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The lips of the two were trembling slightly, and they gradually pressed together tightly. In fact, Teng Cuo wanted to open his mouth, but was blocked by Xiao Guo's lips, making this scene extremely pure.

After a while Teng backed away, smiled at Xiao Guo, and said, "You haven't met ten years ago."

Xiao Guo didn't smile, he stretched out his hand to support his shoulder.Teng Cuo blinked and asked: "We broke up before we had sex ten years ago, do you regret it?"

Xiao Guo's eyes were dim, he shook his head and nodded again.

Teng Cuo's eyes lit up, and he said with a smile: "Don't tell me, you have been guarding yourself for me for ten years."

Xiao Guo nodded without any concealment, and then asked: "What about you?"

Teng Cuo's smile slowly disappeared, he stared at Xiao Guo, and said: "Let's have sex, you will know if it's my first time after doing it."

Xiao Guo, who followed Teng Cuo all night, said, "No."

It's not that he is emotionless, his whole heart has been hurt in the past ten years, it is impossible for him to not have ups and downs when he met Teng Cuo today.But he was very forbearing, and the side of his neck was already bruised, but he just raised his hand, bent his fingers, and stroked Teng Cuo's side face very gently a few times.

Teng Cuo's face changed immediately, anger and disappointment welled up in his eyes.He waved Xiao Guo's hand away, grabbed his collar fiercely, and said with an aggrieved expression: "Then I'll tell you now, I haven't tried it with others. In the past ten years, many people have begged me to think I didn't agree to have sex with me, but I just want to have sex with you."

He acted like a child, with anticipation and a ferocity that was bound to please, with red eyes that looked like they were about to cry.Xiao Guo was pulled forward, his eyes turned red, he looked at Teng Cuo who was clearly out of place, shook his head, and said, "It's not just for this reason that I met you again."

"We can do other things too," Teng Cuo frowned, "but now I want this."

Xiao Guo raised his hand, pressed down the hand he was holding on to, and said in a low voice as if coaxing: "No."

"Then how do I do it?" Crying voice appeared in Teng Cuo's voice, "What do you want, money? You think I've changed, right? You don't like Teng Cuo, you only like Nan Zhuo."

Such words were like stabbing a knife into Xiao Guo's heart, he shook his head again, then opened his arms towards Teng Cuo, and hugged Teng Cuo.

Teng Cuo was startled, and immediately struggled up, pushing and shoving Xiao Guo continuously, even biting his shoulder with his mouth, causing the things on the coffee table to fall all over the floor.But Xiao Guo just didn't let go.He pressed Teng Cuo's waist and back chest, and closed his eyes.

The man is so strong that he can't break free.It is not easy to open his heart, and it is also difficult for him to stick to his chest and abdomen wholeheartedly in his body. He has not experienced such powerlessness for a long time, and he feels the anger of wanting to resist, but a strange enjoyment also grows from the bottom of his heart. He suddenly felt that he would be happy if he stopped struggling. There was no reason, it just felt that way.In the end, he slowly lowered his hand, resting his forehead on Xiao Guo's shoulder, breathing wearily.

Xiao Guo raised his hands to clasp the back of his head, let him lean on his side neck, the two people's profiles were very close to each other, hugging each other tightly.

This hug was very comforting, making Teng Cuo's tense body gradually lose the ability to resist, and also lost the desire to withdraw.He was held in Xiao Guo's arms, and all he could smell was the smell of Xiao Guo's body. There was a strong smell of alcohol and a light smell of smoke. It didn't smell good when they mixed together, but Teng Cuo felt his body Slowly relax, even the breath becomes lighter.

Then Xiao Guo bent down, and they slowly lay down together on the narrow sofa in this posture.

Teng Cuo thought it was amazing. He didn't get what he wanted, and he was already unhappy. He felt that he would lose control.But Xiao Guo created a space with his chest and arms, warm and unresistable, his whole body was completely covered by Xiao Guo.The evil that was born to the gallbladder quickly disappeared in this way.

