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When Lin He arrived, Zheng Xi had already drunk a lot at the booth.

He crossed his legs, held a cigarette between his fingertips, and tilted his head in the leather chair. The neon light in his eyes was scattered and unfocused, and he looked completely drunk.

He pinched Lin He's fleshy chin and shook it: "What time do you meet? Huh? What time is it now?"

He seemed to be in a good mood and spoke with a drawl.

Seeing how he owed that, Lin He cursed and took the cigarette away from his fingertips: "The road was blocked for a while, how did you learn to smoke?"

Lin He took a puff, and put it out in the ashtray in disgust: "So light?"

Zheng Xi took out another cigarette from the cigarette case on the table and lit it, and the cool mint aroma immediately filled his heart.He raised the corners of his mouth, and his hazy eyes drifted towards Lin He: "I want to ask you something."

Lin He was pouring wine, and when he felt Zheng Xi's approach, he turned his head while responding, and suddenly met the person who was close at hand.

I don't know if the pair of Danfeng eyes that are usually deserted are drunk. The deep light is like a clear spring under the moon. The faint light in it took Lin He's breath away. It took a few seconds before he realized that he almost kissed him just now. Together.

Lin He is straight and can't be straighter, he didn't think much at all, he put his palm on Zheng Xi's forehead and pushed him away: "I rely on you to be really drunk! Don't drink anymore, don't be like last time I drank until I vomited like that, I don't want to see that black-faced Shen Feng again."

Zheng Xi was not pushed away by Lin He, but threw the cigarette on the table, pressed Lin He's shoulder and pushed him down on the sofa.

Lin He was stunned for a moment, but he didn't realize what he was going to do. He saw him leaning down, and a shadow immediately covered him.

Lin He's eyes widened, Zheng Xi's breath stopped within a short distance, and they almost kissed again.

This time Lin He finally found that something was wrong with Zheng Xi. He covered his mouth and said in a muffled voice, "What on earth do you want? If I can't hold back, I'll find you a woman. Don't mess with me. I didn't." Breasts without buttocks and handles are not suitable for you!"

Lin He made up a long paragraph of words, but Zheng Xi let go of him uninterestedly, picked up the cigarette and sat down again, muttering: "That's not right."

Lin He said "ah": "What's wrong? What do you want to do?"

Zheng Xi took a puff of cigarette, and white mist gushed out from between his lips, dissipating like a mountain haze.He frowned, and said something as if he was talking to himself.Lin He didn't hear clearly at first, approached him and asked again.

The music was a bit loud tonight, Zheng Xi looked at Lin He's head approaching, his fat ears reminded him of Shen Feng.

Shen Feng's profile is very three-dimensional, like the facial features carved out by a carving knife, without a trace of fat.He suddenly became irritable and couldn't help shouting: "I said I might like men!"

Lin He was dumbfounded, and it took him a few seconds to react: "No, what did you say? Did you get stimulated by something? Hey, don't drink now! Speak clearly!"

Seeing that he opened another bottle of wine to drink, Lin He hurried over to grab it.

Zheng Xi looked at him depressed, maybe it was because of the alcohol, tonight Zheng Xi was more relaxed than usual, the emotions in his eyes were surging, and Lin He couldn't stand it.

"Did someone bully you?" This was the only reason Lin He could think of.As soon as the words fell, a person flashed in his mind, and he slammed the table: "Is that bastard Shen Feng? He really messed with you?!"

There was something in Lin He's words. Although Zheng Xi drank too much, his mind was still clear because of the upset. He wondered: "What do you mean? Do you know what you didn't tell me?"

Lin He choked, and took a long gulp of wine as if remembering something: "Shen Feng, I don't know what to tell you! Your brother-in-law has actually been rumored more than once that he doesn't like women. You know that right?"

Lin He didn't know about him and Shen Feng, but Zheng Xi remembered that Lin He once said that Shen Feng and Zheng Lei were not married, and now he said that Shen Feng was rumored to dislike women.So for three years, Shen Feng has maintained that relationship with the same sex?

Zheng Xi was even more annoyed, he drank the rest of the wine in the bottle, and asked the waiter to serve another dozen.Seeing that he was drinking so hard, Lin He quickly waved back the waiter: "Why are you drinking like this? Tell me what you are unhappy about. What problems can drinking solve?"

Zheng Xi stared at the smoke that was burning to the end, and the densely packed fire points bloomed in his pupils with intense colors, like a prairie fire spread all over, until the heat burned his fingertips before being extinguished in the ashtray.He looked at Lin He: "Why did you guess Shen Feng just now? What do you know and didn't tell me?"

His voice was hoarse after being drunk, but his eyes were a little colder than before.Lin He rubbed his face helplessly: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just my own feeling. Weren't you drunk the day you came back? You even vomited on him. Based on what I know about Shen Feng, if you are just an ordinary person , he would never show that expression."

Zheng Xi tilted his head to look at him, a strand of bangs on his forehead fell to the corner of his eyes, like a stroke of ink melted away the cold snow scene: "What expression?"

Lin He thought for a while: "It's like the feeling that you have known each other for a long time, and the way he looks at you reminds me of the rumor that he doesn't like women."

Zheng Xi took a sip of wine calmly, using this to cover up the restlessness in his heart: "Then has he ever been with other men?"

Lin He laughed awkwardly: "How do I know? Do you think he, the second son of the Shen family, can still be caught for real? Even if he was caught, no reporter would dare to break the news casually."

Lin He said it casually, but Zheng Xi felt that his chest tightness was worse than before, and he coughed hard a few times.Seeing that he was still drinking after coughing, Lin He took the bottle away: "So what you are doing tonight is really related to Shen Feng? Xiaoxi, don't blame me for being talkative. He is your brother-in-law, although you have never met before, But... in short, don't really make any trouble between you two, your grandpa can't stand it."

