Encyclopedia love letter

Xia Jianjing's heartbeat seemed to stop at that moment, he clenched his fists tightly, his nails sank deeply into his flesh, he forced himself not to panic, he had to calm down.

Xia Jianjing was introduced to the path of physics entirely because of Mr. Guo Yonghuai.

At that time, he was just a kid who liked to read sci-fi comics. When Shenzhou [-] was launched, there was a twelve-hour time difference between the base and China. Everyone set up a white cloth in front of the jeep as a projection screen, and used the only unblocked road in the entire base to network signal to watch the live broadcast.

Among Shapin's colleagues were some Americans, who gathered around boasting about NASA's achievements, from "Voyager [-]" to "Pioneer [-]", from rushing out of the solar system to reaching Pluto.

Xia Jianjing listened to men’s stories about space with a smattering of knowledge. He was fascinated by the vastness of the universe and the exploration of technology. Eat barbecue.

But Xia Ping told him that in addition to these feats seen by people, there are more ancestors who are making unremitting efforts to send these big guys into space, and some people even sacrificed their lives.

Xia Ping told him a story about Guo Yonghuai, the founder of Chinese aerodynamics.

In 1968, Mr. Guo Yonghuai and his guards returned to Beijing by plane, carrying a top-secret data file with them.But unfortunately, the plane lost its balance when it was about to land.At the critical moment, Mr. and the guard hugged each other tightly, protecting the data file on his chest.

When people finally found the wreckage of the plane, the two charred bodies had been burned together, but the documents were intact.And it was the data they brought back with their lives that made China's first missile thermonuclear weapon successfully launched.

This story has a profound impact on Xia Jianjing. He regards his husband as a lighthouse and an idol, but he never thought that the same incident would happen to him in a different way one day.

Xia Jianjing's absurd idea just now resurfaced a little bit, he believed in his intuition more and more, especially after Xia Ping took away the detonation device, he was almost sure that he guessed right.

Xia Ping has a fake data in his hand, and he also hides a real data, which one does he want to destroy?Who does he want to protect?

Xia Jianjing felt a fire rising in his throat, he swallowed hard, trying to calm down his breathing.

Suddenly, Xia Jianjing became more rational than ever. He pinched his thigh hard, and the pain made him more awake.

Xia Jianjing patted his face and told himself not to show timidity.Regardless of Xia Ping's plan, he has only one purpose, he must take good care of Xia Ping.

Xia Jianjing suddenly pushed open the half-hidden door, as if rushing out of the room suddenly.

His voice was cheerful as usual, and he said, "Old Xia, our lunch is here. The delivery guy said he couldn't come in, so I'll go out and get it."

Xia Ping raised his head. Like Xia Jianjing, he also suppressed his emotions in a blink of an eye and put on a smile again.

Xia Jianjing's heart sank even more, he thought, he guessed right, Xia Ping was really pretending too.

Xia Ping closed the box as if nothing had happened, he stood up, smiled and said to Xia Jianjing: "Then you go and get it, I will clean up the table."

"Okay!" Xia Jianjing nodded vigorously, with a "click" sound from his neck, which made his eyes almost turn red with soreness.

Xia Jianjing squatted down and put on his shoes, with his back facing Xia Ping, he quickly rubbed his eyes.

Xia Jianjing said: "Then I'll go, wait for me, Lao Xia!"

Xia Jianjing didn't even wear a coat, and ran downstairs as soon as he opened the door.

He lowered his head and rushed into the wind, the frog prince Baby Shuang was not resistant to frost at all, the cold wind slashed across his face like a sharp knife point, but he kept walking, still rushing forward as if venting.

Xia Jianjing, you have to hold back, he gritted his teeth and told himself, you must hold back.

At that moment, Xia Jianjing suddenly understood a truth.It seems that everyone comes to this world with a mission, to take on some kind of unspeakable responsibility at a specific moment.

For example, now, he is still flustered and helpless, but he doesn't have the childishness to ask other people what to do.

This is his way, difficult and confusing, but he is already on the way.

Xia saw the phone in Whale's pocket rang, and the little yellow man babbled, he stopped, and a smile slowly appeared on his frozen face.

This is the ringtone he specially designed for Lu Zai. Every time Lu Zai calls, the cute little yellow man first, and then Lu Zai's cold voice, this huge contrast will successfully make him laugh stand up.

