Encyclopedia love letter

Xia Jianjing lowered his head, looked at the ground, and said in a low voice, "I sent you 59 times 'I like you very much today too'."

Although Xia Jianjing in Lu Zai's memory would also be sad, but never more than three sentences, he was still depressed for almost a second, and started laughing and laughing again in a blink of an eye.

What a coaxable person Xia Jianjing used to be, he didn't even need to try hard to coax him, as long as he took him to bask in the sun, he would be able to photosynthesize by himself.

Lu Zai looked at Xia Jianjing in front of him, and he felt his heart was about to break.

Lu Zai took a step forward, squatted down slightly, and stubbornly put himself within Xia Jianjing's field of vision.

Lu Zai said: "I know...I know now."

Although Xia Jianjing listened to it, he didn't give Lu Zai any reaction, as if talking to himself, he said: "You ignore me. I post every day, 59 days, but you don't want to talk to me .”

"I don't. Why don't you call me, as long as you do..." Lu Zai pressed the corners of his eyes hard, and gritted his teeth, "Why the hell did I change my phone number?!"

Xia Jianjing shook his head, obviously unwilling to believe what Lu Zai said, he had a deeper answer in his heart, which Lu Zai told him ten years ago.

"Forget it, it's useless to worry about these things now. I don't forgive you, and you keep an old account with me. I can't explain it for a while." Lu Zai stood up, and he pinched the back of Xia Jianjing's neck and rubbed it , sighed, "You need to rest for a while, let him take you to the dormitory to settle down first."

Xia Jianjing was a good boy, no longer refused, and nodded silently.

Lu Zai waved at the little soldier and said, "Then I'll hand him over to you, take him to the dormitory directly."

The little soldier was stunned, and asked stutteringly, "Then, what, aren't you going to the bathroom?"

Lu Zai's fingers were still pressing on the back of Xia Jianjing's neck, and as long as he exerted a little force, the skin under his hands would tense up.

Lu Zai smiled slightly, turned his head to look at Xia Jianjing and said, "Do you really want to go?"

Xia Jianjing could only shake his head, and Lu Zai found out that "wanting to pee" was just his excuse.

"Go, have a good sleep." Lu Zai approached his ear and whispered, "I have to go to work, wait for me to come back at night, let's chat."

Lu Zai watched Xia Jianjing and the little soldier go away, the soft smile on his face dissipated, and his brows gradually frowned, as if something very troublesome was pent up in his heart.

Lu Zai raised his wrist to look at the time. It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, and the camp broadcast was about to blow the whistle, and there was not much time left before the end of the lunch break.

He didn't go back to the dormitory directly, but turned around and walked towards Gu Xinghai's dormitory.

As soon as Lu Zai walked to the door, he heard crackling sounds inside, mixed with the sound of wind and panting, like two wolves fighting.

The window was not closed, Lu Zai walked over, and when he looked out, he saw Gu Xinghai fighting Yan Zheng.

Lu Zai didn't know the name Yan Zheng until he was sent here, but he had heard of Yan Zheng ten years ago.

This is what Xia Jianjing often said, Gu Xinghai's mysterious object.

Gu Xinghai is also a person with abnormal brain circuits.

The province where City X is located is not a major province for competitions. Every year, only a handful of people in the province can enter the national team. Gu Xinghai not only entered the national team, but also represented China in the International Physics Olympiad.

The result was of course a gold medal, and the happy news is still posted on the school bulletin board.

But later, Gu Xinghai didn't choose any of the universities that could be recommended. Instead, he applied for early approval and went directly to the University of National Defense Science and Technology, embarking on a completely different path from everyone else.

Lu Zai was watching a play outside the window, and Gu Xinghai was not a serious opponent at all. With his serious strength, he could beat Gu Xinghai to the ground with just one finger.

But Yan Zheng obviously wouldn't really fight against Gu Xinghai, he only used to block and defend, and when he saw the move, he would stop when he took off Gu Xinghai's strength, and he would never attack again.

Lu Zai saw that the two of them were going to fight forever, and he still had serious business, so he didn't have much patience, so he leaned against the window and knocked on the window.

Lu Zai said, "Captain Yan, can you stop for a while?"

How can I say Yan Zheng? When you first meet him, you will feel that he is a character. His methods are cold and unsmiling, which makes people admire him from the bottom of his heart.But once you get acquainted with it a little bit, you will find that it is also a scourge of overt coquettishness, especially when you are with Gu Xinghai, the two of them are like comparing each other, one is more powerful than the other.

