Embrace the three views and dismantle them

side of the ladder.

No one, of course no one.After such a long time, so many people have looked for it, how could there be anyone else?

No one knows where the little kid went.

Later, after a day or two, his younger brother was found. Maybe the kidnapper found that the child was too weak to sell or raise, so he threw him in a small dark room.Without food or drink, the little child was locked up in a small black room full of rubbish as if abandoned, no matter how much he cried or howl, no matter how uncomfortable he was, there was no one, no one.Like being abandoned, like being isolated, like being possessed by darkness.

When I found it, I was dying of wounds all over my body. Even the doctors told my parents to prepare themselves, and it was basically impossible to save them.But the little child has a strong desire to survive, and after struggling for a few days on the death line, he crawled back to the kingdom of life.

But if there was one more time, he would just fall completely to death.

"Brother, it was very dark, very dark at that time." The younger brother lying on the hospital bed was as weak as a bubble, and his smile was so miserable that it made people feel sore and crying, "I was so scared, so scared."

"I was so scared. Later, someone, someone spoke in my ear. I am not afraid anymore..." The younger brother's eyes were in a trance, "talking, talking, singing."

How could there be someone?At that time, he still childishly thought that his younger brother was dreaming. Later, when he grew up, he realized that his younger brother was forced to have auditory hallucinations, fantasizing about someone beside him, fantasizing that he was not alone, in the dark Yes, in the dark, hopeless space.

How desperate, what you can grasp with your hand is nothing but vanity.

Suddenly the weak child said again, his eyes were strangely wide open, and his eyes were distracted, "He's still in my ear..."

This time, my brother lay in the hospital for a long time.

The younger brother, who could have played a little bit, is no longer in good health.

He owed his younger brother, he owed too much, and he didn't know how to repay it.

The only thing I can do is to be obedient and sensible, and stop arguing, but unfortunately my younger brother always feels that he is too good and feels inferior.But if he doesn't study hard, how can he take good care of his younger brother in the future?The younger brother's body is destined to be unable to study well, and he is destined to be unable to go out to work, so of course he has to take on the heavy responsibility of taking care of his younger brother.

Always, let my younger brother live comfortably, buy whatever he wants, and want whatever he wants, so that he can be happy and happy all his life.

Maybe, he has to think about how to improve his relationship with his brother?

Sighing, suddenly he saw the phone screen light up, Gu Yu picked up the phone, and saw a WeChat message.

[My aunt gave me a few boxes of snacks. I know your brother likes them, so I will deliver them tomorrow. 】

【Are you at home tomorrow? 】

Seeing this message, Gu Yu unconsciously had a sincere smile on his melancholy face, and he replied 【Thank you.I will be at home all day tomorrow, and my brother is also at home. When will you come over?It's really been a long time since I said it. 】

[Tomorrow morning, how is your brother's grades now?Is throwing a tantrum again upsetting you? 】

【How is he doing now?Is there any better? 】

[Actually, he is still very good.It's just that the study is not so good. 】Defending his younger brother as usual, Gu Yu added 【But he also listens to you.Come and help me persuade him tomorrow. 】

As soon as the message was sent, the phone rang.

"Lu Chen, what's the matter?" He was clearly sending a message, but why did he call.

"It's nothing. I suddenly thought that it would be better to call than typing word by word." On the other side was a hearty voice, "It's been a long time since I've been typing and I haven't said anything directly. What's wrong with your brother? Are you angry?"

"No, he's actually been very good."

"It's just that you think he's good, your younger brother is that delicate, narrow-minded and awkward guy." Lu Chen continued, "I'll teach him a lesson tomorrow so that he won't fight against you."

"No, you are not allowed to bully my brother."

"Hey, sure enough, your brother will blow up when you mention it. Don't you know that I like your brother too? I usually take good care of him. Don't just look at him all day long, look at me too."

"About what time will you come over tomorrow?" Gu Yu changed the subject.

"Ten o'clock in the morning. It's not good to come too early. Your brother will definitely stay in bed too early."

"Okay, then tomorrow... see you tomorrow morning."

☆、Chapter 46

Early the next morning, the morning dew on the leaves had just been dried, and the outside was already bright and brilliant. The sun was shining all over the ground, and Gu Yan got up and sat in a daze.Well, he is in a daze for 360 days out of 350 days, and there are [-] days when he is sick. It is already a high incense to be healthy, free from illness, and full of energy for ten days.

