, turned the man's shoulders and faced him - Lu Qingguang was simply holding back his laughter!

"Okay, you lied to me!"

Gao Yan reached out to scratch the itchy flesh on Lu Qingguang's waist.

"Ah, don't, don't scratch, I admit defeat, you win..."

Lu Qingguang was defeated, suddenly grabbed Gao Yan's head, and lightly pecked the top of his hair twice, as gentle as water.

In an instant, fireworks crackled from every hair tip, making him soft all over.The soft lips continued to slide down, and then engulfed his earlobe, licking it lightly.

Gao Yan didn't dare to move, thinking it was a dream, and wanted to make this dream last longer.

"Yanyan," Lu Qingguang called him angrily, "Do you like this?"

Gao Yan woke up suddenly, pushed Lu Qingguang away, and asked in fear, "What do you mean?"

Lu Qingguang smiled slightly, handsome and striking.

"Yanyan, it's just a joke. You're so cute, you'll blow up if you tease me! You're so innocent!"

Gao Yan suppressed his surprised expression, digested it for a while, and finally got into the car sullenly.Cursing inwardly, Gao Yan, you are a bit of a goddamn success, you are both big men, don't be surprised.

Lu Qingguang has poor eyesight, so he seldom eats out.

They went back to Gao Yan's house together, Lu Qingguang was cooking and Gao Yan was preparing the dishes, they had a tacit understanding, as if they were used to old couples living in daily necessities.

After eating and packing up, it was already dark.

Gao Yan was sleepy and lay down on the sofa to take a nap.While half asleep and half awake, his lips were suddenly covered with warmth, and he pecked like a dragonfly.

Then hit again.Again.

Quickly approached, and quickly left.

Gao Yan thought it was an illusion, opened his eyes in a daze, and touched his lips, there seemed to be stains that did not belong to him.

"Lu Qingguang?" Gao Yan rubbed his eyes and went down to the ground, looking for someone.

Lu Qingguang was standing on the balcony talking on the phone, and the night light enveloped him gently. His tall and hazy back looked like an illusion that was frozen in front of the camera.

Gao Yan leaned over quietly, hiding behind the curtain, his heart beating violently - this was the first time he had secretly listened to someone under a wall.

Although he couldn't hear the content of the chat clearly, judging by the tone of his voice, Lu Qingguang seemed to be in a very happy mood, and Gao Yan vaguely heard the words "arrangement", "Christmas Eve" and "gift".

He couldn't describe the complicated mood now - it was both bitter and sour, but he had no right to complain.

He may have to admit that his feelings for Lu Qingguang have already crossed the fragile line of a friend.

But he didn't have the courage to admit it.

Can you only deceive yourself and others?

Gao Yan wanted to cry when he thought about it.

He turned around and walked through the living room, saw the bulging purse of the coat thrown on the sofa, suddenly thought of the paper, took it out, tore it up, and threw it in the wastebasket.

He stared at the broken pieces of paper, like his broken heart.

Lu Qingguang returned to the room after making the phone call, touched the edge of the sofa, and found that the person lying on it had disappeared.

"Yanyan?" He called out, but no one responded.

"Yanyan?" He called out again, only silence answered him.

"Stop barking." Gao Yan stood quietly behind him, staring at his handsome outline for a long time.

Lu Qingguang straightened his arms, felt the direction, and walked towards him.

When he is near, he retreats.No matter how close he is, he will retreat again.

"Yanyan?" Lu Qingguang frowned dissatisfiedly, as if he had discovered his little trick, "What are you doing? Are you kidding me?"

Gao Yan moved his mouth, thought for a while, but still didn't make a sound.

Lu Qingguang suddenly rushed over fiercely, clasped his waist precisely, grabbed his hands, and pushed him against the wall.

The masculine breath that hit his face surrounded him, his breathing was instantly disrupted, and his heartbeat was even more chaotic than his breathing.

The arms around his waist were heavy, and his hands were tightly bound. Lu Qingguang's thighs were inserted between his legs, and he pressed his knees against his shameful parts.He couldn't escape Lu Qingguang's shackles.

Lu Qingguang rubbed his chin against his forehead, making him weak. He felt an evil fire in his body.

"Yanyan, why are you running? Are you trying to hide from me?"

Gao Yan was so overwhelmed by Lu Qingguang's breath that he could only pant heavily with his neck stuck, his waist and abdomen sore and limp like noodles.He obviously didn't do anything, but he was like a cripple, unable to resist Lu Qingguang at all.

"You are so bad, should I punish you?"

Gao Yan blushed and shook his head carelessly, feeling that something was wrong, he was reminding himself that something was wrong.

He shook his head vigorously, trying to wake himself up.

Although Lu Qingguang couldn't see, he was extremely sensitive and naturally noticed Gao Yan's movements.

Lu Qingguang raised the corners of his lips, and Gao Yan looked at him in shock, as if he saw a wild animal come out of its cage.

"Yanyan, you recruited me."

After Lu Qingguang finished speaking, he lowered his head and bit his Adam's apple, and fiercely bit his lips.

10.

Gao Yan closed his eyes, then opened them again. Lu Qingguang had already left his neck, leaving behind wet teeth marks.

Lu Qingguang let go of his hand, and hugged him with his arms, his expression was as calm as a cluster of fresh snow, and the ruthlessness just now was like a fleeting dream.

Gao Yan gradually cooled down, and his clear mind returned to his body.

Lu Qingguang was "looking" at him, and he was also looking at Lu Qingguang.

If Lu Qingguang could really see it, he would definitely find that his expression at the moment was completely stupid, even a little unbelievable.He never imagined that they would be in such a situation now.

Lu Qingguang's hoarse voice brought Gao Yan back to reality: "Do you like me?"

Gao Yan stared at Lu Qingguang without saying a word. He firmly believed that he had been hiding it very well and had not revealed his true emotions.

Perhaps, Lu Qingguang didn't mean to like that kind of question, but just an ordinary evaluation among friends, like saying that the weather is good today.