Sanctuary Huazhang III Tianyuan

Chapter 37 Ending

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After I got the holy sword, I imprisoned myself in the sea of ​​poppies and claimed to improve magic, but in fact, the memory of Yier made me fall into conflict for a long time.

I have never had such a clear sense of time, and the sunrise and sunset are always his smiling face.

All night and all night I think of him, of his innocent face concealing sadness, of his childish shoulders bearing burdens.

I'm not even sure if I'm doing the right thing—this is the first time I've ever wondered whether it's worth it to hurt him for the sake of power.

I said to myself, Yier forgetting is the best ending, even though he is deceiving himself, it is much better than him sinking into the nightmare alone.

But unexpectedly, I saw him again soon.

I saw an all too familiar figure at the entrance of the Royal Institute of Pharmacy, so I couldn't hold back and stopped him.

Like the illusion, that's when I realized how much I missed him.

In the next second, I suddenly felt that I was ridiculous, but he took two steps forward and whispered timidly, "His Royal Highness Luo Sihua."

Such an expression and clear voice ignited my buried thoughts, and my eyes were slightly rippling, as if I saw many old shadows.I suppressed my emotions and pretended to be calm: "What's your name?"

He remained silent for a long time before saying: "...Yi'er."

Then he frantically added the illusion that someone told him.

I looked at his naive face with longing, the amazement and admiration that could not be concealed in his amber eyes, it seemed that the time wheel had turned back to the original point.

He handed something to the guard, and it took me a long time before I said, "You can go."

He said nonsense in a crunchy voice: "His Royal Highness Luo Sihua, you are so beautiful..."

Then his face flushed red, his head was steaming and he was at a loss what to do.

So cute, I'm afraid that if I stay with him for a second longer, I can't help but kiss him.

So I turned around quickly, not letting the memories fill my mind, and finally said coldly: "Don't let me see you again."

During this period of time, the whole of Orson was busy and lively. On the day of the Imperial Grand Ceremony, everything was decorated with prosperity and magnificence. The imperial capital built of gold was envied and criticized by countless people.

The Imperial Ceremony gave everyone a reason to relax, and for me it was to show everyone the power of the holy sword.

When we arrived at the square at night, there was still a din of people. The noisy crowd crowded the central area, the carriages gradually landed, and the crowd fell silent.

Like the knight commander and the high priest, I transformed into wings of light.

The light of the rainbow converged and poured, covering the starlight of the entire sky.Gathered the holy light of the entire heaven and earth, condensed on the rainbow.

In Orson, the wings of light are the physical symbols of rank and power.

Cheers erupted, and I took a few steps forward, looking around the crowd with a flawless smile on my face.

My gaze suddenly froze, and the amber eyes caught my attention.

Yi'er was on the scene, which added irony to the Holy Sword performance.

Until now, I don't want him to be the holder of the Holy Shield. If he is not, there may be a way to bridge the gap between us.

I quickly looked away, stopped in my tracks, and turned the light wings even bigger on the spot.

Landing on the light curtain suspended in the air, the brilliance of the wings formed two rainbows in the air, and I raised the holy sword in my hand.

Holding the hilt of the sword in hand, the tip of the sword suddenly shines with brilliance, and the white lotus blooms at the tip,!The golden light was dazzling, piercing the darkness of the sky, and the sky above midnight was brighter and more splendid than the day.

The combination of light magic and holy sword increases the power together.

After coming in, my cooperation with the holy sword became more and more perfect, and the flawless light magic was gradually practiced.

What the holy sword gave me is not only strength, but also the foundation of a strong country, an era of absolute leadership.

I couldn't help looking at the crowd, my beautiful amber eyes were full of admiration and shock, and the innocent boy applauded enthusiastically with the crowd.

──But what did the sacred vessel bring to Yier?

Almost catastrophic pain.

Not long after the grand ceremony of the empire, when I returned to Huaxi Palace one night, it was extremely ridiculous to see Alicia in scantily dressed clothes in the guest room.