Teng Cuo began to imitate Xiao Guo's gentle and pure intimacy, and hugged Xiao Guo's waist.With his eyes closed, he heard Xiao Guo murmuring "Xiao Zhuo" hoarsely in his ear.

They didn't let go of each other, maintained the posture of embracing each other, and fell asleep together.

***

Teng Cuo has rarely dreamed in the past ten years.

He relies on sleeping pills to fall asleep. The drugs prevent him from experiencing any dreams during sleep, and he wakes up very suddenly. After waking up, his memory stays completely before going to sleep, as if he was not asleep at all.He likes to go out at night and survive most of the day by taking medicine.

But last night was different, everything was outside of Teng Cuo's plan.Yesterday was Xiao Guo's birthday, he was supposed to get drunk at Maoyan, and then come back alone, and sleep alone until the next afternoon while drunk.But he unexpectedly reunited with his old love from ten years ago, and they couldn't forget each other, so they explained their regrets back then, and kissed an extremely pure kiss with complicated emotions and desires towards each other, and then Teng mistakenly... He wanted to do it, but Xiao Guo stroked his face and said no.Teng Cuo became furious at that moment, he originally thought he would lose control, but Xiao Guo hugged him, making him unable to think of anything else, he simply closed his eyes and fell into a kind of half-dream, half-awake comfort.

In the end, he fell asleep peacefully and deeply in Xiao Guo's arms, as if Xiao Guo's chest was his nest of trust.The tense nerves were relaxed, this kind of rest was so good, it was so good that he had a dream.

The dream is intermittent, but the picture is very clear.Teng Cuo viewed his past from a third-party perspective, and in his dream Xiao Guo was always by his side, embracing him and restraining him.

They all changed back to their youthful appearance. At that time, Teng Cuo was still called by this name. He had very regular short hair and walked in the cemetery holding flowers.There was a full moon hanging in the dark blue sky, he was wearing black clothes, kneeling in front of a tombstone, Xiao Guo accompanied him.He was sad that there were no photos on the monument.

The flags above the two people's heads were as red as blood, and the pale boy raised his head, regarding it as his destination and belief.

When Teng Cuo opened his eyes, he was on his bed, the sun had already come out, the curtains in the bedroom were half drawn, and he was still wearing a soft and loose shirt, lying in the warm and dazzling light.This made Teng Cuo very uncomfortable, and felt his head hurt from the sun.He turned sideways with great effort, subconsciously trying to hide to the side opposite to the sunlight, but was stopped by Xiao Guo.

The man squatted on the other side of the bed, blocking his way out of the light with his strong arms.Before Teng Cuo was fully awake, Xiao Guo stretched out his warm hand, and he immediately pressed it, his dazed look was so beautiful that it made one's heart soften.Xiao Guo covered his eyes with his palms, and Teng Cuo just fell asleep again.

This time it didn't take long, but Xiao Guo just squatted on the spot.He had already put on his clothes, and now he looked down at Teng Cuo slightly.

Teng Cuo was lying under the quilt, his neck protruding from the edge was pale and delicate, like a perfect jade.

When Teng Cuo woke up again, Xiao Guo was still by his side. This time Teng Cuo's consciousness returned quickly, and Xiao Guo's hand was still stroking the side of his face, and he backed away to avoid it.

He said in a hoarse voice, "Xiao Guo."

"En." Xiao Guo was still squatting, and handed him a glass of water from the bedside table.

Teng Cuo sat up to drink water, looking over the top of the cup, staring at Xiao Guo's face.His hair was messy from sleeping, and his eyelids were a little swollen.

Xiao Guo stood up and said, "Get up and eat something."

He woke up very early today. When he woke up, Teng Cuo's face was buried in his chest, and one hand was clutching his collar.He carried him to the bed and continued to sleep, then came out to look around by himself.The lock on the door on the second floor was fingerprinted. He stood on the stairs and looked at it for a while, then went to the kitchen and refrigerator first, and then searched for ten minutes in the ruined living room, but found nothing but desserts. Didn't find anything to eat outside.