This time it was not so successful, Xia Jianjing put the phone next to his ear, no matter how hard he tried, the smile couldn't penetrate his eyes.

"Did you call me just now? I was helping grandma wash the dishes, but I didn't hear you." Lu Zai said, "What's wrong?"

Xia Jianjing actually held back a lot of words in his heart. He opened his mouth, but everything was stuck in his throat, making him unable to confide a word to Lu Zai.

Half an hour ago, he was a carefree big boy. Although he was flustered, he had no burden. He hurriedly called Lu Zai, as if he could solve the matter by speaking out.

In fact, not all emotions can be shared. Some roads are destined to be walked alone. There are no shortcuts, no examples to refer to, and he needs to use a bloody way.

So from this moment, he began to have a secret in front of his father and the person he liked.

Xia Jianjing shook his head. He realized that Lu Zai couldn't see him through the phone, so he said, "It's okay, I just missed you."

Xia Jianjing's tone was a little tired, but Lu Zai's auditory nerves were completely occupied by the words "missing you".His mind was like a perpetual motion machine, repeating the "he missed me" over and over again.

Lu Zai pursed his lips, and his ears started to turn red. Even though the two of them had become more intimate, he still had no resistance to Xia Jianjing's frank love words.

Lu Zai switched his phone and answered it. He rubbed his red ears and said, "Puppy Xia, it's usually time for a lunch break at this point."

Xia Jianjing understands what Lu Zai means. This is a little love between them. Since he moved home, the time of confession has been adjusted from before bedtime to noon. like you very much."

Seeing the sore nose of the whale, Xia gritted his teeth and exhaled slowly. The breath was atomized in the cold air, and it was so white that people couldn't see the road under their feet clearly.

Xia Jianjing said: "Can you say you like me once today?"

Lu Zai laughed at him, but didn't answer directly, "Don't play tricks, there are still sixty times."

"That's right, there's still so much to lose. But Brother Lu, if I haven't said enough for the remaining sixty times..." Xia Jianjing bit his lower lip and forced back the choked sobs that were about to come out, "Can you be fair? , Leave me a 40.00% like?"

Lu Zai frowned and asked, "Why?"

"If, I mean if!" Xia Jianjing was so distressed as if someone had grabbed him, he couldn't breathe well, so he started stamping his feet, pretending to be cold to cover it up.

Lu Zai's voice also cooled down, and he said, "Nothing, not even one percent."

"It's not fair!" Xia Jianjing said, "Writing an 'solution' during the exam will give you 1 point!"

Lu Zai didn't answer.He was silent for a long time, and the previous feeling of something wrong came back again. He stopped entangled with Xia Jianjing on this issue, and asked directly: "Where are you?"

Xia Jianjing said, "I'm waiting for takeaway."

Lu Zai knew Xia Jianjing's virtues. In the past, they ordered takeaway Xia Jianjing so they didn't bother to come out to pick it up. They had to let the other party deliver it to their doorstep.But now that the weather is so cold, Xia Jianjing is willing to come out of the house, and it seems that he has been waiting for a long time, which is very strange.

Lu Zai felt panicked for no reason, as if Xia Jianjing was deliberately hiding something from him.

Lu Zai squinted his eyes and asked, "Why did you come down so early?"

Xia Jianjing couldn't answer, because the delivery boy never called him at all. He rushed out of the bedroom just to test Xia Ping's attitude, and after verifying his guess, he didn't have the courage to stay at home Stay on, desperate to get out and catch your breath.

Xia Jianjing stuttered for a long time before he could make up a reason. He said, "I, I, I mainly want to go downstairs to throw garbage."

I don't know if Lu Zai believed it or not, but anyway, Lu Zai didn't ask any more questions.

Lu Zai felt that the atmosphere was not very good. It was supposed to be sweet. Say something about missing or liking to warm up this cold winter.

It shouldn't be like this between them, Lu Zai softened his attitude after thinking about it.

Lu Zai cleared his throat, smiled lightly and said to Xia Jianjing, "By the way, are you free tomorrow?"

It stands to reason that tomorrow is the weekend, Xia Jianjing should be free.But after he discovered Xia Ping's abnormality, he even considered skipping class during this period and guarding Xia Ping 24/7.

Xia Jianjing hesitated for two seconds, then whispered, "Tomorrow... I have something to do."

