as gentle as you

Ling Fei lived peacefully at home for a few days, during which her father came back several times, but left in a hurry; her mother left early and returned late, and was very busy, so she hardly saw her.So she is almost always at home alone during the National Day.

On October [-]th, Ling Fei and Qi Yuanyuan made an appointment to go to her house to play.

"It's so boring to play at my house, I'll take you to a good place, I'm sure you'll like it!" Qi Yuanyuan said, hooking her shoulder.

"Where is it so mysterious?"

"Oh, don't worry, come with me, you'll know when you go." Qi Yuanyuan blinked her eyes, pretending to be mysterious.

The two walked for about 10 minutes, and came to a bustling commercial street behind Qi Yuanyuan's house, and stopped in front of a shop with a trendy exterior decoration.

"Here, it's here." Qi Yuanyuan pointed to her.

The "good place" Qi Yuanyuan mentioned was actually a bar.

It was dinner time at night, and it was getting dark earlier in autumn, and the words and decorations on the shop sign had been lit up, colorful and very beautiful.

"Drunk? If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk. It's not people who get drunk, but people's hearts." Ling Fei looked up and said.

"Why did you explain the name of the store? But it seems quite right." Qi Yuanyuan laughed.

Ling Fei glanced at her helplessly, sighed, and pointed to the store sign: "Isn't it written on it? No, have you been here?"

Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help but looked up suspiciously, and saw what Ling Fei said just now was written in the lower right corner of the "Xinzui" store name.

Qi Yuanyuan raised her forehead: "Well, when I come here, I usually come during the daytime, and I rarely come at night. When I come during the daytime, the words are not bright, and the words below are so small, it's hard to find them at all!"

"Okay... do you come to play often? Don't your parents know?"

"I came to know about it from my parents. This bar was opened by a distant cousin of mine. She opened this bar after graduating from college. My cousin is ten years older than me, and now it's seven or eight years old. Right." Qi Yuanyuan explained to her.

"Oh. Let's go in and have a look."

The two walked into the bar.

When they first came in, they were greeted by rock music that pierced their eardrums, as well as dazzling lights of various colors. Although Qi Yuanyuan had been here many times, she still couldn't help frowning.

Seeing that Ling Fei beside her didn't react at all, Qi Yuanyuan said strangely: "Ling Fei, isn't this your first time at the bar?"

Ling Fei nodded: "Well, I played in bars with my friends when I was in junior high school, and I am no stranger to this kind of environment."

"Oh." Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help admiring her. The first time she came to her cousin's bar was during the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school a few months ago, and it was during the day when there were few people.

The two of them continued to walk in, and the tables they passed were men or women who were drinking alone, or three or two who were drinking and chatting together, and even men and women in strange costumes were dancing to the dynamic music on the central stage...

Since it was during the National Day holiday and it was still at night, there were a lot of people.Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help being a little uncomfortable with so many people, so she quickly dragged Ling Fei to sit at the bar she often went to.

It wasn't the first time Ling Fei came to this kind of place, but it was the first time to come to a bar of this size.This bar is bigger than any one she has been to, the decoration is also unique, and the stage music and lighting are also relatively high-end.She is very satisfied.

Ling Fei sat at the bar with ease, picked up the goblet on the bar table with her right hand and shook it: "You are right, I really like this place. Yuanyuan, thank you for bringing me here."

She pointed to a bottle of yellow cocktail on the counter with her index finger, "Is that bottle high?"

The waitress who had been standing by the bar all the time looked back and replied, "Hello miss, that bottle is not high alcohol, it's a [-]% cocktail, would you like a drink?"

Ling Fei was also exposed to other types of alcohol when she was in junior high school, but she was easy to get drunk after drinking it, and she didn't want to drink beer and liquor, so cocktails that were not easy to get drunk and tasted good became her regular drink.

Ling Fei just wanted to say "OK", but Qi Yuanyuan interrupted her: "What's the point of drinking cocktails here, waiter, come and help me make two glasses of 'Blue Rose'."

Just as the waiter was about to mix the drink, a cold voice came out from the back door of the counter: "Let me make it, give it to me."

Ling Fei heard the words and followed the source of the sound. The person who came had long wavy hair, a pair of peach blossom eyes with amber pupils, purple eyeshadow blurred and intoxicating, flaming red lips alluring, wearing a sexy black hip skirt, hot And charming.

"Cousin, why did you come to the front desk?"

In Qi Yuanyuan's impression, although her cousin opened a bar, she rarely came to the front desk to greet customers. If she wanted to come to the front desk to drink, something must have happened.

