The last time to say I love you

On the day Li Su was brought home by Li Yan, Li Su was not only served by the furious Mayor Li's family law, but also fined to kneel in the courtyard all night.

At that time, Mayor Li scolded Li Su for being useless and beat Li Su with a long ruler, his back and palms were covered with blood.

What was even worse was the back. The new wounds and the old wounds were dripping with blood. When others saw it, they gasped, as if the wounds had hit them.

Mrs. Lu burst into tears when she saw it, and kept begging Mayor Li to let Li Su go, saying that he was still young, and if he beat him again, he would be useless.

But no matter how Mrs. Lu pleaded, it didn't work. Mayor Li couldn't even listen to his beloved wife this time, so he ordered someone to take Mrs. Lu back to his room.

Li Su clenched his teeth tightly, not daring to speak, his lips were bitten so that blood dripped out, his face was pale and bloody palms protruded and he knelt without saying a word.

"Li Su, are you wrong! I ask you, are you wrong! What do I usually teach you? What do I teach you!!"

"Have I taught you bullying? Have I taught you school violence? I tell you to be patient! I tell you to complain! What have you done!!"

"Is your name right? I gave you the word Su because I hope you will be upright and upright! Be upright and upright!!"

Mayor Li's eyes were very red, and finally he broke the ruler abruptly. He didn't know which step he went wrong in his education, which made Li Su become like this.

very bad……

Li Su was not like this before, what did he do...

Mayor Li didn't ask about the content of Li Su's phone call, nor what Li Su said, but from Li Su's strange look, he could see that this matter had something to do with Li Su.

Xu Zhisheng, he has seen this kid before, and he has appeared in various competitions in Chuanjiang many times. He is a very good kid. He played very well with Li Su in the second year of high school. Li Su often brought this kid home, very polite A child well brought up.

Gradually, he never saw this young man appearing at home again. He was busy and rarely asked about it. Now that such a big incident involving school violence murders happened, Li Su couldn't escape even if he guessed it. .

He has met a lot of people, and he can't tell a person's good or bad at a glance, but Xu Zhisheng dares to say that he can't make a mistake.

He also likes it when he looks at it, a very good child, who will achieve great success without accidents, but he never thought that the person he was optimistic about died in the river.

Mayor Li looked at Li Su who fell to the ground and curled up like a shrimp because of the pain, there was no trace of warmth in his eyes and no trace of pity:

"You must have heard it when you were at the scene? School violence, do you think he died without doing anything? Do you think it's no big deal? Are you happy? Li Su, let me ask you, are you happy now? !"

He's not...he's not happy...he's not happy at all...

"Xu Zhisheng stayed with you for a while, right? Did he do anything to you? Did you help him when he was bullied on campus? Even if he is wrong in every way, and he has committed a lot of crimes, anyone can bully him , you, Li Su, can't even make trouble if you die!"

"Others can... only you, Li Su, can't... My Li family doesn't allow you to do anything wrong..."

Mayor Li is very aware of the severity of school violence. He spent a long time in school violence.

He is also very clear about what it feels like for the person closest to him to fall down, and he has also experienced it.

It is hard to engrave it in your heart, it is deeply engraved in your bone marrow, but when you think of that person's kindness, you will turn around and smile at him.

Without Lu Qingyin's wife, he would not know where he is now.

"Li Su, do you have a heart, one day you suddenly recall the scene where Xu Zhisheng followed you, will you find that you have lost something... When the memories about Xu Zhisheng are blurred in your mind a little bit... I Just ask you...are you in pain?"

Let me ask you... are you in pain?

It hurts...it hurts...it hurts now...

Li Su let the tears flow around the bridge of his nose and into the other eye, and then dripped on the cold ground. Listening to his father's heart-wrenching words, the pain in his heart didn't stop for a moment.

Pain to numbness, feeling that physical injuries are minor.

He was wrong...he shouldn't have refused to listen to the teaching...he shouldn't have cast a stone...he shouldn't have treated Xu Zhisheng like that...

There was no color in Li Su's eyes. He stared at the front for a long time before uttering a sentence:

"Dad... I'm sorry... I was wrong..."