Lu Zai was a little unbelievable. He had already thought about the following rhetoric, but he didn't expect Xia Jianjing to give this answer at all, which made him a little speechless for a while.

Lu Zai felt uncomfortable, and the weird feeling became more and more intense, so hot that he wanted to burn him into an irrational monster, put a pair of shackles on the person he liked, and force the other person to stay and not leave, even for a second Neither can.

Lu Zai closed his eyes, suppressed his emotions, and said, "Well, I have a gift I want to give you, so I can only wait until Monday to give it to you."

Xia Jianjing asked curiously: "What gift?"

Lu Zai was coaxed by Xia Jianjing's rising tone for a moment, and he could feel that Xia Jianjing still had expectations.

Lu Zai laughed. He walked to the cabinet and carefully looked at the two new friends inside - a custom-made lens and a woven strap with white characters on a black background.

When Xia Jianjing called, he was not helping Rui Su at all, he couldn't wait to go out when he received the news that the counter had arrived.

He couldn't even wait for the delivery, he was in a hurry and forgot to bring his mobile phone, he was as stupid as a stunned young man, just to pick up the gift he wanted to give Xia Jianjing.

Lu Zai held the lens in his hand, lowered his head and fondled the "JのL" notch on it, and said to the microphone, "I can't tell you now."

Lu Zai let out a soft "hum", which came from his nasal cavity. Xia Jianjing listened through the receiver, and felt a little playful.

Xia Jianjing's heart was so soft that Lu Zai relaxed in front of him day by day. He seemed to be taking care of a flower, watching Lu Zai open his heart, approach him, and show him the beauty of every petal.

Xia Jianjing raised his head to look at the sky, he blinked his eyes, and blinked away the tide in his eyes.

Xia Jianjing asked: "Then can I like this gift?"

Without hesitation, Lu Zai blurted out, "I must like it!"

Seeing that the whale's nose was sore, Xia said in a low voice, "Okay, I will definitely like it."

Lu Zai keenly captured the dullness in Xia Jianjing's voice, he frowned and asked, "Have you caught a cold?"

Xia Jianjing sniffed and said, "Well, maybe it is."

Lu Zai was not very happy, he said in a deep voice, "Which takeaway you ordered, hasn't come yet?"

Xia Jianjing jumped up suddenly, and said to Lu Zai while waving: "Hey! Come on! Say Cao Cao Cao Cao is here!"

Lu Zai let out an "oh", and said, "Hurry up and get it, go home quickly after you get it, and hang up."

"Brother Lu!" Xia Jianjing suddenly stopped Lu Zai.

Lu Zai paused and said, "Huh?"

Xia Jianjing poked the corner of his frozen mouth, and gave a big smile, and even his voice became clear, he said, "I like you very much today too!"

Lu Zai smiled lightly, and nodded: "Got it, there are 59 more times."

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Xia Jianjing came home with the takeaway, and Xia Ping picked him up and began to scold him as soon as he entered the door.

Xia Ping said: "You bastard, what's the matter, relying on your young age, you don't even know how to wear a coat when you go out in such a cold day, you have to let Dad and your ass worry about it for the rest of your life, right?"

The more Xia Ping pretended nothing had happened, the more uncertain Xia Jianjing felt, and even a little annoyed, which made the boy feel panicked.

Xia Jianjing didn't talk back to Xia Ping, he looked at Xia Ping and asked: "Old Xia, then you will worry about me for the rest of your life, can't you do it?"

The expression on Xia Ping's face froze immediately, he lowered his head to take the takeaway in Xia Jianjing's hand, and turned around a little flustered.

Xia Pingjin walked towards the restaurant with his slippers on, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said: "Are you kidding me, you still plan to be an old man, I will kick you out when you go to college, and you will earn living expenses and tuition fees yourself .”

Xia Jianjing sighed helplessly, Xia Ping's words flickered, and he was still lying to him, which made the last trace of luck in his heart go out with a "poof".

Xia Ping set up two sets of bowls and chopsticks, and he sat down directly. Before Xia Jianjing came over, he cut a piece of pizza on his own plate.

Xia Jianjing walked over and sat down opposite Xia Ping.There was a mess in his stomach, which made him lose his appetite at all, and he didn't want to move his chopsticks at all.

Xia Ping looked up at him and said, "It's a bit cold, eat quickly, I have things to do later."

Xia Jianjing shook his head, he tapped his head, and said, "I seem to have caught a cold, and I feel dizzy and very uncomfortable."

