Embrace the three views and dismantle them

, but it should be particularly delicious.

Gently licking, slightly heavier gnawing, the young man's lips will definitely be stained with spring eyes, and his eyes will not be as indifferent as they are now. If there is more water, will it be beautiful?Would it look better than the campus flowers he saw?

Those school beauties are no better than Gu Yun, they are so well protected, they don't know much about anything, they don't know much about anything, they just grow like this, clean... want someone to dye him another color.

He swallowed, and turned around suddenly.He almost wanted to slap himself, he was really bewitched, how could he think of such a mess and excessive thing?Gu Yan should be his younger brother.He is not quite right today, he should forget about Gu Zhen first.It's just a young man, he's always in his mind when he's bewitched by evil spirits.

But... the boy sitting by the window is like the light sunlight outside the store, clean and clear but impossible to hold in his hand.

Can't hold hands.

Some unreal, some unreal.

A thin and transparent thread like a spider's silk grows secretly and slowly in my heart. Every move, every move, every frown and smile of a young man, even silence and stubbornness will pluck this string like a breeze, but it is too subtle and too negligent, even if you pay attention will be missed.Transparent lines, weak but stubborn.

"Lu Chen." Gu Yu was a little puzzled, it was obviously Lu Chen who called him out to play, and when he arrived at the coffee shop he ordered something and stopped talking, his eyes were strange and he didn't know what he was thinking.But Lu Chen is older than him, maybe he is thinking about something important?Gu Yu, who was used to being ignored unintentionally, didn't feel angry or depressed, just puzzled.

But just sitting like this is not a problem. If there is something to do, he will go home first.

The cakes here look quite good. His younger brother is a face control person, and he only eats things if they look good.He can bring a few pieces for his younger brother to taste. Although the younger brother can't eat too much oil and has various restrictions, it's okay to taste a little bit.Forget about the red velvet cake, this store has just launched several new products, the size is mini, the taste is not too sweet and not too greasy, I will buy some for my brother when I leave, yes, there is crab shell yellow that my brother likes to eat nearby Don't forget to take two yuan back with you.

The two of them are also weird, each thinking about their own affairs, they are so silent for a long time, the only thing in common is that they both think of the same person.

The coffee was cold too, Gu Yu thought whether to change to a vanilla latte or get a cold one, he looked up at the opposite cup, and it had long since stopped steaming, but Lu Chen still seemed to be in a daze , he tentatively asked, "Do you want another drink?"

"Ah. Well, what did you say just now, I'm a little..." Lu Chen came back to his senses, also a little embarrassed.He must be sure that he is bewitched today, he can even be in a daze for so long! ! !This watt-brained person is definitely not him.

"I mean, do you want another cup of coffee?" Gu Yu repeated in a good-tempered manner.

"Oh, let's have a drink instead."

"Uh, sorry."

"It's okay, are you too tired, Lu Chen? Actually, you don't have to stay with me for such a long time." Gu Yu was a little restless after being out for so long. Just now, his parents said to take his brother to the hospital for an examination, but he didn't know the result of the examination. I don't know if my brother is getting better.

Sitting in the coffee shop so leisurely by myself made Gu Yu feel guilty again, but calling at this time... What if the younger brother is still checking?Go back and wait.

"No, I've been out for so long, so you just walk around with me." Lu Chen said absently.

Seeing Lu Chen's appearance opposite, Gu Yu was also worried that he was not feeling well, "Anyway, the holiday is long, so I'll take you out in a few days? If I bring Xiaoyu..."

"Don't take him with you." Lu Chen interrupted Gu Yu's words, "Why are you always thinking about him, think more about yourself. I also don't want to be followed by a tail when I come out with you."

"Now you keep talking about your brother, think more about yourself. I want to go out with you two, and I don't want to take him with me at all. How can you think of others when you are coaxing him?" Suddenly felt that it was a bit strange to say that, Lu Chen I feel more and more that the opening method today is not right.