When Lin He mentioned Shen Feng's identity at this time, it was just a kind reminder, but Zheng Xi found out that the title of brother-in-law was really a wall between him and Shen Feng.Although he never thought about getting back together with Shen Feng, he never really felt that he was superfluous as he is now.

If everything Jin Jing said is true...

Zheng Xi laughed at himself, he was suddenly very glad that the car accident made him lose his memory.If he still loves Shen Feng, then he can't face these actions of his own sister at all.Although he indirectly caused Zheng Lei's hemiplegia, it is really unacceptable that Zheng Lei created the illusion of his death just to take Shen Feng away.

Moreover, Jin Jing also covered up part of the truth when talking with him during the day.

Zheng Xi felt that part was the most important, but he didn't have the chance to ask again during the day.Thinking of this, he told Lin He to go to the bathroom.

The bathroom in the bar is not big, there are only two compartments in the men's toilet, and the sanitation is very clean.After he went in, he didn't see anyone, so he entered a room randomly and called Jin Jing.

Jin Jing was still busy at the company, she didn't show any surprise when she received the call, she just fell silent after hearing the question.

She closed the office door, and the quiet atmosphere made her voice cold: "Zheng Xi, although I have known Shen Feng since college, I am only his secretary after all. What I talked to you in the morning is I really can't see him suffering any more, but it doesn't mean that I, an outsider, can meddle in everything between you."

She paused, and heard the faint sound of music coming from Zheng Xi's side: "Didn't you accompany him?"

Zheng Xi leaned against the door panel, not sure if it was alcohol, but felt drowsy: "No. It's fine if you don't want to say it, and don't tell Shen Feng that I asked you about it."

Jin Jing glanced at an envelope on the table, which contained a ticket to Kennedy tomorrow night.She remembered Shen Feng's next arrangement, since Zheng Xi came back, everything about Shen Feng was disrupted.When she saw Shen's parents in the hospital in the morning, they severely reprimanded Shen Feng's face, which made Jin Jing feel unspeakable melancholy.

She pondered for a moment, and still told Zheng Xi another thing: "When his right hand can remove the bandage, look at the inside of his wrist, there is a scar there, which was left because of you three years ago. "

Zheng Xi wondered, "What scar? I did it?"

Jin Jing: "He cut it himself shortly after learning of your death."

Zheng Xi's fingers convulsed, and the phone fell to the ground with a 'snap'.Jin Jing said "Hello" a few times, wondering if he was shocked when he heard this, but his voice came again, but with an obvious tremolo: "Why did he do this?"

Jin Jing secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "He strictly forbids me to talk about it, so you'd better pretend you don't know."

After Jin Jing finished speaking, there was no voice again, but she didn't urge her this time, and Zheng Xi repeated after waiting for a while: "Why did he do that?"

Jin Jing sighed: "As I said, he was locked up by his family at that time, and he refused to say what he went through in those three months. When we saw him again later, he was in the hospital. He lost too much blood and was sent to the hospital." After waking up, he told me that his parents promised not to force him to marry another woman, and also agreed with him and your sister."

Strange and intense emotions filled his chest, squeezing his heart out of control.Zheng Xi bent down in pain, took a few deep breaths, and said in a hoarse voice intermittently: "Is he fighting the marriage?"

Jin Jing: "Didn't you ask me why he didn't investigate the truth back then? Zheng Xi, Shen Feng at that time really couldn't do it. He even resorted to such extreme methods to resist marriage, let alone marry your sister. .He is taking responsibility for you, but do you think he can face any variables?"

Zheng Xi was silent.

Another very soft music came from the other end of the phone. After listening to it for a while, Jin Jing could tell that it was "IDO", one of the classic songs of the 98° band.

She leaned against the window, watching the hustle and bustle of the bustling business district opposite.Colorful neon lights embellish the dark night dimly and beautifully, but it is still just a cage made of reinforced concrete.

A sentence that I don’t know which book I read suddenly sounded in my mind: Love makes people suddenly have armor and a weakness.

Shen Feng seemed invincible during the three years of losing Zheng Xi, but only she knew that in Shen Feng's eyes, there was nothing but emptiness other than work.

As long as he is not on business, Shen Feng will go back to have a meal with Zheng Lei every week.

She often follows because of work, and every time she sees those two people at the same table, she has the illusion that she is watching actors play against each other.

Zheng Lei was careful, but she couldn't get Shen Feng to smile sincerely.And Shen Feng's indifferent, decent but alienated speech and behavior made her feel that Zheng Lei was very pitiful more than once.

Jin Jing shook her head helplessly, some things she could persuade once or twice, but if the listener didn't care, what's the use?

After a long time, she also became numb.

I thought that Shen Feng would not easily get emotional again.But that day, just as Shen Feng answered the phone call, he almost couldn't stand still. He even ignored the client and turned around and left.

She handed over the stunned client to another secretary, Chen Jili, to appease her, and chased after Shen Feng by herself.

But before she had time to ask what happened, she saw Shen Feng squatting on the ground clutching his chest.

She was terrified, and thought that Shen Feng was suffering, but found that this man's expression seemed crazy, with veins pulsating on his temples, and the emotion in his eyes was like an erupting volcano, which caught her off guard.

She couldn't tell whether the man was angry or happy.

After panting for a few moments, Shen Feng grabbed her wrist fiercely, gritted his teeth and said, "Xiaoxi is not dead! He is not dead...he is back! He is back!"

The memory was suddenly interrupted by a voice, and Jin Jing withdrew her thoughts: "Sorry, what did you just say? I didn't hear clearly."

Zheng Xi said: "When did Shen Feng know about Zheng Lei's feelings?"