"Look! I said it's cold and cold! If you dare to wear a thin sweater and run outside, the dizziness is due to the cold wind blowing too much." Xia Ping frowned and scolded him with a straight face, " Feel bad, hurry up and eat a few more mouthfuls of food, I will find medicine for you to drink after eating, and you will be fine after you sleep."

Xia Jianjing pushed away the bowls and chopsticks, he lay down on the table, and said, "I don't want to take medicine, can you make porridge for me in the afternoon?"

Xia Jianjing went over to hold Xia Ping's palm and groaned coquettishly.

夏平这个人吃软不吃硬，夏见鲸小时候每次犯错，都会抱着夏平的腿认怂，总能唤起夏平的拳拳父爱，把大揍化小揍，小揍化没有， Tried and tested.

Xia Ping's face softened, and his eyes were full of tenderness. He got up and walked behind Xia Jianjing, rubbed his hands warm, and helped Xia Jianjing rub his temples to relieve his headache.

Xia Ping said: "Then you go back to the house and lie down for a while, and I will cook porridge for you now."

Xia Jianjing turned around and hugged Xia Ping's waist, Xia Ping was so thin, he could almost wrap his arms around Xia Ping with one hand.

"No!" Xia Jianjing buried his face in Xia Ping's lower abdomen, "I don't want to drink now, I just want to drink in the afternoon, wait until three or four o'clock, four or five o'clock."

Xia Ping's subordinates paused, sighed, and said, "Son, but Dad will go out later."

Xia Jianjing clenched his teeth, he grabbed Xia Ping and did not let go, "I don't!"

Xia Ping let go of his hand and put it on Xia Jianjing's shoulder. He hesitated for a while, but still didn't make up his mind to push Xia Jianjing away.

Xia Jianjing's back heaved and fell, like a wounded cub, he grabbed Xia Ping's clothes, and his voice was already crying.

Xia Jianjing roared in a low voice: "I don't!"

Xia Ping put his hand on the top of Xia Jianjing's head, stroked his hair, and said softly: "When Dad is gone, you have to be good, remember to lock the door at night, and don't always be careless in your studies, sir. Eat some junk food, and..."

"Dad!" Xia Jianjing slammed the table and stood up, the chair legs scraped against the ground making an earache. He stood in front of Xia Ping, his eyes were as red as a rabbit.

Xia Jianjing held back his tears and seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He said, "Are you still lying to me?"

Xia Ping's expression was calm, as if he was looking at an ignorant child, he slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, and leaned over to help up the chair that Xia Jianjing had knocked down.

Xia Ping continued: "There is still a good life."

Xia Jianjing couldn't take it anymore, he rushed to the living room to pick up the briefcase that Xia Ping had already packed, the briefcase was surprisingly light, as if there was nothing in it.

Xia Jianjing dumped the only two items in the bag on the ground. He knelt down, picked them up and questioned Xia Ping: "CD? Detonator? Old Xia, are you still going to keep hiding it from me?"

Xia Ping adjusted his glasses, he calmly pulled Xia Jianjing up, and pushed Xia Jianjing to sit on the sofa without any explanation.

"You're an older kid, dad should have told you." He sat down beside Xia Jianjing and sighed, "The call you heard at noon today was from our dean, who was also bribed to convince me Hand over the data. Their reasons are very good. Indeed, first, this data does not belong to me alone, and I am not qualified to decide how to use it correctly; second, it is just an insignificant branch of the "Chaoyang Ji", no It’s worth putting my life’s honor on it.”

"They all thought that my nerves should be broken these days, and it happened to be what I wanted." Xia Ping said, "I have already compromised with them, and promised them that I will hand over the data to them in the afternoon, and it will be completely settled. this matter."

"But you can't!" Xia Jianjing shook his head. He stared at Xia Ping's face and asked each word, "Old Xia, you want to intentionally create a car crash, right?"

Xia Ping looked at Xia Jianjing, his face was calm, he nodded slowly, and said, "Yes."

"Old Xia!" Xia Jianjing was almost driven crazy by Xia Ping's calmness. He beat his thigh in frustration and roared, "Dad!"

"Xia Jianjing, listen to me!" Xia Ping held down Xia Jianjing, "I have already pretended to be crazy, and no one will suspect that I am carrying fake data. The fact is set in stone, neither I nor the data will come back. But the real data and my precious son will be safe and sound."

