I, the orphan of a traitor, is in demand

This dream is so long.I dreamed of the flowers in spring; the cicadas in midsummer; the fruits and vegetables in autumn; and the snow in winter.Regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, no matter whether it is sunny or rainy, there is peace in dreams.I called him thousands of times, but he never answered me.

Today's sun should be fine, I just opened my eyes and saw the sunlight pouring in from the window.The person guarding my bed is still Yi Xuan, and his complexion is better than before.I said, "Did Yi'an come last night?"

"Here he is. Last night he was delayed by his outpatient consultation, so he came very late." It's always such a coincidence, and now I'm not sure if there is still such a person as Dai Yi'an in Wanzhou City. "Yi Xuan, I want to go back."

"Yiqiu, but what did I do wrong?" I was most afraid that Yi Xuan would be nervous, because it really wasn't worth it for me to be a sick child.I sat up, "It's just that I haven't been back for a long time, and I miss home." Yi Xuan held my hand in silence for a moment before saying, "Yiqiu, from now on, this is your home."

"Yi Xuan, I already know the relationship between you and me, and I have nothing to say except to thank me." I tried to raise my voice so that he could hear clearly, "Yi'an and Yichun are my family, I don't I may leave them alone and don't ask, but I hope you can understand me."

Yi Xuan took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to me: "Yiqiu, I handed it to you on behalf of Antuo." I felt bad and immediately opened the envelope.This word is slightly scribbled, stable but not chaotic, it is Yi'an's handwriting.There are only a few words in the letter, which are concise and to the point: Yiqiu, Brother Wanshu made his own decision to leave you alone.Brother has an old matter that needs to be dealt with, and it is inconvenient to take you on a long journey, so I entrust you to Mr. Yi, I hope you don't miss it.After the situation is stable, brother will pick you up again, don't read it, take care.

—— Dai Yian

I subconsciously thought of Zhao Shuangcheng, crumpled up the letter and threw it aside: "Zhao Shuangcheng must have troubled him again." I lifted the quilt and wanted to get up and get out of bed.Yi Xuan stopped me: "Yiqiu, Zhao Shuangcheng has been escorted to the old capital, this matter has nothing to do with him."

"He never left me. The last time we met, he said he would come back to pick me up." I was anxious and angry, sure that something happened to him, and deliberately wrote a letter to find an excuse to perfuse me.Yi Xuan hurriedly wiped away the tears on my face, and said: "Yiqiu, on behalf of Yi'an, he wrote in the letter that he just left the past unresolved, and will return to Wanzhou after the matter is over."

I insisted on getting up: "But I have never heard him say that there is no unresolved old matter." Yi Xuan hugged me hurriedly: "How can I remember the old things clearly. Instead, An Guai is cautious, nothing will happen to him "Yiqiu, he is your elder brother, you should know better than me."

Hearing this, I calmed down a bit: "Did he say where he was going?" Yi Xuan said, "He didn't say where he was going, he only left a few prescriptions, and said something about your illness and daily needs to pay attention to." matters."

Yi An is good at everything, but this self-assertion is a bit annoying.I lay in bed for a few more days, and during these few days, Yi Xuan was by my side all the time.Because of the heavy dose of soup and medicine in these three days, I was extremely lethargic, and I was rarely awake.Most of the time, Yi Xuan would sit quietly alone for hours at a time, without saying a word.I don't know how he spent these hours, and I don't know what he was thinking, but I have a deep understanding of this boring life.

The medicine prescribed by Yi An is always effective. After taking it for a few days, my spirit is much better than before.The crabapple tree in the yard was in bloom, and Yi Xuan dragged me to take a walk around the backyard.The backyard of Yifu is very large and there are many flowers and trees, among which the crabapple in full bloom at this time and the phoenix tree full of yellow leaves are the most.

I walked under the sycamore tree, and as soon as the breeze passed, the yellowed sycamore leaves fell, and a piece of tung tree fluttered into my palm.I imprinted the veins of Yin Tongye, looked at Yi Xuan, "Young Master Yi, can you play that "Guan Qiu Ci" again?"

Yi Xuan smiled softly: "It's good that Yiqiu doesn't dislike me for playing the piano badly." I shook my head, "Yi Xuan's piano skills are very good, although I haven't seen other young masters playing the piano, but I don't think there are many people who can match Yi Xuan .”

The servant brought a Changqin, and I sat in the small pavilion with Yi Xuan.Yi Xuan plucked the strings casually, and the pitch was fairly accurate.He smiled at me and started to play the strings.The sound of the piano is soft, the autumn wind blows, and the leaves of the tung tree fall.There is a qin under the sycamore tree, facing the people sitting, one black and one white, neither of them speaks.

After the song "Guan Qiu Ci", the sound of the piano is still echoing in my ears.I said: "When I heard this song for the first time in Zuixiang Tower, I didn't feel much. Now I listen to it again, but I feel sad in my heart. I always feel that something is missing."

Yi Xuan said, "The greenery has faded, and the yellow leaves are all over the sky. Autumn is a season of sadness for individuals. This "Guanqiu Ci" was written according to autumn, and it is also autumn at this moment. It is normal to feel sad. Qiu should not hurt Qiu because of this."

