as gentle as you

Another section of Chinese evening self-study.

After Wen Yiran assigned homework tasks to the students, he went straight back to the office.Ling Fei immediately realized that this was a good opportunity to ask her, and hurriedly followed her quietly with her Chinese exercise book in her hands.

After Wen Yiran entered the office, Ling Fei stood outside the window and watched what she was doing.

Wen Yiran took out a book from the drawer and read it.If she only looked at the cover, because the distance was too far, Ling Fei couldn't see the flashing words on it. She was only sure that it was not a Chinese document.

But why is the cover so familiar?It seems... where have you seen it?

Ling Fei tiptoed to open the door and walked in.

At this moment, there were only the two of them in the huge office, and Wen Yiran looked at it very seriously, and didn't even notice that there was a person entering the office from outside.

Teacher Wen's figure with her head down and serious reading is so beautiful... Ling Fei really wanted to set the time at this moment and let her look at it for the rest of her life.

Ling Fei slowly walked behind her, glanced at the contents of the book, only to realize that it was Wen Yiran's birthday present that he bought for her at the bookstore - "The Moon and Sixpence"!

Ling Fei was even more sure that Wen Yiran cared about her!Otherwise, how could he keep the book he bought for her carefully and read it secretly now!

Ling Fei's heart suddenly felt sweet.

"What book are you reading?" Ling Fei suddenly asked Wen Yiran's ear.

Wen Yiran was startled, looked back and saw her, and subconsciously blamed: "Are you a cat, why is there no sound when you walk?" Then he criticized with a straight face: "Why didn't you call for a report when you came in?"

Ling Fei ignored her "criticism", and just picked up the book on her own, turned to the cover, glanced at it with certainty, and asked her deliberately: "When you read my book, you should read it openly. Watch it when no one is around?"

"I happen to have time now, what's so strange about reading famous books?! Return them to me quickly!" As he said that, he was going to grab the book in Ling Fei's hand.

Wen Yiran's arrogant look is so cute!Ling Fei burst out laughing.

"You... What are you laughing at?" Wen Yiran's face was already slightly flushed with embarrassment.

"Mr. Wen, you look so arrogant It's so cute."

Ling Fei stopped laughing, stared at her seriously, and praised her word by word.Although these words are not love words, they should not be said by a student to his teacher. It is really out of bounds.This time, Wen Yiran's face turned even redder.

Wen Yiran was angry and funny, but he couldn't refute her anything, so he had to change the subject and ask, "Why are you in the office when you're not in class for self-study?"

Ling Fei put the book back on the table, and immediately said solemnly and wronged: "You said this yourself. If you have any questions about evening self-study, you can come to the office directly for advice, so I'm here."

Wen Yiran helped his forehead helplessly, sat down and said: "Bring the book here, and talk to me quickly."

Only then did Ling Fei spread out the book in front of her, pointed to the question and said, "This question, and the second question of this question..."

After Wen Yiran took a look, he began to tell her.

One is talking about the topic seriously, but the other is not listening fully.

How could Wen Yiran not see that Ling Fei's question was just an excuse to find himself, and after speaking, he said: "If there is nothing else, then hurry back and study by yourself at night."

His tone was flat and even a little cold, without any emotion.Regardless, Ling Fei decided to take a gamble.

"Mr. Wen..." Ling Fei hesitated for a long time, and finally raised her head to face her and said, "Can I take you home again tonight?"

"No, I..."

"I know you don't need me to take you home, but I..." Ling Fei interrupted her, and after thinking about it, she said, "But, I still have something to ask you, is that okay?"

Wen Yiran suddenly realized what Ling Fei wanted to ask.At the same time, Wen Yiran also felt that the relationship between himself and Ling Fei was not only closer than before, but also tended to exceed the normal teacher-student boundary.It is determined not to let it develop arbitrarily, it is time for her to do something to stop it.

So she said: "If you have any questions, you can ask here now."

Ling Fei insisted on shaking her head: "I can only ask this question on the way to send you home."

"No." Wen Yiran refused her again.

Ling Fei continued to pursue the victory: "If you disagree, I will follow you all the way home."

"You..." Wen Yiran was so angry that she immediately lost his temper.

But then I thought about it again, or else I would break up with her tonight, and completely let her stop thinking about this impossible thing.So Wen Yiran agreed: "Okay, it's only allowed once, and the next time is not an example."

Ling Fei didn't expect her to agree so easily, she was very happy immediately, and agreed to find her after school.

When Ling Fei returned to the classroom, there was still half a period left before the get out of class ended.Ling Fei immediately told Qi Yuanyuan the news: I can take Teacher Wen back to the dormitory tonight!

Qi Yuanyuan sneered, and wrote on the paper: I thought you could take Teacher Wen down tonight, but it turned out to be this one, it's not new.

Seeing her good friend belittle her so much, Ling Fei couldn't help being angry, and angrily wrote a "military order" on the paper: Okay, I won't be coming back tonight, I'll find a way to stay with her for you to see!

Qi Yuanyuan immediately gave her a big praise: Ambitious!I'm waiting for your good news!If you haven't come back at eleven o'clock, I'll lock the bedroom door.

good!Ling Fei made a promise.

After school, Ling Fei came to Wen Yiran as scheduled.

The other teachers had almost left, only Wen Yiran was still packing up.

"I need to pack something, I'll help you..." Ling Fei walked into the office, just packed a textbook and a notebook in her hand, and was about to put them away, but Wen Yiran snatched them away.

Ling Fei: "..."

Ling Fei wanted to get the second book, but she still snatched it.Wen Yiran didn't say anything, just didn't allow Ling Fei to touch anything with her, as if she was very angry with her.Ling Fei didn't know what made her unhappy.