"Son, this data is the painstaking effort of the 107 researchers in the team for five years and three months, and it cannot be destroyed." Xia Ping raised his finger and pointed to Wan Zhen's gentle portrait behind him, "There are three comrades who participated in the research. The names have been marked in black, and your mother, Associate Professor Wanzhen, is one of them."

"Perhaps when the entire 'Chaoyang Ji' project is coming to an end, all of us will not only be marked with black boxes, but even the burial site will be built with tall buildings and thousands of mansions." Xia Ping said, "For science Devotion is the most romantic return for every scientific researcher, I can be selfless all my life, but now, I must be selfish once."

Xia Ping looked at Xia Jianjing, and he said: "I hope my son will be free and unrestrained in his life, love him what he wants, and pursue his dreams. This is my most selfish wish as a father."

Xia Ping raised his head with a smile, but Xia Jianjing was already sobbing.

Xia Ping felt even more uncomfortable. In his impression, Xia Jianjing was rarely seen crying.Xia Jianjing loved to laugh since he was a child, even when he was a baby, he didn't know how to recognize him. No matter who hugged him, he always grinned and laughed, which was very cute.

I didn't expect that naughty ghost to grow taller than him in a blink of an eye, Xia Ping was relieved and sad, he raised his hand to press the corner of his eyes, and wiped away the trace of tide.

"Shh...don't cry son." Xia Ping pulled a tissue over Xia Jianjing's face, "It's okay, be strong."

Xia Jianjing was unwilling to agree with a word, he grabbed Xia Ping's arm and kept shaking his head.

Xia Ping patted the back of his hand lightly, said with a smile: "Be good."

Xia Jianjing clenched his fists to calm himself down. He wiped away his tears, half-kneeled up, and insisted on saying to Xia Ping: "And you wanted me to transfer to the United States before, why? It's actually because of this data, right? "

Xia Ping lowered his eyes and dodged a little, he said: "I just said it casually."

"Impossible!" Xia Jianjing grabbed Xia Ping's shoulder and forced him to raise his head, "Old Xia, you are not the kind of person who can talk nonsense, you must have a reason for saying this!"

Xia Jianjing was like a trapped little beast, he grabbed his hair, trying to figure out Xia Ping's original purpose.

Why?Why?

Xia Jianjing was a little dazed, he didn't know how to strike, and several black hairs were caught between his fingers, but he didn't realize the pain, and he was still stuck in the predicament and couldn't get out.

Xia Ping stopped him and said, "Xia Jianjing, be more rational."

Xia Jianjing's hand was grabbed by Xia Ping, he lowered his head, staring blankly at the pattern on the sofa cushion, suddenly he raised his head, staring straight into Xia Ping's eyes.

"Data!" Xia Jianjing said, "You want me to take the data to America, don't you?"

Xia Ping laughed and said, "It was at that time."

Xia Jianjing asked: "Then what about now? Now I can too!"

"This idea is too immature. If you were asked to go abroad rashly at that time, a fool would guess what was going on, and it was not safe." Xia Ping said, "It is even more unnecessary now, I can solve it. You just stay and do it well." Your physics, remember Dad's wish for you."

Xia Jianjing found that he couldn't shake Xia Ping's thoughts at all. He stood up and felt cold all over his body.

"You can solve it? Are you going to solve it with no bones left?! But you still let me do physics? Why?! Why are you?!" Xia Jianjing said angrily, "You adults are always like this, no matter what There are reasonable explanations for such absurd behaviors, all for me! But have you ever asked me what I want?"

"I am a person with feelings, not a machine that can calculate results by inputting data. I can move forward, and I can work hard to become famous, but I want love more. This is my real motivation." Jian Xia The whale said, "If you are gone, have you thought about what will happen to me? I am in this world, and I have no relatives. Is this your wish?"

Xia Ping's eyes were red, his lips trembled, but he couldn't speak.

He thought that the best blessing turned out to be his son's shackles. He really didn't dare to think about how Xia Jianjing would spend every night in this house from tonight onwards.

His son was only 17 years old, how could he rest assured.

But Xia Ping had no choice, he closed his eyes, tears fell on the back of his hand.

Xia Jianjing half-knelt down, lying on Xia Ping's knee, holding Xia Ping's bony hands, unwilling to let go for a moment.