Annoyed, he drank the cold coffee that couldn't be colder in one gulp, "Forget it, I feel a little unwell, so I'll go back first."

Gu Yu didn't know why Lu Chen kept having convulsions today, but he has always had a very good temper, so he bought a cake with crab shell roe and hurried home without worrying about it.Seeing that his younger brother had come back, he asked his younger brother gently how he felt today?Did you feel tired after going to the hospital? Do you want to take a rest first?

"It's okay." Gu Yan glanced at him, "I went to see my friend today."

"Friend?" He brought a cup of warm milk for his younger brother, "Is that the one in that ward?"

"En." He nodded.

"Is that kid still in the hospital? I remember him in a bit of a serious condition."

"Yes." The boy's eyelids drooped, "I think I'm luckier than him. I don't have to stay in the hospital all day, I don't have to look at the cold walls every day, and I don't have to count how much water is hung every day."

"Of course you are different." Gu Yu emphasized his tone, not knowing whether he wanted to convince his younger brother or himself, "You will get better, you will be healthy, and you will be like everyone else. Trust me."

Gu Zhen smiled and didn't say anything.

At night, when the moon was dim, Gu Zhen's cell phone rang, and he heard Lu Chen's voice just as he answered it.

"Brother Lu? What's the matter?"

"Hey, call me Lu Chen. I don't want to be called old by you." Mingming knew that he should stay away, and obviously felt that he should not continue to get close to the boy, but his hands were completely out of the control of his reason, and he was beaten by a coincidence. Telephone.While talking softly, Lu Chen looked fiercely at the hand that dialed the number.

Such a disobedient thing, chop it up.

"Well, I left because I had something to do, and I didn't say goodbye to you. I was always afraid that you would be angry." Lu Chen nestled on the chair, "What did you say you want? How about I buy it for you?"

"The red velvet cake I ate today was good." Lu Chen's voice suddenly became a little hoarse, "Next time, I'll take you to try it. Don't call your brother, so he won't make you angry all the time."

☆、Chapter 51

The same is true for the next year or two. Lu Chen will often find various reasons and excuses to come and play with the Gu family. They all like him.What I like more is that he can always coax the younger son, no matter what the younger son does, ah, no, the younger son loses his temper a little bit, he doesn't care, and can continue to coax him with a smile.

Similarly, Lu Chen will also take Gu Yu out to play.Although most of their thoughts and focus are on the youngest son, it's not that they don't love Gu Yu.It's just that the youngest son's body is too poor, and his spirit is too fragile, more fragile than Liuli.They found someone and went to a big city to see an expert. The expert said that if there is no stimulation, Gu Zhen's auditory hallucinations will not appear frequently, and they may not recur if they are properly controlled. But if there is stimulation, it will be out of control .

That being the case, how do they divide their minds with the eldest son?Especially the eldest son is sensible and well-behaved and not noisy.But guilt and indebtedness always make parents feel a little uncomfortable.

Seeing Lu Chen come over to make the eldest son happy, they will only feel more at ease.

But they don't know how tightly the thin, transparent and illusory thread in Lu Chen's heart binds Lu Chen's heart, and they don't know how Lu Chen asked Gu Yu to divert his mind in order to get rid of the unclear emotions in his heart. attention.They also couldn't see how Gu Yu valued and liked this Big Brother Lu more and more because of such actions.

Even though sometimes Lu Chen didn't come here to look for Gu Zhen, they still welcomed him very much and treated Lu Chen as kindly as their own child.Parents' minds are always simple, if Lu Chen treats their children very well, then they should also treat Lu Chen well.