Mother Gu was busy in the kitchen, preparing lunch.Gu Yu took a reference book and waited in the living room.Lu Chen is a neighbor since he was a child. He is two years older than him, and he has always been well-educated and educated. The family conditions are also very good, and he is a proper child of other people's family.And Gu Yu also studies well and grows well, and people are divided into groups. He and Lu Chen have been talking about each other since they were young.No matter in study or interest, there are many things in common.

Gu Yan... But Lu Chen saw that the child was good-looking, so he paid more attention to it and took care of it. Taking care of him means taking care of him. .

"Ding dong" as soon as the doorbell rang, Gu Yu quickly walked over and opened the door.

The young man in white T jeans and sneakers at the door was clean and fresh, smiling brightly, and carrying several beautifully packaged boxes and a basket of fruit in his hand.

He waved his hand, "Oh, Xiao Yu, long time no see."

"Lu Chen, long time no see." Gu Yu's smile deepened unconsciously.

"Ah, it's Xiaolu?" Gu's mother wiped her hands and came out of the kitchen. "Oh, my little brother has missed you several times. I don't know when Brother Lu will come back. If you are free this time, can you please?" Come and see Xiaoyu more? Today you come here, just to have a meal here. I will talk to your mother."

"Well, Xiaochen is here. How is your father?" Gu's father also nodded. "A few days ago, he seemed to have a cold and fell ill, but he is better now."

"Hello, Uncle. Hello, Auntie." Lu Chen greeted politely and familiarly, "What time did my father come to play chess with Uncle Gu. By the way, my mother asked me to say hello to Auntie."

"Hmm, you came back from City S, and the university is on vacation?"

"Yes, I just came back to rest after the holiday. And I also miss my friends here. City S is a big city, but it's too big." Lu Chen walked into the living room and put the gift on the table, "It's still at home Well, the human touch here is stronger. After I came back, I met my friends several times. A few days ago, my parents took me out to play. I saw that the pastries and snacks over there were good. I thought Xiaoyu liked it too, so I bought some Bring it back. This is a fruit basket, worthless."

"Hey, oh, why are you so polite. It's not the first time you've come here. I've been watching you since you were a child. Your mother was still showing off how good her son is to me a few days ago. What are you doing here with some?" Gu The mother's face was full of smiles, "Come, come, sit down quickly. What do you want to drink? I'll get Coke, milk, and iced tea. These are Xiaoyu's favorites."

Lu Chen sat down very politely, and hadn't said a few words to Gu's mother yet.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he raised his head, and saw the pale and frail young man standing with his head tilted, the light behind him had the illusion that it would suddenly disappear.

Bubble-like beauty is also bubble-like illusion.

"Xiao Yu..." Lu Chen smiled a lot more softly, even unconsciously softening his voice when speaking to the boy, "Xiao Yu, long time no see."

Buzhen glanced at him, and obediently called brother.

"Why does Xiao Yan feel thinner? Are you in a bad mood?" Lu Chen stood up, walked to the boy, squeezed his hand, and frowned slightly, "Are you a picky eater who doesn't eat this or that? It's also a little cold, you wear a little less."

Gu Yan glanced at him, "No. This is just right, and it will be too hot if there is more."

Lu Chen wanted to say something else, but when he saw Gu Yu coming with iced milk tea, he took it politely, and then looked at the young man, "You can't drink this, next time I'll bring some fresh milk tea over, made with fresh milk, when it arrives Time to put less sugar."

"No, you can't even touch the tea." Lu Chen added, "I'll take you to Frappuccino when you're well."

"Thank you, Brother Lu." Gu Yan glanced at his brother, turned around and was about to go back to his room.But Gu Yu immediately pulled him back, "Xiao Yu, Big Brother Lu has always liked you very much, you see he didn't come back until he was studying. How about we go to my room? Let Big Brother Lu talk about something interesting? Big Brother Lu goes out Travel, don’t you always read books on tourism geography? You can ask Brother Lu for anything.”

"Yeah, I haven't seen you for a long time." Lu Chen smiled brightly and beautifully, "I want to talk to Xiao Hao, but I will be very sad if Xiao Hao ignores me."

Gu Yan glanced at him again, then nodded slowly.

