as gentle as you

However, Wen Yiran's uneasiness and inner discomfort did not decrease with Ling Fei's departure, on the contrary, he became more anxious and became more and more clear.It was as if her heart was sinking in a icy cellar and being held tightly by someone, it kept sinking down, almost suffocating her.

Maybe she was thinking too much. It was only a short distance from home to school, but it took only a few minutes. What could happen?Looking at the crescent moon drowning in the black clouds outside the window, Wen Yiran smiled self-deprecatingly.

Because this uneasiness was too strong, Wen Yiran took a shower indiscriminately and then climbed into bed and lay down.Turning off the desk lamp, the surrounding environment was completely plunged into darkness, Wen Yiran stared straight at the ceiling in the darkness with wide-open eyes.

No drowsiness.

Wen Yiran turned over again, just facing the window of the bedroom. At this time, the half moon outside the window completely emerged from the clouds, and the clear light covered the earth.Looking at the moon, Wen Yiran suddenly complained about it, why didn't it show its head when Ling Fei left just now? ...

Wen Yiran woke up when the alarm clock rang for the nth time.She looked at her phone, and it was already 07:30. She remembered that she still had class in the first period, so she hurried to school after washing up.

When I was about to enter the teaching building, I happened to meet Liu Jian who came down from the upstairs, and the two greeted briefly.

"Going to the teaching building in such a hurry, is there a class in the first period?" Liu Jian asked.

"Yes, I got up late today." Wen Yiran didn't have time to talk to him, and wanted to hurry to the classroom.

Liu Jiangang just wanted to ask Wen Yiran why her dark circles were so heavy, but she ran away after only one sentence, so she had no choice but to give up.

Wen Yiran trotted all the way into the classroom. The bell hadn't rang yet, and the students were a little restless.A few students in the first few rows were very surprised by Wen Yiran's hurried and embarrassed look, and looked at her curiously.However, Wen Yiran ignored the strange eyes cast by the students, and looked eagerly at Ling Fei's position, but found that she was not there.

Her heart became more and more heavy, and she walked over quickly, and asked Qi Yuanyuan who was talking to He Yueyue in the front row: "Where's Ling Fei?"

Unexpectedly, Qi Yuanyuan also had a strange expression on her face, and said, "Ling Fei didn't come to class today."

Wen Yiran hurriedly asked: "Then where did she go, do you know?" She also looked at Li Jin and He Yueyue who were also Ling Fei's roommates sitting in the front row.

In the end, the two of them also said the same thing, to the effect that they hadn't seen Ling Fei since last night's evening self-study.

"Ms. Wen, I waited until after eleven o'clock last night, but she didn't come back. I couldn't bear it anymore and went to bed," Qi Yuanyuan asked tentatively, "Do you know where she went?"

It disappeared last night... Something bad suddenly occurred to Wen Yiran's mind, and his head became dizzy, so he quickly supported the table so as not to fall.

A girl next to her said, "Did Ling Fei go home last night after self-study?"

"It's also possible..."

"How could it be? I heard that Ling Fei's parents don't have time to take care of her, so she lives on campus all the time, not to mention that her home is not close to the school..."

The students around began to chatter, and it was noisy.Wen Yiran didn't want to care about what the students were talking about, she just wanted to know where Ling Fei went?Why didn't you just tell yourself and just disappear for no reason?

After Ling Fei left last night, Wen Yiran thought about it and felt uncomfortable all the time, as if something was about to happen. You must know that she hadn't experienced such a situation for a long time.So feeling uneasy, she estimated that Ling Fei had probably walked back to the dormitory, so she sent her a text message, asking her to report her safety.As a result, I waited for 10 minutes, but there was no reply. I suspected that she had not received it, and then sent another one. After waiting for nearly an hour, I still did not receive any reply.

Wen Yiran wondered if she was feeling sad and went home directly, so she wanted to call Ling Fei's mother Li Li to ask, but then thought that Ling Fei lived in the school, why did he ask her if Ling Fei was there for no reason? At home, so give up.Wen Yiran comforted himself again, it must be because of Ling Fei's incident that he didn't have a good rest recently.

Who knew, Wen Yiran had a strange and terrifying dream afterwards.In the dream, Ling Fei grabbed the corner of her clothes to prevent her from leaving, but she shook off her hand just like in reality, and said ruthless and cold words of rejection. Ling Fei was extremely disappointed, turned around and left in a daze.Wen Yiran was heartbroken looking at it, she wanted to keep her, she wanted to tell her that she didn't think that way, but no matter what she said, Ling Fei never listened to her.Suddenly, the camera flashed, and Ling Fei was lying on the ground inexplicably, her whole body covered in blood. She said dying, "Mr. Wen, help me..." Wen Yiran was startled awake, and dared not fall asleep again. It wasn't until dawn that she couldn't stop her drowsiness and fell asleep slowly. That's why she came late this morning.

The class bell rang, Wen Yiran subconsciously walked back to the podium, all the students in the class took out their language books and neatly turned to the page to be studied today, looked at Wen Yiran in unison, expecting her to say "Class" two words.

Wen Yiran stood on the podium, looked around at the students who were sitting upright, and unconsciously looked at Ling Fei's position.It was still empty there.

