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This is the second surprise that Xiao Guo gave him this evening, the first one was when he turned around in the locker room of the bar.Teng Cuo smiled and walked closer to Xiao Guo, and asked, "Is it more beautiful now or ten years ago?"

Xiao Guo's palms were sweating, he wanted to talk about the present, and he also wanted to talk about ten years ago.No one can resist Teng Cuo's demonic aura now, but the boy with clear eyes ten years ago is the one who is etched in his heart.

If he didn't speak, Teng Cuo already knew what was going on.He wasn't angry either, and said, "I'll let you take a closer look before choosing."

Then he took Xiao to the living room and took out a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet on the way.Except for the kitchen, the first floor of his apartment is very messy. If it's not dirty, it's just messy.There were a lot of sugar and desserts scattered on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and empty wine glasses, books, newspapers, and paper and pens spread out beside it. There were many chemical formulas written upside down on the paper.

Xiao Guo could tell that there was only one person living here, and he was a bit lonely.

It's just that it's hard for him to imagine that that person is Teng Cuo.

At least when he and Teng Cuo were together back then, the young man had a melancholy temperament, said little, had no expression on his face, was organized and organized everything extremely neatly.At that time, Xiao Guo was radiant and outgoing, without any burden in his heart.

Time has swallowed everything called "once", and now there are two strangers sitting side by side on the sofa.

Teng Cuo poured wine for the two of them respectively, and leaned comfortably on the sofa with the glasses in hand, while Xiao Guo sat beside him, with a very upright posture.The two of them didn't speak for a long time, they were enveloped by the halo of lights, and the warm colors carried a temperature that seemed to be palpable.

An indescribable sense of ambiguity arose when Teng Cuo crossed his legs. The skin on his thighs was bare and moist, even a little reflective, and the kneecaps were protruding beautifully.

But Xiao Guo didn't make any other expressions except for a very shallow smile. Teng looked at him by mistake for a while, and frustration was inevitable.He shook the wine glass boredly, pointed to the paper bag on the coffee table, and said to Xiao Guo: "Open it."

Xiao Guo did as he said, and his body froze obviously after opening it.He moved carefully and took out a cake from the bag.

The cake is not big enough for two or three people. It is a very ordinary style. It is decorated with pure white cream and pale pink. There are two cherries in the middle, and a small chocolate sign on it says "Happy Birthday".

From time to time, there are birthday parties in Maoyan Bar, so birthday cakes will be prepared in the back.But Xiao Guo turned his head and looked at Teng Cuo with astonishment. After a while, he opened his mouth and asked, "For me?"

"Well," Teng Zuo laughed and said, "For you."

Xiao Guo's voice was very low, he said: "You still remember."

"Of course," Teng Cuo said very frankly, "I don't have anyone else's birthday to remember either."

These words heated up the atmosphere by several degrees, Teng moved a bit, the tip of his toe touched Xiao Guo's calf, then went up all the way, and finally touched Xiao Guo's knee.

Xiao Guo let him move, the movement of cutting the cake was very steady, but the Adam's apple was a bit slippery and rolling.He plated the cut cake and said, "Thank you."

Teng Cuo stepped on Xiao Guo's knee lightly, and raised the corners of his lips. He was smiling, but the corners of his eyes were still upturned.He raised his chin towards the wine on the tea table and said, "Thank you for putting it in the wine, you have to listen to me tonight."

It was a bottle of very strong foreign wine, Teng Cuo didn't take any ice cubes, but Xiao Guo didn't hesitate and drank the whole glass with a raised hand.When he raised his head and drank, Teng Cuo saw a ruthlessness, and he didn't speak after drinking, just looked at Teng Cuo like this.

This person was instructed to move a bit, really a bit humble.Teng Cuo smiled so much that he rolled his eyes, drank up his own wine, and tapped Xiao Guo's knee with his toe to shake it.

Xiao Guo took his empty wine glass and handed him the cake.He watched Teng Cuo lick the cream made into a flower shape, and asked, "Xiao Zhuo, can you listen to me?"

Teng Cuo asked: "What?"

"I want to tell you about the past," Xiao Guo said, "and what happened in the past ten years."

"Go ahead and drink," Teng Cuo said, "I'll think about it."

Xiao Guo took another drink, Teng Cuo withdrew his legs from his knees, and sat cross-legged on the sofa holding the cake.When Xiao Guo put down the glass, he looked at him, pulled a cushion from the other end of the sofa, and put it on his lap.Teng Cuo hugged the mat and ate the cake, tilted his head slightly, his eyes were shining, and he seemed to be really thinking seriously.

Finally, he licked the cream on his lips and said, "Go ahead."

Xiao Guo took a deep breath and said: "That day, the day we parted, when you went to my house, you called me at my door, I didn't hear you but you didn't go out."

