let him land

Standing downstairs in the hotel, Xie Chuan's mind went blank.Why did he come?Reason - If there must be a reason, then probably, because I missed the last train and tomorrow is Saturday.

Xie Chuan didn't know what would happen next, no, he knew but he couldn't believe it.

Go upstairs, take a deep breath, and knock on the door.

The door opened, and Zhuo Lidong was wearing a pair of loose sweatpants, half topless.

The bright yellow light in the foyer fell on his well-defined muscles, forcing Xie Chuan to look away hastily, and stared down at the white porcelain floor under his feet.

Zhuo Lidong closed the door and locked it.When he passed by Xie Chuan, Xie Chuan smelled a faint smell of alcohol.

He said leisurely, "Work overtime tonight?"

"……Um."

"Have you had dinner?"

"have eaten."

Zhuo Lidong suddenly lifted his feet to hook Xie Chuan's calf, and hooked Xie Chuan into his arms. He was sitting, Xie Chuan was standing, and he stretched out his hands to wrap around Xie Chuan's waist.

"I'm too slow," Zhuo Lidong unbuttoned Xie Chuan's coat one by one, "was it in the second year of junior high school? You suddenly stopped letting me hug you. At that time, I thought you thought I was smelly. But then you were willing to do my laundry. And you deserved it when I got into a fight because of that woman—what was it—I fought over her."

Unbuttoning it, he took off his coat neatly, and then stretched out his hand to Xie Chuan's light gray shirt.

"Did you like me at that time?" As he asked, he continued to unbutton the button, as if the answer was not important.

"...Yes." Xie Chuan knew he was trembling.

"Now?" There were many buttons on the shirt, Zhuo Lidong pulled it with both hands, and a few buttons fell to the ground.

"Now, is it okay?" He finally asked this sentence, and at this time his hand was already on Xie Chuan's belt.

"Huh? Talk."

Xie Chuan closed his eyes, and clenched his hand hanging by his side into a fist. He didn't know what would greet him.

"...Yes." Xie Chuan said.

The next morning, when the sunlight came in through the gap in the curtains, Xie Chuan felt dazed.

Last night he almost thought that he would never see the sun tomorrow.

Zhuo Lidong was already fully dressed and sitting on the sofa looking at his phone. Seeing that Xie Chuan had woken up, he threw a tube of ointment: "You apply more... Are you gay? You're so weak."

Xie Chuan wobbled and propped himself up: "Physical strength has nothing to do with whether you are gay or not... Old arms and legs, I can't stand your toss."

"Can I help you?" Zhuo Lidong put down his phone and looked over with a smile.

"You...leave me alone for a while."

"What's wrong?" Zhuo Lidong got up and sat on the edge of the bed instead, and put his arms around Xie Chuan's shoulders, "Are you shy?"

"I……"

"Okay, I'm going out to buy breakfast," Zhuo Lidong smiled, "There are your clothes on the table, all new."

Zhuo Lidong left, Xie Chuan slowly climbed out of bed.Zhuo Lidong lived in a suite, which was quite big. The two of them slept in the second bedroom last night, and there was a pack of tissues, half a bottle of mineral water, and a pack of cigarettes on the bedside of the master bedroom.Xie Chuan's chaotic brain finally came to his senses. Last night, he slept with Zhuo Lidong.Why is it in the second bedroom?Xie Chuan thought while beating his waist, could it be that the master bedroom is used to sleep women, and the second bedroom is used to sleep men?Boss Zhuo has a rich night life.There is a change of clothes on the table in the living room, and the new packaging has not been opened.A shirt, very blue, with a light blue logo on the chest: MOSCHINO; a pair of narrow-leg low-waist jeans, dark blue and almost black, from Levi's.There was also a bag of underwear, Xie Chuan opened it expressionlessly, well, MUJI's underwear is finally under [-] yuan.Boss Zhuo is generous.

Litian Hotel is located in the high-tech development zone in the east of Gancheng, a four-star hotel, next to various large shopping malls.Thinking of Zhuo Lidong waking up to go shopping in the morning, Xie Chuan felt a little funny, Zhuo Lidong was so nervous—it didn’t have to be, Zhuo Lidong dared to buy that shirt, but Xie Chuan didn’t dare to wear it.After all, he is just a civil servant with a monthly salary of 3000.

Clean up the sticky stuff in his body, put on the underwear Zhuo Lidong bought, and put on his own jeans that were left under the bed.Xie Chuan picked up the shirt on the ground and was very happy when he found that only a few buttons were broken.Instead of a shirt, he put on his sweater and put on his coat.Finally, he put the shirt into Moschino's bag, thinking, let's take advantage of Boss Zhuo's favor, let's pretend for a while.

Then he simply went out, hailed a taxi, and went home.

On the way, Zhuo Lidong sent a WeChat message: Why are you not wearing any clothes?

Xie Chuan replied: I have worn my underwear, so I don't need the rest.

After thinking about it, I added another sentence: I also drank too much last night.

Zhuo Lidong didn't reply.

Xie Chuan thought to himself, my mother's waist is hurting to death, you will never go back if you love it.