"Then come to my room." Gu Yu suggested, he knows that his younger brother values ​​privacy very much, and if others enter the room, he always feels uncomfortable for a long time, he is considerate of his younger brother and wants Xiao Yan to get closer to him and take the initiative to come to his own Room "I also asked someone to buy the comic books that Xiaoxi likes."

Gu Yan still just nodded.

Hey, obviously two people can communicate with each other behind closed doors, but if you insist on pulling his light bulb to make trouble, aren't you afraid that his light bulb will mutate and become a mistress?Still think he's all right?Rolling his eyes silently in his heart, Gu Yan followed into the room.

Different from his room, Gu Yu's room has a strong study atmosphere, his brother is a complete academic bully.Frowning and glancing at the thick reference books and textbooks, Gu Yan sat directly by the window. His spirit was always bad, and he sat sluggishly without opening his mouth.

"Xiao Yan, do you miss me?" Seeing the handsome young man, Lu Chen became more and more happy, and couldn't help but want to tease him.

"I think so." Gu Yan was not interested in textbooks and reference books. He said flatly, "But I think my brother misses Brother Lu even more. Brother Lu is here, so I can't be happier."

"Xiao Yu." Gu Yu interrupted directly, "Brother Lu came here because he heard that you were in a bad mood. The things you brought are all things you like, and you called me yesterday to ask me how you are doing?"

Hey, big brother, what are you doing to make me go astray?As a weak, pampered and willful Gu Zhen thought helplessly.

"Well, how are you doing in the exam now?"

"Not good?" Gu Yan suddenly became a little angry, "You keep talking about exams, exams, what's wrong with my exams? What's wrong with my bad exams, I'm just..."

Suddenly he covered his chest with one hand, his face turned pale.

"Medicine." Gu Yu frantically found the medicines that were placed all over the house, and hurriedly unscrewed them to feed his younger brother.Seeing his younger brother's face slowly returning to normal, he felt relieved.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my brother's fault. Don't get excited, don't be angry." Gu Yu massaged his younger brother's chest, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault.

"Are you all right?" Lu Chen also looked worried.

After panting for a long time, finally came back, Gu Yan said directly, "I'm going back to the room."

☆、Chapter 47

Gu Yu made his brother unhappy again, Gu Yu felt a little uncomfortable and at a loss, he seemed to screw up every time, how to make his brother happy, how to make him close to him is really a more difficult challenge than the topic in the book.In fact, he has never struggled with the questions in the textbooks, and they are not difficult for him, but his brother's mind is more difficult than all the questions, and there is no accurate answer.

"I'll send..." Gu Yu just opened his mouth, and his younger brother gave him a blank stare, "No."

"Then I'll take you back." Lu Chen said softly, and gave Gu Yu a color to tell him not to speak again.

"I'm not a child." Gu Yan leaned against the wall in a bad tone, "I want you to send me to the next room? Do you think I can almost lose my breath, and are you afraid that I will die at the door? Just a few steps Lu, brother, you don’t like me that much?”

The boy's tone was not good, as if his body was a firecracker.

"No, Xiao Yan." Gu Yu felt aggrieved and angry, "You know I didn't mean that at all, why do you always say such things."

"What does that mean?" The young man looked at his brother indifferently, his eyes as calm as water, "Don't you always ignore me? You deliberately pulled Brother Lu and said that my grades were not good in front of him?"

"It's always like this, you always act like a good brother, always belittle me in front of others, and make me feel happy when I'm looked down upon?" The boy's mouth sneered slightly, "I didn't know before, look now, You just hope that I am not as good as you, right. I am not as good as you, are you happy?"

"I am inferior to you in everything, and now I admit that I am inferior to you in everything. My good brother, are you happy?" The boy took a provocative step forward.

- Yes, um, although the labor-management grades are not good, I am a complete scumbag, although I have a bad temper and a bit twisted and split, there are many small problems and there is no way to stop it, although you are really good, very good , but as a spoiled brat with a glassy heart and various works, I still need to express my frantic and entangled "painful" heart.Dear brother, you can pamper your brother for a few more years.Amitabha.

Gu Yu was very blocked. He wanted to say that his younger brother had misunderstood him. He wanted to say that he had always regarded his younger brother as pride.

"Hey, Xiao Yan, don't say that." Lu Chen put his arms around the young man's shoulders, and fondled his soft black hair, "Well, I'll take you home, if you have any questions, you can ask me. I know that Xiaozhen is very smart, but now he is too weak to study hard. Xiaozhen is so cute, no one will dislike you."