He has a lot of energy, and he can't see any reaction even after two glasses of wine, but after drinking, his voice is very magnetic, a little deeper, and it sounds nice.Teng Cuo had already finished eating the cake on the plate, Xiao Guo shoveled another piece for him.

Teng Cuo stared at his movements longingly, and said, "I know, you were put down by your mother, she just wanted me to give up."

Xiao Guo's eyes changed, Teng Cuo blinked, smiled at him, and said: "I'm not a fool, I realized it soon after I came out of your house, and what your mother did later was also the same as yours. It doesn't matter, I know it too."

Xiao Guo nodded, and said "hmm" in a nasal voice, and then said: "My parents said they sent you abroad, I didn't believe it, she lied to me. You didn't go anywhere, it was my mother who asked the school to send you abroad. You fired."

This memory was very unpleasant, but Teng Cuo was in a relaxed state, and the sweet taste of the cake seemed to make him feel better.He raised his eyebrows and said, "But I still went abroad, so in a sense, your mother is right."

Xiao Guo was silent for a while, then asked: "When?"

Teng Cuo didn't answer him, scraped off the cream on the edge of the paper plate with his fingertips, and said, "Go on with your business."

Xiao Guo lowered his eyes, stared at the wine glass on the tea table, and said: "I went to your house to look for you back then, but Chen Fangyi said that she sold you to... a place like that."

Teng Cuo looked at him with his fingers in his mouth, blinked his eyes, and asked, "Which kind of place?"

Xiao Guo couldn't say the answer to this question, his eyes were slowly turning red, and he gritted his teeth tightly.Teng Cuo observed his reaction, laughed hoarsely, and said, "That's right, that's what you thought, Chen Fangyi didn't lie to you."

There was a cherry on the piece of cake in his hand, he picked it up and bit between his two rows of snow-white teeth between his fingers, he turned his face up to show Xiao Guo, looking very mischievous.Then he raised his hand and pulled out the stem from the cherry, but when he let go, Xiao Guo grabbed his wrist.

Xiao Guo's hands were trembling, he really exerted his strength, he was holding Teng Cuo tightly and refused to let go.He tensed up all over and asked, "What do you mean?"

Teng mistakenly rolled the cherry into his mouth, chewed with lowered eyes, and asked nonchalantly, "What do you think I mean?"

"I don't know, Xiao Zhuo, I don't know. Tell me, what happened back then, why you disappeared, and where did you go?" Xiao Guo gritted his molars and spoke, his eyes were bloodshot.Driven crazy, he leaned over and spoke loudly for the first time this night: "Xiao Zhuo! Look at me and answer me."

Teng Cuo hurt a little from his grip, frowned, then gestured to the wine bottle on the coffee table with his eyes, and said, "I can't remember it a little bit, you continue to drink, I will recall it."

Xiao Guo didn't let go of his wrist, pressed his thumb on Teng Cuo's wrist bone, took the wine bottle with his other hand, and took a few sips directly from the mouth of the bottle.Then he turned his head to stare at Teng Cuo, his shoulders raised a little, like a beast facing the abyss.

The Teng Cuo in front of me can see the degree of weirdness. The Teng Cuo ten years ago was also good-looking, but it is not the same as the current one.In fact, he just opened up a little more, his facial features haven't changed much, but his temperament has changed, and his manner of speaking has also changed.

This person has long hair, and the evil spirit on his body is from the inside out. He can drink and smoke, go to bars late at night, throw money to the bartender and say things like being a housekeeper, live in a big house by himself, and make the apartment messy. He is very messy, he will take off his clothes in front of people without any scruples, and he will be so moody that Xiao Guo has already concluded that he is sick.

"Xiao Zhuo," Xiao Guo repeated, "Xiao Zhuo."

It was as if as long as he kept saying his name, the boy from back then would come back.

Teng Cuo swallowed the cherries he had already chewed into juice, and said: "What happened back then was just like what Chen Fangyi said. I was expelled from school and couldn't go to college. As soon as Chen Fang felt that I couldn't get back to my original book, she sent me to the university." Sold, sold this number."

He stretched out his hand and compared the number seven to Xiao Guo.

The unit behind this is tens of millions.

Xiao Guo felt a little pain in his chest, he asked: "And then?"

"Then," Teng Cuo bit his lip, and said, "then I ran away to another city, where I took part-time jobs while studying, got a scholarship, and went abroad to study for a few years. I just came back half a month ago. .”

Xiao Guo didn't know how to react, and what he heard later was not true, but he was not sure that he could get more out of Teng Cuo's mouth.Teng mistakenly said that he ran away, and then went abroad to study by himself, Xiao Guo actually hoped that this was true more than anyone else.

Xiao Guo asked, "Are you going to leave after you come back?"

When he spoke, he would unconsciously caress the cool and smooth skin on Teng Cuo's wrist, but Teng Cuo didn't respond, and replied, "I'm not leaving, I have a job."