After the two packed up and left the school, there were not many commuting students on the main road.

Wen Yiran walked very fast, as if he deliberately didn't want to walk side by side with Ling Fei, but Ling Fei could only walk quickly behind and chase her.

The night breeze is blowing, although it is almost summer, but the night breeze still blows people's body with a little bit of coolness.Ling Fei trotted up to Wen Yiran and walked side by side with her, then took off her coat and put it on Wen Yiran's body: "It's windy at night, it's too cold, Mr. Wen, put it on..."

"No need." Wen Yiran took off his coat and stuffed it back into Ling Fei's hands, his tone of refusal was beyond doubt.

Ling Fei was puzzled now, why did Wen Yiran seem to suddenly return to the cold and cold way he was before?

The two of them walked for a while, and Wen Yiran's apartment was in front of them. Ling Fei knew that if she didn't speak, she would have no chance.

While walking, Wen Yiran had to stop - Ling Fei grabbed the corner of her clothes that was blown up by the night wind.

"Teacher Wen—"

Ling Fei stood there with her eyes downcast, with Ling Fei's arm pulling the corner of her clothes between them.At this time, the moonlight poured down, Wen Yiran turned around and looked at Ling Fei, half a round of moonlight painted Wen Yiran's outline into a cold silence, forming a pale arc around her body.Wen Yiran in Ling Fei's sight seemed to be gradually blurred by the moon's illumination, she rubbed her eyes, and the figure standing there gradually became clear again.

After a pause, Ling Fei said suddenly: "Last time at the hospital gate, you promised me that you would give me a chance to pursue you, and I have been working hard in this direction. So now, what are you to me? Feel?"

Finally asked, Ling Fei breathed a sigh of relief.No matter what the result is, no matter whether she accepts her or not, Ling Fei will not regret it, because at least she tried her best.

She finally asked.In fact, Wen Yiran already had the answer in his heart at this time.Even if she likes her, so what?He couldn't admit it, he couldn't respond in the slightest, and he couldn't cross the line in the slightest. Wen Yiran didn't dare to think about or touch this fact that he didn't dare to face up to.It is like an untouchable poppy flower, a bottomless but curious black hole, once trapped in it, it is impossible to turn back.Therefore, she had to reject her again, let her give up again, until Ling Fei completely retreated.

Wen Yiran shook off Ling Fei's hand that was holding her clothes, looked straight at her, and said coldly: "I once gave you a chance to pursue me, but that doesn't mean that I will treat you You are tempted. Ling Fei, you give up, it is impossible for us."

Although Wen Yiran had long been prepared to reject her again, Ling Fei never thought that hearing this cruel result to her again would make her heart hurt so much.Tears swirled uncontrollably in his eyes, Ling Fei stubbornly refused to let them flow down, and looked up at the starry night and the cold moon.

After a while, Ling Fei finally suppressed her tears, lowered her head weakly, without looking at her, and replied weakly: "Okay, I see."

Wen Yiran turned around resolutely, desperately resisting the urge to look back at the expression on Ling Fei's face, and walked forward without daring to stop for a moment.

Ling Fei looked at Wen Yiran's shrinking figure, and suddenly felt that she was about to lose her forever.However, the body reacted faster than the brain. Suddenly, Ling Fei rushed over and hugged Wen Yiran's body from behind.

Just as Wen Yiran was about to walk into the stairway, he was suddenly hugged from behind, and he couldn't help being stunned.

"Ling Fei...?"

"You can refuse me," the voice of the person behind was muffled and deep, with a choked grievance, "but I only have one last request—"

"Let me stay tonight, okay?"

As soon as Ling Fei's words came out, Wen Yiran couldn't help shaking.

It was really helpless to keep her at home last time, and the last time I left her alone in the hospital to stay with her for a night, it was also my compassion.If she were to stay at home again this time, it would be inappropriate both emotionally and rationally, and it would be an act of crossing the line.

Wen Yiran's rationality absolutely does not allow him to do this.

So, she refused again: "Impossible, Ling Fei." Perhaps to relieve the strange discomfort in her heart, she added: "What's more, I didn't ask for leave for you tonight. If you're not here, there will be trouble."

Expecting this a long time ago, Ling Fei took a deep breath and sniffled, feeling uncomfortable as if a big stone was blocked in her throat, and she couldn't swallow it.She seemed to have figured it out all of a sudden, did she push Wen Yiran too hard?So much so that she still can't accept herself, and even loathes herself a little?

Ling Fei slowly let go of the hand around her waist, and said in a calm tone: "Okay, you go in, the corridor is very dark, you should be careful, I'm going back."

"Good night..." Ling Fei leaned close to Wen Yiran's ear and said the last two words, her voice was low and sobbing like a small animal, containing her countless sadness and disappointment.

When Ling Fei moved away from Wen Yiran's ears, Wen Yiran's heart felt obviously sad and distressed.She didn't dare to turn her head until she heard Ling Fei's footsteps gradually receding.

At this time, most of the indifferent moonlight was hidden in the clouds, only half of her cheeks were exposed. The dim moonlight shone with the stars in the sky in the dark night, and Ling Fei's small and thin back gradually disappeared in the darkness like that.

Wen Yiran's heart suddenly ached, one after another, she could hardly breathe, she squatted on the ground with difficulty, and it took a while before she stood up.

The last time it hurt like this was when my father was critically ill and that person had an accident... Could something bad happen?

Wen Yiran quickly put these bad thoughts behind him, probably because he was thinking too much, then he turned and entered the dark stairway, and the lights of the corridor came on in response.

She suddenly remembered that the street lights on the way back to school were broken for the past two days, this silly child...

But she is almost 17 years old, and she should know how to take care of herself.Wen Yiran thought so.

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here comes the knife~