Mayor Li blushed and yelled at Li Su: "The person you are sorry for is not me!!"

His whole body was trembling, and when he recalled the bad memories from the past, tears welled up in his eyes, and he stretched out his hand to wipe them away secretly.

Standing on the side, Li Yan felt extremely complicated and couldn't express it. While feeling sorry for Li Su, he also felt sorry for his father.

If it weren't for being so angry that he lost his mind, how could he beat Li Su until he couldn't get up, and even broke the long ruler. My father rarely does this on weekdays. Although he is strict with them on weekdays, he still loves them.

This time, there was almost no mercy in the attack, and the posture of wishing to beat Li Su to death showed the seriousness of this matter.

He has never seen a father who lost his composure like today.

"You have to know that not all sorry in this world can be forgiven..."

"Don't say anything sorry, I'm not the one you're sorry for, he can't hear the one you're sorry for!"

"Can you undo all your mistakes by saying you're sorry? Do you want someone to say the words to forgive you when you say sorry?"

"It's you, will you forgive me! Don't stab someone once and just try to make light of it...so just swallow your sorry back in your stomach and hold it back! Let him rot in your stomach and never say it, it's cheap. "

"Kneel here tonight and give me your dog's brain to wake up! If anyone dares to help him up, don't blame my Li family for being cruel! Let him experience this bloody feeling!"

"Li Yan, immediately leave the courtyard and go back to the room. Don't try to help that traitor, or I will punish you as well."

After speaking, Mayor Li turned around and left, he didn't want to see his useless thing again, he was afraid he couldn't help but beat him to death.

Li Su endured the pain of his body bursting open, and stood up and knelt, his legs and hands were trembling, and his barely supported body couldn't support it for a few minutes before falling to the ground.

The cited servant exclaimed, and a servant who grew up with Li Su cried more sadly than anyone else when he saw Li Su like this.

She knelt down and begged Li Yan, who was standing by the side, who hadn't left yet:

"Master Li Yan, please persuade the mayor to intercede for the young master. He is still young, and his nature is not bad. He just did wrong things for a while... Immortals do wrong things sometimes, let alone him as a minor. , what can he understand...Look at the injury on the body, what will happen if you don't heal it in time..."

"Wu Ma, don't worry about this matter, none of us can care about it."

He also wanted to intercede, but could he?Could he be moved by the harsh words his father just uttered in anger?

Li Su lay on the ground for a long time before getting up and continuing to kneel, his bloody palm left several blood marks on the ground.

The blood on his back couldn't stop flowing down to his eyes, which was a shocking red.

Li Su cried and kowtowed: "It was me... I killed him... Dad... it was me... it was my fault and I was guilty... I shamed the Li family... it was me Scold him and let him die... I said he was evil/shameless..."

The pain from the palm touching the ground almost made him faint, and he kept kowtowing his head with a pale face.

When he closed his eyes and thought of Xu Zhisheng's pale face and breathless appearance, Li Su felt very painful, his whole body ached...

That boy just disappeared...

dead... dead...

Li Su passed out from the pain and fell down in the cold courtyard.

Because Xu's mother was insane, Xu Zhisheng's cremation certificate was signed by Gao Lv, and it rained heavily on the day of cremation just like the day Xu Zhisheng committed suicide.

He stood alone outside the funeral home for a long time, and the cold rain made him unable to calm down. He didn't know how many times his eyes were red in the rain.

He didn't dare to look back at the funeral home, because when he saw the funeral home, he couldn't help imagining the scene where Xu Zhisheng was reduced to ashes little by little.

When the jar of ashes was held in his arms, he fully realized that the boy who was still crying on his back not long ago really disappeared in this world, completely gone.

And he never saw him again.

After Xu Zhisheng's body was cremated, Gao Lv didn't scatter his ashes into Jinjiang to let him be with his soul, but buried him in a good cemetery where there was a large field of sunflowers.

He also reserved his place by the way.

The river was always cold, he was afraid that Xu Zhisheng would be cold in the river, and he was even more afraid of the old saying that people who died in the river would not be able to enter reincarnation, and he was also afraid that Xu Zhisheng would not enter reincarnation if he stayed in the cold and lonely river for a long time.