He didn't dare to go out because he couldn't come back without the key.He doesn't order takeaway often, but a colleague taught him how to do it when the food delivery industry was just emerging.Xiao Guo took out his mobile phone and ordered breakfast, but he still didn't take it out of the insulated box until now.

Teng Cuo held the empty glass and asked, "What time is it?"

"09:30," Xiao Guo took the cup from his hand and said, "Get up for breakfast."

The mid-noon sun shone from behind, Teng Cuo's eyes were dark, but his expression looked calm, his long hair was hanging down, and he looked very obedient.He stared at his empty hands, and sat on the bed for a long time, Xiao Guo didn't rush, just stood aside and looked at the top of his hair.

When Teng Cuo lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, he glanced at the bedside table and found that the medicine bottles and medicine boxes that were originally crooked on it had been straightened and arranged neatly one by one.

Xiao Guo's eyes fell on those medicines with Teng Cuo's, and then looked back at Teng Cuo.He was very calm, and said in a deep voice with a very certain tone: "You are sick."

Teng Cuo sat on the edge of the bed, looked up at him for a long time, and said, "Yes."

"Lithium salt and lamotrigine," Xiao Guo said, "can suppress mania and fight depression."

"Yes," Teng Cuo smiled at him and said honestly, "I'm sick."

This answer was expected, but it still hurt Xiao Guo.When Teng Cuo stood up, he grabbed Teng Cuo's shoulder, frowned and asked, "When did it happen?"

Teng Cuo waved his hand away, unexpectedly explained the matter in great detail, and said, "I can't remember clearly, anyway, it's just insomnia and irritable, after going to the hospital, the doctor prescribed it."

He walked barefoot to the living room, Xiao Guo followed him and asked, "How did you get it?"

Teng Cuo shrugged and said, "It's not because of you anyway."

Teng Cuo was shocked as soon as he got out of the bedroom. The wine bottles and cakes that had been smashed on the floor last night were gone. There is breakfast on the table, which smells delicious.You don't need to think about who did it. Teng Cuo let out a "huh", grabbed his hair, and whispered, "Thanks."

When Teng Cuo went to wash up, Xiao Guo brought out the breakfast, and Teng Cuo seemed a little sleepy while eating, so Xiao Guo didn't say anything.When he finished eating, he wanted to say something, but Teng put down his chopsticks by mistake and said, "Let's go."

Xiao Guo was stunned, and sat still.Teng Cuo stroked the cuff of his shirt with his hand and said, "Actually, I regret it."

Xiao Guo didn't speak, Teng Cuo sighed, and said: "I met you at the bar yesterday, so I shouldn't have greeted you in the past, and I shouldn't have brought you here, and let you stay here all night. But I slept well last night, so thank you anyway."

He meant these words, but he would not tell Xiao Guo the reason behind it.He turned his face away, in Xiao Guo's view, he was a little heartless and cruel.

"Xiao Zhuo," Xiao Guo said, "I won't leave."

Teng Cuo frowned and said, "Just treat me as drunk..."

He didn't continue talking, because Xiao Guo looked at him quietly, his eyes were dark and deep.Teng Cuo always felt that Xiao Guo's eyes were bright, but not anymore, now Xiao Guo looked so sad again, looking at him with a very distressed look.

Teng Zuo tilted his head, as if he didn't understand Xiao Guo's emotions, he had changed and got sick, but he didn't need anyone's sympathy.So he got up in the next second and walked towards the door of the apartment, Xiao Guo immediately stood up and followed behind, grabbing his hand that was going to open the door.

"I let you go," Teng Cuo raised his voice and said, "Don't meet again in the future, go!"

He competed with Xiao Guo and insisted on reaching for the doorknob, but Xiao Guo pressed it again and again and pulled him back.The man's palm wrapped his entire hand, and he was no match for Xiao Guo in terms of strength, the two of them didn't speak, they just pulled back and forth like this.