"Let me help you, I'll help you." Xia Jianjing said, "You leave the detonator and go to see them according to your plan. I'll help you bring out the real data. I promise not I will let anyone find me, I will save it until the second phase of the 'Chaoyang Ji' starts, and send it to the place where it should go. Please, father, please believe me."

Xia Ping raised his head in shock, he could see the seriousness in Xia Jianjing's eyes, which made him dare not even vent his breath.

Xia Ping said: "Son..."

"I know what you're afraid of. This ghost knows that the end of the year will be over. You're afraid of ruining my physics dream." Xia Jianjing said, "But the physics competition is just a process. If it's gone, it's gone. In the end A little bit of bragging rights will not stop me from getting where I want to go."

"You know? I have a ranking of importance in my heart, and you are ranked first, in front of everything." Xia Jianjing laughed, seemingly really fearless, "I'm still young, no matter what I’m not afraid of wasting a few years, even if Eternal Time does this and protects this piece of data, I don’t regret it.”

"I feel the same way as you. I want to protect you, no matter what the price is." Xia Jianjing said, "Old Xia, an essential element in the space program is the 'backup star'. Let me do it." Your 'Backup Star', let me take the remaining 50.00% of your risk."

Xia Ping's eyes were moist, he looked at his son, that naive big boy seemed to be reborn in an instant, and grew into a mature and responsible man, able to carry the sky shoulder to shoulder with his father.

"I've written the real data on another disc, which is hidden behind your mother's portrait." Xia Ping choked up, he gritted his teeth and gasped, and continued, "I left your passport with the teacher. You know the password of the bank card, from now on I can only buy you five hours."

"No problem, you trust me." Xia Jianjing held Xia Ping's hand, "I have such a good personality, even if I completely cut off contact with my current life, I will make new friends soon, don't worry. "

Xia Jianjing had made up his mind a long time ago, but at this moment, he was reluctant to let go of Xia Ping's hand.

Xia Ping hugged his son and patted his back lightly, like coaxing him to sleep in the past.

Xia Ping said: "Son, thank you."

"Thank you." Xia Jianjing said, "Old Xia, it's nothing to urge this shabby plan. I can come back as soon as the next stage of the experiment starts."

Xia Jianjing stood up and walked to the door. He wrapped his coat around him and took the key from the shoe cabinet. All his movements were steady and orderly.

Then he turned around, took a deep look at Xia Ping, and said, "Dad, I'm leaving."

Xia Ping got up to see him off, but Xia Jianjing shook his head, slammed the door with a "bang", and ran down without looking back.

He didn't actually tell Xia Ping the truth, he really didn't feel sorry for giving up his current life, but Lu Zai was not included in these.

He didn't want to cry anymore, let alone cry, from the moment he asked to be Xia Ping's 'backup star', he needed to be strong and do what he should do.

Xia Jianjing can't tell Lu Zai anything, what he's going to do, where he's going, how long he's going to go, he can't say anything.

Xia Jianjing couldn't wait for the subway, he reached out to stop a taxi, and almost jumped onto the co-pilot.

He urged: "Master, go to the academy gate, hurry up!"

Xia Jianjing thought, he must hurry up, if he can finish the remaining 59 times of liking, maybe Lu Zai can wait for him and reserve some place for him in his heart.

Xia Jianjing put his hands on his lap and twisted his fingers unconsciously. In fact, he was also worried. According to Lu Zai's temperament, he was not sure whether Lu Zai would agree.

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the alley, and Xia Jianjing, a stingy man, didn't even pick up the change. He opened the car door and ran into the alley. After a few clicks, no one could be seen.

The sun was rare this afternoon, Rui Su was drying the quilt in the yard, she was patting with a feather duster, when she saw Xia Jianjing running in from the door, she smiled in surprise.

Rui Su went up to meet her and said, "Little Whale, why are you back and didn't say hello to grandma. Just wait, grandma will peel grapefruit for you to eat."

"No, Grandma." Xia Jianjing waved his hands quickly, stretched his neck and looked into the room, "Where's Lu Zai? Isn't he at home?"

"He, he has gone to help the old man move the books. He has been away for a long time, and he should be back soon." Rui Su raised her hand and touched Xia Jianjing's cheek with pity in her eyes, "Look at you If you are running, you can still sweat so much in winter, come in and have a rest."

Xia Jianjing followed Rui Su into the house, Rui Su went to get him a drink, and he walked into Lu Zai's bedroom familiarly.

