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Shi Kai never expected that Pan Xiaozhuo would give an affirmative answer so quickly, and it could even be said that he admitted without hesitation.

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't want to hide anything, and continued, "You are different from others with me."

Shi Kai sighed in his heart, as expected.

Shi Kai has had many experiences of being confessed and sent love letters since he was a child, but it is really never before for two people to talk about it face to face.What's more, this is still a boy, Shi Kai will not be able to chat anymore now.

"You really are," Shi Kai smiled, "I didn't see it before."

Pan Xiaozhuo turned back and said, "I didn't want you to see it."

Shi Kai didn't ask why, maybe he couldn't tell if he asked Xiao Zhuo, and it would be too ambiguous to ask any further.And on the premise of no response, asking why would only make Pan Xiaozhuo embarrassed.

Pan Xiaozhuo thought for a while and asked, "Do you feel a little..."

"What's wrong?" Shi Kai asked, "Accident?"

Pan Xiaozhuo wanted to say "disgusting", but after a pause, he changed the word: "...disgusting."

Shi Kai glanced at him, not understanding: "Why?"

Pan Xiaozhuo said in a low voice: "I'm a boy, and I'm glad...I still told you that."

Shi Kai frowned, and didn't let him continue, "Where did you say it?"

Shi Kai knew about Chi Cheng and Tao Huainan's affairs many years ago, and Shi Kai has never been disgusted with it since then.Regardless of Chi Cheng's relationship with them, Shi Kai himself is not a person who would feel uncomfortable just because a boy likes him.

Hearing his tone, Pan Xiaozhuo felt relieved, and said, "Just as long as you don't find it annoying... You just said that you are always thinking about something, and you scared me."

"Why are you upset when I think about it?" Shi Kai couldn't laugh or cry, "Am I free?"

Pan Xiaozhuo also smiled, and said slowly after a while: "Then don't think about it. Don't feel pressure or anything... I haven't told anyone, nor Huainan. I won't do it again. What are you talking about... I don't drink anymore."

Pan Xiaozhuo was always very honest in front of Shi Kai, he answered Shi Kai's questions, even if it was a topic that would be very difficult for him today, he did not evade, and said every sentence very honestly.

Shi Kai used to think that he was obedient when he was like this, but now knowing his thoughts, Shi Kai felt the sincerity he wanted to express and the careful cherishment he wanted to express from his honest words.At this moment, he lowered his head and said that he would never drink again, Shi Kai suddenly felt very unbearable.

Shi Kai really can't stand such an honest child with such a clear heart.He thinks that he has never done anything worthy of being so caring. Shi Kai has complicated feelings, but there is no negative emotion in these complicated feelings. If he really wants to say it, at most he feels that he is not worthy.

"Zhuo." Shi Kai called him.

Pan Xiaozhuo agreed: "Huh?"

"I'm not stressed, not at all, and it's nothing shameful." Shi Kai said to him seriously, "If I really bothered about this, I wouldn't take you out today, and I wouldn't contact you at all. "

"Yes," Pan Xiaozhuo nodded and said, "I know."

"Let's talk about it so that I don't have to worry about it," Shi Kai said. "What will happen in the future, I will take you out to play when I come back next year. This matter will not affect anything."

Pan Xiaozhuo turned to look at him and listened to him.

"But Zhuo, let me..." Shi Kai sighed and looked at Pan Xiaozhuo with a helpless expression on his face, "Brother Kai is indeed a straight man, as you know... the gender thing is really stuck. of."

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't expect him to say this directly, so he made a "puchi" amused by him.

"Don't laugh." Shi Kai put on a tiger face on purpose, telling him to be serious.

"Okay." Pan Xiaozhuo nodded while smiling.

"You like a straight man," Shi Kai asked him, frowning, "Are you not short-hearted?"

Pan Xiaozhuo was amused by him again and laughed out loud.Just now Pan Xiaozhuo swallowed half of what he said "I like it". Now Shi Kai said it directly, but Pan Xiaozhuo didn't feel embarrassed. The current atmosphere can be said to be relaxed and a little funny.

"I'm not short-sighted," Pan Xiaozhuo retorted, "Brother Kai, you are thinking too much."

"What?" Shi Kai asked him, "Did I get it wrong? You don't like straight men?"

"No," Pan Xiaozhuo hadn't finished laughing, "I like it, but whether you're straight or not...it doesn't matter to me."

Pan Xiaozhuo said from the bottom of his heart: "I haven't thought about anything else, so I don't care if you are straight or not."

He was still afraid that Shi Kai would not believe it, so he looked into Shi Kai's eyes, nodded and said to him, "Really, brother Kai."

Shi Kai didn't know why he couldn't catch Pan Xiaozhuo's eyes. A few seconds later, he raised his hand and flicked on Pan Xiaozhuo's forehead, and turned Pan Xiaozhuo's head away while pressing his forehead.Pan Xiaozhuo kept smiling all the time, and didn't say anything.

After a while, Shi Kai put away his joking tone, and said sincerely, "Thank you, Zhuo."

