as gentle as you

Unknowingly, Ling Fei started school for a month, and it was almost National Day. Because September 9th was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it happened to be Sunday, so the school had the monthly leave two days in advance.

Ling Fei was extremely reluctant to go back to that precarious home, but she still had to go back.

Ling's father, Ling Gang, and Ling's mother, Li Li, have been at odds for many years.The reason is that Ling Gang has too many entertainments at work. He is the general manager of a certain company, and it is very common to have too many entertainments. But one day Li Li found a lipstick mark on Ling Gang's white shirt, which inevitably aroused suspicion. .Later, when Ling Gang came back, he said that the female secretary accidentally rubbed up on him, and said that he would pay attention next time. After all, this was the first time such a thing had happened, so Li Li didn't pursue it.Unexpectedly, a few months later, when Li Li was washing his clothes, he found a packaging bag containing condoms in his trouser pocket.Of course, they thought that Ling Fei didn't know about these things, and they agreed to divorce when Ling Fei was admitted to university.

However, as sensitive and careful as Ling Fei, she still found that her parents did not get along as naturally as before, as if the love was performed in front of her face, and she knew that such a family of three would not last long.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back." Ling Fei said as she entered the door and changed her slippers.

Echoes of her filled the empty room, and no one paid any attention to her.

She knew, one went out to socialize, and the other went out to work and hasn't come back yet.

In the evening, Ling Fei ordered instant noodles for herself and ate dinner alone.Lying on the bed after taking a shower, listening to the silence around her, she couldn't help thinking of Wen Yiran again.

I wonder if she has eaten well?Have you rested yet?

Ling Fei took out her mobile phone and sent her a WeChat message: Teacher Wen, have you eaten yet?

After a while, the other side replied: You are really a little confused, it is already ten o'clock, and it is already past the meal time, and you still ask me if I have eaten?Of course I ate it!

Ling Fei realized that the question was indeed wrong after seeing this reply, and immediately burst out laughing: Oh, I'm confused again.Can I ask you, what did you have for dinner?

Wen Yiran: Braised eggplant in brown sauce, hot and sour potato shreds... What are you eating for dinner?

Ling Fei became more and more familiar with it. Isn't this the dish she ordered for her in the cafeteria last time?But she didn't break it, and continued to type and reply: My mother made dinner. There were sweet and sour pork ribs, braised pork tenderloin, fried pork slices with yam, and boiled pork slices. They were delicious!

Wen Yiran teased her: My mouth is watering when I hear the name of this dish, your mother must be very good at cooking, right?

Ling Fei: Of course, next time you come to my house as a guest, I will ask her to make it for you.

Wen Yiran replied straightforwardly: All right.

……

The two of you came and I chatted for a while, before putting down the phone at 10:30.

Ling Fei didn't feel sleepy at all. She looked through the chat records of the two of them from the day they met to today.

Wen Yiran...

Wen Yiran...

……

After a long time, the sobbing in the room died down.

The pillow was wet, Ling Fei was sound asleep, and there was still a crystal teardrop hanging from the corner of her eye, shining under the moonlight.

Wen Yiran arrived home in the evening.

"Mom, I'm back."

"Of course I'm back. Hurry up and change your clothes, wash your hands, and prepare to eat." Mother Wen was cooking in the kitchen, and she came out of the kitchen when she heard the sound of her opening the door.

When Wen Yiran came out after changing into home clothes, Mother Wen had just brought the dishes to the table. Two dishes and one soup were just right for two people.

Wen Yiran glanced at the dishes on the table, braised eggplant, hot and sour potato shreds?

It turned out to be the dish that "Little Misty" ordered for her.

Wen Yiran suddenly smiled.

"Of course, did something happy happen? Are you so happy?" Mother Wen asked her strangely when she saw this.

Wen Yiran blinked, and said seriously: "It's nothing, Mom, let's eat quickly!"

During the meal, my mother suddenly asked: "Of course, you have nowhere else to go on National Day?"

"No, what's the matter, Mom?"

"I miss your dad. I want to go see him. You can go with me on the [-]nd." Wen's mother choked up.

Seeing that she was about to suffer again, Wen Yiran patted her on the back and comforted her: "Okay, okay, Mom, I'll accompany you there in a few days!"

After the meal, Wen Yiran read the book for a while, and then prepared for the lesson, thinking about preparing the lesson in advance.

When it was almost ten o'clock, the phone beeped, reminding her that a WeChat message had come in.

She took the phone over and looked at it. The note in the new message alert box was "little confused".

It was Ling Fei?

She clicked on it: Mr. Wen, have you eaten yet?

Is this guy confused again, actually asking me if I have eaten now?

The corners of her lips curled up, and her ten fingers fluttered on the keyboard: You are really a little confused, it's ten o'clock, and it's already past the meal time, and you still ask me if I have eaten?Of course I ate it!

Over there in seconds: Oh, I'm confused again.Can I ask you, what did you have for dinner?

After Wen Yiran replied to the message, there was another reply: The dinner was made by my mother. There are sweet and sour pork ribs, braised pork tenderloin, fried pork slices with yam, and boiled pork slices. They are delicious!