Gu Yan didn't pay much attention to Lu Chen's various actions. Sometimes Lu Chen would have the cheek to go to his room to have sex, talking all kinds of boring things, even if he gave him extra-large rolls of eyes. feel frustrated.But after talking to Gu Yu for a few minutes, he suddenly ran to find Gu Yu, and took Gu Yu with him once or twice when he went out to play ten times. On the contrary, he seemed to be very concerned about Gu Yu.In this way, Gu Yan didn't give Lu Chen a lot of good looks, but if he got angry, Lu Chen would come over to apologize because he felt itchy and uncomfortable.

"If you keep looking for my brother, why are you running into my room?" Originally, he was reading prose carefully, but Lu Chen insisted on showing his presence in front of him. Gu Yan threw the book on the table, his face was very ugly "You go to my brother, get out, I don't want to see you."

Gu Yan's attitude is quite bad, and he is quite rude. If he encounters someone with a temper, he will probably slam the door and leave, and he will not come to serve this guy again.But Lu Chen is not an ordinary person. Seeing the boy lose his temper, the smile on his mouth became more and more intense. That kind of pampering is like watching a cat slave lose his temper with his long-haired and blue-eyed master, and feel that he can be loved. Master scratching is his highest happiness.It's best to be able to hug and rub the master, so that the master is willing to put away the sharp claws and step on his hands with the pink cushion. If the master is willing to take the initiative to kiss, it will be a great honor.

If...if Xiao Yan came to kiss him...

Lu Chen's face suddenly turned dark, why did he think of going to the crooked place again.Seeing the young man's posture of trying to drive him out, Lu Chen subconsciously became much gentler.It's been a few days since I saw the boy, and Xiao Xi really looks better the longer he grows.

Not handsome or handsome, just, good-looking.

The good-looking ones make one's heart itch, and the good-looking ones make one want to add more colors to his pale complexion.

"Okay, okay, am I afraid that Xiaoyu will be too tired?" The voice was too soft, "Think about it, today is going to the nearby Qingchen Mountain. Are you too tired if you go? And there is no cable car there at all. Walk the whole way."

"I'm exhausted now." Deliberately selling miserably, "Even though I was exhausted, I still didn't forget to bring you the noodles from the temple. You have to know how long I queued for you, Even though the blisters on my feet came out along the way, I still protected the box of noodles, and the soup didn't spill a little. You just have the heart to shut me out."

Continue to roll your eyes silently.

Lu Chen thought about it, Xiao Yan's white eyes are also quite cute.

"By the way, you are sure not to take the college entrance examination."

Gu Yan nodded, "I'm going to take the college entrance examination like this? Forget it."

The third year of high school was mainly reviewing and taking exams, and he hadn't gone to school for a long time.In fact, the atmosphere of the school, uh, as long as he is an air-dried salted fish, he still likes it quite a bit. There is no pressure, no homework, no worries. It’s just that when all the students are spending sleepless nights and forgetting to eat and sleep, they are working hard to prepare for the college entrance examination. The picture of Hu Youzai lying on the table basking in the sun is too exciting, and he is afraid that his classmates will be blackened by the stimulation.The library is full of students scrambling for seats. In desperation, he can only go home.

Originally, high school was only entrusted by parents and donated money to the school before entering. Otherwise, according to his standard grades, hehe, cool.

Due to Gu Zhen's health, it is impossible to take the college entrance examination, and it is basically impossible to work.And Gu Yu still has excellent grades in college, a complete top student.

The days seem to be going smoothly.If it continues to develop in such a stable and smooth way, perhaps Lu Chen will gradually forget about his different thoughts towards Gu Yun. After all, the line is thin and transparent, even if the wind blows slightly, it seems that there is not much movement.If Lu Chen develops well and settles down in a big city, sooner or later he will meet another person, be it a man or a woman.

In a big city full of traffic and fast-paced, in the midst of being brainwashed by life and all kinds of information, a sick, pale and good-looking boy is nothing more than a faded silhouette, and his good-tempered, unremarkable older brother is even more unbelievable. Make more memories.

But that's what if.

