gender doesn't matter

After Zhou Fu left, only Qin Dong and Qin Dong and Qin Dong's little assistant were left in the dressing room. Qin Dong put away his teasing expression, looked at me seriously and asked, "Ean, are you okay?" Right?" He looked at me worriedly.

Because Qin Dong is responsible for the makeup of the crew these days, and I'm one of the few people in the crew who put on makeup more often.

The relationship between me and Qin Dong is pretty good, and he also knows that Zhou Fu and I are not quite right, so he teased me when Zhou Fu was around to make me happy, and he didn't ask me why until Zhou Fu left.

Facing Qin Dong's concern, although I am very grateful.

But there are some things that cannot be explained with words, just like the things between Lin Yue and me.If you say Lin Yue is wrong, but he never promised me anything, if he is not wrong at all in terms of his identity as the benefactor, but I am making trouble for no reason, but if it is another identity...

How can I make this clear...

I sighed, turned to Qin Dong and smiled: "You said what happened at the airport in the morning." I looked at Qin Dong and nodded, and then said: "When I got up in the morning, I heard that there was an accident on the plane from South Africa to China. , I thought Lin Yue was on that flight, so... I found out later that it was an oolong, and he returned to China last night." Finally, he pulled his lips in embarrassment: "I made you laugh."

"You boy." Qin Dong punched me on the shoulder: "It's fine, don't wrong yourself too much."

"Of course, thank you." I said with my mouth, but only I knew what I was thinking.

Not wronged, how is it possible.

When people live in this world, how can everything go according to their wishes?

How can anyone not be wronged, but the degree or number of wronged is different.

As I was thinking this way, I suddenly heard a little girl's shrill cry from the theater. Dong Qin and I looked at each other, got up from the chair and rushed to the theater.

Subconsciously, I think this matter should have something to do with me.

Sure enough, when I rushed to the theater, I saw this scene: Lin Yue covered his mouth, blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, and Lan opposite him was looking at me with a full face.

Lan's handsome and glamorous face was covered with frost, and I heard him say over the noise of chirping, "Lin Yue, you are not as good as a beast." His voice was very cold, like a demon from hell, bringing With the most vicious curse: "You don't deserve his love."

Behind Lan, Lin Mo wiped his hands in his trouser pockets, tilted his head to look at Lin Yue from side to side, and finally said in a disappointed tone: "Lin Yue, I feel ashamed to be your younger brother."

Lin Yue moved her mouth, but she didn't say anything in the end, she just shifted her eyes to me and stared at me endlessly.

From his trance-focused eyes, I saw something called guilt besides worry.

I don't know where and when his worry and guilt came from, maybe I was too emotional before and didn't pay attention.

I let out a long breath, calmed down and walked towards them.

"Lan, why are you here?" I greeted Lan pretending to be very happy, I really don't want him to worry about me, and I don't want him to cause a lot of trouble because of me.

Although he now has Lin Mo backing him up, there is no guarantee that one day Lin Mo will also leave him. At that time, the things he caused will not only become troubles but also become big troubles, so...

I can't make him worry...

This is the only thought on my mind.

So, I pretended to be surprised and happy.After so many years of life in an art troupe and experience in acting, my acting skills are considered good enough to fool many people.

However, Lan was the exception. Although I didn't have much contact with him, he was one of the few people who knew me better.

So, when he saw me greet him with a haha ​​laugh, he frowned and unceremoniously poured cold water on me: "It's a good thing I've known you for so long." On Lan's face, there was a look of disappointment. Love is revealed on the surface.

I know Lan actually wanted to say "you've been in the art troupe for so long".

Maybe it was because of my consideration that he changed this sentence to: Thanks to the fact that I have known you for so long.

However, since he spoke in such a cryptic manner, I still heard what he wanted to express from his words, not only me but also Ye Xi.

So, he said: "In fact, you can't blame him entirely for this matter, after all..." Ye Xi didn't say the following words, but we all understand.

After all, Lin Yue used to be too kind to me, so it's normal for me to fall.

Ye Xi glanced at Lin Mo deliberately as she spoke.

However, Ye Xi's glance didn't stop Lan from reprimanding him, "You can't even take care of your own artists. You are really competent as an assistant." Qi Qi also said it.

But Lan doesn't look like he cares at all, but anyway, Lan has always been like this.

He doesn't care who you are, no matter how powerful you are, if you don't like him, he will never show you the slightest bit of face.

Naturally, he doesn't care about your face, so he offended a lot of guests when he was in the art troupe, and of course won the favor of many guests because of this, they think he has a true temperament.

It’s just that these are superficial, but I’m very clear that those customers don’t like Lan because of his true nature, nor because he sings well, but they know Lan because of his knowledge of the past and the present...

In ancient and modern Chinese and foreign shopping malls, as long as you can tell, there is no Lan who doesn’t know, so most of them like to chat with Lan: something happened in the company, something went wrong with their relationship, what ancient paintings of celebrities are in their collection...

They will all look for Lan, they regard him as a confidant and a friend.Therefore, with so many people in the art troupe, Lan is the only employee who only sings and does not need to accompany the guests.

This is the difference between me and Lan, so I can't learn his arrogance that defies the sky.

I remember he said to me before: life is a table game, but for poor and white people like us, winning means that we will not wrong ourselves every day to accompany those old men who are ugly and ugly with potbellies. It is to accompany the guests as originally planned, and there is no loss.

So at the beginning, he blocked and won the bet.

Now Lan is no longer the weak young man who pretended to be arrogant and indifferent but scared to death when he was a child. Now Lan, his arrogance has been carved into his bones. With every look and every move, you feel that he is like a high-ranking king. Look down on all living beings.

Even Lin Yue and Lin Mo, who are the proud sons of heaven, don't have this feeling.

Seeing such an arrogant Lan, listening to his voice scolding Ye Xi, my nose is a little sore.

But in front of him, I didn't dare to cry, I just suppressed the sourness at the tip of my nose.

"Crying won't solve the problem, so Xiaozhi, don't cry." Lan walked up to me and whispered in a voice that only I could hear, "Don't insult yourself, too."

Don't beat yourself up.

One sentence, six words.

But a turbulent wave was set off in my heart. Once upon a time, I lived by humiliating myself, but no one noticed, not even Ye Xi, who knew me best.

Kolan...

I hurriedly turned my face away, only to see that Lan had already walked to Lin Mo's side, listening to what Lin Mo was saying with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

I opened my mouth and didn't say anything in the end.

Just say from the bottom of my heart, thank you. #####