escape from the world

Nie Shi stayed at the school as a teacher after finishing his graduate studies. Men and women at the same level admired him for his perseverance.

When they graduated from university, their adoptive parents meant to let Nie Shi find a good job as soon as possible, and it would be better to find a girl with good conditions to talk about marriage.It's a pity that Nie Shi's temper is twisted, and they seldom control him after having a young son, and he hasn't asked the family for money for a long time, so they have to swallow their words and don't intervene too much.It's just that every time they sigh, it seems to be saying - look, the adopted children really don't know how to raise them well.

During his studies, Nie Shi wrote his thesis many times with a hanging bottle, and completed his research all night long. He often woke up from a deep sleep, the computer screen was still on, and Nie Shi still kept a posture and typed on the keyboard.The cost of graduate school is high, scholarships are very important to him, and he must maintain excellent grades.

No one cares about the countless red-eyed days and nights. People pay attention to the results and only see the results.

Many people don't understand why Nie Shi is struggling to get into the school when he has a better job to choose from. The teachers' salary is not high and the pressure is high.If he just wanted to stay in this city, there was more than one way to go, but Nie Shi chose the most difficult and bitter one.

Fang Chen doesn't like to use his brain at all, so at the beginning he only thought he was Nie Shi and wanted to become a better person. He has this ambition and ability.

Nie Shi had been in class for a month before Fang Chen thought of going to see him. He had seen Nie Shi's class schedule and knew that he was full of classes this morning.

He has been to this university many times, and he is not unfamiliar with it and has no novelty at all. Looking for the stairs to go up, the hot and dry summer wind pockets into his collar, Fang Chen passed by many people, and finally stood in the lecture hall through the back door, and saw Nie Shi standing on the podium.

Nie Shi was wearing a suit - this morning he saw him put it on with his own eyes. The buttons were buttoned up one by one to cover his abdominal muscles and chest muscles. It was far more beautiful than the neatly dressed look now.

He is not stupid even when the weather is hot, his coat is draped over a chair, he is wearing a white lining inside, the first button is unbuttoned, and the cuffs are also rolled up.

A few years ago, Nie Shi was still in college, and it was summer, hotter than now. In August, Nie Shi came out from the student's home after finishing his tutoring. He called Fang Chen and asked him where he was. After getting an answer, he went to find him.

When he arrived at the ice cream shop, Fang Chen had already eaten half of the ice cream, and was sitting on a swivel chair at the bar counter by the window.

The milky white ice cream was half melted, and the milky taste permeated the mouth, and Fang Chen stretched out a hand to wave to him, looking full of energy.

"We don't have air-conditioning there. I'm going to be so hot, so come here to use the air-conditioning during my lunch break." Fang Chen said as he turned his chair to Nie, propped himself up and half-raised his head and whispered in his ear, "Ice cream is so expensive here. "

He just said casually, happily, shaking his wit, who knew that Nie Shi took out a wad of money from his pocket, brand new, it should be the salary just paid today, and it fell in front of Fang Chen's eyes, scaring Fang Chen When he arrived, his eyes widened: "What are you doing!" Even a little fierce.

Nie Shi handed the money forward again, Fang became hairy, and flinched back a bit. Seeing Nie Shi's mouth pulled down, he didn't dare to move his eyes again, and finally said dryly, "...that's not what I meant."

Seeing Nie Shi still didn't stop, he sighed and coaxed the child: "Then buy me ice cream, okay?" He said and took out a one hundred from Nie Shi.

This is Nie Shi's tuition fee for the next semester. Nie Shi has no free time throughout the summer vacation. He works part-time while reading books and occasionally goes back to school to help his tutor with work.

They didn't stay in this store. Fang Shen couldn't get used to the rich and sweet milky taste of this ice cream, so he dragged Nie Shita out, walked into the summer like a stove, and went to the store that he usually went to without air conditioning to buy Ice cream in cups.

In front of Nie Shi, he put the change he found into his pocket, and patted his pocket seriously: "Mine." It seemed like he had taken advantage of the big money.

There was a couple in the shop whispering, the boy hugged the girl intimately, Fang Chen took a second look, turned around and found Nie Shi was staring at him, immediately said vigilantly: "I'm not envious, I don't want to be like that, really!"

"……Um."

Probably because he was not reconciled, Nie Shi raised his hand to stroke his soft hair, Fang Chen smiled, with a smile in his eyes, and an unfinished ice cream in his hand: "I declare first, I don't dislike you, really, really Really!" He said "really" many times, seemingly replying to the current matter, but actually he knew what Nie Shi cared about.The two of them don't have a better life, and they are always trying to live. Nie Shi cares that he can't give him more, and drags him into the mud together.

What is there to care about, Fang Chen only wants ice cream that is not greasy, and he obviously gave it.

……

The get out of class bell rang, and the students rushed to the door. Before Fang Chen could recover, someone bumped into his shoulder and said "I'm sorry" before he lowered his head.

He suddenly hesitated to go over to say hello, Nie Shi was still standing on the podium, he had a class all morning, half leaning on the table, sketching in the books.

