Disabled

Shen Yu insisted on rehabilitation, but apart from the miracle of being able to stand up, there was still no progress in walking.As winter gradually approached in Haishi, Shen Yu's legs hurt more and more.Lin Ran often went to soak Shen Yu's legs at two or three o'clock at night, and couldn't sleep well all night long.

The attending doctor said that Shen Yu's qi and blood were blocked.Lin Ran knew that he still had a heartless smile on his face, and when he read the music score at night, he would always cover Shen Yu's legs in his arms and warm his legs before going to sleep.

Shen Yu was quietly beside Lin Ran, staring at Lin Ran with dark eyes: "If you hadn't met me, would you have lived a more free and easy life?"

Lin Ran put Shen Yu's leg in place, pressed it up with his own calf, and said, "There are so many ifs, if there are so many ifs, then why don't you assume that your own legs are still the same as before? Don't even think about it." , go to sleep now."

In the twilight of the morning, Lin Ran was holding a milk bag in his mouth, waving hands with Shen Yu on the second floor in the alley, and then rode his bicycle to the fat brother's restaurant to work part-time.He played the piano all morning and got off work at noon.The fat brother left Lin Ran to eat in the restaurant, and suddenly wanted to introduce a doctor to him.

The doctor looked at the age of a grandfather, with eyes rimmed with gold, and a pressed suit with the air of an old gentleman.He didn't beat around the bush when he spoke: "You are Lin Ran, right? I heard from the shop owner that you have an older brother whose leg is not recovering."

Lin Ran quickly said, "Yes."

The doctor was not polite, but said, when you have time, bring your brother to my place to have a look. I specialize in treating leg diseases. If I can cure your brother, it will be considered a meritorious deed.

The old doctor's surname was Wei. He took out a business card from his suit. The business card was exquisitely designed, so Lin Ran didn't dare to neglect it, so he took it carefully.

Lin Ran handed the business card to Shen Yu, and vividly described the various cases of leg disease that the old doctor told Fat Brother, and said: "Shen Yu, whether you go or not, I have to take you there anyway. , The rehabilitation in the hospital has no effect anyway, it might be better for us to get a new doctor."

Shen Yu didn't show any expression, he just smiled and asked: "Lin Ran, you look so smart, why does anyone talk? What if they are all liars?"

Lin Ran was taken aback: "How can there be so many liars in the world? Besides, what can I do to be deceived by others?"

"How do you know that you have nothing to lie to?" This sentence was almost squeezed out between Shen Yu's teeth. The business card was tightly held by his hands, and it was full of wrinkles.

Lin Ran turned a deaf ear and took out a thick coat from the closet, and put it on Shen Yu: "Okay, let's go." He helped Shen Yu out of the porch, and led him to the back seat of the bicycle.There was also a childish pink cushion on that seat, Aunt Wu sewed it up for fear of Shen Yu being cold, and asked Xiao Xia to bring it over.

Lin Ran babbled while riding a bicycle: "When there are people riding a car on TV, the people behind have to hug the waist of the people in front. Shen Yu, you should hug me too."

Shen Yu had no choice but to put her paw on Lin Ran's waist.But this person was extremely ticklish, Lin Ran was stumbling around laughing as he rode the bicycle, the broken bicycle was not strong in the first place, and now it would creak endlessly.

Shen Yu lost his temper, and completely withdrew his hands: "Lin Ran, you should ride your bike carefully and watch the road."

The address on the business card is quite easy to find. Although the location is relatively remote, the building is particularly conspicuous. It is a very private and high-end nursing home.

It was as if someone was pinching to know when their door would arrive. Before the car entered the gate, someone came out of the nursing home. The person who received them was the old gentleman Lin Ran saw last time, Dr. Wei.

Lin Ran felt that it was strange, the old doctor just greeted Lin Ran in vain, but he was more enthusiastic towards Shen Yu. He shook hands first, then asked about Shen Yu's condition briefly, and at the end he didn't even look at Lin Ran. Shen Yu entered the examination room.Shen Yu turned around and patted Lin Ran's head: "You wait for me outside, I will come out in a while."

The doctor seemed to have just remembered that there was another person here, but he only glanced at Lin Ran, and then reminded Shen Yu that it was time for an examination.