"Your brother is also very good to you, so don't be too horny."

Gu Zhen snorted lightly.

"If your brother treats you badly, I'll scold him. We are so good, how can we treat Xiaoyan badly?"

The boy glanced at him, why don't you say that Xiao Xi is so cute, how can you eat Xiao Xi?Really treat him like a child...

Damn, he still has to be a child.

Lu Chen continued to rub his hair, "Come on, I haven't seen Xiao Yan for a long time. You see, I was in a hurry to see you after I came back, right?"

Rolling his eyes slightly, the boy replied unwillingly, "You obviously haven't seen my brother for a long time. Use me as an excuse."

"Pretend I don't know." He muttered softly.

Gu Yu coughed in embarrassment.

"Yes, yes, you are right. But Xiaoyu, I haven't seen you for a long time, Xiaoyu..." Lu Chen looked at the young man in front of him with a smile on his lips, and there was a trace of indiscernible surprise in his eyes "It really looks better the longer it is."

It is good-looking, not the kind of healthy good-looking, with a bit of sickness and frailty, no trace of blood on the pale face, pale lips, the whole person is like a delicate doll in the window, with a little less vitality.But...it's really pretty.

A kind that can poke people's hearts and make people want to hold him and protect him... as good-looking as he is locked up.

Hearing this sentence, the boy immediately turned his face, "Who do you think is good-looking? I'm not a woman, what is good-looking or not?"

"Yeah, I said I'm good-looking." Lu Chen said it easily. Seeing the young man smile, he suddenly felt happy to let him call his mother.As long as the boy is happy, he can say anything.

Well, yes, he is so unprincipled.Lu Chen also felt puzzled, he didn't think Gu Zhen was so good before, but when he saw him today, he felt comfortable and beautiful as if he had ironed it to his heart.Could it be that the boy has grown up?

"Okay, aren't you tired standing here?" Lu Chen pushed the boy into the room, then turned his head and smiled at Gu Yu, mouthing, "I'll be right back. Go back to the room first, don't wait, you're tired." of."

Gu Yu nodded. He returned to the room, thinking about his brother's awkwardness, he could only sigh. He also wanted to get closer to his brother and talk about everything, but his brother had probably entered a rebellious period and always opposed him in everything. .

Fortunately, Lu Chen was there to act as a lubricant to prevent my brother from getting angry again.I remember the re-examination a few days ago. The doctor said that his younger brother will definitely not live to be 30 years old, and even if he is triggered by too violent mood swings, it may be even shorter.This news made his parents feel uncomfortable for a long time, and he was also a poisonous snake of pain gnawing at his heart over and over again. If it weren't for his mistakes back then, his younger brother's life span would not have been so short.

It was his fault, it was all his fault.

They didn't tell Gu Zhen the news. On the second day, when they faced the boy, they changed their expressions and coaxed Gu Zhen to say that the doctor told him that his health had improved a lot.

They made up lies about beautiful and sweet foam boards, and they told Xiaoxi that the doctor said that he would recover if he recuperated well, and when the boy recovered, they would take him outside to play, and they would take him to travel abroad, Gu's father and mother suppressed their discomfort and smiled and said whether the younger son would go to the United States or the UK to study in the future, and said that the younger son should not have a girlfriend in the future and forget his parents.

Such an illusory and beautiful future, this life woven with layers of sweet lies, only the young man didn't know that his life span had already been calibrated by numbers.

Day by day is nothing more than a countdown, every second of life is ruthlessly walking towards the end not far away.

But what about lies?What about virtualization?So what if the child doesn't know anything?

As long as the child is happy, isn't it good to live in hope for the rest of his life?

Therefore, when the God of death is gradually approaching Gu Yu, Gu's parents and Gu Yu only hope that he can be happy, not encounter troubles, and experience the sweetness of happiness in his short life.Since he won't live long, why bother him with studies and other unnecessary things?

Under such thoughts, the boy became more and more willful.

But what about willfulness, only by being alive can one be willful.

☆、Chapter 48

He pushed the young man into the next room with a smile, and then gently cared for the young man to sit down. He sighed with a smile, "It's been a long time since I saw Xiao Hao, and Xiao Hao has grown up a lot."

