I, the orphan of a traitor, is in demand

Yi Xuan put down the bowl in his hand, and slowly pulled down my hand: "Yiqiu, you don't have to avoid me because of the scar on your face. As I said earlier, you have always been the prettiest in my heart." Yi Xuan Putting aside the previous anger, the tenderness in my eyes became more and more intoxicated by the candlelight, "I like that you call me 'Yi Xuan' instead of 'Mr. Yi'; I like the way you get along with Dai Yi'an Get along with me, not on guard, not on guard, laugh when you want to laugh, cry when you want to cry. Yiqiu, I don’t care how others see me or treat me. I only care about how you see me and treat me. I I don't ask much, just you."

The candlelight in the room was flickering, illuminating Yi Xuan's gentle look.I was confused, and after a long pause, I said: "Yi Xuan, take a good look at me, my ugly face has scared twelve children to tears, people on the road will walk around me when they see me like this... ..." Before he finished speaking, Yi Xuan leaned forward and kissed my lips.A moment of silence, as if time stood still, I seemed to hear Yi Xuan's overlapping heartbeat with mine.

"Yiqiu, they are them, and I am me. My name is Yi Xuan, and there is only one Yi Xuan in the world. You can't impose their vulgar behavior on me." Besides Yi An, Yi Xuan is the number one person in these years. Someone who makes me feel at ease.In addition to the sense of peace of mind, I seem to have another sense of familiarity with Yi Xuan.I said, "Yi Xuan, did we know each other before?"

The expression on Yi Xuan's face was stiff for a moment, and then quickly returned to nature.He shook his head and said, "I don't know." I didn't make another sound, Yi Xuan scooped up a spoonful of porridge and brought it to my mouth: "It's not hot now, it's just right to eat." I managed to cheer up and took a few mouthfuls. Xuan seemed to be relieved, and a smile gradually appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After eating half a bowl of porridge, I couldn't eat it anymore.Yi Xuan refused to leave and stayed by the bed all the time.At first I was able to force my eyelids to look at him once or twice, but it didn't take long before I fell asleep again.I don't know if it's because I'm dying or something, but my body is very tired, and I always feel that something is moving slowly in my body.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw the sky full of red clouds through the window, "What time is it?" Yi Xuan held my hand, "It's almost time." I tried my best to spit out the word 'thirst' , Yi Xuan quickly poured a cup of hot water.Familiar smell, familiar taste, I looked down and saw that this is the herbal tea specially prepared by Yi An for me.

As soon as I swallowed it, I suddenly felt uncomfortable.A rusty smell gushed out of his throat in a gushing manner, and in an instant, a pool of black blood splashed on the ground.Yi Xuan panicked, and shouted at the door: "Dai Yi'an, bring Dai Yi'an!"

I just felt that the sky was dim and the earth was dark, and I couldn't breathe out of my chest.Yi Xuan hugged me, with tears in his eyes: "Yiqiu, don't sleep, don't sleep, Dai Yi'an will be here soon." I half-opened and half-closed my eyes: "It's the end..."

There are Gu worms in my body.Yi'an didn't tell me about this matter. If I hadn't overheard his conversation with Dr. Zhang a year ago, I think Yi'an might have kept it from me for the rest of his life.Doctor Zhang said that there is an extraterritorial Gu worm in my body, which is very poisonous and cannot be cured without the Gu mother.I don't know why I have these things in my body, but I do know that they are somehow related to the scars on my body.In the past, food and drink were forbidden, and decoctions were added as supplementary treatments. The poison of the Gu insect has not yet occurred.

"Don't sleep!" Yi Xuan patted my cheek lightly: "Yiqiu, you have an appointment with me. A man can't follow his words, but he must do what he says. You can't lie to me." I slowly closed Upper eye, leaning on Yi Xuan's chest, stammered out a sentence: "I'm sorry, this time I'm going to... break my promise."

"No, no, no, I came back all night to keep the promise, and I exhausted two good horses. Yiqiu, you can't just use the word 'break your promise' to send me away." Warm tears fell on the On my face, I was unable to answer, let alone wipe his tears.

Yi Xuan's voice became smaller and smaller, and the pain on his face became weaker and weaker. I seemed to have fallen asleep, but the sleep was not comfortable.I have been hearing someone calling me, the voice is urgent, I want to answer, but I have no strength.Later, I seemed to have a long, long dream. I dreamed that I fell in the snow, and the heavy snow buried me.I was very cold, very cold, so cold that I couldn't open my eyes, and I kept chanting two words that I didn't even understand.Later, I heard someone's voice, and a warm feeling enveloped my whole body. I also smelled a faint scent of sandalwood and a faint smell of medicine.I was extremely cold, fearing that the warmth would leave me, I grabbed a few times indiscriminately, about to grab a hand, I held him tightly, and he held me tightly.

When I woke up again, it was four days later.