Fang Chen saw a girl secretly taking pictures with her mobile phone. She was far away from the podium, so she zoomed in on the camera and only got a blurry picture of Nie Shi's profile. After taking the picture, she shook the hand of the girl next to her excitedly.Fang Chen's vision seemed a little obvious, the girl stopped sensitive and turned her head to look over.

Fang Chen blinked, and the girl blushed quietly as she felt caught secretly taking pictures.Fang Chen didn't look at her anymore, but she couldn't help but look at Fang Chen a few more times. When Fang Chen and her looked at each other, he seemed to want to smile amicably, but why did he stop halfway, with the corners of his mouth pursed and his eyes lowered to look at the ground.

Fang Chen knew that there must be more than one person secretly taking pictures of Nie Shi, excellent people are dazzling wherever they go.He backed off, self-willedly not wanting to say hello to Nie Shi, nor did he want him to know that he had been there.

Before he knew it, he was already standing inside the door, and the girl noticed that the teacher who was still standing on the podium just now was walking up the steps.Fang Chen raised his head. Nie Shi was already approaching him. He subconsciously took a step back, making Nie Shi also froze.

Why did Nie Shi want to be a teacher?During Nie Shi's postgraduate study, Fang Chen never thought about this question. He thought that Nie Shi liked it himself.Nie Shi's adoptive parents did not support Nie Shi's job, but he felt that Nie Shi had the right to make his own choice.

When the class bell rang, Nie Shi had no choice but to return to the podium, but kept his eyes on Fang Chen.Fang Chen knew that he couldn't walk, so he sat down nearby, and happened to be sitting next to the girl who was taking pictures.

Fang Chen hadn't attended class for a long time, and was uncomfortable sitting in his seat, when someone patted his shoulder suddenly.

"Classmate." The girl looked at him carefully, "Do you know Teacher Nie?" She thought Fang Chen was a student.

Fang Chen nonsense said: "Well... a little relative."

"Ah, no wonder..." The girl was about to say something, but suddenly there was silence in front of her. Nie Shi stopped talking, obviously not looking at them, but the girl felt a numbness in her scalp, straightened her back and listened carefully to the class.

After the whole class, the girl lent him books and pens, and actively reminded Fang Chen at the end of the get out of class: "Did you come to see Teacher Nie for something? Hurry up, she will leave in a while. "

Under the eyes of the girls, Fang Chen bravely walked up to the podium.Nie Shi was waiting for him.

Fang muffled his head and said in a heavy tone, "...teacher."

Nie Shi was taken aback for a moment, and after half a second, he clenched his hand into a fist and coughed dryly, nodded and walked out.

Fang Chen followed him, wishing he could bury his head in his feet.

Nie Shi didn't go back to the office, they were in the bathroom, in a cubicle, Nie Shi stretched his hand down, kissed Fang Chen's red eyes, and listened to him making tiny cat-like licks.Then he asked Fang Chen: "Call it again."

"What, what?" Fang Chen couldn't speak clearly, his mouth seemed to have a piece of fudge filled with sweetness.

Nie Shi sucked his neck, and rubbed against his hair with his eyes closed, "Scream again, please." He said "Please" in a low voice, sticking his tongue into Fang Chen's mouth and stirring it.

Fang Chen couldn't refuse, even knowing that Nie Shi was showing weakness on purpose, he was still soft-hearted and agreed to everything.

"Teacher." He called, his ears blushing.

The two came out of the bathroom respectively. Fang Chen's eyes were still moist, his back was not straightened, his head was slightly lowered, his hair was curled up, his eyelashes drooped naturally, and only a little amber pupil was visible.No wonder he is recognized as a student, he always has that kind of youthful atmosphere, vigorous and energetic.

They sat down on the bench by the lake, and Nie Shi asked, "What did you say to that girl in class?"

Fang Chen tilted his head: "She is patting you."

They both looked at each other and suddenly smiled.

Laugh at yourself and at each other, obviously we have been together for a long time, but we still care about each other very naively.

"Why are you a teacher?" Fang Chen looked at the emerald green lake. There were no ripples on the surface of the lake and there were no fish in it. He heard the sound of birds fluttering and he heard himself say, "I just wanted to hide from you because I was a little dull , and now I have discovered some problems."

The bird flew away quickly, out of sight, and to a farther place, but still couldn't fly into the blue sky.

"I said...you're thinking too far." Fang Chen tilted his head, not knowing where to look, whether it was the emerald water or the blue sky, and finally he set his eyes on Nie Shi's side face and looked at it clearly. This person in front of me.

He worked so hard to go to graduate school at his own expense, and became a teacher despite his family's opposition.Nie Shi actually thought a lot about it. The two of them will not have children. If they want to live a stable life for the rest of their lives, then... a teacher is indeed a good choice.If you are a little tired when you are young, at least you will not worry about the future.

Fang Chen thought of that summer, the ice cream shop without air conditioning and the slightly melted cream ice cream.

Nie Shi had already planned his future and trapped him in it.

The author has something to say: They owe each other forever, and they can never finish, so they can never leave.

Maybe it should be written in more detail, and I think it’s good to stop

Well, today is also a sweet chapter