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Zheng Xi fell into a dark sleep this time, if he hadn't been woken up by physiological reasons, he could still sleep for a long time.

Shen Feng saw that he went to the bathroom in a hurry, and when he came out, he scratched his hair blankly and looked at himself, his heart was filled with soft emotions: "Are you hungry? Or do you want to continue sleeping?"

Zheng Xi glanced in distress. The light green curtains blocked the outside world, and only a soft wall lamp was turned on. It was clearly a ward, but it looked comfortable and comfortable. No wonder he slept so deeply.

He suddenly remembered something, looked at his watch, and said angrily, "It's over!".

Shen Feng knew what he was thinking, but he didn't expose it: "What's the matter? Is there something urgent?"

Zheng Xi: "Why didn't you wake me up earlier?"

Shen Feng glanced at him quietly, Zheng Xi realized that he had slipped up after finishing speaking, so he could only add another sentence: "It's getting late, I'm leaving first."

"I sent someone to bring you the luggage, it's in my car, and the ticket has been rebooked for you until tomorrow evening. Don't worry, just have a good night's rest before leaving." Shen Feng's voice sounded behind him, calmly Xu.Zheng Xi turned around in surprise: "How do you know?"

Shen Feng looked at him sincerely: "I didn't mean to peek, it's just that your phone rang just after you fell asleep. I was afraid that it would make you rest so I took it out and saw it."

Zheng Xi frowned, Shen Feng's explanation was reasonable, and he couldn't say anything.It's just that now he doesn't know how to explain to Shen Feng that he is leaving.

Seeing him standing awkwardly, Shen Feng patted the bed beside him: "Xiaoxi, let's talk."

Zheng Xi asked suspiciously, "What are you talking about?"

Shen Feng waved to him: "Talk about serious business, come here."

This answer is really a little bit 300 taels of silver, but Zheng Xi didn't think much about it, and walked over to sit on the edge of the bed.

"Why are you in a hurry to leave?" Shen Feng asked.

Zheng Xi didn't answer, staring at a plate of fruit on the bedside table in a daze.

"Are you trying to avoid me or your grandfather?" Shen Feng continued to ask him.

Zheng Xi whispered: "I just can't face all this, it's so ridiculous."

The lamp on the wall radiated a weak source of heat, and the flickering light and shadow interlaced, enveloping his figure a little overwhelmed.Shen Feng felt a pain in his heart, and after enduring it, he suppressed the urge to hug him.

Shen Feng raised his hand and gently pinched his fingertips.

Zheng Xi didn't resist, as if he couldn't feel it, his gaze was still dull.

Shen Feng observed him, with a little undetectable hope flashing in his eyes: "Don't you blame me?"

Zheng Xi: "I don't remember anything, and I didn't think I really blamed you. Besides, Ms. Jin also said that you had a difficult time. She asked me if I had considered the situation at that time from your standpoint. Problem, I really don't. So it's me who says I'm sorry."

Shen Feng: "Stop apologizing, you are the victim. Xiaoxi, I don't want to have such a strange relationship with you. Even if you can't remember it anymore, can you, don't avoid me?"

Zheng Xi finally looked at Shen Feng, his clear eyes were like the sea at the end of the horizon, unable to stir up any waves: "I said, I am no longer the person you knew before."

Shen Feng suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I'm not the same Shen Feng as before. Then let's get to know each other again, okay?"

Zheng Xi: "Why bother? I can't give you what you want."

Shen Feng said to himself: "Don't be so arbitrary, give me a chance to chase you, maybe the result will surprise you?"

Zheng Xi was amused by his sudden self-confidence, and said helplessly: "How to chase? Don't forget that you are still my brother-in-law in name."

This identity was the barrier between them, and it was also the real reason why Zheng Xi didn't want him to get close.Shen Feng knew it was not the time yet, but Zheng Xi's attitude towards him now restored his confidence.He knew that Zheng Xi didn't really hate him, otherwise he wouldn't take the initiative to come to see him today, let alone sleep beside him defenselessly.

He knew that Zheng Xi remembered him subconsciously, and Zheng Xi had already proved it to him with his body on the night of the reunion.

Thinking of this, the smile in Shen Feng's eyes grew even wider.He coughed, pulled out a photo from his phone and handed it to Zheng Xi: "I checked your school, and the graduation ceremony is a week away. You want to go back to attend, right? Can I accompany you? I want to watch the ceremony .”

Zheng Xi was stunned, he looked at the photos displayed on the screen.It was a screenshot of his school's website, an announcement that his graduation work had won the award.

He himself didn't know that he was selected, so he took it over in surprise and zoomed in on the picture to see the content above.

Seeing his happy appearance, Shen Feng really wanted to hug him.

