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The relationship between him and Shen Yu seemed to be much better, and he chose to avoid talking about the money issue, and it was considered peaceful to talk and chat.But the two of them knew in their hearts that calmness represented respect but not intimacy. They were both people who were used to wearing masks, and they were too harshly stabbed by the previous thorns, so they refused to take the first step.

Shen Yu's temperament is capricious, sometimes for a week, he will come here as soon as he gets off work, and he comes here diligently, and then he is awkward with himself, regretting how easily he let this person he looks down on control his emotions, and then even I don't come back for a few days, I always like to stare at my phone when I have nothing to do, I don't know who to wait for.

As Shen Yu's assistant, He Yan really couldn't figure out what he was thinking. The longer the time without calling, the darker Shen Yu's face became, which made everyone in the company panic. All the crime tools were collected.

The call didn't arrive, but the company's internal line did.

"Mr. Shen, the last cooperation project with the School of Architecture of University A has basically been completed. There is a thank-you party for the school leaders. I hope you can come."

Shen Yu was displeased, usually he would never participate in such trivial matters, he just wanted to say: "Let He Yan go for me..."

The conversation suddenly changed, and he asked, "Is it University A?"

"Yes."

Shen Yu squeezed the pen in his hand vigorously: "You don't need to inform He Yan, just tell over there that I will go in person." Then he made another call and asked Ji Bie to go with him, so as not to run into Lin Ran and go to A by mistake. The big reason is to watch him for him.

In less than a month, Qin Zhongyu was no longer satisfied with being obscene.He wouldn't enter him, but it still made Lin Ran feel that it was a kind of torture.Lin Ran No. 12 times tried to persuade himself to fall in love with the soft skin on his body, but he still failed.

Qin Zhongyu looked like a hunter catching a net, squinting his eyes, cruelly watching Lin Ran's strong resistance from the very beginning to his desperate obedience at the end.He still remembered that in the past, Lin Ran was full of unyielding energy and his eyes were always bright, but now this habit subconsciously curled up into a fragile ball.

He knew that Lin Ran had been completely destroyed by him, and it was easy to destroy a stubborn and kind person who had no roots, no protection, and this made him feel a sense of accomplishment.

Qin Zhongyu felt that it was time to close the net, so he patted Lin Ran's side face and pulled him up from the sofa.Sensing Lin Ran's obvious flinching, Qin Zhongyu smiled at him and led him downstairs.

"I'll take you back." There was satisfaction in the words.

Lin Ran got into Qin Zhongyu's co-pilot with a blank expression. After the car started for 5 minutes, he realized that this was not the way home, but the direction to Qin Zhongyu's dormitory.

Before entering the path from the open area, there is a railing with a camera on it.

"Keep your head down," he said.

Lin Ran lowered his head.

A leader next to him was looking into the car window, Qin Zhongyu greeted everyone with a smile, Lin Ran lowered his head so that people outside couldn't see it.

Qin Zhongyu was still worried, and took the opportunity to grit his teeth and say to Lin Ran, "Don't make any noise."

Lin Ran didn't make a sound.

So he couldn't see Shen Yu's eyes that were almost spitting fire outside the car window, and he grabbed Ji Bie's hand, his finger bones almost turned innocent.

Ji Bie cried out in a low voice: "Pain"

Only then did he regain his senses, looking at the taillights that were getting farther and farther away, he dialed the phone.

"Shen Yu?"

"Where are you now?"

Visibly flustered over there

"Now? I'm having dinner with my classmates, and I may not go back until very late."

Shen Yu almost gritted his teeth: "Okay, then you can eat, eat well, and don't come back." Then he hung up the phone.

Ji Bie obviously felt that Shen Yu was in a bad mood that day. He didn't know who the person was on the phone, but Shen Yu didn't even frowned after receiving the call.The Shen Yu in Ji Bie's heart is precious, reserved, distant and polite, but right now, regardless of the occasion, he throws away all the foils and drags him to the bar.