"Well, it seems that Brother Lu only paid attention to my brother before, but he felt that I had grown up a lot after not seeing him for a few months." Gu Yan still had a stinky face, "I'm not a caterpillar, I haven't seen you in a few months It turned into a butterfly. If you really want to see my brother, just go over there, and use me as an excuse."

"Hey, hey, I didn't use you as an excuse. Don't you think about it, you were always behind us when you were young, and I always bought you snacks. You little heartless, don't you want to see me now?"

"What, you're not happy to see me?" Lu Chen sat on the lazy chair very comfortably, resting his chin, feeling very wronged, "When I was young, my brother and brother always called me, and my brother and brother followed me. Now Why do you give me a bad face? I will be sad for your brother. "

Gu Yan didn't say anything, just lowered his head, the sun covered his black hair with a layer of golden veil, and the pale boy was as unreal as a little mermaid that was about to turn into bubbles.Lu Chen stretched out his hand as if bewitched, wanting to touch the boy, but when his fingers were about to touch the boy's hair, he was taken aback and immediately withdrew his hand.

"Or, you don't like brother anymore?" Lu Chen coughed, "I will really be sad if you do this."

"..." The boy snorted softly, "Obviously you only remember my brother all day long."

The young man lowered his head, flipping through the books on the table absently, not knowing how much he read.

"You little heartless." Lu Chen grinned and walked behind Gu Zhen, and hugged the boy, "Obviously you have grown up and don't get close to me anymore."

"Why should I be close to you? It's enough to have a brother close to you." The indifferent glance made Lu Chen stunned again, always feeling that the attractiveness of the young man is extremely strong now.He still knows his orientation clearly now, and he has told his parents, but he always feels that he will wait until college and find a junior or something, but no one he has met so far has brought him the same kind of love as Gu Zhen. a feeling of.

Itchy, numb, like a white feather flicking on the tip of my heart.

"Hey, hey, you can't say that." The arm was a little hard, "Didn't you see that I brought snacks here this time? It's all your favorite food."

As soon as the young man raised his head, unconsciously, his cool thin lips brushed against the young man's arm, and the soft touch made Lu Chen let go of Gu Zhen instantly like an electric shock.

His ears were red and he coughed twice, "I'll go, I'll get it for you to try."

The young man looked at him strangely, and was very puzzled by Lu Chen's current appearance, "What's wrong with you? Isn't it hot? My room isn't hot either."

"No, no, I'm going to get it now, I'm going to get it now." Lu Chen was in a daze, he hurried out of the room, the place on his arm that was touched was like a fire, his fingers trembled when he touched it, and then As if reacting, he immediately grabbed the delicate snacks in the living room.

Just three or two steps to the boy's door, the footsteps stopped hesitantly, should I go in or not?The arms were still hot, and so was the face.A strange emotion in his heart was on the verge of breaking out, but his instinct told him not to allow it to develop freely. The young man was his younger brother, Gu Yu's younger brother. The young man was not yet an adult, so he couldn't let his emotions catch his head, that was not the right thing .

Lu Chen paused, turned around and knocked on Gu Yu's door.Gu Yu opened the door immediately.

"What did you say to Xiaoxi? He was a little surprised, "Why so fast?"

"Me? Didn't say anything." He put the snacks on the table to hide his awkward expression, "I thought, since I said I'll bring you something, how can I just leave you aside and try to coax your brother? He's such an adult, I don't need to please him all the time. I came over after a few words with him. Don't always think about your brother. "

"Here, try it." He pushed the box in front of Gu Yu.

Looking at the exquisite packaging, Gu Yu didn't open it, but instead, "Why don't you give it to Xiao Yan, he likes these snacks. And he is weak, so he always has to eat a few more meals, I don't mind."

"Why did you give him all the good things? I gave it to you." Just as he was about to push it all to Gu Yu, Lu Chen still left a box at last, "This is enough for him."

"Taste it first." Looking at the boxes in front of Gu Yu, compared with the pitiful box of snacks left behind, Lu Chen felt more and more irritable, and he tore off the wrapping paper rudely. , Open the box, revealing the white and exquisitely made flower-like snacks inside.

And Gu Yu, who originally wanted to leave the cakes to his younger brother, looked at the dismantled packaging box and put his hand on his forehead. Was he going to scold him for his younger brother like this?Not to mention my brother's sensitivity, even ordinary people wouldn't think it's a good intention to take a snack in half-clothes... definitely deserves a beating.