Yi Xuan held my hand and guarded the side of the bed. He had more white hair on his head, and his whole body was thinner. His two eyeballs seemed to be sunken, and the bags under his eyes were heavy.Seeing me wake up, Yi Xuan had tears in his eyes, and he showed a small smile: "Yiqiu, I should have had enough sleep this time."

Looking at Yi Xuan, I feel very uncomfortable.Guilt is not like guilt, gratitude is not like gratitude, I just want to look at him quietly like this.Yi Xuan said: "Yiqiu, are you thirsty?" I couldn't exert any strength, I only moved my fingers slightly.Yi Xuan understood and brought me a cup of warm water, and I swallowed it slowly, which made me feel better.

"Do you want more?" Yi Xuan was gentle and tight.I nodded, and the servant waiting in the room quickly brought the teapot over. I drank a cup, and the servant poured a cup. I drank five cups in a row.Warm water entered my stomach, nourishing my remaining body, and I recovered a little bit of strength.

Yi Xuan ordered someone to bring a bowl of minced meat porridge, he fed it spoon by spoon, and I ate it spoon by spoon.After waking up for so long, I didn't see Yi An, so I asked, "When will Yi An come?"

"I don't know, I'll come whenever I'm free." Yi Xuan continued to puff on the porridge. After I ate two spoonfuls, I asked again, "How is Zhao Shuangcheng? He's the son of the prefect. You beat him up this time." , don’t get into any trouble.”

"Don't worry, no." I rested for a quarter of an hour, pinched my nose and drank two bowls of medicine.In the afternoon, Yi'an came over to feel my pulse. His face was very haggard. I said, "Yi'an, is your body injured?"

Yi An only answered two words: "No." I don't know what's going on, but I always feel that Yi An is a little abnormal.He sat on the side of the bed and kept holding my hand without speaking. When I asked him, he was just perfunctory.A quarter of an hour later, Yi'an was about to get up, "Yiqiu, take care of your body, eat more, although the medicine is bitter, you still have to drink it..."

"Did something happen?" Yi An didn't have much expression on his face when he said these words, but it made my heart tremble.Yi An forced a smile: "Nothing happened, we are all fine."

"Then why didn't you pick me up?" When I asked, Yi Anyue was stunned for a moment, and then said: "There are so many things in the medicine shop, I'm too busy to take care of you. You stay in Mr. Yi for a few days first , I will straighten things out later, and then I will pick you up."

"Okay, I'll wait for you, please come and pick me up." I always believed in Yi'an.Before meeting Yi Xuan, he and Yi Chun were the only two relatives I could trust. "Definitely." Yi An smiled and said a few words before reluctantly leaving.

Yi Xuan spent the rest of the time with me.It should be that Yi'an gave me a heavy drug, and every time I finished drinking the drug, I felt tired and fell asleep after yawning.Of the twelve hours in a day, I am only awake for one or two hours.I don't know if Yi Xuan closed his eyes, anyway, no matter when I wake up, I can always see him standing by the bed, looking at me desperately, the bags under the eyes are getting deeper and thicker.

Day after day, I stayed in bed for seven or eight days before I could barely get out of bed and move around.The sun was very sunny today, Yi Xuan wrapped me in a thick dress, and led me for a walk in front of the court.Most of the flowers in the garden have withered, the leaves are also dyed with autumn, and the wind blowing on the face is mostly cold.After careful calculation, half a month has passed since Zhao Shuangcheng's incident.And in the past half month, I seem to have only seen Yi An.I was really worried, "Yixuan, I want to go back and see Yi'an, I haven't seen him here for half a month, and I don't know how he and Yichun are doing."

"They are doing well, so there is no need to worry about Yiqiu." The more calm Yi Xuan said, the more worried I became.In the past, when Yi An went out to collect herbs, he would not see each other for at most two or three days.I have only seen him for nearly half a month now, "I still want to go back and have a look."

Yi Xuan said: "Dai Yi'an will come over every night to feel your pulse, but every time you are asleep. As long as you sleep late tonight, you can see him." Seeing Yi Xuan say this, I just relaxed Take a breath.As long as I go to bed early tonight, I will be able to see Yi An, and eat as usual in the evening, Yi Xuan brought the decoction, I said: "Don't drink it now, this medicine is too strong, I will always fall asleep after drinking it, in case I fall asleep, I won't see Eon tonight."

Yi Xuan didn't force me, and put the medicine aside.I waited and waited for a quarter of an hour, an hour, but Yi An never came.Yi Xuan said: "Yi An Xu was delayed by something, Yi Qiu, your health is critical, drink the medicine first, at this hour, he should be on the way."

This bowl of medicine has been warmed five or six times, so I can't push it any further.Not long after taking the medicine, this tiredness came to my head. I tried to keep my eyes open, and after a while I asked, "Is Yi'an coming?"

Yi Xuan always said: "Not yet, it should be soon." Eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and I pinched my index finger, relying on the pain to stay awake.Gradually, the pain became weaker and weaker.This night, I still didn't wait for Lai Yian.