Women are exposed like this, and their half-covered bodies are very seductive.But at this moment, I have no desire at all because of the similar situation. I put on a coat for her very gently, comforted me for a long time and wanted to invite her out.

Alicia said: "Your Highness, Eden has also used the same method, why do you have a completely different reaction?"

"Yi'er is different, he is different from anyone else."

My irritated mood suddenly came up, and I barely maintained a gentleman's demeanor, so she shed tears like this, and finally ran out of Huaxi Palace.

Not wanting her to ruin her image everywhere, she called Patrick to persuade her to go back, but unexpectedly ran into Yier who was shopping in the red light district at night.

After he lost his memory, he was very strong, and he was much more carefree than before. He put all his emotions on his face, blinking his eyes, innocent and cute.

"I want to join your direct magic team and work in the imperial capital in the future. I know that your magic is very good, so I wonder if I can let you personally tutor me in the future."

I suspect that we are destined to be inseparable in this life. He has only seen me twice, and there is already more than a little love in his eyes.

Then I lost my mind: "I have time in two days, why don't I go find you then."

After a few days, I really went to see him. I was so impulsive that I couldn't believe it. I waited for him downstairs, feeling comfortable and relaxed.

It was an ease I hadn't felt in a long time.

He was very excited when he saw me, so excited that he fell down the stairs, the way he jumped and jumped was so cute, his cheeks were so red that people couldn't help but want to kiss him.

I took him to dinner, and his thin shoulders couldn't be narrower, and he looked like life was hard.

The way he eats is so cute, I fork the steak and feed it into his mouth.Yi'er's eyes widened, she looked at me in astonishment, her face flushed and she was stunned.

The pleasant atmosphere at the beginning gradually faded with the touch of the past.

"How do you know that your lost memory is very important?"

I put down my wine glass and looked up at him, seemingly peaceful and indifferent, but actually the waves were rough.

He lost control of his emotions, tears kept pouring out, and he sniffed his nose in embarrassment.

I would be very upset if this kind of childish crying was placed on someone else, but now I don't have any emotions other than guilt and pity.

I wanted to hug him in my arms to comfort him but I was afraid of scaring him, so I had to say seriously: "Yi'er, remember, no one can look down on you... One day, I promise, you will be able to stand on the top and overlook all people."

Yi'er looked up at me, her ever-spotless amber eyes lit up.

He was even more unsuspecting of me than he had been in the past, partly flattered and partly in disbelief, and when I taught him to write he couldn't even hold a pen, and his thin arms were pitifully emaciated.

I sent him home, Yi'er's long curly eyelashes blinked happily several times, the corners of her mouth were silent but full of smiles along the way, and her starry eyes were shining brightly.

I didn't go back to Huaxi Palace, I stood in the sea of ​​poppies, recalling all the things we met for the first time, I suddenly felt that fate is actually a very wonderful thing, for example, it made me meet Yier, Yier fell in love with me.

During that time, I was also very busy. After handling political affairs every day, I had to train light magic. After the running-in period of the holy sword, I felt the great improvement of magic freely.

So for a long time, I didn't have the chance to meet him, except for a chance encounter in Elliott's bedroom.

So when I tried to find him some days later, I couldn't find him.

For a month in a row, I actually lost news of him.

Distraught at the time, I deployed all the Custodians around me to conduct a secret nationwide search for him.If it hadn't been reported that there was trouble in the morning light, I'm afraid I would still rub shoulders with him.

When I saw him again, he was wearing a veil, standing on the stone steps at the door, being pushed and shoved by many people.My thin body couldn't stop trembling, seeing me with my head down, I wanted to hide myself.

I hooked my hands to the people behind me, and said: "Take him away and kill him, and kill all the people involved along the way." Very puzzled, I added: "Don't leave your soul behind."

Yi'er was always a brash kid, and she didn't know how to ask me for help after being wronged so much.