Hehe, it seems that Xiao Mimi is in a good mood. Her parents must miss her very much on her first monthly leave, right?I don't know where she will travel during the National Day holiday?

Wen Yiran chatted with her for a while before going to take a shower and sleep.

On October 10, it was sunny yesterday, but it was drizzling today.

Wen Yiran and his mother got up early in the morning, hurriedly finished their breakfast, and took their things to the cemetery in the west of Lincheng by car.

Since today is the second day of the National Day holiday, not Qingming Festival, there are hardly any people in the cemetery.

Wen Yiran's father was diagnosed with lung cancer when she was in high school, and he has never been able to recover from the illness. The originally warm and happy family seemed to be choked by someone's throat overnight, and he was on the verge of death. Liveliness and vitality.Wen Yiran seemed to have grown up all of a sudden. She studied hard and finally got into Lincheng S University with excellent grades. That was the university her father had always wanted her to go to, but the good times didn't last long. His health deteriorated, and he died in the third year of his junior year.

At this moment, Wen Yiran and his mother were dressed in black, holding an umbrella together, and walked slowly to a tombstone.

Wen Yiran knelt down in front of the tombstone, put down the bag in his hand, and took out a few apples and oranges from it.

While burning the paper, she choked up and said:

"Dad, today I brought you your favorite apples and oranges, you must remember to eat them over there..."

"Dad, I have good news for you. I can finally fulfill my promise to you. I am teaching in No. [-] Middle School this year. Didn't you always want me to teach in this school? Look, I finally did it..."

"Dad, you must take good care of yourself over there. Your daughter can't be by your side, so you must take care of yourself..."

Wen Yiran said so many things to his father's tombstone that in the end, he couldn't cry.

Mother Wen squatted down and leaned intimately on the tombstone, just like leaning on Father Wen.She was still the same as before, burning papers for Father Wen non-stop, from time to time she fondled the photo of Father Wen on the tombstone with her hands, and then leaned closer to chatting cordially with her deceased partner.

"Her father, how have you been doing over there for so many years? It's going to be October soon, it's getting cold, remember to add more clothes..."

"Now that you are gone, I just want to live a good life with Ranran. My greatest wish is to marry Ranran to a good family as soon as possible. Only when I see that she can have children and her life can be fulfilled can I feel at ease. I'm going to find you..."

When Wen's mother talked about her life's event, Wen Yiran's heart felt as uncomfortable as a sharp knife was pierced in, and she was so sad that she wanted to shed tears.Recalling all kinds of past events, that incident and the double blow of her father's death made her, who had always been strong, fall into despair about life, and it took several months to slowly come out, until now she is still alone.How did the once warm family and myself become what they are now?

Wen's mother and the deceased Wen's father continued to babble: "Although she is much better now than then, she still refuses to contact people. What should I do when she turns 30 in a few years? Remember to persuade me when you dream Advise her..."

The more Wen Yiran listened to it, the more uncomfortable he felt.After so many years, she was used to it by herself, not to mention, she was really not ready to accept a new relationship.Unexpectedly, her own belonging problem has become her mother's "heart disease", and she suddenly felt a little guilty.She also decided that if she finds a suitable one, she should deal with it first, and don't let her mother worry about it...

Behind it was mother and father's daily chat, Wen Yiran was still thinking about something, so he didn't pay much attention to it.

It wasn't until her mother called her name that she realized, "What's wrong, Mom?"

Mother Wen looked tired, probably tired from talking a lot; her expression was a little sad, her eyes were red, she had obviously cried, she shook her head and said, "It's nothing. Let's go home."

Every time my mother came to see my father, she would talk a lot, shed tears when talking about the past, and she was not in a good mood for a few days after going back.It was the same today, Wen Yiran was very worried that she would get sick because of this, so he held his mother's hand in his palm and comforted him: "Father must be doing well over there, so you don't have to worry, your task now is to stay at home, Just stay healthy and enjoy the happiness!"

Mother Wen couldn't help being amused by Wen Yiran's playful tone, and said dotingly: "You are the only one who can talk. I live in peace, what about you? When will you bring me a boyfriend back? I'm still waiting to hold my grandson! "

Wen Yiran blushed immediately, and let go of her mother's hand: "What, I haven't written my horoscope yet, why is my grandson not my grandson..."

Mother Wen actually got more serious, and said seriously: "Of course, I'm serious, you are not young anymore, it's time to start a family, and it will be hard to find when you are 30 years old in a few years!"

Wen Yiran didn't know how to answer her mother for a while, so she took her mother's arm and walked out: "Okay, Mom, let's go home quickly, the car will be gone in a while!"

"Hey, you kid, you know how to change the subject for me at critical moments..."

……

The mother and daughter talked to each other word by word along the way, and gradually disappeared into the rain.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry I've been too busy these days, I've been pigeonholed for a few days (╥﹏╥)

PS: The next chapter may make a little bit of progress in terms of the plot! (^з^)-☆