Please forgive his selfishness, even if Xu Zhisheng hates him in his next life, he can't let Xu Zhisheng lose his reincarnation, let alone let anything/dirty his reincarnation circuit.

He wants him to be warmed by the sun every day and never encounter darkness in the next world, and he wants him to return to the world with a glimmer of hope when he sees the large sunflowers.

I want him to think of a man named Gao Lv when he sees that patch of sunflowers.

That man named Gao Li was thinking about him...

In the past few days, Gao Lv didn't answer anyone's calls in the memo, not even Jiang Yefan and Song Yan's calls.

The phone number of the person called father has been quietly lying in his blacklist at this moment, who knows that the person changed the number to call him, but luckily he changed the mobile phone and card, and put the old mobile phone and card in good condition. The shutdown is stored.

He didn't want to throw it away, because it contained Xu Zhisheng's number and their chat records. Only the faint and few remaining things could make him feel the traces of Xu Zhisheng's past existence.

Gao Li didn't tell others when he bought a house before, so that place became his shelter.

In the past few days, Gao Li has turned on his mobile phone to send a love letter to the number that will not reply, and he also said hello by the way, and at the end he sent a sentence "I miss you very much."

It was as if the whole person was bewitched by an evil spirit.

Gao Li hasn't returned to school for the past few days. I don't know that his teacher Xu Mo and Lin Xiao have gone crazy, and his family members can't contact or make phone calls. None of Gao Li's people can find Gao Li's trace. Anxious smoke.

Song Yan and Jiang Yefan just heard about Xu Zhisheng from other people and frantically called Gao Lu. They felt that something was wrong when they couldn't get through no matter how they got through.

It's not that Gao Lv's academic performance is bad, but he just likes to go against his father. As Prosecutor Gao said, Gao Lv has always been a smart person.

Reminiscent of the last surveillance, Gao Lv immediately locked He Qi on the anonymous person who spread rumors about Xu Zhisheng on the campus network.

I'm sure He Qi knew Xu Zhisheng a long time ago.

If this bastard He Qi hadn't been playing tricks, Xu Zhisheng wouldn't have died!will not die! !

Gao Li was wearing black clothes and a black peaked cap, standing in the living room and sending messages with his old mobile phone.

Xu Zhisheng, the weather is gloomy and gloomy today. I'm sorry that I didn't go down to find you for a long time. I will go to find you today. You wait for me.

I'm sorry I didn't take a look at you before I saw you, but don't worry, I will go there to accompany you soon. Let's watch the sunflowers and the sun rise and set together.

After sending it, Gao Lu also edited a timed message to Song Yan, saying nothing but saying sorry, and incidentally asking him to be buried next to Xu Zhisheng after his death.

After finishing all this, Gao Lv went out fully dressed and holding a short knife. He couldn't believe that the bastard surnamed He couldn't come out.

While walking on the road, Gao Li looked up at the gloomy weather, without the sun.

He thought he could finally go down to see that person this time, and he had to go down to see him in a good manner.

Didi Didi, Xu Yuan was sitting in a dark and damp alley, smelling the musty smell, smoking a cigarette casually without any reaction, listening to the ringtone from the phone.

The already unpleasant alleys smell even worse with the smell of nicotine.

The sparks of the tobacco flickered in the dark, and the cut-headed man with the scar on his face was exhausted and confused at the moment. He looked a few years older after seeing him for a few days. It seems that the person who killed Gao Li was not alone.

After calling several times in a row, the other end was finally connected, with a hoarse and drunken voice.

Xu Yuan touched Dao Mian beside him and said expressionlessly, "Why don't we meet?"

He Qi was lying on the bar counter with a bald face, the strong alcohol made his face flushed, he grabbed the wine in his hand and poured it into his stomach desperately, his stomach was as hot as swallowing a block of fire.

He wants to get himself drunk, only when he is drunk can he forget the pain that cannot be erased in his heart, but after all, he has been in the bar all year round, and he has drank more wine than he has eaten, and he is used to the taste of wine no matter how he drinks it All feel that the whole body consciousness is awake.