Ling Fei, where are you? !

The string in Wen Yiran's mind could no longer be stretched anymore. If she wanted to know where Ling Fei was now, she needed it now!

"This class...everyone goes to self-study." Wen Yiran put away the textbooks, threw a sentence into the surprised eyes of the whole class, and left the classroom in a hurry.

"What's wrong with Mr. Wen?" Someone began to whisper.

"Is it related to Ling Fei?"

"What happened to Ling Fei?"

"I do not know……"

More and more people are participating in the discussion.

Qi Yuanyuan couldn't stand it anymore, she stood up and said loudly: "Does it have something to do with you? What are you talking about! Hurry up and go to self-study!" She happened to be the class monitor on duty today, and the students heard her dissatisfaction Angry, they all shut up and started to read books.

After sitting down, Qi Yuanyuan was also worried about Ling Fei.She waited for her past eleven o'clock last night. She thought she had really managed to stay at Mr. Wen's house, and she was secretly happy for her, but she didn't expect her to disappear.

Ling Fei, you must be fine...

In the corridor outside the door, Wen Yiran found Ling Fei's number and dialed it, but there was still no answer.She hesitated again and again, and finally called Li Li, but what she waited for was the mechanical female voice "Hello, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered".

Wen Yiran's heart became even more anxious, as if his heart was pinched in someone's hand and placed on a fire toast.She gave up and went into the grade office to find Director Chen. She wanted to ask Ling Fei's mother, Li Li, if she had called the school, but the answer was no.

Director Chen felt very strange seeing that Wen Yiran didn't even go to class just to find Ling Fei, a student, but then thought that Ling Fei was a student in her class and lost contact for no reason. As the class teacher, Wen Yiran should be anxious Yes, it is not surprising.

"Have you called her father to ask?" Director Chen asked.

It was only then that Wen Yiran slapped his head and remembered that he usually had more contact with her mother, so she didn't save her father Ling Gang's number.She quickly retrieved the student files of this grade from the computer, found her father's phone number, and called.

This time, it actually worked.

Wen Yiran's hand holding the phone trembled from excitement to fear.She couldn't hear what Ling Gang said later, she just felt that her ears were rumbling, as if countless bees were flying around her ears at a high speed, and her mind went blank.

Wen Yiran put down the phone tremblingly, with a frightened expression on his face as if something bad had happened.She lost her footing and almost fell down.Director Chen quickly supported her.

"Mr. Wen, are you okay?" Director Chen asked worriedly.

Wen Yiran managed to calm down, signaled to Director Chen that he was fine, supported the table to stand firm, and then took a few quick and deep breaths before he choked up and said, "Director Chen, can I ask you for two days off? Ling Fei and her ...there was a car accident..."

In the middle of the night, the road seemed quiet, not only was there no one there, but what was worse, even the street lights that had been on all night had broken down at some point.But at this moment, Ling Fei couldn't care less about these things. She tightened her coat and walked quickly on the dark road.

The resolute words Wen Yiran said to himself just now played back over and over again in his mind, like another sharp sword, ruthlessly piercing the heart that had just awakened a trace of vitality, blood flowing like a river.

Once upon a time, how much she wished to walk this not-too-near and not-to-distant road every day, because this road was the only one that she and Wen Yiran walked together except for school.This road has carried so many beautiful memories of Ling Fei. Wen Yiran cared about her for the first time, hugged her in his arms to comfort her not to miss home, and the last time just now, even though she was sad, she still had a warm hug behind her... …

Ling Fei figured it out, she had figured it out when she heard what Wen Yiran said just now.She doesn't push her anymore.She has never accepted herself, and it is impossible to like herself. What's the point of pestering her all the time?Perhaps, as she said, she may, in this life... really only like men.Maybe she really isn't the one she was destined to be?Was it a mistake for me and her in the first place?If she can find a man in the future who will love her for the rest of her life, maybe she will be satisfied.

Thinking of this, Ling Fei suddenly felt that her heart was not so painful and tired. It turned out that letting go was such a sad and relaxing thing... But, can she really let go of her completely?

Ling Fei was walking on the road, and saw the reflection of distant car lights on the road sign ahead.This road is not very wide. If there are passers-by on both sides, the driver must slow down to pass safely.

Since it is already late at night, she is the only passerby on the road today, and the driver at night usually drives very slowly...

A black car was speeding along in the dense black ink-like night.There are usually no people on this road after 09:30, so the driver drives very fast.

The driver of this car had blurred eyes, and his face was blush smudged by paint, like the heavy makeup of an ancient woman after rubbing rouge.

I saw him talking on the phone with someone while driving: "Honey, I'm almost home... um... um... Don't worry, I'm fine, I just drank a little, I can't socialize... This film is dark." It's a little bit, but I always like this and nothing happened... Don't worry about your husband's driving skills..."

But at the corner of the next intersection, because there were no street lights, he didn't have time to focus his eyes. There was a figure on the side of the road that he didn't see clearly. He only heard a bang, and the car was forced to turn off, and that figure was just knocked out...

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It was supposed to be posted yesterday, but this broken jj is stuck again and I can’t update it~