There are not many ifs in the world, but sometimes it is full of drama and twists and turns.

Especially in the plots that the world needs to protect and progress, there will be turning points with ordinary people's lives.

Lu Chen graduated. Lu Chen successfully found a good job in a big city, rented a house, and planned to buy a house for a few years and start a family.But at this time, a big change happened to the Lu family. The project of the Lu family went into great trouble, and they owed a lot of money to usury. It is also seriously injured and has been lying unconscious in the hospital, and the responsibility is the responsibility of the Lu family. For the parents' affairs plus compensation and other aspects, the Lu family is impoverished. Later, if the Gu family did not come forward to help, Lu Chen would probably resign and move bricks Plus the night shift.

But even with the help of the Gu family, Lu Chen finally sold the original house to pay off the debt. Similarly, because the creditor chased after the company, the influence was too bad, and he also quit his job in a big city. He was burdened with heavy debts and no end in sight. Dazed and returned home, to pay off the debt.Seeing Lu Chen's pitiful situation, Father Gu offered to take Lu Chen home.

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☆、Chapter 52

If it were placed in the previous Lu Chen, it must be a very self-respecting rejection, saying that he can handle it well.But now all kinds of accidents hit him unexpectedly, leaving him without the slightest ability to resist.Besides, if he refuses, where will he live?What should I do next?Now the new job is still entrusted with the help of the Gu family, and even the relaxation of the debt collection period is also mediated by the Gu family, so what face does he have to pretend?

But the bottom of my heart is not what it feels like.

"Xiao Yan was also very happy to hear that you were coming. He wanted to come to see you, but you also knew." Father Gu shook his head, "How can I rest assured that he looks like that?"

"He's not well yet."

"Hey, anyway, let it be like this, this is also very good." Father Gu looked at the empty old friend's house, and patted Lu Chen on the shoulder, "It's a bit selfish to invite you to live in my house, you know Xiao Yu read After entering university, Xiao Yan is not a person who likes to make friends. Plus his friend in the hospital just... died. I think if you can go to my house, you can accompany him more or less, and you can talk to him. "

"He's been a little bored for the past two days, and I'm afraid his condition will relapse. So, I'm still selfish." Father Gu continued, "He can more or less listen to what you say, and we...maybe What generation gap? I don't always say enough for him to accept..."

"Actually, Xiao Yan has always been very sensible." Lu Chen, who was very natural and subconscious, defended the boy like this.

"So Lu Chen doesn't refuse to come to my house to help us."

"Well, I'll coax Xiaoxi well." I told myself that I didn't receive any favors, but went over to make the boy feel better, so that Lu Chen's resistance in his heart would be much less.After all, it was the Gu family who wanted him to help.

The Gu family also worked hard, and the guest room was well decorated, and Lu Chen just moved into the Gu family.It is said to be a guest room, but the decoration and furnishings are not much different from Gu Yu Guzhen's room. Thinking of Lu Chen's current situation, Gu's father specially bought some new clothes in the closet.

Back home, the days of repaying debts were not easy.A month's salary is just that little, and most of it is used to fill the bottomless pit. Lu Chen's own money is not enough to spend. If it weren't for Gu's family to take care of him, I don't know how hard it would be.

Some help to buy clothes, let him live and let him eat at home, but it is basically impossible to socialize on weekdays.Coupled with the fact that the place is small and other people know about his family, Lu Chen became more and more withdrawn, and sometimes when he saw others talking, he would feel that he was talking about himself.The mood of the originally polite young man was gradually distorted.

They all look down on him, these people, all look down on him.

On this day, the salary was paid, but soon his passbook was empty again.At night, Lu Chen looked at the environment of Gu's family, watched Gu's father reading the newspaper, saw Gu's mother busy, and thought of his current situation. On the surface, he was polite and respectful, but in his heart there was a raging beast roaring.It was really uncomfortable, so he found an excuse that he wanted to go out for a walk.