"It's nothing, I'm in a bad mood and want to drink," she shook her head with a look of disappointment, but kept moving her hands to mix the drink. She glanced at Ling Fei who was sitting next to Qi Yuanyuan, then turned her head and asked, "Yuanyuan, are you friends?" ?”

"Yes," he introduced to Ling Fei, "Xiao Fei, this is my cousin Shao Yang."

She then introduced to Shao Yang: "Cousin, this is my good friend and roommate, Ling Fei."

Ling Fei smiled and nodded: "Hello, Sister Shao, I'm Ling Fei, nice to meet you—"

"Hello Ling Fei, since you've come to my bar, have fun. I've bought your drinks today, here." As soon as the voice finished, the wine was mixed. Shao Yang poured the wine into a goblet and handed it to Ling Fei. Fee, "Here, 'Blue Rose' is tuned."

"Wow, the color is so pretty. It's the first time I drink this kind of specially prepared wine. It must taste good. Thank you, Sister Shao." Ling Fei took the glass and couldn't help but sigh.

"Anyone who has tasted this wine will fall in love with the taste. Try it."

"Okay." Ling Fei looked at the blue liquid in the cup, and took the first sip out of curiosity.As soon as it enters the throat, it feels mellow and cool, with the enthusiasm of rum, the sweetness of sugarcane juice, the fragrance of mint, and even the taste of lemon under careful sipping, which is different from ordinary cocktails and any cocktails she has ever had. The taste of beer, she likes it very much.

Seeing Ling Fei drinking, Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help pouring herself a glass and started to drink. She introduced to her while drinking, "This 'blue rose' is a new product that my cousin carefully concocted after her own research. , which is made with whiskey, rum and other liquors mixed with crushed ice and mint, you are in luck. I fell in love with the taste from the first sip. How is it ,tasty?"

"It's delicious, I like it very much." Ling Fei nodded with satisfaction, and took another big gulp.

Ling Fei was about to finish the rest in one gulp, when Shao Yang reached out to stop her cup: "Don't drink like this, you'll get drunk easily."

Thinking of living alone these past few days, and thinking of Wen Yiran from time to time, she couldn't help feeling depressed, and just wanted to get drunk.

"It's okay, I can drink very well." Ling Fei took the glass from Shao Yang's hand and continued to drink.

Seeing her like this, Shao Yang immediately understood.

Another idiot.

Shao Yang shook his head helplessly, but took out other wine from the counter and poured it into the glass.

Qi Yuanyuan glanced at the wine in Shao Yang's wine glass, it turned out to be a highly rated "Black Jazz", knowing that she must be in a bad mood: "Cousin, what happened?"

Shao Yang's bar is not far from Qi Yuanyuan's home. Qi Yuanyuan went to the bar from time to time after graduating from junior high school, so the two of them chatted very well. Sometimes Shao Yang would tell her little sister what he didn't want to tell others. Qi Yuanyuan is also very willing to be her "tree hole".

Shao Yang took a sip of the wine, put down the glass, his eyes were full of melancholy, he paused, picked up the glass and took another sip before saying: "I broke up with her today."

"Ah?" Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help being surprised.

Shao Yang is gay, and only the two of them know this secret.Since going to university, Shao Yang has changed many girlfriends, all of whom broke up soon after dating. This is the longest date that Qi Yuanyuan knows so far. It has been almost three years. She thought that her cousin could finally confess to her family. Why are you breaking up now?What happened between them?

Shao Yang smiled wryly, what could she do.If it is said that she was not serious about the first few girlfriends, but now she is really tempted by this one. She claims to be a master in love, but she still can't catch her heart, just because she thinks they can grow up. When she walked for a long time, it turned out that in the end, she was just a substitute for someone.

Because of the presence of outsiders, Shao Yang held back the tears that did not fall, and sniffed: "Okay, let's not mention the past."

Ling Fei was a little drunk after drinking, and lay on the table, showing a blushing little face. When she heard the word "break up", she suddenly raised her head from the table and looked at Shao Yang with blurred eyes. Said: "Sister, I advise you, there is no grass anywhere in the world, why hang yourself on a tree, there are many good men in the world! Now the ratio of male to female is so serious, there will be more good men in the future! Excellent men like you Do you still worry about not finding a good man?"

Qi Yuanyuan was afraid of affecting Shao Yang and making her unhappy, so she quickly covered Ling Fei's mouth with her hand: "I'm sorry, cousin, Xiao Fei is drunk, don't mind what she says!"