Xiao Guo wanted to ask what kind of job it was, but he was afraid that Teng Cuo would turn his face off if he was annoyed by the question.However, Teng Cuo himself took the initiative to say: "I do medical research, is it good?"

Xiao Guo looked at him with complicated eyes and said, "Amazing."

Teng Cuo held his fork in his mouth, shook his hand, and said, "Your story is not over yet." He seemed worried that Xiao Guo would forget, and said, "You heard Chen Fang say that she sold me, and then what? ?”

Xiao Guo closed his eyes and said: "I didn't believe her when she said this, I went to that place to find you, but I was a student and they wouldn't let me in, I also went to Qihe Village, but you were not there. Finally I went to the police station, but they told me that Nan Zhuo was dead."

He said the last four words very weakly, his voice was trembling, and he smiled miserably after speaking.Teng Cuo felt uncomfortable, sipped the cream and didn't speak.

Xiao Guo continued: "I passed the university entrance examination in the capital, and since then I haven't contacted my family. I stayed there after finishing my studies, until my parents had an accident this year. I only came back in June. Fang Shi, after dealing with the family affairs, he came out to look for a job. I said I am not the young master, I really am not."

His voice was very low when he said this, with a texture of recalling the past.Teng Cuo nodded, looked at Xiao Guo, and said slowly: "You have indeed changed."

These two people are actually very interesting. They are very calm when talking about their own experiences, but they feel uncomfortable when listening to each other.Teng Cuo raised his head, held the cake that he had eaten to the bottom, and leaned back on the sofa.With his eyes closed, he heard Xiao Guo say: "Xiao Zhuo, for the past ten years, I..."

The ending slipped, Xiao Guo finally just said: "I'm sorry."

"You don't have to say that," Teng Cuo raised his head and said, his Adam's apple moved violently, "It is impossible and impossible for me to misunderstand you for ten years. I'm not responsible for how you live, but I say I don't hate you, it's true."

"Whether you hate me or not is up to you," Xiao Guo stared at him and said, "But I can't let you go, I miss you, I want to see you, I want to talk to you again, explain to you, apologize to you, I want to talk to you again. and you......"

The remaining few words were swallowed by Xiao Guo, he was already emotional with what he said before, and seemed a bit embarrassed.Half of this is because of alcohol.In the past ten years, he has lived lonely and dull, and it is impossible for him to say these words, but what he is facing now is Teng Cuo, and some emotions cannot be suppressed.

Teng Cuo probably knew what he wanted to say, he smiled and asked: "Then Teng Cuo is still the person you want to see?"

Xiao Guo was silent for a long time, then whispered: "I don't know."

Teng Cuo kept his head up and opened his eyes.

"You don't have to feel sorry for me," he said. "It's up to me to decide what I become. Chen Fangyi is not a good person. Even if your parents didn't do anything back then, she might have sold me. You don't have to think You owe me life and death, even if I die, you don’t have to feel guilty. The person in your heart is Nan Zhuo, but that’s the past tense.”

Xiao Guo said: "You are Nan Zhuo."

"I'm not," Teng Cuo said, "you'll realize that I'm not."

The room fell into silence, and the cicadas kept singing in the hot summer night. Two people who existed in each other's hearts in the form of memories and had tortured each other for ten years sat together silently.The heavy curtains were drawn tightly, and the stars, sea and thousands of lights outside the apartment had nothing to do with them.

Xiao Guo said: "Xiao Zhuo."

His voice was thick, with a little sluggishness after drinking.

Teng wrongly responded: "Huh?"

He tilted his head back, and his eyes were dazed for a while because of the blood congestion.When his vision recovered, he found Xiao Guo was looking at him.

Xiao Guo's face was softened under the light, and his eyes were deep.His lips are slightly parted, and his shoulders rise and fall slightly with each breath.He looked a little haggard and tired, but he still looked at Teng Cuo seriously.

He was still holding Teng Cuo's wrist, which was very hot, dry and rough.The man sat very quietly, and Teng Mi knew that he was sad.

Sad, the weight of these two words is actually very heavy, it is a heartbreaking feeling.It is more sour than sadness, weaker than anger, and it makes the heart weak and stuffy until it hurts.

Teng Cuo looked at Xiao Guo for a long time, the man's cheeks were flushed from drinking.Teng Cuo took his hand out of Xiao Guo's palm, threw away Xiao's unfinished cake and sofa cushions, curled up his legs, and knelt on the sofa.

Then he leaned over and picked up the chocolate sign with "Happy Birthday" from the cake, and held it to Xiao Guo's mouth.

"We meet again after a long absence," Teng Zuo said with a smile, "I'll celebrate your birthday first."

Xiao Guo stared at him as if fixed, opened his mouth unconsciously, Teng Cuo stretched out his hand, and fed him the chocolate.

Then he gently pinched Xiao Guo's chin and said, "Happy birthday, Xiao Guo."

After Xiao Guo finished eating the chocolate, Teng Cuo leaned forward and kissed him.

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