When Shen Yu drank too much, she repeated a sentence: "Anyway, it will be over in a few dozen days, so let's end when it's over."

Until the end, Shen Yu pushed him away and picked up the coat on the back of the sofa, muttering: "No, I have to go back and have a look. If he dares to go out for the night, I'll kill him."

Ji Bie was stunned, he probably understood who the call was for.

Lin Ran didn't go home until Shen Yu sobered up.

At four o'clock in the morning, Shen Yu who accidentally woke up accidentally pushed open the door of the house, and then suffocated for breath.There was a person squatting in the corner, wearing a thin black shirt.The man curled up at the door, hugged his knees, and buried his face in it, as if he was asleep, but his whole body was trembling indistinctly.

Shen Yu looked at it for a long time, blinked, and then frowned deeply: "Come in, if you don't come in, just squat outside, don't you have a key?"

Lin Ran stood up slowly and walked into the house: "I can't find the key."

"You fucking don't know how to knock?"

Shen Yu was frustrated all night, he wanted to ask what he was doing squatting on Qin Zhongyu's car?Why lie to yourself?Even wanted to beat him up.But looking at his tired expression, the choked anger in his heart suddenly disappeared.

Lin Ran walked slowly past him, and Shen Yu smelled a rusty smell.

He asked with a cold face, "Lin Ran, what does it smell like on you?"

Lin Ran's body stiffened to the extreme in an instant: "I accidentally fell, and blood came out from my arm."

Shen Yu looked along Lin Ran's wrist, and sure enough there was still a little blood on that wrist.He didn't want to talk softly to Lin Ran, so he stepped into the bathroom, filled the bathtub with hot water, and then pushed Lin Ran into the bathroom.

After a while, Lin Ran came out, and Shen Yu looked sideways.He didn't see it clearly, just one glance, the water in the bathtub was as bright red as blood at the last moment when Xuan'er streamed.His heart tightened, thinking that Lin Ran was injured, he quickly raised his arm to look, and his tone was no longer harsh: "Where is your injury?"

Lin Ran shook his head, and said in a low voice, "Nothing hurt, Shen Yu, I just feel bad."

"Wow, where's the pain, should I take you to the hospital..." Shen Yu's tone was full of tenderness and concern that he couldn't even imagine.

"It's just that my heart hurts." He suddenly hugged Shen Yu's waist, lay on his chest and said, "Why do you say that some people like to bully others? Do you think it's fun to trample on others? It's so boring. Rabbits bite people when they are in a hurry."

Shen Yu's heart tightened, and his hands and feet felt numb. Are you talking about him?After a long time, he said slowly: "Stop talking nonsense, no one will bully you in the future, as long as you are good, don't get involved with other people, no one dares to touch you."

Lin Ran came out of his arms, lowered his eyes, and didn't speak for a long time.Finally, he stretched out his hand and held Shen Yu's: "No matter what, I won't disturb you for too long."

"Lin Ran, do you have to talk like that?"

Lin Ran exhausted all his strength, and smiled at Shen Yu with the same youthful and beautiful smile as in memory, like a young sapling glowing with vitality.

The words that can be said are extremely cruel.

"It's too late, it's too late for everything."

"Okay, you have the ability, I'm the one who made a fool. Do I, Shen Yu, want anything? There are many people who wave their hands and want to come. What do you think you are? If you can't speak, go and look it up in the dictionary. You really take yourself seriously." Yes. You are just a little boy I can buy casually, just for sex. Except for you, no one in this life dares to treat me like this." I don't know whether to say this to Lin Ran or to remind myself .

At that time, Shen Yu was only concerned with suppressing the anger in his heart, but he still couldn't understand the heavy burden in Lin Ran's words. After he understood, those words became a scar on his heart that would never heal, and when he touched it, the pain of despair continued. .