He also didn't expect that Lu Chen would tear open the package so rudely and pull out the contents to cover up some unspeakable thoughts. He thought that Lu Chen was thinking of him.

After all... even though he knows that he owes his younger brother, and knows the reason why his parents dote on his younger brother, he still hopes that his parents can look at him occasionally, love him, and put his younger brother aside a little bit instead of focusing on him wholeheartedly. .But now, his heart felt as if he had been soaked in a hot spring, at least Lu Chen didn't think about Xiao Yan, at least Lu Chen cared about him.

In any case, at this moment, Lu Chen didn't think about his younger brother.

Even though there are some sins, Gu Yu is still happy.

"Ahem, try it, you should like it." Lu Chen looked at the dim sum, the white flowers, and suddenly thought of the thin young man by the window, he hurriedly took out one and stuffed it directly into Gu Yu's mouth " It is said that it is limited to the season, and it will be gone after this period of time.”

But... this should be for Gu Yan, when he bought it, he obviously thought of a boy, not Gu Yu.

Lu Chen glanced at Gu Yu, who was smiling and happy, and deliberately said, "You can hide it, there is another box, if you like it, I will give it to you, not your brother."

"No. I'll give it to him. No, we'll give it to him together."

"Okay."

Knocked on the door, pushed it away, and saw the young man leaning back on the chair with a blank expression, his eyes looking out of the window without any focus.

"Xiao Yu, look, this is what Brother Lu brought you to eat. Try it." Gu Yu walked to his younger brother with a smile.

The young man glanced at them indifferently, then rolled his eyes.

"You eat yours, leave me alone." Very angry, very awkward.

"Uh, I'm sorry, I left you alone in the room just now." Although he didn't know the cause and effect, Gu Yu had already apologized.

☆、Chapter 49

The boy held his breath and didn't say anything, and he didn't touch the box.He just glanced at the box for a while, then glanced at his brother and Lu Chen, and said softly, "Brother, there is residue at the corner of your mouth."

After speaking, he lowered his head and continued to rummage through the things in his hands.

Gu Yu was taken aback, and immediately wiped it with his hands, but he didn't find it.

"I lied to you." The corner of the boy's mouth curled up, but he didn't smile at all. "I really guessed it. I wondered what Lu Chen was doing when he ran out."

"So you're afraid that I'll eat what you bought for my brother?" The boy said sarcastically, "In that case, eat cleanly and don't be so clumsy. Since you don't want to see me, don't pretend to think about me. Why bother? You are tired and I am tired too."

"No. Xiao Yan." Seeing his younger brother getting angry, Gu Yu immediately became anxious again, "No, it's just that the packaging of the box of snacks just now was broken, and I know you won't be happy when you bring it here."

"Oh?" The young man glanced at them again, "So eager to dismantle it? Or in your room? It's obvious that you don't want to give it to me. Brother, are you trying to show off or something?"

Gu Yu was at a loss, wanted to speak but was afraid that his clumsy tongue would make his younger brother angry.Besides, it was his fault, obviously he should let his younger brother choose first, but he ate it first when he was in a daze.

"Well, the flavors I bought are actually different." Lu Chen opened his mouth to break the awkward atmosphere. He didn't want the young man to dislike him. If Gu Zhen believes that he only thinks about Gu Yu and not him, he will be a good guy." This is a box of your favorite flavor."

A little nervous, Tete carefully opened the box, carefully took out the snacks inside and handed it to the young man, "Try it, try it."

"Come on, tell me if you don't like it, I'll buy you something else next time." Lu Chen coughed, feeling more and more embarrassed.It's just that his emotions were not noticed by the two brothers.Gu Zhen glanced at him, opened his mouth and bit it.

A little bit, without the slightest ambiguity.

But such an action, seeing it in his eyes but in his heart, Lu Chen felt restless and a little hot in his heart.

"Well, what don't you want to drink? Are you thirsty?" As soon as he finished speaking, the boy's light glance was like a hook, making him dazed again, no, it can't be like this, absolutely can't be like this.

He made an excuse to leave the room, a little irritable, how could this be?how so?Obviously, he treated the boy as a younger brother before, but now his mood has nothing to do with being a brother, it is very dangerous, very dangerous, if he can't control it, God knows what will happen.

Gu Zhen is still young, he is too young and sick, he can't indulge his emotions.

"Lu Chen, what's the matter? Why did you come out suddenly?"

