Sanctuary Huazhang III Tianyuan

Chapter 38 Ending

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Perhaps what life is best at is to let you enjoy the blessings of happiness first, and then let it all fall apart.

After Elle left Orson, I had a rough life.

The daily court meeting ended in a hurry, and he was often distracted when reviewing documents, and he didn't care about managing state affairs, and he didn't show up in public, despite the harsh rumors spreading in Orson...

I live in the old bedroom, and I can't restrain my crazy thoughts.I will miss him, miss our vows, miss our little quarrels, and miss every sleeping dream we embrace.

Yi'er only knew how heartbroken he was when he left sadly, but it was impossible for me to know how painful it would be for me to face familiar scenes and think about the one I love every day.

I am no longer in the mood to pay attention to any entertainment, I will never go for a walk on the coast of Everlasting Day, and I can't even bear to stay in the sea of ​​​​poppies for a second longer.I have carried out a comprehensive transformation of Orson, and many cities have changed their appearance.Walking on the street, I am afraid that I will not find the footprints of the past.

Yi'er returned to Aicz, and soon officially announced her identity to the public, and then proceeded with a coming-of-age ceremony.

In the newspaper, he stood in front of people with a bewildered expression, while I stroked the thin paper and meditated.

Pat said to me: "Your Highness, it seems that you are about to ascend the throne. Are you still being childish like Eden and making the whole sanctuary laugh? Eden is not a little lover you can raise. This is the end of the matter, no Is that what you expected?"

"Besides, Eden has been too young for the past few years, and his memory is basically incomplete. He will always mature, and all this will be nothing but absurdity."

I smiled helplessly. People only believe in those high-sounding reasons when they are admonishing others.

Elliott said a few more words before going out. He also had feelings that he couldn't figure out, and seemed to understand the powerlessness of words.

I looked at the official documents that had piled up for a whole week, and I had no choice but to devote myself to work, leaving that delicate and immature face behind.

Yi'er will probably never understand what a profound stroke he has in my life.

……

The bright purple sky will never change, but Orson's imperial capital has not recovered much of the old shadow in a hundred years.

In fact, a hundred years is not a long time, and staying in memory is just a sporadic fragment.Time is really like a sharp sword, splitting the past and reality in half.

200 years after the holder of the Holy Shield returned to his homeland, I have turned a thousand years old, and I have been officially crowned as the king of Orson.

I have long been used to being looked up to, and I feel that standing at the highest point is my lifelong pursuit.I don't think conquest and destruction are important things, because in this position, emotion is destined to be something outside the body.

But when I saw El in the coronation crowd, I forgot to breathe.

He has changed a bit, his tender face has become more mature and handsome, and his spotless amber eyes are as startled as a bird.

At the end of the ceremony, he was still hiding in the crowd, his small face looked very lonely.I suppressed repeatedly, but finally stopped him.

"...El."

After many years, he spit out his name again from his lips, and the excitement was a little unreal.I don't know what to say, I just want to hold him in my arms and kiss him deeply.

But I didn't, his emotions were out of control, and the red eye circles made me feel that everything was too weak.

I understood how selfish I was, so I dragged him into the cage again with a couple of love words.Even taking him to bed again, watching him hurt, and embarrassing him all over again in Etz.

Because only in this way can I be sure that he belongs to me.

……

Since ascending the throne, I can say without pride that I am undoubtedly a perfect emperor.

Orson is moving towards the golden age in an orderly manner, the society is stable and prosperous, the economic wealth is unmatched, and the people are free and culturally open, undoubtedly occupying an absolute leading position in the sanctuary.

Since promulgating a series of military reforms including the magic training system, Orson's military strength has never been stronger.The legions who are good at attacking with force and the mages who are assisted by magic are all strictly selected, and every drill is harsh and meticulous.

Looking at my race and country, I feel that all the sacrifices have paid off.I think I am strong enough to endure loneliness, and I can create an era.I long for power, for supremacy, and I think this is what I should sacrifice.

It took about 300 years to reserve strength, and I devoted myself completely to nation building until the day when Alec the Prophet came.

4000 years ago, there was a very popular prophet in Orson, who made three predictions in total.

First, Orson will face a turning point of the times after 2000, and Orson's golden age is coming.