His self-esteem is also quite strong, and he pulls his veil to prevent others from seeing him.

Now I only feel pity and heartache. He struggled a few times, his voice was choked up, he was very scared, and his whole body was shaking.

I lifted his veil, and the face that was originally smooth and clean was covered with shocking scars, and the horrible bright red still did not fade after using magic.

I said, "I will never let you suffer like this in the future."

I said such meaningless words and healed him mechanically.

Even though I knew that the greatest harm he suffered came from me after all.

Yi'er is a child who is very easy to satisfy. Knowing that her wound can be healed, she bursts into tears and laughs immediately. She is helpless when she is teased by me shyly, and she just stands there stupidly.

Looking at his fading figure, I feel a sense of peace that dilutes the anxiety of the past month. At the same time, thinking about his wounds, my heart becomes heavy again.

I'm trying to avoid something.

When escaping, he was also hurt more because of negligence.

In the past, I always felt that identity standpoint is an insurmountable distance, and there are fate, lies and unreachable distance between us.

But for a moment, I suddenly felt, if I love him, can I help him resist all these pains?

Many things later were like clues strung together in chains. Yier liked me, and I deliberately showed a very ambiguous attitude towards him.

I know he won't reject me, we are meant to be lovers.

For example, on the night when I returned from the Dancing Blood Forest, Yier quickly wrapped her arms around my neck, stood on tiptoes, and kissed me directly on the cheek.He was too jerky for kisses, touched like a superficial touch and then left immediately.

I was stunned at the time, and Yier was even more stunned than me, and ran away like a rabbit blushing instantly.

I wanted to catch up, but finally shook my head with a smile on the corner of my mouth.

The next day's morning paper was filled with eye-popping lace news. I browsed through it and found it very interesting. I just took this opportunity to break the current ambiguous official confession.

When he arrived at Yi'er's house, he was taken aback. The young boy fell on the bed with a newspaper covering his face and cried pitifully.

Tears slid down flawless face and shattered, looking at it made people feel distressed, it took him a long time to wipe away his tears before he moved, staring at me with a confused face.

It is estimated that he was misunderstood by today's newspaper, and he is now in the stage of jealousy.

I couldn't laugh or cry: "Why are you crying?"

Then the baby got awkward, and said each sentence confidently and without understanding: "Just pretend that I am in a bad mood because I broke up with love today, okay? Just let me be alone for a while, okay?"

I looked at him with a half-smile, he was always shy and reserved in the past, when he met me "Your Highness", he called me politely and reservedly, this was the first time he acted so blatantly like a baby.

Running out of the house and hugging him tightly from behind, the fresh smell of youthful sunshine filled the air.

"I wanted to take him to the sea of ​​poppies, but he lost his temper because he was jealous of himself."

"The most ridiculous thing is that he even lost his temper with me, saying that he was broken in love. If he broke up in love, wouldn't I be single again?"

Yier stared blankly at me with wide eyes, her arms trembling uncontrollably,

Gently held his lovely cheeks, red lips and snow skin.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and gradually became gentle, with a narrow smile on my lips: "Little cutie, it feels so good to see you jealous. It's the first time I'm so flattered that you care about me so much."

I said to him with the most serious attitude: "Yi'er, be my lover, okay?"

The answer is self-evident, he leaned on my shoulder.

After the confession was successful, everything seemed logical. I took Yier to the sea of ​​poppies. He no longer remembers this place, but it’s okay. I hope his memories about this place are all good and sweet.

When I first established this private domain, I was not very old. I was tired of maintaining the demeanor of a ruler in the palace of the imperial capital day and night. On a whim, I invested a lot of manpower and material resources to build it, and I personally arranged all the defensive magic.

For a long time to come, this will be my dedicated venue for practicing light magic.

Including the elf tribe outside, the most important thing is to protect the privacy of Huahai.