How can there be a doctor who doesn’t spend money? Lin Ran carefully walked the hospital from the inside to the outside, and looked at it while walking, and came to a conclusion that he might not be able to pay for two kidneys and one kidney. rise.In the end, with a tentative mind, he asked Dr. Wei's assistant, and the price was confirmed.

"Where are we going to get money again!" But Lin Ran was very worried, when Shen Yu was sent out by the doctor, Lin Ran's scalp would be bald by himself.

The old doctor specially instructed Lin Ran to stand and walk within an hour after each treatment.Lin Ran asked nervously, "Doctor, will Shen Yu's legs recover?"

The doctor said: "If you stick to it, there should be no problem."

Lin Ran's eyes lit up, excitedly: "Shen Yu, did you hear that? The doctor said you'll be fine."

Shen Yu said softly, "Got it, now that you sleep on the porch in the future, I can carry you upstairs."

He helped Shen Yu walk home.The old doctor suddenly asked, "What's your relationship?"

Before Lin Ran could speak, Shen Yu answered first: "He is my neighbor."

From that day onwards, Lin Ran got off work and went to pick up Shen Yu, who was doing extra lessons for others, and then went to the nursing home together, and then walked home for an hour. As a healthy person, Lin Ran naturally walked with ease, and every step Shen Yu took was smooth. It was so difficult, Lin Ran gritted his teeth, and resisted the urge to help Shen Yu, but danced and talked about all the new things he saw in the restaurant.Shen Yu's forehead was covered with sweat, but he smiled sincerely.

"I really want to grow up quickly, grow up quickly, and be an adult, and be with you in a dignified way." Lin Ran said with a smile looking at the road ahead.

Shen Yu's body stiffened instantly.

The first installment of the treatment fee has been paid, but the money for the second installment has nothing to do with it.Lin Ran was sitting on the carpet shaking the piggy bank. It was the last money. He gritted his teeth and took out the money. It was still a drop in the bucket. He was in a bad mood and even chose to play the violin while working Some sad songs, Fat Brother started crying from the beginning of the song, and kept crying until Lin Ran finished working.

There was sleet and rain in the winter in Haishi, and Lin Ran, who was already depressed, felt even worse.He was walking on the street, watching those well-dressed people who were afraid of the cold getting into luxury cars, and he felt more and more incompetent, because he might not be able to afford the medical bills.Shen Yu's leg will be healed soon, if he gives up halfway now, he may not have a chance to recover in the future, how can such a proud person become a cripple.

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became, and he found a corner, facing the wall, and tears fell down like beads.He choked up, why didn't he grow up? If he grows up, can he become a man who stands upright, and then try his best to protect the person he likes.

The biggest wish of 17-year-old Lin Ran is to grow up faster and grow stronger enough to protect the people he cares about.

However, the fact is that he couldn't even keep the only valuable violin left by his dead ghost mother. When his consciousness returned, he was already at the door of the pawn shop.

He lingered at the door of the pawn shop for a full half an hour, finally gritted his teeth, made up his mind, opened the door and went in.Lin Ran looked like he didn't care about anything, and directly took off the piano from his back and slapped it on the counter. The boss was startled.

"I don't want this piano anymore, boss, how much do you think it can sell for?"

The boss took out the glasses from the drawer and wanted to take a closer look.

Lin Ran shouted again: "This violin is made by Guanari, you don't need to look at it, my dead ghost mother has never been willing to sell it in her life, I just came here to sell it because I didn't want it, this violin is a good violin, you I also know that Guarneri violins are priceless."

Almost all the bosses are shrewd, let alone the owner of a pawn shop. The boss rolled his eyes and directly offered a very low price, asking Lin Ran if he would sell it.

Lin Ran naturally refused.

"It's fine if you don't want to. It's hard to find a buyer for this violin, especially in a small city like ours." After finishing speaking, he made a gesture of going to the backstage to order goods.

Lin Ran needed money, so he had no choice but to add [-] to the original price and ask the boss if he would accept it.The boss took the piano and gave Lin Ran the money to complete the deal.Lin Ran told himself that there was nothing to be reluctant about, that piano was not as important as Shen Yu's legs, braved the rain and snow, pushed open the door of the pawnshop, and walked along the way home.