Second, within 3000 years, the sacred artifact will come to the world again, the international situation of the sacred domain will undergo fundamental changes, and the power camps of the countries in the sacred domain will be re-divided.

However, with the death of the prophet, the third is still unknown and has become a mystery for thousands of years.

Fortunately, after going to many places, his descendant Alec brought the last prophecy.

"Your Majesty." He bowed, with a silver ring unique to prophets on his wrist, jingling, "The prophecies are only my grandfather's words, and each prophecy is greatly disturbed by the prophets, and it is for reference only."

"Of course I know that." Impatiently, I took over the thin paper. After a long time, even with magic protection, it will inevitably be damaged and yellowed.

The man's handwriting was unclear due to the passage of time, and he could vaguely discern this sentence: "The peaceful time in the sanctuary is just an appearance. The strong will break the world order and create a new era. The holder of the holy shield will die in War, to protect the country rest on the battlefield."

With only a few short lines, I almost found it difficult to breathe, and anger, worry and fear accumulated in my heart into indescribable emotions.

I took a deep breath, and rudely put the prophecy on the table, and the crystal cup shattered on the ground with too much movement.

"...Your Majesty." Alec knelt down. He looked calm and probably expected my reaction. "After all, the prophecy is just a prophecy. Nothing in the future has happened yet. With your strength, you can definitely turn your fate around." .”

I took a deep breath and could only remain silent.

I may really be an irresponsible monarch, because of a prophecy, all objections were dismissed at the court meeting the next day, and I insisted on attacking Grace.

Only by leading Grace and Chi Ye can we avoid the melee between Aates and other countries, and prevent Eden from dying in battle. ──That was my very reckless and thoughtless thought at the time.

Even if he is not by my side, I still want to protect him and eliminate all the factors that threaten him, but I forget that he is mature enough.

The decision to attack Grace caused confusion among the upper echelons of Orson. At the same time, I made a decision to send Alicia on a mission to offer peace to Aates.

The grand delegation carried a lot of treasures. The group was Alicia's elite mages. We only brought one-third of the warriors, trying our best to sincerely strive for peace.

The envoy activities that focus on the sanctuary are carried out in a high-profile manner, and the pure white unicorn pulls a luxurious carriage and flies into the sky.The surrounding clouds obscured the line of sight, such a quiet flight, as boundless as longing.

I handed over the government affairs of Orson to several confidantes, and insisted on going together amidst the opposition.

Since Orson became an absolute power, this is the first time we have concluded a treaty of friendship with a country, but apparently Aates doesn't appreciate it.

No one believed that I really wanted peace. Animosity and hostility kept negotiations at an impasse.Alicia is not a good politician. At the same time, she has a scandal and her reputation has plummeted.

It was a long time after I came to Aiz that I dared to look at El, even as a ridiculous child.Putting aside such high-sounding reasons as not to reveal my identity, I probably just dare not face him.

He is still so scheming, just treat me as a child.We have only been in contact a few times, and he even said something intimate to me unscrupulously.

I looked at the tip of his nose that was red from crying, and I couldn't bear it.He is also an embarrassing status in Aiz, and he has lived alone for many years, presumably he has no one to talk to.

"Extreme things must be reversed. At that time, we were so happy that we wished we could not be separated all day long. Sometimes I thought, it was actually worth it." He described our relationship in a crying voice, "Really, I don't regret it at all, I really do. I can be grateful for the love Luo Sihua gave me... But, I really really don't want him to invade Aates again, and I don't want him to come into my life in this way."

I was just a kid at the time, and I couldn't even wrap my arms around him and hug him.In fact, I really want to tell him, Yi'er, I don't want to be your enemy and stand at opposite ends of my life.

……

The sunlight in Aates is too harsh for the Holy Wings, and being scorched by the scorching sun all day long seems to have evaporated the water.Negotiations have not progressed for a long time, and many Holy Wing mages called for a magic competition out of boredom to adjust.

I find this kind of competition boring, and it's not even superfluous to go to see the opponent's strength, so I stay alone to sort out the recent report papers.

As a result, Alicia did not want to play against Yier on the day of the competition.

I don't care at all whether Orson loses, and I can't bear to see Yi Er get seriously injured due to the backlash of his own magic.

