escape from the world

Fang Chen seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, and the cold sea water spread to his chest, making him breathless.

He should have thought of it earlier.

The first time I saw Xie Ying, she and Nie Shi were talking in the corridor - they knew each other from the beginning.

"No wonder you knew about Fan Yingying's crime... You were on that side from the very beginning." Fang Chen forced himself to calm down. A circle of bruises appeared on Xie Ying's neck first, and then the flesh on her arm shriveled little by little.

On the night when Qiao Ran and Nie Shi appeared at the same time, Xie Ying went to watch over the couple.Later, for the convenience of action, she fell from a tall building, making Fang Chen and Gao Cheng think she was dead.

Fang Chen asked, "Why did you give me a reminder?"

Xie Ying's way of rotting is completely different from the other two. She brushed her hair with a dry hand: "To remind you quickly."

This is the reason again, the same reason as Qiao Ran.

"It's almost over." Xie Ying stared at Fang Chen, "You should remember." She also said something similar to Qiao Ran.

"What did I forget?" If it was Nie Shi, then he had already remembered.

"And my neighbor...he has been eaten by evil thoughts, right?" Fang Chen asked.

"Hmm." Xie Ying was thinking back, seeming to think of such a person and nodded, "It was an accident, he heard the sound at night and opened the door desperately, and Qiao Ran just happened to ignore it."

"That's how he died?"

Xie Ying smiled, shaking her head so that people can't figure it out, and the answer seems to be just a statement: "He is indeed dead."

"Qiao Ran was also punished." Xie Ying continued, "He was locked up, otherwise you should have seen him sooner."

"You said everyone here is guilty." Fang Chen stared at Xie Ying, "What about you?"

Xie Ying kept smiling, and the emotion in her eyes sank a little bit, which was a kind of desolate beauty, "Of course we are guilty." She didn't continue to say, and said quietly for half a second, "The couple on the first floor are not only for the big The death of the daughter is indifferent." Said, looking straight at Fang Chen, "They lied."

—“They lied.”

Nie Shi also said the same thing.

Fang Chen thought of that gloomy and depressing day, when a group of people gossiped around him, Mrs. Wu said that she saw a car accident, and said that it was too early in the day, and there was no one around.

Fang Chen asked at the time: "Did you call the police?"

How did Mrs. Wu answer?She said: "Someone must have called the police. I seem to have seen someone call."

The two sentences are contradictory.

Fang Chen raised his head stiffly, his bones began to ache again, as if being pierced into his body by countless sharp needles, his legs softened and he almost knelt down.

"They... lied," he repeated.

Xie Ying laughed, showing her white teeth. She didn't know what she was laughing at. It wasn't a happy smile. She didn't even look at Fang Chen and looked out of the window. Her eyes were out of focus: "They chose to turn a blind eye and leave."

Knowing that there was no one else around but them, the couple chose to remain silent and hurried away.

Fang Chen staggered, another burning pain in his throat.

Now the guilt of all the dead is clear.

"Nie Shi and you...how did you die?" Fang Chen raised his head again, his eyes filled with tears, and more pain, "I killed him..."

"Why do you think so?" Xie Ying interrupted him, the pale light of the waning moon in the sky illuminated the woman's broken and rotten cheeks, "You were together before, didn't you?"

together...?

Yes, they used to be together.

...they were together a long time ago.

Fang Chen's eyes closed slightly, and dizziness surged to the top of his head, as if someone pushed him, and he fell into the icy sea water, floating and sinking from time to time, falling into a dream with no temperature and only images... …

When Nie Shi was in his junior year, Fang Chen found a stable job and didn't have much free time. The two of them saw each other less and less, and at the longest time they didn't see each other for a month.

It was winter, and it was still snowing, and the swirling snowflakes lowered everyone's heads.Everyone hurried with their heads down, and so did Fang Chen, only showing a pair of red ears, with snowflakes in his hair, walking with a girl.

Fang Chen was on the night shift with her, and finally the locked girl was waiting for him in the snow, and Nie Shi was farther away.

He didn't see Nie Shi, and Nie Shi followed them all the way to send the girl home, until the girl walked into the corridor, Fang Chen turned his head and saw Nie Shi standing not far away.

Fang Chen didn't go over immediately, because Nie Shi was tall and bowed his head like he was being bullied, which made him hesitate a bit.When he hesitated to walk in front of Nie Shi, Fang Chen turned his head to look at Nie Shi's face. There was still no emotion in Nie Shi's eyes. His annoyance was manifested in subtle movements, such as slightly frowning eyebrows and slightly pursed lips. , and a clenched fist in his pocket.

