He does not love me

After Zhang Yi was sent to the operating room, Zhang Ai and Zhong Mingcheng rushed to the hospital first.Zhong Xiao, covered in blood, was squeezed into a corner, watching Zhang Ai pull the nurse in and out, asking questions non-stop.

"Is his life in danger?"

"Is his leg still alive?"

"No need to amputate?"

……

The hurried nurse couldn't give a definite answer, only saying that the situation was not optimistic.Zhang Ai was so frightened that she collapsed on the ground, Zhong Mingcheng hugged her and comforted her non-stop.

The feeling of being loved by someone is different, Zhong Xiao doesn't know why he still thinks about it at this moment.If there is no Zhang Yi, he should be lying in the operating room now.There should be no one outside the operating room worrying about him or crying for him.

He was actually jealous of Zhang Yi.

For as long as he can remember, he has been jealous of Zhang Yi.Strange to say, he is not jealous of Zhong Mingcheng, nor Zhong Mingqing and Zhong Minghua, but only Zhang Yi.

Zhang Yi is like a prince, everyone likes him.He is Zhang Ai's most beloved little brother, the brother-in-law Zhong Jianyang talks about every day with a bright future, the uncle Zhong Mingcheng calls omnipotent, and the young master with a different surname who the old butler of the Zhong family is willing to serve.

He seems to be able to do everything, horseback riding, archery, piano oil painting... He looks very good, at the age of 16, he is already as tall as Zhong Jianyang.He doesn't like to laugh, but when he smiles, he really looks like a sun. The maids who have seen him laugh will be secretly excited for many days.

How could there be such a lucky person.God is so unfair.

Zhong Xiao also often feels unbalanced.The initial approach and flattery were due to this imbalance.Later indifference and alienation were also due to this imbalance.

He got close to Zhang Yi in order to imitate him.He alienated Zhang Yi because He Na said that you are not Zhong Mingcheng.Then, it is even more impossible for him to become Zhang Yi.

Everyone loves Zhang Yi.

Getting closer to Zhang Yi might drive him crazy.He chose to stay away.

Happily always cares.

He knew why those people in the vocational high school didn't bother him anymore.He knew why the classmates who bullied him in elementary school changed schools and moved.He knows that a lot of money is transferred into his card every month.He knew why those toys taken by Zhang Ai came back in the end.He knew why it was Zhong Mingcheng who was lost back then and not him.He knew that many of He Na's imported medicines were not arranged by Zhong Jianyang... He knew who was hiding in the alley and peeking at him.

He knew it all, but pretended not to.He used this method to attract Zhang Yi's attention.Despicable, dark, unknown.cannot be made public.

He is really jealous of Zhang Yi!Everyone loves him, but he doesn't love him.Very perverted, very exciting!

Halfway through Zhang Yi's operation, the nurse ran out and shouted, "Which of you is the patient's family?"

Zhang Ai and Zhong Mingcheng raised their hands at the same time, and Zhong Xiao watched them silently.

The nurse looked serious: "He bleeds a lot, and it's still panda blood. The hospital doesn't have that many special blood types in reserve. Which of you is like him?"

Zhong Mingcheng put down his hands first, Zhang Ai covered his mouth and cried bitterly.The nurse was very anxious: "Aren't you all? Are there any other family members?"

Zhang Ai shook his head: "No, not at all."

Except for their mother, who died many years ago.

It was only when Zhong Xiao raised his hand and said "I am" that Zhang Ai and Zhong Mingcheng noticed his existence. He looked like a blood man, the blood on the white chef's uniform was still wet, and there were thick blood stains on his face.

He walked over, and Zhang Ai stepped back again and again.Zhong Mingcheng supported Zhang Ai, and tentatively called his name: "Zhong Xiao?"

Zhong Xiao bypassed him and stood in front of the nurse: "I am type A RH negative blood, is that okay?"

The nurse jumped up excitedly: "Just right!"

He was dragged into the operating room, lying next to the sleeping Zhang Yi, disinfected, needled, and blood drawn.He heard the sound of a scalpel cutting through the meat, just like those cutting pork in the vegetable market.He saw Zhang Yi's face full of instruments, very pale.He saw his own blood flowing into Zhang Yi's body continuously along the transparent plastic tube.

Suddenly there is an inexplicable pleasure rising from the lower abdomen.Zhong Xiao had no choice but to turn Realize to the surgical light above his head, which was so bright that it was only white.While taking a deep breath, he wondered if tomorrow's bakery would be overwhelmed with only the German owner.

It seems that this is the only way to divert the exciting extra attention.

There are traces of Zhong Xiao in Zhang Yi's body.Does it mean that Zhang Yi will never forget himself in this life?

The diverted attention returned to Zhong Xiao's body within three seconds.His body twitched excitedly. The nurse noticed his abnormality and hurriedly called the doctor.

The nurse held his body, and the doctor gave him some injections.He saw the nurse was about to pull out the plastic tube connecting him and Zhang Yi.

He struggled and shouted: "No!"