Shao Yang couldn't help being amused seeing Ling Fei drunk, so he patted her head: "It's okay, your friend is very cute."

Ling Fei pushed back to the table, but she didn't know what she was muttering.

Qi Yuanyuan came closer to listen out of curiosity, but Ling Fei hugged her: "Mr. Wen, you smell so sweet..."

Teacher Wen?Wen Yiran? !

Qi Yuanyuan was shocked.

Ling Fei spoke in a moderate voice, and Shao Yang happened to hear it too, so he couldn't help but ask, "Teacher Wen? Is it the teacher who taught you?"

Qi Yuanyuan nodded: "It's our head teacher."

"It's said that you tell the truth after drinking... This little girl, won't you like your homeroom teacher? I saw her drinking heavily tonight and felt that something was wrong with her, as expected." Shao Yang said what he thought in his heart come out.

Qi Yuanyuan was full of doubts: "Isn't it? I don't know very well..."

"Is your class teacher male or female?"

"It's... a woman." Qi Yuanyuan was extremely reluctant to say this answer.

"Another bend..." Shao Yang looked at Ling Fei who was already drunk and unconscious, shook his head and said, "How should I put it... This road is not easy to walk, and the person she has a crush on is still older Her teacher, it will be even more difficult. You can persuade her when she wakes up, if you can walk the 'ordinary road', don't take this 'road of no return' full of bumps and thorns."

Qi Yuanyuan nodded solemnly: "Okay, I will ask her when she wakes up. Then cousin, let's go first."

It was said that drunk people were heavier than usual, and Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help her alone, so Shao Yang helped them stop a taxi and helped Ling Fei into the car together.The car started and disappeared into the night.

When Ling Fei woke up the next day, she felt dizzy, dizzy and painful, probably because she drank too much wine last night.She continued to sleep until the sun was up.

At noon, Ling Fei had a simple meal, packed up the dishes and sat down, only to find that Qi Yuanyuan had called more than a dozen calls in the morning, but the phone was muted and she didn't hear it.Ling Fei thought she must be worried about herself, so she hurried back.Who knows, Qi Yuanyuan's first sentence is: "Tell me honestly, do you like Teacher Wen?"

Ling Fei was startled, but still admitted: "You... how do you know?"

"You kept calling her name when you were drunk last night, so I know."

Ling Fei hesitated a little: "But...do you find it strange that I like women?"

Qi Yuanyuan smiled on the other end of the phone: "Hehe, my cousin is also gay, and I've long since realized it, so why do you think it's weird?"

"Ah?" Ling Fei suddenly realized, "The breakup she said yesterday meant breaking up with her girlfriend?"

"Yes, but," Qi Yuanyuan told her, "you can't tell others about this."

"Ok."

Seeing that Qi Yuanyuan kept silent but did not hang up the phone, Ling Fei couldn't help asking: "Is there anything else?"

Qi Yuanyuan on the other end of the phone pondered for a while, and asked, "Xiaofei, you like Teacher Wen, so...does she know?"

Ling Fei sighed: "She doesn't know, and I didn't intend to let her know..."

"Then...do you still want to stick to this path?" Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help persuading, "As a good friend, I really can't bear to see you suffer so much for someone you shouldn't fall in love with..."

Ling Fei interrupted her: "Yuanyuan, no matter whether she is the person I should like or not, I only know that I fell in love with her from the first time I saw her, no matter what the future holds, but at this moment I There will be no change in my heart. As for whether to continue on this path, I will leave it to the future to answer..."

"But what if she gets married one day?"

"Me? Heh... I'm fine, as long as she's happy." Ling Fei was afraid that she would burst into tears, so she quickly hung up the phone: "Okay, I have something else to do, so hang up first."

Putting down the phone, tears still flowed out of my eyes uncontrollably after all.Ling Fei curled up in a corner of the sofa, shaking from crying.

She fell in love with Wen Yiran, but she didn't expect it herself.It's obviously impossible to have a fruitful relationship, and she knows it's a thought like a moth flying to a flame, but in her heart she still hopes that she can know, and even like her, but these are all impossible things, right?If you are destined to be alone, as long as she can be happy, as long as you can take a look at her from a distance, that's enough...

The author has something to say:

I was really sad when I wrote this chapter, in fact, I almost felt the same way.

PS: About this brewed wine, the ingredients and taste are all in my imagination. I belong to the kind of "one-sip". When I have dinner with my colleagues, they drink. I either drink water or drinks. I don’t have much research on wine. Just watch it (o^^o)