He lay in the Floating Dream Palace for seven days without waking up, no matter how many healers went there, it was useless.I waited distraught, sneaking in and seeing him three times.

He had severe burns all over his body, and there was a shocking red and black patch on his fair and smooth skin.He was in pain, but he couldn't be healed by magic, his slightly frowning brows were full of pain.

It seems that facing him can only produce helplessness, I caress his intact skin, kiss his cold lips──I can only do this when he is asleep.

Nostalgia for this kind of thing, just a little bit of touch will sink into it, just like I only met Yier a few times, and I just wanted to abduct him back to Orson.

After that, I amended the peace treaty to give Aates the greatest benefit. Alicia made a friendly promise on behalf of Orson, hoping that Aates would not be involved in the war again.

My thoughts at that time were also very straightforward. I wanted to conquer Chi Ye and Grace by force, break the world order as prophesied, and create a new era.Because only in this way can we avoid conflicts between Aiz and other countries, and Yier can stay away from the battlefield.

It's a pity that thinking about it now is still too reckless. With Yi'er's kind temper, how could he ignore the war?

After returning to Orson, I began to plan the attack on Grace. Due to the excessive military funds and opposition voices, it took a long time but there was no result.I was already extremely impatient, and I dismissed several officers one after another, but still didn't stop their mouths.

Until the entire sanctuary was covered with gossip news, His Royal Highness Eden's secret lover was revealed, and the loving photos of the two made headlines.

I stared dumbfounded at the colorful news, and then smashed all the goblets in my hand.Although I don't believe it rationally, emotionally, I can't tolerate him being held in the arms of a man anyway.

For so many years, everything has been true and false, but there is one thing I firmly believe in, and that is his love for me──I have never imagined that he does not love me.

I don't know whether it was resentment or jealousy, but I actually advanced the plan to attack Grace. All objections were forcibly suppressed, and I ordered Patrick to lead the army to attack quickly.

There was also a lot of noise, and the lace news was quickly replaced by Orson's gauntlet to Grace.

……

There were several large-scale battles on the border, and Orson sent no elites, and Grace was just fighting.I'm waiting for their trump card - the Black Magic Legion.

Practicing black magic is trading life for ability. Grace's dead soldiers violated international conventions, but once on the battlefield, few of Orson's legions can take advantage.

I wanted to find out their strength, so I adopted tough tactics unscrupulously.The battle line is constantly pressing, and Orson's soldiers are doing their best. As the battle continues, Grace's hatred is getting heavier. Revenge and killing are their only goals.

This is war, there is no hat of loyalty and patriotism, it is just bloodthirsty.

A month later, I finally saw the power of black magic, and it really took a toll on the battlefield.

Orson's vitality was seriously injured, Patrick was sent back to the imperial capital due to his injury, and people in the barracks were panicked for a moment.But at the same time, there was also good news that His Royal Highness Aiz Eden was involved in the war, and most of the Holy Wing soldiers were saved by defensive magic.

Orson was very happy about this matter, no one would have thought that Yi'er was simply killing himself.

And he also angered Grace, and was directly imprisoned in the prison.

When I got this information, I just felt scared. If Yier didn't control his magic well and died this time, wouldn't it be that I ruined him?

It's obviously not my own country but I still want to protect it. I have nothing against him.

The next day I said: the war belongs to Orson and Grace, Orson and Aates have always pursued friendly exchanges, and I have the right to guarantee the personal safety of His Royal Highness Eden.As long as Eden is released, everything can be discussed separately.

Grace did release El, and I lost track of El again.I ordered General Orson to retreat to the border area, not daring to act rashly at all, for fear that he would stand up again in some battle.

After a few days of sleepless nights, I decided to go for it myself.

This is the first personal conquest since I ascended the throne. As the monarch, I have the responsibility to boost morale at this moment, and I must also let the entire sanctuary see Orson's strength.

I point the sky with the holy sword, and use one of the aurora magic of the holy sword, the holy blade of light.

Those who have seen the blade of light are afraid that none of them will survive—I like this magic, it is dazzling, majestic, and it can completely wipe out the enemy in the shortest time.

Grace wisely did not resist anymore, they compromised like Orson, and they dug three feet to find Yier.