"Wait outside, we are making house rules." Yan Zheng cast a sidelong glance at Lu Zai, leaned forward and closed the window with a "snap", and quickly drew the curtains.

But the houses in the camp were not built according to the standards of the arsenal, and farts inside could be heard clearly outside. Doing these things strictly is tantamount to deceiving the ears and stealing the bell, and it is useless at all.

Lu Zai couldn't leave either, he really needed to find Gu Xinghai for something.

Lu Zai had no choice but to stand outside and was forced to listen to the whole set of procedures for "establishing family rules".

In fact, Yan Zheng didn't want to get angry with Gu Xinghai. He didn't have much contact with Gu Xinghai in private, and it was impossible to flirt with Gu Xinghai at work. Finding a partner in the same unit was more difficult than the long-distance relationship before.

Although the sky is high and the emperor is far away here, and he is the boss, no one can control him, and most discerning people can see that the relationship between him and Gu Xinghai is different.But after all, this place is a place for blood-licking and blood-licking, not for dating, and he still has some sense of propriety.

But today it was really impossible not to clean up, if he didn't clean up Gu Xinghai, he probably had to collect Gu Xinghai's body.

Yan Zheng got angry, he pressed backhand, and with only five points of strength, he pressed Gu Xinghai, a half-way monk, against the wall and couldn't move.

"Gu Xiaobei, I think your skin is so fucking itchy." Yan Zheng stepped forward, "If you want to die, there are many ways to do it. Choose something valuable, such as my bed."

Gu Xinghai secretly wanted to lift his knee to attack Yan Zheng, but Yan Zheng reacted faster than him. His right leg was directly inserted between his legs and he moved back. His right crotch was pressed against his crotch, so that he suddenly didn't dare to have any more little action.

"Hey, get your legs out of the way." Gu Xinghai smiled, and kissed Yan Zheng's tense chin fawningly, "Can't you make some sense, I violated some regulations, you fix it for me ?”

Yan Zheng told Gu Xinghai that it was serious, but Gu Xinghai seemed to be joking, and his anger rushed to his head in an instant.

Yan Zheng sneered, and directly recited it to Gu Xinghai, and it was accurate to a few chapters.

Yan Zheng said: "Comrade Gu Xinghai, every time the team's reporters need to be approved, this is not my local rule. Then, today, you took Comrade Lu Zai to the war zone without permission. Do you have any written instructions from your superiors?"

"Finally you stopped calling me Xiaobei?" Gu Xinghai smiled, not realizing the seriousness at all, "I am here to help my younger brothers, seriously, you..."

"Stop." Yan Zheng was really angry, he raised his hand to stop Gu Xinghai, "Comrade Gu Xinghai, we are superior and subordinate, to show respect, please call me by my surname and military rank, or by my surname and position .”

"Success, Yan, captain, captain!" Yan Zheng became more and more enthusiastic, and Gu Xinghai was annoyed even if he didn't agree with each other.

Gu Xinghai took advantage of Yan Zheng's subordinates to relax, exerted force on his waist, dodged to the side, and got out of Yan Zheng's arms directly.

Gu Xinghai looked at Yan Zheng and said, "I thought you were flirting with me, but it turned out that you really came to Xingshi to ask your crimes."

Yan Zheng gritted his teeth and clenched his fists tightly. The veins ran up his forearm from the back of his hand. It felt like he wanted to punch Gu Xinghai into the ground the next second and turn him into a land lord.

Yan Zheng said: "Gu Xiaobei, can you stop messing around and separate work and life?!"

Gu Xinghai snorted coldly, and said to Yan Zheng as before: "Captain Yan, who is Gu Xiaobei? My name is Gu Xinghai, Gu, Xing, Hai, Shang, Wei!"

Yan Zheng was so angry that Gu Xinghai had nothing to say, he licked the corners of his mouth, picked up his training coat from the back of the chair, pulled the doorknob and prepared to leave.

Gu Xinghai felt a little wronged all of a sudden, he and Yan Zheng hadn't spoken for a long time.He is busy, and Yan Zheng is even busier, and they all have tasks in their hands. Even though they are in the same camp, there are only a handful of opportunities to meet each other.

Gu Xinghai and Yan Zheng had disliked each other since they were bare buttocks, and then their relationship turned awry, and they got together out of nowhere.But the tit-for-tat in the past is the same as engraved in the bones, the way of getting along is very torturous, the sweetness is really sweet, and the enemy is also the real enemy.