I love you carefully and cherish them, hide everything in my heart properly, don't disturb or kidnap emotionally, this kind of heart should say thank you no matter what.

Pan Xiaozhuo waved his hand, and Shi Kai thanked him before he realized that he was a little bit at a loss, and stammered, "I should be the one thanking you, thank you."

Shi Kai laughed, and said to him again: "None of the heart."

Even if the matter is revealed, the two of them are not only not embarrassed, but they are more relaxed than before.

The next morning Shi Kai sent Pan Xiaozhuo back to the dormitory. Before getting off the car, Pan Xiaozhuo said, "Happy New Year, brother Kai, everything goes well."

As soon as he mentioned this Shi Kai, he remembered Pan Xiaozhuo looking at him with that look last year and saying, "Smooth, don't get lost." Shi Kai said, "Happy New Year."

"I'm going up." Pan Xiaozhuo said.

"Go," Shi Kai said, "See you next year."

It was a very happy New Year's Eve, and Xiaozhuo's happiness was real. After returning to the dormitory, the feeling of a little joy for several days did not pass.

There was not a single lie in what he said to Shi Kai, so Shi Kai's gentle and decent rejection in the joke did not disappoint Pan Xiaozhuo.

In fact, in these years, Pan Xiaozhuo never felt that he was secretly in love with Shi Kai, and the expectation of his secret love was love, but Pan Xiaozhuo never thought of falling in love with him.If you don't have unrealistic expectations, you won't be disappointed, so during the years of liking Shi Kai, what Pan Xiaozhuo got was happiness.

Every day in high school I looked forward to going to school more than before, and the joyful mood every time I contacted him after college, these made Pan Xiaozhuo's dull and pale life more hopeful.If you don't think about getting it, you won't have the pain of not getting what you ask for, and you won't stick to your own thoughts and feel sorry for yourself.

Because of this open and honest chat, not only are the two not unfamiliar, they even got in touch from time to time.

In the past, they had almost no contact in private. After Shi Kai returned to Beijing this time, they occasionally sent a WeChat message to chat.Pan Xiaozhuo knew that Shi Kai was afraid that he would think too much, so he deliberately talked to him so that he would not feel burdened.

When he sent a message, Pan Xiaozhuo would definitely reply well. He came back and forth, and the contact has never been broken.

Pan Xiaozhuo talked to Shi Kai, but he wouldn't tell anyone about it, so even Tao Huainan didn't know about his connection with Shi Kai.

Tao Huainan was often worried that Xiao Zhuo had no friends, and he had no other social relations except him. Every time he said that, Xiao Zhuo felt faintly guilty and guilty.

In fact, Pan Xiaozhuo and Shi Kai are now more connected than Tao Huainan.

Recently, the teacher and senior brothers and sisters are on business trips. Pan Xiaozhuo is on duty in the office every day. Pan Xiaozhuo who comes to see their teacher will deal with it. The rest of the time is for classes, tutoring and going back to the dormitory.

He had just finished his tutoring class that day, went back to school and sat in the office to prepare to write a thesis. He had just accepted a thesis assignment a few days ago.

When Shi Kai's message was sent, Pan Xiaozhuo clicked on it.

It was a screenshot sent by Shi Kai, which contained a sentence that had been circulated on the Internet a long time ago: Having a crush on a straight man is like waiting for a ship at the airport.

Pan Xiaozhuo smiled, and sent an embarrassing smiley emoticon: [Speechless.jpg]

Shi Kai: Listen to people's advice and eat enough.

Pan Xiaozhuo: Hahaha.

Pan Xiaozhuo: I like a boat, but I didn't wait.Let it swim in the sea, don't come to the airport.

Shi Kai: Good job.

Pan Xiaozhuo put down his phone with a smile, wrote a paper for a while, checked the time after typing a few lines, picked up his phone and asked: Are you free today?

Shi Kai: Lunch break, take time to have a meal.

Pan Xiaozhuo: Oh oh.

Shi Kai: Tired as a dog.

Pan Xiaozhuo replied: Finish work early and rest early, come on.

After contacting for a period of time, the current Shi Kai is more real than before, and it is also more vivid to Xiao Zhuo.The previous Shi Kai was more like an image that Pan Xiaozhuo perfected through his own brain, but now he has become a real person after contact.

He would complain that the work was too tiring, and he would complain that the canteen was unpalatable, as if he had fallen from the altar in Pan Xiaozhuo's heart.After landing, it makes people feel closer, and it is quite cute.

Tao Huainan didn't know anything about these things, and whenever he had time, he made an appointment with Xiao Zhuo, fearing that he would feel lonely.

The two met at the Tangbao shop. Tao Huainan asked Xiao Zhuo to take him there when Tao Huainan said he wanted to eat soup dumplings, and Xiao Zhuo happily went.

"I'll treat you to dinner today. I've paid my salary." Pan Xiaozhuo said.

"Okay," Tao Huainan asked, "How much did you send?"

"Four thousand six," Pan Xiaozhuo said, "I had a lot of classes last month, and that remedial class opened a junior high school physics class."