They were so familiar that Fang Chen quickly said when he saw Nie Shi, "I didn't abandon you."

Nie Shi moved his eyes, glanced at Fang Chen, and approached Fang Chen without giving him any reaction. The snowflakes were caught between their lips and it was cold.This winter night, they kiss.Nie Shi reached out and grabbed Fang Chen's head, biting the tip of his tongue in retaliation, as if asking why Fang Chen didn't come to him immediately.

The childish behavior made Fang Chen laugh.He smiles during the kiss and the corners of his mouth curl up to keep the kiss from going on.The coolness of the winter night dissipated between the two, leaving the remaining warmth of the kiss, warm and sweet.

"Are you jealous?" Fang Chen shook his head a little embarrassingly, but asked in a very soft voice, as if he was afraid of breaking something, his eyes kept sneaking.

"Yes."

Nie Shi's answer was too simple and serious, which made him stunned for a while, but soon he raised his head, "Do you care, me and her?"

"Only you." Nie Shi responded with a reasonable tone, "I only care about you."

Fang Chen smiled as if he was compromising, but there was something else hidden in the dark—more like a sigh of relief.He stretched out his hand and put his five fingers together in front of Nie Shi. He seemed to be responding casually, "Let's be together, let's make a living together."

It was so easy to say, as if they were meant to be together.

Nie Shi put his hand on it.

Then Fang Chen pointed to the building behind him: "Gao Xinyi. Haven't you seen it? She asked me why you didn't come some time ago. She always thought we were a couple." He raised his chin with an inexplicable expression. With a little pride, there was an unconcealable smile in his eyes, "I didn't deny it."

Nie Shi wanted to kiss him down, and swallowed that sweet smile into his stomach, thinking that the lingering moonlight above his head and the boy in front of him were all his.

"There's been accidents in her house recently, so I'll send her back." Fang Chen didn't notice it at all, and stretched out his hands to hold Nie Shi's face, carefully observing whether he was still unhappy.

Nie Shi grabbed one of his hands, and kissed on the palm: "En."

Fang Chen couldn't help but let out an "Aiya". No matter how he looked at Nie Shi, he thought his expressionless face was cute. He wanted to walk around in the open space, but as soon as he let go of his hand and turned around, Nie Shi grabbed his sleeve.

When Fang Chen turned his head, he lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I still care a little bit." After speaking, he held one side of Fang Chen's cheek and kissed it gently.

Falling snowflakes will turn into small cotton candy, and Nie Shi does not hide his dependence on Shen at all.Fang Chen raised his hand to touch Nie Shi's head, and repeated what he said before: "I didn't abandon you."

So don't leave me behind.

This is what Fang Chen did not say.

In fact, countless thoughts flashed through Nie Shi's mind all the way down with him. Many times he wanted to go up to Fang Chen and tell him that he was here, but he couldn't resist staring at Fang Chen's back, deeply feeling that the other party was very far away from him. So close and so far away.

They haven't seen each other for a whole month. If he doesn't come to find Fang Chen, will Fang Chen forget him?Therefore, when Fang Chen approached him, he bowed his head and kissed him, with dirty intentions, wanting Fang Chen to remember him.It doesn't matter if he hates it, he wants Fang Chen to remember him firmly and not forget him.

The bond between them is far more than a simple "lovers".We depend on each other to live, no matter which party leaves, the other party will be torn apart.

It's better to use the most tender way to bind both parties as "lovers" and weave an illusion.

When she went to work the next day, Gao Xinyi asked Fang Chen: "What happened yesterday? Did you quarrel with Nie Shi? Why did you ignore him when he followed you last night?"

At the warmest time of the day, the sun was shining warmly, Fang Chen tilted his head, all his movements were full of youthful spirit, his light-colored eyes firmly caught people's eyes, but the words he said made the girl baffled untie.

"Maybe I'm a bad person." Fang Chen said.

Last night he noticed that someone was following them on the way, and he was nervous for a while while the other party was not paying attention, he looked back and naturally saw Nie Shi.But he didn't stop right away, thinking that they hadn't seen each other for a month. It's been a month, time flies, and they may be farther apart in the future... The pace didn't stop, he was still walking forward, feeling uneasy He walked to the end with his bad thoughts and endured until the girl walked into the corridor before turning his head.

He is far less positive than the sun on the surface, and there are shadows even standing in the sun.

Those sprouting green plants intertwined and drilled into the bone marrow, filling each other's hollow hearts and bleeding bodies.

It is true to follow the vine to the end.

The author has something to say: "They are all saving themselves."

It's a sweet chapter!