He hasn't forgotten about that person...

He did not forget the man who committed suicide.

His eyes looked at the wine bottle, and there seemed to be a cloud of mist in his bloodshot eyes, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes.

"You still have the face to see me?"

"Why the fuck do you still have the face to see me!!"

How can I still have the face to see him if I can't do a little thing well!If it wasn't for him not killing Gao Li...

How could Xu Zhisheng commit suicide...

If he killed Gao Lu and prevented Gao Lu from getting close to Xu Zhisheng, how could he use such extreme methods to snatch Xu Zhisheng over.

"Hey, do you know what I found at Xu Zhisheng's house? A letter to you, if you still want it, come out and see me."

When He Qi heard Xu Yuan say that he wrote the letter, he believed it without the slightest doubt about the authenticity of the letter. He didn't know the reason why he, who was so cautious, agreed to meet without reason.

Xu Yuan thought that He Qi was waiting for him in the remote alley near the Jinjiang River, not far from the school.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yuan's vicious snake-like eyes stared straight at the glowing long knife in the dark, fascinated. He lightly puffed out smoke rings, his haggard look and bloodshot eyes seemed like It's like I haven't closed my eyes for a long time.

Xu Zhisheng is dead... dead...

Xu Jingsheng's son died...

Xu Yuan watched the hazy and scattered smoke floating upwards, and a soft child's voice sounded in his ears, and there was a figure of a well-behaved child of seven or eight years old in his mind, which kept swaying.

Senior brother, my father is waiting for you. Hey, Senior Brother, why don’t you take an umbrella when it’s raining heavily today?Don't catch a cold, or it will be uncomfortable, come on, senior brother, let me wipe it for you.

Brother, thank you for carrying me on your back.

A trace of tears popped out of Xu Yuan's eyes, and his mood spread all over his body for a long time. He held his head and murmured:

"Isn't she usually very tenacious... why did she die...'"

In addition to Xu Zhisheng's childhood figure, the news he found not long ago echoed in his mind.

Zhang Yihua, a well-known teacher at Yangcheng No. [-] Middle School, has attacked students many times with a human face. A student was rescued because he could not bear the humiliation and attempted suicide. He then reported the case with his parents. The police intervened in the investigation and found that the teacher insulted and forced the student. There were no less than three, two of them were murdered by social people bribed by the teacher, and the victim was Xu Yi who died in a car accident four years ago.

In addition, the teacher and the deputy bureau of Yangcheng are relatives, so the two colluded together and deliberately concealed the truth. They were dismissed and sentenced to between three and ten years in prison.

We are deeply sorry for the unjust case four years ago.

Their understatement that we are deeply sorry is worth more than what he spent his life protecting...

Better than all his dignity and his dying life.

Don't think that putting out river lanterns in honor of his brother is trying to offset the grievances his brother has suffered...

There are no doors!

How could he forget those ugly words...how could he forget...

Everything came to light, but he was completely finished...

He no longer has any face in front of Xu Zhisheng, and he doesn't even think about being alive now.

It's just that he didn't know how to face his younger brother and the mentor he once admired.

He knew that his sins were serious, and he would also like to go to the eighteenth floor of purgatory after death. He didn't want to face his younger brother and Xu Jingsheng after death.

He bought the carbon and prepared to commit suicide, when he accidentally saw the news about Xu Zhisheng's suicide.

It involved campus violence, even Xu Zhisheng's reputation in Lichuan was dug up and the post on the day of the incident was dug up.

He Qi, the answer in his mind at the time.

He was transferred from Yangcheng, and he has committed the crime of school violence many times. The last time he transferred was because someone died in school and it was difficult to deal with it. His perverted behavior is already extremely pathological.

He didn't feel anything, and silently bought a very sharp knife. The long knife fabricated a lie about how it came out.

It's not because Xu Zhisheng wanted to kill He Qi...

Because the police investigated the incident of student suicide, people were panicked. The parents of the students made trouble one after another. The school had no choice but to cancel the evening self-study. , boarding students are not allowed to hang out on campus at night.

Unfortunately, Gao Lv looked in the alley outside the school for a long time but did not wait for He Qi but instead waited for Yu Weiwei, who was wearing heavy makeup.