"Is this piece of music written by Mr. Yi?" I have listened to and played countless pieces of music, but I have never heard such a sad piece.Yi Xuan shook his head and put his hands on the strings: "I'm not talented enough, and I'm too lazy on weekdays, how can I write such a piece of music." Yi Xuan's eyes fell on the strings, and endless tenderness spread over him like spring waves. His eyes suddenly opened: "This "Guan Qiu Ci" was written by a good friend of mine."

There were many changes in Yi Xuan's eyes, so I didn't ask any more questions, and just let out a soft oh.But Yi Xuan said to himself: "Unfortunately, I lost him." Just a few words, full of helplessness and regret.I don't like to expose people's scars, and I don't know how to sprinkle salt on the wounds, but he doesn't know how to comfort others.Yi Xuan's expression was very sad at the moment, I was at a loss for a moment, and after thinking for a while, I came up with a sentence: "Young Master Yi, don't be sad, one day, he will come back again."

Yi Xuan smiled gently, that sweet smile always contained a layer of wounds belonging to this autumn parting.He looked at me and said inexplicably, "Yiqiu, you are so kind."

good?I heard no reason.I have a sick body, I can't leave the medicine, I can't lift it on my shoulders, I can't carry it with my hands, it will only add to the chaos, what should I do?If you really want to use the word "good", I'm afraid it will be followed by the word "grinding people".

Yi Xuan went behind and said a few words, but I was distracted and didn't listen.At sunset, Yi Xuan helped me to eat in the house.At a glance, there are three soups and about ten dishes, not to mention the exquisite dishes, and many of them are rare delicacies.Being used to three dishes and one soup, I didn't have much appetite for the delicacies of mountains and seas on this table, and I didn't want to eat any more after only a few mouthfuls.

When it was dark, the servant brought the face wash water, I just took off the mask, when I heard the door open, I immediately put the mask on again.The person who entered the room was Yi Xuan, and he came towards me with a black soup: "Yiqiu, drink the medicine before going to bed."

I thanked me, took the medicine, stirred it a little, and drank it in one gulp.Yi Xuan took the bowl in my hand, stuffed a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus sugar into my mouth.He leaned in front of me and said with a smile: "I brought this from my old capital, is it delicious?"

I bit my sugar and nodded.Yi Xuan leaned forward suddenly, and gently kissed my lips like a dragonfly touching water.When I was stunned, Yi Xuan licked his lips and said, "It's so sweet." I looked at him, and the word 'sluggish' was written all over my face.Yi Xuan is really strange, he is obviously a rich man, but his behavior is no different from that of a gangster on the street.

Yi Xuan wrung out the veil and raised his hand to take my mask, but I grabbed his wrist and still resisted: "I'll just wash it myself." Yi Xuan handed me the veil, and I wiped the left side perfunctorily. face, there was no intention of taking off the mask in front of him.

Yi Xuan suddenly grabbed my hand, and said softly: "Yiqiu, the thing I regret the most right now is that I didn't come to Wanzhou earlier." Yi Xuan always speaks like this without reason, "Why do you say that?"

"I've thought about it for a long time. If I came to Wanzhou earlier and met you earlier, would you treat me in Yiqiu like you did to Dai Yi'an? Don't be wary of me anymore, don't be wary of me anymore." To be honest, I He really has no guard against Yi Xuan, let alone guard against it.I thought so in my heart, but my behavior was opposite to it, and it was reasonable for Yi Xuan to misunderstand.I hurriedly explained, "Yi Xuan, I'm not wary of you, it's just that my appearance is really ugly."

"It's not ugly, my Yiqiu is the prettiest, and I like you the most." I blushed instantly, but he was fine.A son like Yi Xuan should be the one who cares about face the most. How could he talk about this kind of love for his children.I reached out and took off the mask: "Do you still think I look good now?"

"It looks good." Yi Xuan's thumb lightly stroked the uneven scar on my right face, and he smiled slightly: "No matter when, my Yiqiu looks good." Compassion arises from the same reasons, and so do I.The first time I heard this kind of words, I couldn't help myself, my eyes became hot, and a few hot tears rolled down my eyes.It is now clear that I have no resistance against Yi Xuan.

Yi Xuan held my head and kissed from forehead to lips. His kiss was very soft and sweet. I was addicted to it and couldn't extricate myself.I think it's worth dying even now, at least besides Yi'an and Yichun, there is one more person who will shed tears for me.

That night, I slept very peacefully.The temperature in the palm of my right hand has never disappeared, and the pleasant smell of sandalwood has been lingering at the tip of my nose. The word 'Yixuan' blended with my memory and gradually engraved into my bone marrow.

It may be because when Yi Xuan kissed me last night, I tried my best to respond to him both openly and secretly.Since this morning, whenever he gets a chance, he will lightly peck me a few times on the face, completely shameless, I was blushed all day by him.After washing in the evening, Yi Xuan wanted to stay in my room again, and it took me a lot of effort to drive him away.Unexpectedly, the next day, when I woke up, he was still holding my hand and sleeping beside my bed.

In the past few days, I have been thinking whether Yi Xuan is God's compensation for me.I don't remember doing anything outrageous, and now I have a broken voice, a broken face, and a broken body.The Buddha said karma and retribution, I don't know what kind of evil karma I planted in the past, and I have this evil result now.But now that I have Yi Xuan, Yi An and Yi Chun, it can prove that I have planted good causes before, and only in this way have I reaped good fruits.Although God cannot speak, it is always the fairest existence.