I met Yier when the peace meeting was signed.His chin is pointed, his brows are haggard, and there is no carelessness and innocence in his big amber eyes.

Not long after, I have seen him in this capacity for hundreds of years.I wish I could rub him in my arms, but I have to talk to him in an official tone.

I still brought him back to Orson, his expression was cold all the way, biting his lower lip stubbornly.Now when we speak, we quarrel and cannot communicate at all.

Yier once said that memories can only mean what he was like before, but cannot interfere with the future.And now there are only memories left between us, and we cannot shake the trajectory of the future.

He lived in the left hall of Huaxi Palace, our original bedroom.We hardly had any contact for a month or so, and he was no longer my cuddly lover, I could only look at him at night and stroke his cheek when he was fast asleep.

He was the one injured again when confronted face to face, this time when Garion got into a fight and nearly got gutted.

Patrick's face turned pale when he brought back Yi'er who was bleeding profusely from his chest, "Isn't he the Holy Shield? Why can a small broken knife hurt him like this?!"

I have nothing to say but rage.

Looking at his fragile face when he was in a coma, I almost wanted to crush Aates overnight and imprison him here forever.

As a holy shield, he only has a powerful magic defense. He has no ability to dodge the most common injuries. He doesn't know magic himself, and healing magic is ineffective.

His weak shoulders always carry such a heavy mission.

As long as Yier is involved, my position will be in chaos, and Alicia will deliberately make waves.

Yier lived in Orson for a few months and knew all the contents of the prophecy, and we once settled our suspicions.I confessed most of the truth to him. We went to a remote town to play, watch an opera, kiss passionately, have sex, violate all taboos that cannot be violated, and almost restore our relationship as lovers.

However, we all know that these beautiful dreams will not last long.As news of the spirit tribe's attack continued to come from the border of Chiye, Yi'er insisted on leaving.

I promised him a three-day deadline, and then I hugged him in my arms and kissed him hard.

That day was the most romantic hymn blessing ceremony. The sun shone on the roses and it was dazzling. He wore the platinum bracelet I gave him on his wrist, and he walked very decisively.

I watched his back from the window, imagining that he would be imprisoned by my side for the rest of his life.

……

Three days after Yi'er left, the Lingzu people provoked a conflict and killed more than a dozen Meizu soldiers and a well-known local official.

This action completely aroused the anger of the Meizu people. On the one hand, they targeted the Eldar who invaded them, and on the other hand, they targeted the colonists of the Holy Wing tribe who strictly limited the number of their troops.

The direct result was the explosion of Meizu. Many people rushed into the border city of Orson and burned the streets to demand independence. More people spontaneously formed an army to fight against Orson.

I sent Patrick to the front, and Garion then put down the riot.A scuffle went on for two days and two nights, and the war was extremely difficult.The plan that the Eldar had planned for a long time succeeded, and the Holy Wing soldiers suffered heavy losses. Even though they narrowly won, the number of casualties increased unprecedentedly.

The Holy Wings, accustomed to victory, resented my inaction.After much deliberation, I ordered Orson's Legion of High Mages to massacre the city.

The high-level mage corps, proud of Aurora magic, is invincible on the battlefield and is Orson's ace army.

It's a pity that this ace army didn't gain an advantage under the defense of Yi'er's holy shield. On the contrary, they were not good at close combat and almost failed miserably.

When I got news from the front line, I only hated why Yi'er always used herself as a bargaining chip.He knows his limits better than anyone else, but he doesn't take the challenge seriously than anyone else.

Unexpectedly, after the "fear of rice calamity", the people of the Lingzu voluntarily withdrew their troops.

In the next ten years, the sanctuary achieved rare peace, all countries were alone, and the economy and politics finally gained a peaceful development background.

Sometimes when I look at these official documents, I can't help feeling that I am getting old.

If there are too many things in the heart, the whole person will appear vicissitudes and exhaustion.

Although I won't really grow old, I can feel that all the enthusiasm left in my youth is slowly exhausted when I travel through the millennium.

This kind of life continued until one day I received a diplomatic letter.I didn't even sign my name, and the handwriting was messy and scribbled. My name, thoughts and love were written all over the paper.

After reading it, my nerves were tense, and I couldn't think of what happened to Yi'er to write me a suicide note.