Shen Feng suppressed the surging desire in his chest, but he still didn't hold back, and he still pulled Zheng Xi into his arms rebelliously.

The chests of the two of them bumped into each other lightly, and Zheng Xi leaned against Shen Feng's shoulder unexpectedly, there was no unpleasant smell of disinfectant in his breath, but the cold fragrance he was familiar with.There is no sense of aggression, and there is just the right amount of gentleness in the indifference.

Suddenly something flashed in my mind, and the resisting hand just stopped at Shen Feng's waist.He asked, "What perfume do you use?"

Shen Feng curled the corner of his mouth from an angle he couldn't see: "Think about it, this is your favorite flavor."

Zheng Xi sniffed Shen Feng's neck very seriously. He really felt that this smell was very familiar. He wanted to ask several times before, but he missed the opportunity.

Shen Feng felt the warm breath wafting from the side of his neck, resisting the impulse in his body, for fear of interrupting Zheng Xi's rare meekness.He was looking forward to it, and Zheng Xi really gave him a satisfactory answer: "BVLGAISOIR?"

Shen Feng smiled and said, "Smart."

Zheng Xi also laughed: "It's really true, but this perfume is very strong on you, it's very special."

Shen Feng: "You tried it on me and found it smelled particularly good, so you let me use this one all the time, and you can't change it to something else."

Zheng Xi said casually: "Don't tell me that you really use it until now."

Shen Feng answered him seriously: "Really, I haven't replaced it after using it for more than three years."

He spoke too solemnly, and the unconcealable affection in his words finally made Zheng Xi realize what they were doing.

Zheng Xi broke away from Shen Feng, with flustered embarrassment in his expression.

Shen Feng didn't touch him again: "Xiaoxi, you haven't answered yet, can I accompany you? Let me attend your graduation ceremony."

Let me accompany you and step into the next stage of life together, okay?

Shen Feng silently said the unfinished words in his heart, and looked at Zheng Xi without blinking.

Zheng Xi lowered his head and didn't answer, the dim light of the wall lamp condensed on the ear, and the place that should be fair has a little bit of red.He grabbed a corner of the bed sheet, not knowing why he was suddenly so nervous.It was as if the reflex arc of Shen Feng holding him just now finally returned to his body, and he belatedly felt the out-of-control feeling of rapid heart rate.

He was very afraid that Shen Feng would hear this kind of heartbeat, so he stood up without thinking: "Whatever you want, I'll go first."

He left the ward in a hurry, but Shen Feng didn't stop him, but looked at his fleeing back, for the first time genuine joy welled up in his heart.

OK.Shen Feng thought, Zheng Xi would definitely come back to him.

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Zheng Xi took the elevator down to the first floor.

He stood in the air vent for a while, until the cool night wind made his hands and feet cold, and then he took out his phone.

He flipped through the address book, trying to find Lin He's name, but he swipe too fast, and with a tap of his finger, he just clicked on the column of Shen Feng.

Seeing the call interface that popped up immediately, he was so frightened that he quickly pressed the hang up button.

Unconsciously, he remembered the scene just now in his mind.

He stayed in the United States for three years, and many of his classmates were same-sex couples.The atmosphere in the United States is very open, and he has seen scenes of two men making out in many places in the school.

Although he wasn't, he didn't feel any resistance either.

It's just that he didn't expect that one day he would become one of them.What's more, he didn't expect that his lost memory actually included a relationship.

It's hard for him to imagine how someone with Shen Feng's identity and character could fall in love with him.

But he could feel that Shen Feng had been actively approaching him since he came back.Although he did a lot of embarrassing actions, he never really hated it, at most he just couldn't stand it and wanted to run away.

He thought back in the past, anyone who tried to get close to him would be bored, so it was so abnormal.

He didn't know if the feeling towards Shen Feng came from his subconscious in the past, he was a little caught off guard by this reaction.

Zheng Lei's matter has come to an end, no matter what happened, it is the past tense for him who has no memory.He doesn't want to care about who is right and who is wrong. What he can't accept from the beginning to the end is the deception from his family.

Just like his relationship with Shen Feng, what he can't accept is not the present, because Shen Feng has never really gotten along with him as a brother-in-law.This title is just based on family reasons, he actually prefers to treat Shen Feng as that friend from three years ago.

It's just that after knowing Shen Feng's feelings for him, he was at a loss again.

He began to regret, did he agree too soon?

This happened more than once, he was always easily led by Shen Feng, and it was too late to react.He stomped his feet angrily, and pressed Lin He's name as if venting.

Lin He was playing a game, and when he heard that he was leaving tomorrow, he quickly jumped up and changed his clothes.

Zheng Xi made an appointment with him at the Fengherili Bar, and repeatedly told him not to tell anyone.