Yi'er and the elves are noisy, sometimes ashamed and angry, sometimes proud, just looking at his smiling face makes me feel happy.

"Happiness", this is a word I have never touched before.

Then we continued to walk, Yi'er stumbled along the way, she was honest when I grabbed her hand, obediently followed me and smiled from time to time.

He could accurately perceive the position of the advanced invisible barrier.

Yi'er is very sensitive to barriers, and one day the power of the Holy Shield will wake up, and there will be no barriers in the world that can resist him.

It's a pity that he is still underage, and his movements are restricted everywhere.

I took off the ring on my hand—the ring of magic recognition that symbolizes absolute authority in Orson—and put it on his finger.

Yi'er was caught off guard, froze in shock, hastily withdrew her hands and stared at her wrongly.

"You... have a high status. If one day you play with me enough, I have such a precious thing as you, and I'm afraid it will cause inconvenience to you in the future."

I was surprised for a moment, and quickly leaned down and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

"Yi'er, I will never hold the mentality of playing with you."

The more he worries about gains and losses, the more I blame myself for hurting and concealing from him. I can't even imagine how resentful he will be if one day he understands the truth.

I can only make such a pale promise: "...so, what you worry about "someday" will never happen."

I stared at the slender young man in the sea of ​​pure white flowers, the picture was bewitchingly beautiful and desperate.

That night, among the white poppies, our lips and teeth intertwined, tender and tender.

I kissed his lips, unlike any other time in the past, the obvious youthful response and slightly nervous hug were engraved in the corridors of memory, shining forever.

The next day at the North Korean meeting, military officers reported that there was another external conflict on the border with Chi Ye. I suppressed the news and sent Elliott to deal with it because there were not many casualties.

There are too many political affairs, and a slight carelessness on the border issue will lead to large-scale wars.

Although I don't reject war, Orson is far from reaching its heyday, and I don't want to hinder economic development because of war.

Elliott was efficient, and the incident was resolved satisfactorily on the third day.

The country's affairs are stable, so I decided to go to Yi'er to talk about further development. He is too reserved, and I don't say that he would not think of looking for me for a few days.

When I went to his residence, there was no one there, and when I went to the bar where he worked, I heard that he was absent from work yesterday.

I was a little worried, but my first reaction was that he had recalled it.

So they sent people to Aates to investigate.

Five days later, still no results.

Just when I was so irritable that I was about to turn over the sanctuary, Alicia timidly walked into Huaxi Palace.

"Your Highness, go to the Blood Dance Forest to have a look."

I narrowed my eyes and looked at her: "What's going on, what does Yi'er have to do with the Blood Dance Forest?"

She said coldly: "Your Highness, you can't go on like this. You and Eden are destined enemies. Now you will only get both of you into endless entanglement. You will not be able to break the pain of entanglement for many years to come!"

I raised my eyebrows: "So you sent him to the Blood Dance Forest to let him die?"

Alicia looked at the window: "Your Highness, the carriage is ready for you. I just want him to leave. If you don't go, he will surely die."

That day I bloodbathed the disciplinary prison, and it was the first time that light magic was so resolute as a massacre.

Yi'er's clothes were poor, her beautiful face was barely visible due to the blood stains on her face, and there were many wounds on her body, bleeding profusely in many places.

I hugged the little boy in my arms almost tremblingly, he slept too deeply, his bruised body pulled my heart into a raging fire.

All participants were sent to the Frozen Lake, where they endured ice cones for eternity.

Taking him back to Huaxi Palace, Yi'er's immature face was crooked on the pillow with a bloodless face, and his thin body seemed so pitiful on the huge bed.

He was in pain, even if he lost consciousness, he would still cry softly from time to time, but there was no sign of waking up.

During the days when he was in a coma, he often had nightmares, and occasionally whispered some old memories.

I know those memories are still alive in my subconscious, though I don't know what to do, I'd rather lie to myself.

I had no choice but to sit by his bed and say I love him over and over again. Only then did I realize how important he is to me.