Lu Zai's bedroom was the same as when he left, except that there was a piece of rice paper on the desk, and the ink in the inkstone next to it was still wet. It seemed that Lu Zai was practicing calligraphy before he was called to work as a coolie.

Lu Zai practiced Xiaozhuan. According to the principle of local materials, he usually prefers the ready-made steles in the Forest of Steles Museum. When Xia Jianjing came to the gate of the academy for the first time, Lu Zai was in Linsu Dongpo.

But this time there was no inscription next to the desk, it was empty, and Xia Jianjing couldn't guess what Lu Zai was writing.

He walked over and looked carefully from right to left.

——"He taught me to put away remaining hatred, avoid coquettish anger, renew myself, and change my love..."

This is actually just half a sentence. Xia Jianjing has an impression that it comes from "Suolin Bag", Rui Su's favorite excerpt from Peking Opera.

Lu Zai wrote these fifteen words repeatedly, but changed the format on the last line. He wrote - he gave me, first love, and this life together.

Xia Jianjing was extremely reluctant, he couldn't bear to watch it any longer.

He raised his head and looked around the whole room. There were marks of him and Lu Zai laughing in every corner.They went from unfriendly tablemates at the beginning to friends exchanging secrets, and then to lovers who admire each other, but now...they have to face a sudden parting.

Xia Jianjing once took a photo of Lu Zai in front of the Big Wild Goose Pagoda. Lu Zai was standing in the middle of the fountain, his clothes were soaked, but his eyes were clear. Perhaps from that moment on, this little African elephant has completely encamped in his heart .

But Xia Jianjing has a great forgetfulness, and every time he wants to urge Lu Zai to send him a photo, he will be attracted by other things, so this photo is still quietly staying in Lu Zai's memory card.

Xia Jianjing left this time, hiding his name, with an uncertain future and no return date.He didn't know what the next road would be like, and he couldn't even contact anyone, not for himself, but for the people he wanted to protect.

Xia Jianjing walked to the cabinet where Lu Zai kept his equipment. Now that he had no time to export that photo, he hesitated again and again and decided to secretly take away Lu Zai's memory card.

Xia Jianjing opened the cabinet, and suddenly a strap fell out of the second grid.

Xia Jianjing bent down to pick it up. As soon as he raised his head, he saw a brand new fixed-focus lens placed in the grid in front of him.

Xia Jianjing looked to the left and right, and sure enough there were two other identical copies in the cabinet: one was Lu Zai's aborigines; He finally gave away the one he didn't like.

Xia Jianjing couldn't help laughing when he thought of this, he took out the new lens, turned his hand slightly, and discovered the mystery.

The side of this lens is also engraved, but the order is reversed, engraved is - "JのL".

At that moment Xia Jianjing's tears welled up, he didn't even look at the words printed on the strap, he put the lens and the strap back all at once, then quickly took out the memory card from the camera, and closed the cabinet door.

He turned his back and leaned against the cabinet door, choked up sobbing that he could hardly breathe.

He was speechless, although Lu Zai was awkwardly reluctant to even say a word of liking, but he never doubted Lu Zai's feelings.

Teenagers don't know love and hate, but they are the most exciting moments in their lives.

In these young and enthusiastic days, those pure and sincere feelings were all reflected in Lu Zai's eyes, as long as Lu Zai looked at him, he could feel it.

Xia Jianjing raised his head, he sniffed, trying to force himself out of this bedroom.

If he stays for another second, those feelings of reluctance will swallow him up, how can he leave?

Xia Jianjing closed the door and went out, Rui Su happened to come out with a fruit plate, seeing that his expression was not right, she asked with concern: "What's the matter, darling, tell grandma."

Xia Jianjing rubbed his eyes, and said, "There's something in my eye, grandma, blow it out for me."

"Why are your eyes red? Which side is uncomfortable?" Rui Su immediately pulled him to sit on the sofa, made him look up, and opened his eye sockets while blowing softly.

"Grandma, you and grandpa need to take care of your health in the future. And Lu Zai, in fact, he loves you very much in his heart." Xia Jianjing put his arms around Rui Su's waist, "When he doesn't talk, he may be in a bad mood, so don't ignore him He, you have to ask him a few more times, and he will soften his heart. You must listen to what he said, when he said no, he wanted it, and when he said he didn’t like it, he liked it. He has a bad stomach and night blindness , must supervise him to eat well, and don’t forget to leave a lamp for him at night.”