"No, no, nothing." Suddenly, he grabbed Gu Yu, "Xiao Yu, accompany me out for a walk in the afternoon? I haven't been back for a while."

"Ah." A little caught off guard, Gu Yu still nodded and agreed, "I'll talk to my parents later."

Lunch was also eaten quietly. According to Lu Chen's personality, it should be lively and pleasing, but when he sees a young man, his emotions will overflow and something will be wrong. The Gu family thought he was a little restrained, so after he proposed to go out in the afternoon, he took a sip agreed.

"Hey, it's a pity that Xiao Yan can't go out." Gu's mother looked at the closed door, "He didn't even have a chance to go out and have fun. Ah, that's right."

Gu's mother suddenly thought of something, "I'm going to take Xiaoyu to the hospital for a check-up these days. Today just happens to be free, so let's do it today. Otherwise, Xiaoyu will be bored at home when we go out, and it would be a bit wronged for him to accompany Xiaoyu to the hospital. Just right Today."

The hospital still had a smell of disinfectant. After checking, Gu Yan found that his condition was fairly stable, but it was impossible to get better in this life, so he prepared emergency medicine by the way.

Once he gets sick, if he doesn't take the medicine in time, he will die.

Walking out of the building, taking advantage of the sunny weather, I wandered outside for a while.

"Mom and Dad, I want to see someone." The boy's face was a little pale, "I don't know how he is doing?"

"Is that the room you shared before? Okay, we'll accompany you there."

Knocking on the door, hearing a soft voice inside, Gu Yan pushed the door open and went in.Lying on the hospital bed was a young man with a face as white as paper, with water still hanging from his hands, he was lying there, his eyes blank and unwavering.When he saw Gu Yan, he showed a very shallow smile, "It's you."

"Well, it's me." Gu Yan walked to the side and sat down on a stool, "You now..."

"I...I" Zhuang Yuan, who was also a boy, looked at the window, his voice was very soft, "I'm just waiting to die, sooner or later. You don't need to come and see me."

Gu Yan didn't persuade him anything, he knew that Zhuang Yuan's condition was much more serious than his, even if he didn't have mood swings or fatigue, even if he was lying on the hospital bed, he would just suffer.At that time, he was in the same ward as Zhuang Yuan, and he was not seen smiling or crying, this young man was like a delicate doll, his emotions always passed by without leaving any trace.Gu Yan is also physically weak, resting for three days and two days, and doesn't have many friends in school. Boys can't understand him, a classmate who is sick, weaker and more delicate than girls. Be his friend.

It's just that this friend may disappear after a while.

"I……"

"Are you a little lonely?" Zhuang Yuan said calmly, "Compared to me, you are actually very happy. I don't know what it's like outside, and my parents rarely come here now. They always have to leave sooner or later. Maybe they have feelings for me. It’s not too deep and you don’t have to be too sad.”

"You can go now, you can go home, and take advantage of these precious days to live well."

Zhuang Yuan turned his head to look at Gu Yan, his eyes were gentle and watery, "You can live with me as well. For such a long time, you can be regarded as my friend."

"En." Although this is not my own world, the people who exist are real, the space they live in is also real, and the pain on my body is also real.He looked at the pale young man, as if he could feel life passing by bit by bit.

"There are a lot of germs in the hospital, you'd better leave early." Zhuang Yuan said too much, a little tired, "You...can come to see me, I feel a little warm in my chest. I don't know what kind of feeling this is, but I still want to laugh."

"You have to be fine."

"Okay, I'll see you again when I'm free."

--Although it is impossible for me to be well in this world, I will live with you in my own time and space.

Two teenagers, one sitting and the other lying down.One lives in the cruel reality, knowing that he is heading towards death step by step, and the other lives in illusory hope, and everyone makes up lies for him that he will get better in the future.

But what is in front of them is the eternal sleep that is near or far.

☆、Chapter 50

But at the coffee shop a few blocks away, Lu Chen was still absent-minded.He stirred the Americano coffee in front of him with a small silver spoon, and the rich aroma of coffee filled the shop on the corner.

There was a red velvet cake on a white porcelain plate in front of him, and his eyes fell on the dessert.The boy's lips are always pale, if they are dyed this red velvet color, they will look even better.Then if you stick out your tongue to lick it, or directly touch the boy with your mouth, how delicious it will be to nibble gently to make the lips stained with rouge, yes, the skin of the boy is like cream, white is pale