"I'm going to take El, or I'll destroy Ezz," I wrote back.

There was no movement after a few days, and I didn't wait any longer.The long-term longing and waiting have worn out all my patience. I launched an attack on Aiz without hesitation, and the fragile peace of more than ten years fell apart.

Between a few small fights, I arranged Orson's affairs properly, and then went on my own expedition again.

Because of Yi'er's defensive magic, I didn't underestimate the enemy this time, and all Orson's elite troops were dispatched.I gave the order to die and take Aates.

……

I chose the bank of the Noel River for the first battle. The huge windmills were slowly turning, and the dull voice was full of rhythm, which was a bit more suffocating on the restless battlefield of the soldiers.

I raised my arms slightly, and there was silence all around. "We don't like wars that last too long, and I want to end it in the near future."

He stood in the middle of the whole team, surrounded by layers of protection, and a white robe made him look even more slender.

"Yi'er." I repeated his name silently, feeling bitter between my lips and teeth.We have come this far, fighting each other on the battlefield.

I activated the aurora magic of the holy sword, and at the same time as the golden light scattered, the overwhelming silver-white light enveloped the body of each Eldar soldier, and all combat fighters moved like shimmering stars, unstoppable.

"Yi'er, why are you still so reckless and willful, always making fun of your life?"

He smiled: "This is called a bet. In a war, we need to give our best. I'm going to die like this."

I closed the light magic in Long's palm, "Take back your magic, or you will die of magic overload within twenty minutes."

He shook his head: "It doesn't matter, anyway, I'm already very tired from all these years of entanglement, if I get an honorable sacrifice, it will be considered a contribution."

I was a little angry when I heard this kind of words. I have always hoped to change, but he is always so negative and keeps making himself cocooned.

We are deadlocked.

He is acting like a baby, bringing his personal feelings to the battlefield, using my feelings in exchange for unbearable.I frowned, thinking that he was so rare and smart.He knows that I love him and can't stand him being hurt in any way.

I looked at him deeply, and finally compromised: "Okay, I will withdraw my troops temporarily, you don't need a defensive barrier anymore."

That night I went to the Palace of Floating Dreams, and Yi'er was lying on the railing of the balcony in a light sleep, half asleep and looking very cute.

I kissed his cheek and he woke up slowly.We were like a long time ago, he leaned on my shoulder and whispered.

"The existence of the Holy Shield means to protect peace. If my sacrifice can be exchanged for peace, there is no way out." He said his fate so peacefully.

I leaned down and kissed his smooth forehead, and slowly said: "You don't need to sacrifice, if the sanctuary is unified, it is also a kind of peace."

His shoulders trembled, his eyes were full of pain, "I love you, Roswale. But you can't make me give up my principles."

I hugged his thin waist, slid my fingers down his straight back, and kissed his neck and earlobe with delicate kisses.

"Just this time, don't cast defensive magic. Give me a chance. I don't want to give up the possibility of getting you, and you don't want to give up the possibility of getting the future, okay?"

"If you don't die, we can be eternal, no one can tear us apart, nothing can separate us."

I unbuttoned his buttons one by one, and threw the clothes on the carpet impatiently. He leaned on my chest with his seldom suppleness and obedience. I hugged him tightly, and then penetrated him.

Yi'er raised her neck in pain, her lips were bitten bright red, her delicate wrist clasped my shoulder feebly, tears filled her eyes.

In the millennium years, I have never loved someone so much, so much that my heart hurts.

The next morning, he still hadn't woken up. We tossed all night, and he was still in a deep sleep. I kissed him lightly and left.

I returned to Orson's territory and launched a quick attack, hoping to finish the battle before El came.It's a pity that things backfired, and he rushed to the front line just after the war started.

I stared at him and said to myself: "I knew you wouldn't agree, it's too late now, the situation is a foregone conclusion."

I launched the magic circle of the holy sword, and the light condensed on the fingertips gradually spread, and the golden stars on the magic circle were lit up one by one. The golden light was as dazzling as the sun, and spread straight into the sky in the blink of an eye.

"The ultimate magic aurora wings of the holy sword, you can't defend against it."