"Brother Lu, let me go out with you." Gu Yan raised his head from the sofa and put down the magazine, "Anyway, I'm fine."

He was in a very bad mood and desperately wanted to vent. He wanted to refuse, but seeing the young man's pretty face and seeing his clear eyes, Lu Chen somehow calmed down and nodded his head.

"Then I'll take a walk with Xiaoxuan, so you can't get tired."

At twilight, the weary birds return to their nests, and silhouetted birds can be seen flying by in the red western sky.The environment in the community is elegant, and there are also special walking paths. Considering Gu Zhen's body, Lu Chen deliberately slowed down his pace.

"Brother Lu"

"En. What do you want to say?" Lu Chen forced a smile. In front of Xiaozhen, his temper and irritability will always subconsciously decrease. After all, Guzhen is too thin and pale until now. , the sickness on his face can't be hidden no matter what, as long as others look at him, they will know that he is sick.

Well, I'm still very sick.Originally, he was only guessing about Gu Zhen's condition, but after living in Gu's house, he realized that Gu's condition might be much more serious than he had guessed.

"Brother Lu." Gu Yan just took out a card from his pocket, and said indifferently, "This is some of my savings. I know that Brother Lu may not be doing well right now. You don't have to lie to me, I know It's very clear. It's not all of it, but it's for your emergency, and it can be used at certain times in normal times, saving you too much money and being too stingy in front of colleagues."

"No, how can I use your money." Lu Chen refused without thinking.

"You don't have to refuse." A gust of wind blew, Gu Yan covered his chest and coughed twice, "I usually don't spend much money, you've already worked, and you use more space than me. Of course, if you feel embarrassed, Then pay me back after you make money. I know Brother Lu, you won’t be like this all the time, and you will always get better.”

"I've always believed in you."

Gu Yan lowered his head, "I don't have many friends, and I don't go out very much. I still need to pay attention to food, and basically I won't use too much money, and there is actually not much in the card. But after you pay off the debt every month, there will still be more money." You can maintain your life more or less. Anyway...just pay me back when the time comes."

"I also...have few friends." His friend, Zhuang Yuan, had passed away, and there was another person in the ward, leaving no trace of that person.

"I...I will always be with you." Lu Chen gently put his arms around Gu Yun's shoulders, "I have nothing to say, I can only say, thank you."

"Thank you, Xiaoxiao."

"Actually, it's just a little effort. What I don't really need is exactly what you need." Gu Yan shook his head and said, "Actually, if my brother is here, he should do the same thing. But since I have already given you the money, You can't take your brother's."

He raised his head and said solemnly, "My brother wants to go to college, and he also needs to keep in touch with friends. He may even find friends in the future. What will happen to my brother if I give you money? So you swear, you can't take my brother's money."

"I swear." Lu Chen laughed, "I swear, I swear, I only take your money."

"You swear, if brother secretly gives you money, you must return it all, and you can't take it."

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

Gu Zhen nodded in satisfaction.

Anyway, as long as you give him money, anyone can do it.He didn't want his good brother to get too involved with Lu Chen, and he didn't want his brother to pay too much for Lu Chen, otherwise it would only hurt too much at a certain moment.Some plots will happen, but he will eventually change a little bit.

Anyway, as long as the general trend remains the same, hey, this time he is sick and crooked, next time I hope to prepare a healthy but salty fish character for him, damn it, this world is full of things that cannot be eaten. He couldn't eat it, he wished he could hold a pear blossom and vomit blood by the way.

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☆、Chapter 53

Knowing that Lu Chen is living in his home, Gu Yu is also very happy, plus it happens to be a holiday, thinking about his younger brother, he will come back by car at the weekend.

When he got home in the afternoon and opened the door to see his brother, he forgot about Lu Chen.

Does Lu Chen have a cute younger brother?Is it important to have a brother?No!