What an evil fate, Gu Xinghai thought.

Gu Xinghai became cruel, and directly rushed forward, knocking Yan Zheng staggeringly, almost knocking his head on the door panel.

"You son of a bitch!" Yan Zheng quickly turned around, flicked his coat and covered Gu Xinghai's head.

Gu Xinghai put his arms around Yan Zheng halfway, raised his hand and opened a slit of his jacket, wrapping Yan Zheng in.

Yan Zheng and Gu Xinghai were covered under the coat together. The training coat was quite thick, and no light could penetrate.

But Yan was born in the field army, and before he was 20 years old, he was already mastering the shooting range with high-precision sniper control.He has excellent eyesight, especially in dark places. He only needs to throw a flare at him from 300 meters away, and he can kill twenty moving targets in a row.

As soon as Yan Zheng raised his eyes, he could see Gu Xinghai's eyes. The two of them always got along in such a way of getting along with each other. They exploded at the first point, and they deliberately said harshly, but they regretted it so much afterward. Shameless.

Gu Xinghai backed down a step first, and Yan Zheng had no choice but to choose the sea and the sky.

Yan Zheng said: "The [-]-word review will be handed over to me tonight, and the next one will not be an example."

"I can do it." Gu Xinghai laughed. He leaned forward and bit Yan Zheng's lips, and bit hard, "Baby, I found that calling each other military ranks is quite exciting. Let's try it on the bed this year's vacation?"

Yan Zheng pursed his lips and smiled. He looked at the enthusiasm in Gu Xinghai's eyes, and asked without answering, "Are you going to try me or shall I try you?"

Lu Zai couldn't listen anymore. He originally thought that the root cause of the quarrel between Gu Xinghai and Yan Zheng was because of himself, and he felt a little guilty, but the more he listened, the less it was true. Discuss the issue of posture.

Lu Zai was impatient, he raised his foot and kicked the door, and said, "Stop for a while, okay?"

Yan Zheng was satisfied, he put on his jacket, zipped it up to the top, then opened the door and gestured "please" to Lu Zai.

When Lu Zai came in, Yan Zheng happened to go out and passed him.

Yan Zheng said: "You also hurry up, I will call you on the intercom 3 minutes before departure."

Lu Zai nodded to him and said, "Understood."

After Yan Zheng left, Gu Xinghai sat down by the bed, and he asked Lu Zai, "What's the matter? Don't bother with me for trivial matters. I finally took a three-day vacation, so I just want to rest."

Lu Zai walked over and said, "Can you introduce me to a military doctor?"

"I'm Aunt Ren?" Gu Xinghai was a little surprised, "Where did you get injured? Can't you be in the health team? You should know that Aunt Ren's military rank is higher than mine and Yan Zheng combined, so don't bother her with ordinary problems."

Lu Zai hesitated for a moment before saying, "Do you think there is something wrong with Xia Jianjing?"

"Is something wrong?" Gu Xinghai frowned. He tilted his head and thought for a while, "It seems to be a little bit, it's much quieter, and it's not so poor. I used to talk so much that it gave me a headache."

Lu Zai shook his head and said, "It's more than that. When we were two, he didn't talk."

Gu Xinghai felt that he was making a fuss, so he spread his hands and said, "This is so normal, you are such an adult, how can you still be poor in energy. Besides, you have changed, I have the impression that you are a cool guy, and you can't beat a fart with three sticks. , and now we’re starting to do interviews.”

It's also interesting to say that Gu Xinghai felt that he was destined to be the old material of the month. When he was in high school, he watched Xia Jianjing and Lu Zaitang entangled. He didn't expect that ten years later, he would have to continue to watch.

Gu Xinghai persuaded earnestly: "Lu Zai, let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart, it's just a coincidence that you two meet again today. But everything is about fate, and if you can't continue the relationship, let's talk about the old days. After all, we are old classmates. That's all. After many years, if you two can achieve success, let it be if you really can’t.”

"Whether it's past or not, it doesn't matter what you say, and it doesn't matter when the time is said." Lu Zai had a firm attitude, "I have the final say."

"Okay." Gu Xinghai sighed, "By the way, I just borrowed the key from the cooking class, and I'm going to make some noodles for Jingzi, do you want to come together?"

Lu Zai said: "I'm not going, I'll go back and lie down for a while, and I'll go out with Team Yan later."

Gu Xinghai patted him on the shoulder and said, "Then I will help you contact Aunt Ren, but whether she is willing to help is another matter."

Lu Zai nodded and said, "Thank you."