Five minutes later, Lin Ran returned to the pawn shop. He was still panting heavily, and said hoarsely to the owner who was appreciating the piano greedily: "You have to remember, every time you use it, wipe it with a soft cloth. Rosin powder and dust on the strings. If there is dirt on the piano board, you can use a cotton ball to wipe it with soapy water, but never use alcohol or other things to wipe the piano, as it will wipe off the paint. It must be well maintained..., as for the strings..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted impatiently by the boss: "Understood."

"Can you let me touch it again?" Lin Ran's voice revealed a faint cry, full of nostalgia and reluctance, and there seemed to be a small light in his eyes.

The owner of the pawnshop froze for a moment, then handed the piano to the child, and Lin Ran stroked the strings.A moment later, as if being scalded, he quickly fled from the store.He said to himself: "Not all violins are the same, as long as you can play it, it doesn't matter if you play it casually, it's not a big deal... Anyway, I don't want it for a long time..."

In Haishi, the temperature was too low during the rainy winter days, and Lin Ran's fingers turned red from the cold, and the winter night came quickly, and by the time he got home, there were already thousands of lights on.When Lin Ran got home, she secretly stuffed the bank card under the coffee table.

As soon as he turned around, he saw Shen Yu who came down from the stairs. His eyes were deep, and Lin Ran felt guilty at the bottom of his heart.

"Lin Ran, where did you get the money?"

"It's just... the salary that fat brother paid me."

Shen Yu walked in front of Lin Ran and looked at Lin Ran's whirling: "Fat brother, when did you pay too much for your card? Huh?"

Lin Ran pretended not to care, and said with a smile: "Then Fat Brother likes me, let's get married a little more."

Shen Yu's voice was emotionless: "Lin Ran, where is your piano?"

Lin Ran choked his neck: "It fell into Brother Fatty's shop."

Shen Yu laughed back angrily: "When did you learn to lie?"

"I'm not lying, it just fell into Fat Brother's shop."

Shen Yu's voice suddenly raised: "Lin Ran, let me ask you one last time, where is your piano?"

Lin Ran didn't speak.

"Honestly, where's your piano!"

Lin Ran looked out of the gloomy window: "I don't want it anymore, I sold it."

Shen Yu was extremely angry: "Lin Ran, since when did I, Shen Yu, become a waste, if you want you to sell your mother's piano to fix my legs, even if I am disabled, I don't want you to sell the piano A penny, when will you love yourself a little, am I, Shen Yu, so incompetent in your eyes?" After finishing speaking, he picked up his clothes from the sofa and was about to leave.

Lin Ran suddenly panicked: "Where are you going? Shen Yu?"

Shen Yu didn't speak, and quickly took out the ID card from the drawer with a short body, and went straight out.

Lin Ran's eye circles turned red all of a sudden, tears trickled down the corners of his eyes, and he was hysterical: "Am I willing to sell the piano? I'm not willing to fucking either! But you have a disabled leg, that's what you should do. I was the one who took you away in the capital I brought it out, seeing you like this, do you know how uncomfortable I feel? I know that you don’t like me that much, but I am willing to help you heal your legs. I don’t want to kidnap you morally and make you feel ashamed I, and then I was wronged to stay with me. I just want you to be healthy. Am I wrong? Shen Yu, am I wrong? You are angry with me now, are you afraid that you owe me too much, and you can’t clear it up? , Afraid I want you forever?"

"Shen Yu, are you still a human?" Lin Ran choked with sobs: "My mother, selling the piano is already very difficult, you go home... you will get angry at me when you go home. If you are afraid of owing me favors, you will have to deal with it in the future." If you have money, just buy me the piano!"

Shen Yu, who was carrying Lin Ran on her back, had mixed emotions in her heart, opened her closed eyes again, turned around in an instant, and embraced Lin Ran who was crying and resting in her arms, and pressed her tightly against her. heart, he kissed Lin Ran's hair: "Lin Ran, what should I do with you?"

The air ticket for tonight had been prepared in his pocket for a long time, but it was shredded into pieces by Shen Yu's hands.

There was only a sigh in the room: Lin Ran, what should I do with you?