In the end Teng Cuo got anxious first, and shook his shoulders fiercely, Xiao Guo then let go, because if he didn't let go, Teng Cuo might be dislocated.After Teng Cuo broke free, he didn't open the door again, but just raised his head and stared at Xiao Guo with a fierce look.

Xiao Guo looked at him calmly, and said again: "I said, I won't leave."

Teng Cuo's hand was still on the doorknob, and he asked, "What do you want to do here?"

Xiao Guo said, "Take care of you."

"I don't need to take care of it." Teng Cuo said.

"You can say that, but how to do it is my business." Xiao Guo's voice carried a bit of pleading, his expressive ability was limited, and he couldn't say even poetic sentences.

The colors in the sky outside the window are very bright, becoming the background behind Xiao Guo.Teng Cuo looked at it and said, "I'm doing it for your own good. As you can see, I'm sick. It's not good for you to get involved with me."

Xiao Guo said, "This is up to me to decide."

"Xiao Guo, I'm telling you the truth." Teng Cuo closed his eyes and said, "I have a feeling that I won't live long."

He opened his eyes and found that Xiao Guo looked at him with a very complicated look. Since they reunited last night, Xiao Guo always looked at him with this look. Things I don't understand.

Teng Cuo suddenly felt that he was a little speechless, and his quick acceptance or rejection had to be based on pure love and hatred, even if he didn't feel it at all.But the relationship ten years ago was unforgettable, and they slept in each other's arms for the whole night. He hadn't experienced that kind of hug in ten years.This made his feelings for Xiao Guo complicated, and he couldn't firmly say that he liked him, and he couldn't completely divide this person out of his own life, even if he thought about it.

"Let me think about it," Teng Cuo closed his eyes again, and said, "Please, let me think about it."

Then he opened the door and turned to face the wall beside the door without looking at Xiao Guo.Xiao Guo stood for a while, and then began to change his shoes.

"You know where I live, and I also know that you work at Maoyan." Sensing his movements, Teng Cuo suddenly said, "We can find each other if we want, right?"

"Yes." Xiao Guo reached out and touched the back of his head lightly, and said, "Remember to eat. Goodbye, Xiao Zhuo."

After Xiao Guo left, Teng turned around to face the empty apartment, there were still dishes on the dining table, and he suddenly collapsed.He kicked the coffee table vigorously, and the things on it fell to the ground due to the vibration, and he kicked those things again.He was barefoot, and the paper had scratched tiny gashes in his skin.

Then he picked up the cushion that Xiao Guo slept with last night, hugged it tightly in his arms, and ran to the window to look down.

At this time Xiao Guo happened to be walking downstairs, alone, dressed very low-key, with his head slightly lowered.Teng Cuo stared, Xiao Guo suddenly raised his head and looked towards his window, he was so frightened that he hugged the cushion and hid behind the curtain.

The floor here is high, so Xiao Guo can't actually see it, but Teng Cuo still hid for a long time.When he poked his head out, Xiao Guo had already gone far away.

Teng Cuo buried his face in the cushion, his eyes slowly turned red.

***

Xiao Guo's house looked like an ordinary bachelor's place, an apartment in the early one hundred square meters, very tidy overall, with an unused kitchen.

After he went back, he opened the balcony window. There was a message on his phone that he hadn't had time to reply last night. He first stood by the window and made a call, then lit a cigarette.He never smoked at home before, but today he was a little restless, pacing back and forth at home, smoking one cigarette after another, closing and opening the windows, always feeling like he was about to suffocate.

Twenty minutes later the doorbell rang, Xiao Guo put out his cigarette, looked through the cat's eye and opened the door.

Jue Ting stood at the door holding a folder, and greeted Xiao Guo with a smile.

"Tingting team," Xiao Guo let him in, "Come here from the bureau?"

"Yes," Jue Ting said, "I'm here to hear your report on the progress of the mission last night."

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