Lu Zai's residence is quite far from Gu Xinghai's dormitory, and it takes about ten minutes to walk there quickly.

However, their photography team was sent by the government, and the accommodation conditions were much better than Gu Xinghai and the others. There was a bathroom in the room, and it was even equipped with a closed-circuit television.Although there is not a single channel that can be received, at least it looks relatively high-end.

Lu Zai checked the power of his equipment bag and camera as usual. After all the preparations were done, he put the walkie-talkie on the small tea table, adjusted to the channel where Yan Zheng was, and turned the volume to the maximum. Then he lay down on the bed with his clothes on. .

Lu Zai used to be a bit of a clean freak. He always carried a wet towel to wipe his hands. It was impossible for him to lie on the bed with his coat on.

Just like what Gu Xinghai said, ten years have passed, everyone has changed, Xia Jianjing has changed, and he has also changed.

He is no longer the somewhat lonely boy he used to be, he still has a tough temper, and maintains his indifference within the limits of etiquette when interacting with others.

He no longer wipes his hands with wet wipes, his hand can press the shutter, and he can also catch the girl calling for help in the torrent.He was extremely tired and could accept lying on the bed covered in dirt, especially in this ghost place, where spiders crawled across his pillow, and he could just pat him and then fall asleep without changing his face.

He has really become a quiet adult.

But Lu Zai thought, is there anything else that hasn't changed?

On him, on Xia Jianjing, between him and Xia Jianjing, is there anything eternal?

Lu Zai subconsciously reached for his camera, and he closed his eyes with peace of mind until he hugged the lens into his arms.

He knows that it is not good to be too attached to some things, but if he is not attached, he will no longer be himself.In his view, human beings are just a container, and what is placed in it determines whether the container is a milk glass, a paint can, or a trash can.

He stroked the notch of "JのL" with his thumb, he had Xia Jianjing in his heart, so he belonged to Xia Jianjing.

It was, it is, it will be, it will always be.

This has not changed.

What about Xia Jianjing?Has this changed for Xia Jianjing?

Lu Zai hooked the corner of his lower lip slightly, and he hugged the camera more tightly, he thought, Xia Jianjing didn't either.

In fact, he hated Xia Jianjing before, that kind of hatred is not a whim, he will hate as much as he loves, hate so much that he hates him wholeheartedly.

So after Xia Jianjing left, he flushed the phone card down the toilet that night.He burned the photos Cheng Cheng gave him, and blocked Xia Jianjing on all social accounts.In order to make a clean break, he even canceled the account "Milu".

He also wanted to throw away the camera memory card. The "love letter" in it could be said to be heart-wrenching, and every second of its existence seemed to mock his stupidity.

But he didn't get what he wanted, because the camera was empty, Xia Jianjing, a little bastard, ran away, even his memory card was taken away.

He resolutely drove Xia Jianjing out of his life, as he said before, if Xia Jianjing left, he would throw away all the memories, and he didn't care about whoever wanted to keep them.

Not two days after Xia Jianjing left, the news of Xia Ping's dismissal spread, and even the students in the attached high school were gossiping.

He sat in the classroom and listened to the discussions of the students around him. Everyone was just a bystander who heard the rumors, but they all swore as if they had witnessed it with their own eyes.

They cursed academic fraudsters like Xia Ping as rubbish. They speculated that Xia Jianjing must have heard the news and hid when he dropped out of school. I was blind, but I was really moved at the beginning.

Lu Zai heard everything, but he didn't have any thoughts in his heart. He didn't explain or participate.From the moment Xia Jianjing broke up with him, there was no such person in his world anymore, and even this period of time was folded by him and would not be opened again.

Less than a month after Xia Jianjing left, it was the Lunar New Year.

Lu Zai had nothing to worry about, and he didn't want to beg for nothing to stay at Qin Hongyang's house, so he went back to City C by himself.

Lu Yuanming was the busiest during Chinese New Year, he was busy giving gifts and making connections up and down, and after sending him money, he disappeared.

His year was no different from usual, he lived alone in a deserted place.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lu Zai didn't know what to think, but went out in a daze.

City C has a strong New Year flavor, and the streets are crowded with people, making a way for the performance team to pass.

People wore new clothes and hats, beaming and watching the performance lively.The performance team also has a lot of events, including those who play waist drums, dance yangko, walk on stilts, and there are dragon and lion dances that Xia Jianjing wants to see.

Lu Zai stood on the street all morning. Standing outside the crowd, he suddenly felt a little sad.