Xia Jianjing's tears kept gushing out, which surprised Rui Su.

Rui Su was a little at a loss, and wiped his tears with a handkerchief, "Oh, did you quarrel with Lu Zai, why did you cry while talking?"

Xia Jianjing buried his head in Rui Su's arms, and said softly, "Grandma, I'm here today to get my passport, do you know where it is?"

Rui Su shook her head and said, "The old man let it go, I don't know."

Xia Jianjing said: "Oh, then I'll wait for Grandpa to come back and ask him."

"Hey, little whale." Rui Su frowned and sat beside him, took his hand and wrapped it in his palm, "What happened?"

Xia Jianjing's eyelashes were wet, he blinked and said with a smile: "I'm leaving soon, grandma."

Rui Su still wanted to ask in detail, but a voice came from outside the door. It turned out that it was Qin Hongyang and Lu Zai who had returned.

Rui Su hurriedly stood up, and said to Qin Hongyang: "You old man, after going away for so long, the little whale is in a hurry to get his passport, and I haven't seen you come back for a long time."

Lu Zai followed behind and entered the door. As soon as he came in, he heard Rui Su's words. He looked at Xia Jianjing, his face turned cold.

Qin Hongyang felt shamed by Rui Sushu. He gave Rui Su a sideways look and said, "Wait a minute, I'll get it for you now."

Lu Zai panicked, he suddenly thought of what Xia Jianjing asked him at noon, and adding the words of Rui Su and Qin Hongyang, he deduced a result on his own: Xia Jianjing might be leaving, and this matter Both Rui Su and Qin Hongyang knew that he was the only one kept in the dark.

Lu Zai has always been insecure, and concealment is undoubtedly the thing that can break him down the most.

Lu Zai couldn't help feeling angry, and the secret bomb in his heart finally exploded at this moment.

Lu Zai didn't say a word, he didn't even want to look at Xia Jianjing, he turned around and went into the house.

Lu Zai slammed the door of the room hard, but at that moment, his thoughts flew to Xia Jianjing again.He was thinking, where is his passport?Will he have time to go with Xia Jianjing?

Rui Su had never seen Lu Zai get so angry. She stared blankly at the closed door, then turned her head to look at Xia Jianjing, and asked, "Are you really fighting?"

"No." Xia Jianjing said, "Grandma, I'll go see him."

Xia Jianjing was running out of time, but even if there was only one second left, he wanted to appease Lu Zai first.

Xia Jianjing went to knock on the door, but Lu Zai ignored it. He held the doorknob and pressed down, and the door creaked open.

Lu Zai was not so angry that he locked the door, it seemed that there was still room for relaxation.

Lu Zai was lying on his back on the bed, Xia Jianjing walked in, walked to his bedside, and slowly knelt down.

Xia Jianjing said, "Brother Lu..."

Lu Zai turned over and asked him coldly, "Xia Jianjing, are you leaving?"

Xia Jianjing bit his lip. At this point, the only thing he could be honest with Lu Zai was, he nodded and said, "Yes."

Lu Zai's chest heaved violently. He closed his eyes and tried to suppress his anger.

Lu Zai lowered his posture, and he stretched out his hand to hook Xia Jianjing's little finger. This is what he learned from Xia Jianjing, and it seems to be called "pull hook".

Lu Zai said, "Where are you going?"

Xia Jianjing stopped answering, he shook his head and lowered his eyes.

Lu Zai panicked for no reason. He sat up and asked again, "Are you going to transfer to America?"

Xia Jianjing still shook his head, his face was calm.

Xia Jianjing said, "I can't tell you."

Lu Zai was in a hurry, panicking like a child who was at a loss.

He wrapped Xia Jianjing in his arms and said eagerly: "Xia Xiaogou, if you really want to go abroad, I can accompany you, let's go together."

Xia Jianjing built his mind, he retreated a little bit, and withdrew from Lu Zai's arms.

Lu Zai wanted to pull him, but Xia Jianjing sideways avoided him.

Xia Jianjing looked at Lu Zai and smiled, his heart was like a knife, but he still pretended to be relaxed and said: "Brother Lu, make an appointment, I will travel around the world while I am young, and we will find a partner when I am free. "

Lu Zai refused, and Lu Zai said, "You want to dump me."

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