So many things that happened didn't seem to threaten Yu Weiwei at all, and Yu Weiwei himself didn't feel guilty or guilty about Xu Zhisheng's previous violence because of Xu Zhisheng's death.

It seemed that what died was not a human being, but an insignificant animal, an ant that could be trampled to death casually.

Yu smiled slightly and said to the other end of the phone as he walked:

"The school doesn't have to go to evening self-study recently, what's the matter? Someone died, what can I do? Ha, it wasn't the one I told you last time, he was the one who died, that's right, haha ​​what happened to him? Dead Can you still come to lock the soul? Shouldn't he be dead?"

Yu Weiwei didn't care and then heard Gao Lu's joking tone, Gao Lu's tightly clenched palms turned white, and there was the sound of bones creaking.

Gao Lv stared at the direction Yu Weiwei was walking towards him with an evil smile, his eyes became sharp and fierce after a blink of an eye, he looked around and felt that there were few people who were easy to attack.

Yu Weiwei didn't know that she had become the prey that Gao Li stared at, she was still teasing Xu Zhisheng endlessly, suddenly felt a chill around her, and in the next second a big hand was stretched out quickly, very accurately and firmly Arms tightened around her neck and dragged her to the alley.

Then the eerie voice of a ghost like a ghost rang in her ears, and she felt chills all over her body when she heard it.

"Yu Weiwei, aren't you afraid of having nightmares at night?"

Frightened by the sudden change, Yu Weiwei let out a scream, and dropped the mobile phone in his hand to the ground. Before she called out for the second time, Gao Lv covered her mouth to keep her from making a sound.

The mobile phone that fell on the ground made a sound and asked what was going on here. Gao Lv kicked the mobile phone that was still on the call into the depths of the alley, fearing that too many people would trouble him.

Gao Lv didn't bother to talk nonsense anymore, he tightly strangled Yu Weiwei's neck, and when she was struggling to the point of dying, he released her neck, grabbed her hair, slapped her hard, and threw her to the ground Without the slightest pity, Yu Weiwei saw the bright red palm prints on his pale face.

Tears flowed from Yu Weiwei's beating, and with the help of the dim light, she recognized at a glance that the person with blackheads and wounds was Gao Li, and she cried pear blossoms with rain while covering her swollen/swollen cheeks.

"Even women are beaten high, you are not a man."

Gao Lv took out the dagger he carried with him and squatted down, patted Yu's slightly red and swollen face with a little force with the blade and said with a smile:

"I'm sorry, there's never been a rule not to hit women in my Gaoli place. As long as you don't like it, I can turn your head off."

The cold touch made Yu Weiwei turn pale with shock, she saw clearly that it was a knife, and he felt that Gao Lv was crazy at the moment, she trembled in a low voice:

"Gao Lv...what do you want to do? The police are in the school, if you dare to touch me, you won't be able to escape..."

Gao Li licked his dry lips and laughed softly:

"Who wants to run away? Yu Weiwei, I will risk my life to play with you~"

See who has played whom.

After finishing speaking, Gao Li's prey-playing smile disappeared, replaced by a serious face, when he moved his hand, Yu Weiwei felt a pain on his face, before she could yell out, Gao Li stretched out his hand to block her mouth and made a restraint. sound action.

"Don't make a sound, or I'll chop off ten of your fingers too."

Fear finally appeared in Yu Weiwei's eyes, Gao Lu, a lunatic, really wouldn't think of her as a woman and not do anything, he really dared to do it!

Gao Lu is not Li Su, not Xu Zhisheng, not Lin Han, she knows Gao Lu is really daring...

Yu Weiwei is actually a paper tiger, bullying the weak and fearing the tough, relying on the backing of the gangsters outside, playing the green tea whore way to be harmless to humans and animals in front of men, and the bad schemes of intrigue are good to play, it is obvious that the perpetrator is relying on the white lotus Whoever sets it up becomes a victim.

But this kind of person will be discouraged when he encounters a ruthless person.

Because her mouth was covered and she couldn't say those begging words for mercy, Yu Weiwei kept crying, but her eyes showed Gao Lv begging to let her go.