He once made a hook with Xia Jianjing, and agreed not to change it for 100 years, but because Xia Jianjing left, the bustle of the street has nothing to do with him.

It was also from that moment that he hated Xia Jianjing.

The quality of his sleep was not good. Sometimes when he dreamed of Xia Jianjing, he would force himself to wake up, resolutely refusing to have any more contact with Xia Jianjing, even in a dream.

So he often woke up in the middle of the night, then leaned against the head of the bed, opened his eyes and waited for dawn.

He didn't indulge himself because of Xia Jianjing, a bastard, he was still a model student with excellent character and learning, and successfully passed the journalism department of Tsinghua University during the college entrance examination.

Only this time, his reason for going to Tsinghua University is much simpler. It is not for anyone, it depends on the ranking.

When the admission notice arrived in August, Qin Hongyang was very happy and prepared a teacher appreciation banquet for him with great fanfare.

Two tables were set up in the small courtyard for the teacher appreciation banquet, and all the people who were famous in the school were invited. On the one hand, it was to celebrate his promotion, and on the other hand, it was for Qin Hongyang's face.

He couldn't refuse, so he could only apologize with a glass of wine.

Until late at night, Rui Su had already cleaned up the mess on the table, and Qin Hongyang was still sitting in the yard with a cigarette stick in his hand, as if he was waiting for someone.

After more than half an hour, Xia Ping staggered in from the door. He had aged a lot in the past year or so, and was so thin that he was thin.

After the "East Window Incident", Xia Ping also disappeared. His old house was taken back by the school, and no one knew where he went.

Lu Zai couldn't let himself go. The 17-year-old boy doesn't understand love. He only loved Xia Jianjing. He wished he could burn his heart into magma and build a "Pompeii city" that belonged to them.

But he has learned to hate without a teacher. He hates the house and the black, and even looking at Xia Ping will make his heart surge with hatred. These people are all accomplices.

He stood up and went straight to the house.

Qin Hongyang asked Rui Su to bring out the jar of wine again, and he and Xia Ping set up a small table, you come and I exchange glasses.

Xia Ping drank very silently at the beginning, and after drinking half a pot of rice wine, he covered his face and choked up.

After Xia Jianjing left, Xia Ping never slept well again.A basin full of dirty water is approaching, he wants to commit a crime, his former colleagues mocked him, and his former students abused him, none of these can break him down, but Xia Jianjing's disappearance makes him lose his support completely.

Xia Ping said to Qin Hongyang: "I regret it, I shouldn't have allowed him to get involved, what can he do alone."

Qin Hongyang didn't know the real reason for Xia Jianjing's departure until today. He didn't know how to comfort him, so he had to fill his glass again and drank it down with his beloved student.

Lu Zai's window faced the small courtyard, where Xia Jianjing once hopped like a dog and confessed his love to him, but at this moment, Xia Ping's words came in through the half-opened window.

Sitting in front of the desk, Lu Zai slowly arched his back and lay helplessly in his arms.

Lu Zai's eyes were not even red, and all his emotions were blocked in his throat, making him unable to breathe.

He suddenly inexplicably thought of Xia Jianjing telling him coquettishly that he had never seen the excitement of the Spring Festival, and his heart ached instantly.

He hated Xia Jianjing even more, he hated Xia Jianjing for taking so much beyond his means.

But he also began to hate himself. Every word he said to Xia Jianjing on the day of the breakup has now become a reversed blade, returning the pain to him thousands of times.

It is never childish hatred that makes people grow up instantly, but the enlightenment after the injury.

Lu Zai couldn't come out, and he didn't want to come out, but he carried this unforgettable feeling on his back, and walked forward with it.

He relaxed a lot, just like what he said to Xia Jianjing, he thinks this will be the case in this life, and he doesn't plan to do anything, he has already emptied his love, so just wait for Xia Jianjing.

It's best to wait until that silly dog ​​comes back. If you can't wait, just bear with it, and it's over.

But fortunately, they met again, although ten years had passed, such a long time.

But after all, it was only ten years apart, and they would have many more ten years.

The walkie-talkie on the coffee table suddenly rang at this moment. Lu Zai opened his eyes and sat up with his body propped up.

There was a solemn voice on the walkie-talkie, saying: "416416, please answer if you receive it."

Lu Zai reached for the walkie-talkie, pressed the call button, and replied, "Got it, please tell me."

Yan Zheng said: "Leave in 3 minutes, Ximen, car No. [-]."

Lu Zai said, "Got it."