Everyone is a Ben San person, and I would like to have a cannon if you love me, which is quite normal.Xie Chuan didn't want Zhuo Lidong to think that he wanted him to be responsible.Besides, Xie Chuan also felt that Zhuo Lidong was in a bad mood last night, even very depressed.It's okay for people to hold back all the time. It's understandable to vent properly.What's more - what's more, Zhuo Lidong has a face like that, and he looks thin and fleshy when he takes off his clothes.Xie Chuan felt that this wave was not a loss.

But even so, Xie Chuan still felt a deep sense of loss the moment he got off the taxi and saw the gate of the family courtyard.He is like a very old, old soul, in the cave, who has lived for thousands of years in one day, his parents passed away, and his aunt's family returned to Chongqing—these people are gone, and he can only live with the memory of this ruined courtyard.Now finally a living Zhuo Lidong appeared, finally a slight flame ignited in his heart, he thought maybe Zhuo Lidong was also reluctant to let go of those memories, maybe Zhuo Lidong understood what he was holding on to—but After this night, nothing matters.Like two strangers after 419, they will never meet again in the crowd.

Zhuo Lidong's attitude was already very clear, the gift of expensive clothes was just to give some "hush money", Xie Chuan was clear about it.

Xie Chuan lay dead at home for the whole weekend, and Zhuo Lidong really beat him up that night.

Xie Chuan hadn't felt this kind of feeling for a long time, not even when he was with Liu Ziyuan.After his parents passed away, he had erectile dysfunction.There's nothing wrong with the body, the doctor said, but maybe it's also psychological.

When working with Liu Ziyuan, Xie Chuan was always half soft but not hard, for which he was laughed at twice by Liu Ziyuan.

But that night... Xie Chuan knew that he was very excited.

Because the other party is Zhuo Lidong, he has missed him since he was a teenager, and later made a boyfriend in college, and he still thinks of Zhuo Lidong's face occasionally.Also because, he thinks, because the other party is a boy from the family courtyard, they have a common memory, my race, when we meet in a sea of ​​people, we can confirm each other's identity by smell.

On Monday, Gancheng continued to cool down.Xie Chuan changed his long johns and put on thermal pants under his jeans.With the strong wind blowing for two days, although it was cold, the smog was blown away and the sky became blue.Xie Chuan always remembered that when he was in junior high school, smog was not recognized as smog, but just fog.At that time, they didn't know that Gancheng was an area with a high incidence of cancer. They only thought the gray fog was very cute, because lovers could secretly hold hands in the dense fog.

Later, many of them left Gancheng because of the smog.

It was not because of the smog that Zhuo Lidong moved back to Yibin with his parents after graduating from junior high school. It is said that his grandmother passed away and left a large fortune, including a brand new villa.Xie Chuan didn't know if these rumors were true, he only knew that Zhuo Lidong was leaving, and there was a high probability that he would never come back.At that time, they didn't have mobile phones, so he wrote his home landline number to Zhuo Lidong—even though Zhuo Lidong could recite it.Xie Chuan folded the note with the number on it and put it in the cup, which was that delicate plastic cup.

At that time, Zhuo Lidong took the cup and smiled with dimples on the corners of his mouth: "This cup is so beautiful."

"Brother Xie," Xiao Liu sat across from Xie Chuan at lunch time and winked, "I heard from them that you know that Manager Zhuo?"

"...Ah, that is, we know each other, but we are not very familiar." Zhuo Lidong was indeed the focus of the crowd, and Xiao Liu heard all about the dinner that day.

Xiao Liu gossiped: "Is he married?"

"not yet."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"...No?" Probably not.

"Wow," Xiao Liu lowered his voice, "No wonder, I heard that Lao Guo has been active these days, and wants to introduce her daughter to Manager Zhuo."

"Oh, really..." Lao Guo is a middle-level female leader in the office and is about to retire.

"Her daughter is very good. Nankai's master's degree seems to work in Shanghai." Xiao Liu smiled, "It's just ugly."

Xie Chuan could only shake his head: "I haven't seen it before."

Nothing to do in the afternoon, Xie Chuan got off work on time.There were a lot of people on the bus that day, Xie Chuan was squeezed into a corner, thinking a little bit uncomfortably, Zhuo Lidong is really a fucking scumbag.Director Guo wanted to introduce his daughter to him, but he was lucky enough to have sex with people at the hotel without any scruples—fortunately, he was not discovered by others. ?Zhuo Lidong could pat his ass and leave.

On Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, Xie Chuan didn't hear anything about Zhuo Lidong again for a few days. Of course, Zhuo Lidong didn't send him a message either.Have you already returned to Shanghai?Possibly, it's almost the end of the year after all.

After working overtime at night, Xie Chuan lost his appetite after being too hungry. He just wanted to go home quickly, take a shower and sleep.

But he didn't expect to see Zhuo Lidong downstairs.

In fact, the downstairs of his house is quite dark. If it wasn't for the flickering scarlet cigarette butt, he really wouldn't have noticed the person standing beside the corridor.

"Why are you here?" Xie Chuan was so surprised that it was not Zhuo Lidong in front of him, but an extinct South China tiger.

Zhuo Lidong put out the cigarette butt, took a step forward, and grabbed Xie Chuan's hand.

He held Xie Chuan's index finger and hooked a heavy plastic bag onto it.

"I bought rice cracker candy," Zhuo Lidong said softly, "I'll bring you some."