"A lot," Tao Huainan said enviously, "I'm only half of you."

Pan Xiaozhuo was very lively in front of Tao Huainan, and said, "Then I still have tutors and papers. I made a lot of money last month."

He spoke happily, Tao Huainan leaned his wrist on his face and said, "Then you will invite me to dinner next time."

"Small things." Pan Xiaozhuo scanned the QR code to order food, and ordered crab roe soup dumplings for Tao Huainan.

Tao Huainan couldn't see, so he was very careful and sensitive to emotions.

He felt that Xiao Zhuo was very happy, and his whole body was in an upward state, full of electricity.

"Don't work too hard," Tao Huainan told him, "Don't schedule too much time, you should give yourself some rest time."

"Okay." Pan Xiaozhuo replied, "I don't schedule classes at night, they are all in the morning and afternoon."

Tao Huainan nodded: "That's good."

Tao Huainan has always been a very respectable blind man, and he would not eat in a particularly embarrassing manner when eating. He was supervised under the eyes of his brothers since he was a child.So Tao Huainan usually eats very carefully when eating out, and doesn't need others to take care of him.

Only when he is with close people will he eat more relaxedly. For example, if there are outsiders around, he will not touch things like soup dumplings.He couldn't see it, but when the chopsticks touched the steamed stuffed bun, the skin was broken, and the soup was spilled on the steamer, affecting other people's appetite.

Pan Xiaozhuo deliberately came over to sit next to him, and the two of them sat next to each other, so that it would be convenient for Pan Xiaozhuo to help him pick up the buns and put them in his spoon.Tao Huainan held the spoon in one hand and the bowl in the other, so that not a single drop would be spilled, and normal people could not eat as cleanly as him.

"Delicious." Tao Huainan said with satisfaction.

Pan Xiaozhuo held another one for him and said, "It's still a little hot, let it dry first."

"I've been wanting to eat it for the past few days. A few days ago, I dreamed that I ate soup dumplings and spilled all over my body." Tao Huainan added, "It's just that my brother and Tang brother are busy recently, so I don't have time to bring me here. Fortunately, I There is Xiaozhuo."

Tao Huainan's dream was only half told.He dreamed that someone took him to eat, Tao Huainan accidentally spilled soup all over his body, the man asked him fiercely if he was burning, but wiped his neck and clothes lightly.Tao Huainan woke up in a daze for a long time, and when he got up, he wanted to eat soup dumplings.

"Just tell me what you want to eat." Pan Xiaozhuo touched Tao Huainan's wrist, indicating that it is ready to eat, "I will take you there."

"Thank you Xiaozhuo." Tao Huainan said with a smile.

"You're welcome," Pan Xiaozhuo said, "Eat it, it won't be hot anymore."

The two of them said that they had nothing to do with each other, Tao Huainan would order a takeaway for Pan Xiaozhuo every few kilometers when he drank some delicious coffee.

The weather was getting hotter, and Tao Huainan ordered Pan Xiaozhuo a cup of iced latte from afar in his office.

There is no air conditioner in Pan Xiaozhuo's office here, and it is so hot that he fanned himself with a book, and he was quite happy when the takeaway arrived.

Tao Huainan sent a message: "Greetings summer, you're welcome."

Pan Xiaozhuo: [tears.jpg]

Pan Xiaozhuo turned around and took a picture of the desk and sent it to Moments. The coffee is in the C position, with the text: Huainan is so good.

In the evening, Shi Kai gave him a like on this circle of friends.

It was already 10:30 at that time, Pan Xiaozhuo took a shower and came out to see Shi Kai's likes.

Pan Xiaozhuo casually clicked on his photo and looked at it. He hadn't noticed it at first, but now he suddenly saw the notebook in the corner of the photo.

Pan Xiaozhuo's gaze paused, his mind went numb, and he saw the two bold letters "SK" traced with a pen on the corner of the cover of the notebook.

It really does look like a casual posing.ah ah ah.

Pan Xiaozhuo hurriedly clicked on Shi Kai's chat box, and quickly sent it: Brother Kai, that's not my notebook, it's my senior brother's.

Shi Kai replied after a long time: Do you have a friend?

Pan Xiaozhuo: ... Really not. [cover face/]

Shi Kai: I didn't see it if you didn't tell me.

Pan Xiaozhuo was about to collapse: I didn't mean to remind you to watch it.

Shi Kai: What's your brother's name?

Pan Xiaozhuo: Su Chenkang.

Shi Kai: So many letters?

Pan Xiaozhuo couldn't explain clearly, so he could only say in the end: It's really not mine...

Pan Xiaozhuo: I haven't liked a ship so much...

Shi Kai: [The other party is typing...]

Shi Kai: [The other party is typing...]

Pan Xiaozhuo: Even in high school... I didn't write the abbreviation of the ship's name... I have a master's degree now...

Pan Xiaozhuo: Really...

Shi Kai: [The other party is typing...]

Shi Kai: [thumb/] Well done.