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Lin Ran never felt that rain was such an annoying thing, but when he came home in the rain and pushed open the porch wet, he felt that rainy days were really annoying, and rainy days made people feel so annoying. He felt that he was a waste and had become a weak and useless person that he hated.

Lin Ran didn't cry when he was beaten, and he didn't feel pain when he was scolded, but when he was looked at by Shen Yu's eyes, he shed tears.When he opened the door of the house and saw Shen Yu wearing a clean and warm shirt and asked him with concern: "Lin Ran, what's wrong with you?", Lin Ran cried.

He didn't want Shen Yu to see his weak appearance, so he left his bag on the porch, and bumped his head into Shen Yu's arms.The man sat on the sofa and hugged his back, and a clean, warm, familiar smell came, which made his mood change beyond his comprehension.The moment he entered the door, Lin Ran changed from a man who was full of pricks and refused to admit defeat and cursed scum, into a real 17-year-old boy who had been wronged.

Lin Ran buried her face in Shen Yu's arms, and tightly hugged his waist.He didn't speak, and he didn't want to raise his head to let Shen Yu see his red eye circles. He tried his best not to shed tears, as if he could gain some strength from Shen Yu by doing so.Shen Yu's warm big hands ran along Lin Ran's hair again and again, and he asked with a sigh: "Lin Ran, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Ran didn't understand that he used to be strong and tough, as if nothing in the world could defeat him.That's because he knew that even if he was in pain or sad, no one would ask him, "Lin Ran, what's wrong with you?" Somehow, Shen Yu suddenly became the softest part of Lin Ran's heart, became the softest part of Lin Ran's heart. The person who let him let go of all the thorns, and when he saw him, he could remember that the wound on his body hurt so much.When he was wronged, he wanted to let Shen Yu hug him, or stay in his arms for a while.

Lin Ran calmed down and after thinking about it, he decided to lie: "When I was riding my bicycle through the alley, I accidentally fell and it hurt." Shen Yu frowned and looked at the white shirt Lin Ran was wearing when he went out. There was clearly a white shirt on it. footprint.

Shen Yu glanced at Lin Ran with a complicated expression, but did not expose him.Instead, he took half a bottle of disinfectant water and a pack of cotton swabs under the coffee table, and wiped them carefully for Lin Ran after they were soaked in the medicine.

Lin Ran looked down at Shen Yu with a serious face, and suddenly asked, "Shen Yu, do you love me?"

The hand holding the cotton swab paused, Shen Yu didn't answer, and continued to rub the medicine on Lin Ran with dark eyes.

It must be a lie to say that he is not disappointed in his heart, he and Shen Yu have spent so long together, Lin Ran has always been stingy in expressing his love for Shen Yu, saying he likes it when he likes it, and saying he is unhappy when he is not happy.

But Shen Yu had been with him for so long, he cared about him and kissed him, but he never said that he liked him.He always felt that there was an invisible gap between him and Shen Yu, and he couldn't understand Shen Yu.

Lin Ran could only smile reluctantly, looking for a step for Shen Yu: "That's okay, I know you are thin-skinned, and you definitely won't say such things easily, right? Even if you really like it, you can I won't talk, I know you're embarrassed..."

These words made Lin Ran feel uncomfortable and panicked, he smiled and said to Shen Yu, "I've been drenched in the rain all day, I'm going upstairs to take a shower and go to sleep, you should go early too."

After turning around and going up the steps, Lin Ran's forced smile collapsed.

Lin Ran was not the only one who was uncomfortable in the room. Shen Yu picked up Lin Ran's white shirt and put it in the washing machine. The naked footprints on it were a silent mockery of herself.Shen Yu's face was projected in the mirror, so gloomy that he could squeeze water.

Didn't he already know that Lin Ran would not be able to participate in the competition today?According to Lin Ran's temperament, it was expected that he would be beaten.But why did you, Shen Yu, see through that Lin Ran was lying, and still choose to turn a blind eye and say nothing.

"Are you still a human being?" Shen Yu asked herself.

He went upstairs lightly, lifted the quilt and lay on his side, looking at the gorgeous face of the person beside him, he fell asleep, the corners of his nose were slightly closed, but his brows were frowning, Whether he was happy or not was clearly displayed on his face.

Lin Ran has never been heartless, on the contrary, he is extremely sensitive and can perceive many emotions. He doesn't say, he is heartless, but he is good at deceiving himself.

Shen Yu asked herself: "Do you like Lin Ran?"

Like it, there is no reason not to like it.But is that love?Shen Yu didn't know.

He liked another person for many years. He told him that he loved him, and went to school with him. At that time, there was no Lin Ran. He gave all his heart to that simple person. He loved him a lot. In [-], the man called him Brother Shen Yu, and he called him so nicely.what is love?what is likeEven a transparent person like Shen Yu couldn't tell the difference.

This young man with meticulous eyebrows and eyes in front of him made Shen Yu's heart ache. If he knew everything, and the calculations and plans involved, he would still say: "Shen Yu, do I really like you?"

Shen Yu sighed, and the voice echoed in the room.He said to the sleeping Lin Ran, "I'm sorry."