Now my brother is older and more sensible.Although he still doesn't talk much, and his spirits are always not very good, but he won't sneer at him, won't push him out of his heart, and won't dig up old scars to make him feel uncomfortable and guilty.To make his younger brother accept him, to make his younger brother smile when he sees him, Gu Yu felt that he would be willing to do anything.He owed too much to his younger brother, and he only hoped that his younger brother could live a longer and happier life.

It's just that over the past few years, no matter how carefully the parents take care of him, my brother's health has not improved in any way.What can be regarded as good news is that Xiaoxi's auditory hallucinations have not recurred very often.

"Brother?" Seeing Gu Yu enter the door, Gu Zhen slightly raised his eyebrows, why are you so happy that Lu Chen came in?This doesn't seem very good.It seems that he still needs to work hard to isolate the two from their close relationship.That Lu Chen is not a good match.

"Xiao Yan." Putting the backpack on the ground, Gu Yu walked up to his younger brother in three or two steps, and smiled warmly, "Xiao Yan, how is your body today?"

"You ask me every day how I feel about my health and whether I'm bored or not? I ask at home, and I have to make several phone calls a day when I go to school. You have to pay a lot of phone bills every month." The tone is not very good, but the expression on his face is still Okay, Gu Yu has long been used to his younger brother's appearance, he touched his younger brother's hand indifferently, it was cool, and he continued to nag on his old mother's upper body, "You should wear more, don't rely on your youth. It's too easy Catch a cold, I will be worried when you catch a cold."

"Look, I'm wearing too little right now. Come on, I'll put on a coat for you." He kept chattering, he didn't look like a bully at all, if he was going around his younger brother like this now, it would make the university When people saw it, their jaws would drop in shock.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, I know I understand. Are you annoying?" Gu Yan couldn't get angry at his brother, so he could only obey obediently.

"Just be obedient." Gu Yu pretended not to hear, took the jacket and put it on for his younger brother, and then helped him zip up the zipper, and the folds of the clothes were smoothed out.

He took out the well-wrapped box from his backpack, opened it and handed it to his younger brother, "Well, I came back this time, and I went to the cake shop next to the school to buy his pudding and Swiss rolls. This shop is very famous. It's all fresh."

He didn't say that he actually waited for two full hours to buy it.

The cream in the swiss roll is slightly sweet and not greasy. Gu Yan gnawed off a small piece with every bite.Gu Yu looked at him with a kind face, full of kindness.

"Brother, don't you want to eat it?" Gu Yan, who ate the little cat, raised his head and asked, "This is really good."

"Eat, of course. Do you like it?" Gu Yu took a piece casually.

Gu Yan nodded, "I like it, it's delicious."

"Then I'll bring you some other things next time. By the way, how about I take you to my school next time? It's not too far from here, and I'll take you there when you feel better." Gu Yu began to look forward to it, "All my classmates know that I have a very good brother. When they see you, they will definitely envy me to death. The dishes in our cafeteria are a bit weird. You know scrambled eggs with tomatoes, just a whole tomato and Put a whole hard-boiled egg down, and there are other kinds of vegetables and spicy strips. If you eat it, you don’t need to eat it. I will take you to see the ninth largest cuisine in China——University cafeteria cuisine.”

"The library is also good. There are many buildings of the Republic of China in the school. You will like it very much." Gu Yu kept saying, "I will take you there when you are in good health. Otherwise, you will be too tired on the road and suffer a lot. No. When you go over, I will give you a strategy, and I must take you to have a good time and have fun."

"Body?" Gu Yan paused, "Will my body get better?"

"Of course it will be fine, don't worry." Gu Yuhe said relaxedly, "Are you bored at home all the time? I have some fun mobile apps here, you can play them, and don't read e-books for too long Yes. Do you need to know in moderation? Don’t read books for too long.”

"This won't work, that won't work, what else can I do?" Gu Yan seemed to get angry again.