I guarded him for 28 days, and he finally opened his eyes.

I hugged him tightly to my chest and vowed never to be separated from him again.

We want to be lovers for life.

I really think so, no matter how many ups and downs in the future, I am willing to bear for him.

We were all very happy in the days that followed, and the extremely happy life made it easy for people to forget reality.

We are in love, happy, laughing, kissing in the soft sunshine, facing the bright cold moon, every day is a language of love, and every night is an embrace.

Yi'er was very happy, the smiles of a child with no psychological burden filled the secluded corners of Huaxi Palace.

He is very clingy to me, and often obediently sits on my lap and watches me review documents, stroking the ends of his hair with his shallow breath, quiet and peaceful.

He often does some very cute behaviors, such as scribbling on the walls of the corridor, and the connected hearts make me so warm.

It's just that I look at him, often with lingering sadness.

What if one day these are broken, what if one day I can no longer kiss his lips and hold him in my arms, what if... one day he hates me?

Then I stopped thinking about it, and it didn't help.

Enjoy and indulge in all the time with him, watching the sky and the earth, and his pure smiling face.

Time has been quiet for three years, and what should come is coming.

Our serenity is shattered by trivial stabs on the Baroque Eye.

Yi'er helped me block the magic. At the same time, I clearly felt another powerful shielding magic, unique and indestructible.

That is the magic of the Holy Shield.

I've never been so nervous. When I hugged him who was a little delirious, my first thought was whether he had awakened his memory.

Looking at the chaotic scene, I felt a deep powerlessness for the first time, and felt so clearly that my fate was irretrievable.

After the incident, Yier went to talk to the girl, and when she came back, she was restless and depressed.

I rested my chin on my left hand, and changed the subject with a half-smile: "Yi'er, do you still remember when I asked you if you would marry me when you grow up?"

He was quite sure.

I smiled and asked again: "Yi'er, maybe my ambition is more than that. Just like what Ai Yin said, if one day I want to attack other countries, will you still be by my side and support me?"

"Of course I will follow you. I believe in your choice. Besides, I have no ambitions... Ah... If I don't support you, I have no position to speak of..."

He always answered so simply and without hesitation, but that was because he didn't know the truth yet.

In front of such a bloody memory gap, is it possible for you to let me kiss and touch you?Yi'er, if I said that I really fell into your prison, would you still believe me at that time?

After the love, I hugged him, the youthful fragrance was refreshing, I stroked his hair like a god, and murmured: "Don't forget what you said before."

Things went on until the diplomatic letter arrived. Looking at the cute and cute Yier, I just felt really tormented. I couldn't help letting him touch the holy sword. He curled up in pain, which really aroused his memories.

The Emperor of the Spirit Race came to visit in person, and Yier stood beside me, seeing the nobles of the Spirit Race with surprise in their eyes, Elliott showed up, and his body softened.

I can't help the heartache.

Their purpose is clear: to maintain the peace period and take Yier away.

They will succeed.

──What do you think a person's past means?

──Luo Sihua, memories can only mean what he was like before, but cannot interfere with the future.My future is only you, no matter what happened in the past, my love for you will never change.My dear, nothing in the past matters, even if I'm an Eldar, but I can't live without you.

──Il, no matter what happened, now we love each other.It's real, don't doubt it.

Even though we were so firm and so in love.

The day he left was midnight, I plundered his body crazily and kissed him non-stop.

I said like crazy, Yier, forgive me, please?Don't forget me, okay?Wherever you are, remember that I love you, okay?

He said he would forgive me.

But he will still go, and our relationship will still be broken.

In the middle of the night, the moon and the stars were scarce, he got up gently and closed the door gently, I knew that all the doors of happiness would be closed.

I sat facing the moonlit night all night. For the first time in nearly 1000 years, tears fell and I couldn't stop.

Happiness comes in a hurry and goes too fast.

After happiness, there is no redemption.

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