Yi'er hooked the corner of her mouth and revealed a hint of sarcasm: "How do you know that I will be defenseless?"

He raised his hand, and a layer of light silver mist spread: "I dare to come to prove that I have the capital."

The mist gradually thickened, the army of the Eldar clan returned to tranquility, and a faint barrier gradually enveloped the sky.The enchantment magic released by Yi'er suddenly became several times stronger, the silver curtain suddenly opened, and the thin white curtain like snowflakes gradually stretched in parallel to block the sunlight.

I looked at him in amazement, my heart stopped beating from nervousness, and I was so stiff that I couldn't move, even the Aurora Wings were triggered.

I can't believe that he actually used the holy shield's forbidden magic "Peaceful Realm"!

The realm of rest is far from a magic that Yi'er can manipulate, and his doing so is tantamount to committing suicide.

Regardless of the huge backlash, I suppressed my Aurora Wings with all my strength, and tried my best to stop: "Yi'er, don't be stupid, I'll think of another way, please stop!"

I've never begged someone so desperately.

Yi'er turned a deaf ear, maybe he can't hear anything now.He covered his mouth, and his white gloves were stained with a large amount of blood.The light and shadow rotated, and the aurora tended to weaken on the basis of my suppression. The silvery white mist gradually thickened, covering the sky like a curtain.

Yi'er's white clothes fluttered in the wind, he was like a butterfly with broken wings, the high-level magic circle made him unable to bear it, but he still barely supported it with his trembling body.

I watched like this, but I couldn't get close to him at all, I could only watch his life go by.

Until the sky is gradually shrouded in silver curtains, the sun escapes.

He also fell to the ground like a butterfly with broken wings.

At that moment, I didn't have reason and demeanor, I rushed to hug him, he was already covered in blood and breathing weakly.

He opened his eyes with difficulty, and seemed to be smiling, but he couldn't even raise his hand.

I clasped his hand, said his name, told me I loved him.

But I know that even if I say it thousands of times, he will leave me.

Love cannot be fulfilled, this is our doomed ending from the beginning.Even if we are in a high position, we are still shackled by fate.

No matter how much we struggle and entangle, we go farther and farther on this track, and then approach the end.

For the tens of thousands of years of my life, I faced separation for the first time, and felt for the first time that I would live in a world without him.

……

In the years after Yi'er's death, everything has changed, and now Sanctuary is ushering in a new situation.

Orson returned Chi Ye's sovereignty, lifted Grace's unequal treaty, and the countries in the sanctuary strictly abided by the long-standing peace agreement, non-interference with each other, and peaceful and harmonious development.

I think, I love Yi'er, and I should also love this world that he wants to protect even at the cost of his life.

Part three.Tianyuan -End-

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Writer's words:

postscript:

I finally finished my first novel today, and I am still half happy and half reluctant.It has been two years since Sanctuary Huazhang was conceived, and I felt that it was difficult to give up halfway, and I was depressed because of lack of motivation, but I persisted until the end anyway.

At the beginning of writing, Sanctuary Huazhang only conceived a few short chapters and an ending, and Luo Sihua and Eden were just two simple names.And in the subsequent filling of the pits, give them flesh and blood, let them interpret stories one by one, think about the process of being happy anyway.

Sanctuary Hua Chapter is not a happy ending, but it is my favorite ending. It was the ending I thought of from the beginning of writing—this is not a fairy tale, and it is not a promise that can eliminate the barriers, at least not between Luoshua and Eden.Let Eden sacrifice, this is the best destination I can think of for him, without endless entanglement and torture, and die in the arms of his lover. (I'm still cruel to Luo Sihua, leaving him alone in the lonely world...)

I think perfect love is a process of blood and tears. Only after paying these can you reach the end and become the eternity of the other party.

Of course, this kind of love is too dreamy, I can only think about it in novels.I didn't want to make anyone feel bad, so I'm very sorry to those who were abused.

In addition, if anyone wants to read the episode, you can leave a message. If there is no one, I will stop writing. I will wait for everyone for a week, and then I will say goodbye to Silly Yier.

Well, the story of Sanctuary Huazhang has come to an end, and I hope to see you in the next article.Finally, thank you very much for your company, thank you for your support and encouragement!

Bow, thank you!

Le Que on June 2014, 6