"No, I'm just talking. I know Xiao Yan is the most obedient and obedient." Gu Yu habitually continued to pamper his younger brother, but Gu Yu changed the subject, "Next time I will bring you a chocolate flavored one. I will give it to you tomorrow morning." You go buy biscuits to eat."

"I want bean curd." He took another bite of the Swiss roll.

"Okay, but you can't put spicy food in the bean curd. I know your request. I saw on the Internet that there is a new and delicious sesame seed cake. I will queue up to buy it tomorrow morning."

Taking another bite of the swiss roll, Gu Yan looked at his brother, the corner of his mouth slightly raised.This brother has been talking about him for a long time, but he still hasn't thought of Lu Chen, um, it's worthy of praise, I hope it can continue, and don't think about that guy Lu Chen too much.Even if the plot requires it, don't overthink it.

Sure enough, Gu Yu, who forgot about Qingmei when he saw his younger brother, did not disappoint his younger brother's expectations. It wasn't until Lu Chen returned to Gu's house that he suddenly realized and stood up, "Lu Chen."

"Xiao Yu, are you back today?" Lu Chen smiled when he saw Gu Yu.

"Well, I heard that you are coming, Lu Chen. I'll come back and take a look." While talking, he still held on to his younger brother. It was rare that his younger brother didn't let him go into the house. How could he waste such a precious opportunity?He's not stupid, it's good that his younger brother can listen to him patiently, so after saying hello to Lu Chen, Gu Yu continued...telling his younger brother the story that happened in the university.

Yo, tell stories of what happened beside the tall grain piles.

Yo, I only have my younger brother in my eyes, and the humanoid creature named Lu next to me is not allowed to compete with me for my younger brother.

I am very satisfied with Gu Yu's attitude. Gu Yu's soft expression made Gu Yu even more... talking non-stop.

Seeing that Gu Yu was not enthusiastic about him, Lu Chen looked a little unhappy.

Now he is not very sensitive, he always feels that others are gossiping about him, and he always feels that others look down on him with contempt and contempt.Even Gu Yu looks down on him now?He is just in debt or out of money, why does everyone look down on him?He will always have money, he will definitely have money!

The company colleagues also look down on him.

Why?Lu Chen's complexion became more and more bad. He looked at the relaxed Gu Zhen, and the gloom in his eyes finally eased a little.Only Gu Yan's attitude towards him hasn't changed much, and he can even say a few words to him even after he ignored his previous love.

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☆、Chapter 54

Holding his breath in his heart, with distorted dissatisfaction and weird self-esteem caused by low self-esteem, Lu Chen deliberately called Gu Yu to his room to play with enthusiasm after eating. Seeing that Gu Yu was still thinking about Gu Zhen, he I was a little unhappy in my heart, but I didn't show it on my face, "You and Xiaoxi haven't seen each other for a long time, so I won't bother you."

"Lu Chen, you came back a bit late today, changed your clothes and came to eat together." Mother Gu saw it and called out from the kitchen.

"Okay, thank you, auntie." Walking into the room, closing the door gently, the young man with a gloomy expression instantly threw the worn-out backpack on the bed, with gloom and anger in his eyes and heart.The originally cheerful young man can no longer see the ray of sunshine before, the heavy debts he bears, the fate of falling from heaven to the bottom of the valley, the gossip around him and the excessive inferiority complex have already destroyed his bright side.

Why, why, everyone looked down on him.

One by one, everything, everything!Those so-called colleagues are not as educated as him, not as knowledgeable as him, and all of them are humble and only know vegetables, rice, oil and salt, and they even look down on him.

Unable to vent his anger and darkness, Lu Chen, who was about to continue smashing things, suddenly caught a glimpse of the photo frame on the desk. The delicate boy in the wooden photo frame turned his head slightly. The sun shone on him, and the boy was as beautiful as foam on the sea under the moonlight night. , illusory and fragile, if you don't touch it, it will disappear.