Gao Lu admired Yu Weiwei's terrified eyes, his eyes were bent upwards, and there was a flash of pleasure in his heart, but it disappeared soon.

Because his heart throbbed violently, from Yu Weiwei's eyes, he seemed to see Xu Zhisheng's frightened face when he was being bullied.

He lightly parted his thin lips and said mockingly:

"It was very arrogant when I stole Xu Zhisheng's stuff and copied it to hang up the notice. Just now, I was very arrogant when I slandered Xu Zhisheng. Then why are you crying now? You don't naively think that I will take pity on you, do you?"

"What kind of rubbish are you? You don't have any sense of compulsion in your heart? Are you not afraid of shame if you have a dog face and wander around? You don't think you are beautiful, do you?"

Gao Lv said with a smile: "Which bitch/dog have you seen is beautiful? Or do you think the dog is beautiful?"

"Li Su's bastard has taken a fancy to you, but his vision is so high that even a dog would not let it go."

Gao Lv suddenly reached out and grabbed Yu Weiwei's hair and slammed it on the ground, ignoring Yu Weiwei's screams and smashing it, he didn't stop until he saw the bright red.

He picked up Yu Weiwei's hand and touched the dirty blood on the ground, gritted his teeth and said:

"Write now, use your dirty blood to write the three words I'm sorry, until I am satisfied!"

If you put something written by Xu Zhisheng on the bulletin board to embarrass him, then I will ask you to pay it back with blood today.

Yu Weiwei was in so much pain that she couldn't move. Just as she was in a trance, a bloody knife plunged into the soil in front of her eyes. Yu Weiwei's eyes showed panic and said hastily:

"I write... I write..."

She endured the pain until the numb head and cheeks stuck to her own blood and wrote the three words sorry on the floor bit by bit.

After writing more than a dozen intermittently, Yu Weiwei couldn't hold on any longer. She fell to the ground, bent over and cried out in pain:

"It hurts...my face..."

Gao Lv was expressionless, and from the corner of his eye, he saw the crooked handwriting on the ground that smelled of blood.

"People are ugly, bloody, and illegible. Living is a waste of air."

As soon as he finished speaking, Gaolu turned his head and glanced at Yu Weiwei who was like a crazy woman at the moment.

"The sound of scolding Xu Zhi is quite powerful. I see that your mouth is full of fragrance. I feel annoyed when I hear it. Don't ask for it."

Gao Lu stood up and kicked Yu Weiwei a few times before slowly squatting down. Yu Weiwei was in a daze because of the pain and had no strength. , blood splashed on Gao Lv's body all of a sudden.

Accompanied by Yu Weiwei's heart-piercing roar, there was also the sound of Gao Lv throwing away the tip of his tongue and stepping on his feet in disgust.

Yu Weiwei's mouth kept overflowing with blood, her moaning in pain was very hoarse, like the voice of an old witch, the blood in her mouth kept gushing out and dripping onto her clothes and the ground, the pain of severed tongue made her speechless Can't calm down.

Gao Lv looked down at the pained Yu Weiwei, withdrew his bloody dagger and spat out: "Disgusting."

There was no expression on his face, like a bloodthirsty evil spirit, at this moment he couldn't see the slightest figure of the person crying and begging the voice of promise not to die.

I can't find any resemblance to the person who cried and told Xu Zhisheng not to cry.

It seems that he has become the boy who beat others without blinking and no tenderness on his face again, and his cruelty overlaps with that of He Yiyang for a while.

Gao Lv walked out of the alley slowly, behind him was the voice from the broken mobile phone.

"Wei Wei! What's wrong with you!"

It turns out that it hasn't been hung up yet, but I thought it was.

Gao Lu looked up at the sky and said casually, "It seems to be raining."

People who have no heart and no warmth can do even the most cruel things. It's not that the three views are not correct, but that the three views are different, and they are in different positions.

When a person’s last remaining goodwill is stripped away bit by bit, no one has the position to condemn him, because the person who deprived him of his goodwill is the world, and it is also the world that obliterates his belief, so he blames the whole world.