Lu Chen sat down, picked up the photo frame, and stroked the boy's face in the photo with his fingers, gently and slowly, and then nervously became heavier and faster.

The distorted and dark emotions dissipated a lot, he sighed, changed into a piece of home clothes and walked to the living room.Knowing his identity firmly, knowing that he was not a guest but had a place to live because of the kindness of the Gu family, he took the initiative to help in the kitchen.

But at this time, Gu Yu only cared about his younger brother, where did he see Lu Chen's performance?He didn't even give Lu Chen a good look.

And the original little things were all firmly remembered by Lu Chen in his heart, one by one, one by one.

Already paranoid, he can't see how kind the Gu family is to him, and how close Gu Yu is to him. He will only magnify all the little things, thinking that no one cares about him, and that everyone looks down on him.

No, the only trace of warmth is Gu Zhen.

It was Gu Zhen who could give him money, it was Gu Zhen who never looked down on him, it was Gu Zhen...

That frail young man is more pitiful than him, and he can't go out, study, or make money. There is only him, and he can't and won't look down on him.

As long as Gu Zhen is by his side, at least he won't be so pitiful.

He only feels better when he is around someone who is more pitiful than himself.Therefore, Gu Zhen must be by his side, and let him see and see Gu Zhen's various pains, various incompetences, and various inseparables from him.

The originally transparent and fragile spider silk was gradually stained black.

But is such a terrible emotion lucky or unfortunate for Gu Zhen?

Seeing a certain handsome-looking slag bring out the dishes, Gu Yan took the initiative to say, "Thank you, Lu Chen."

"Uh..." Hearing his younger brother's words, he realized that he seemed to have neglected Lu Chen unintentionally. Gu Yu was a little apologetic, and he hurriedly stood up to get the food together.Gu Yan continued to sit anyway, even if he went into the kitchen, he would not let him touch the dishes, so as not to cause trouble.

"Let's eat first." On the surface, Lu Chen was still so polite and gentle, and he was flattering Gu's parents and mothers in all kinds of ways, talking about interesting things that happened in the company, and Gu's parents and mothers were all smiling, and he would make him laugh from time to time. My eldest son and Lu Chen learned a lot.

After eating, because I sat for too long and listened to too many words, my brain started to hurt, so Gu Yan didn't bother to continue sitting in the living room. Could it be that novels are not good to read and games are not fun?Do you have to keep talking to Lu Chen, a future scumbag?If he went on, his head would hurt, and when the auditory hallucinations really happened, he would feel very uncomfortable.

All the hallucinations of pain and suffering are real, and everything that happens in this world is real. Gu Yan never treats it with a joking attitude, so his schizophrenia is actually real.

It was true that he was sick, and there was no cure for it.

The pain of the onset, the madness during auditory hallucinations, and the fear of confined spaces after being confined are all real, without exaggeration or cover-up, and he can feel the black dying feeling all the time.

Sitting down again, I don't know whether to faint or continue to hear hallucinations, whether it is better to not get sick or not.

"Let's talk, I'm tired." Without deliberately blocking the communication between the two, Gu Yanxiao yawned and left.

It's too late, he doesn't want his brother to be hurt, but some plots will still come, but he will keep the hurt and pain to a minimum.

Seeing Gu Zhen leave, Lu Chen raised his eyebrows.

Gu Yan is very important, but now, he wants to draw Gu Yu's heart to him.

"Gu Yu, I'm glad to see you." The darkness in his heart was expanding, and Lu Chen smiled nonchalantly, "Actually, I didn't want to come and live here at first, and it was too much trouble for you."

"No, my parents knew about your family's situation and said they wanted to help." Gu Yu said sincerely, "Now that you're here, I feel relieved."

"There is another reason, that is, I am afraid that you will look down on me." Lu Chen smiled slightly, still acting like a good brother "